Buffy's POV
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I awoke to the light that I had so long ago sworn off for love. A new feeling over came me, pure happiness, this new person in my life had given me this happiness I wasn't sure I'd ever have. His heat filled me through out I hadn't known heat like that since riley and this time the heat was real and raw and completely consuming. But as I came out of sleep the reality of what I had done hit me I had sunk to his level and this realization made my body scream for my addiction for that high that rocketed me form my life form reality. That deep panic put this sudden urge in to me to run and I did I got up left a note and bolted. Not one of my proudest moments but running escaping that what I do right? I ran from my life in high school and when I came back from the dead and when I found out about spike and willows betrayal. Running what I do I'm good at it. So I did what I do best I ran from this intoxicating man and the sin that I just committed. I ran as though if I did I could escape him and what we had done, but as I stepped from his apartment and into the sun I could smell his animalistic scent engulfing me it was everywhere. I tired to ignore it to push it away from me as I continued my walk of shame to my house. I passed everything I have known for years I walked up my street and entered the door as the evil bitch that I thought had ruined my life came within two feet of me. I saw her eyes flash and I knew she smelled his sent on me. I haven't been a slayer for years now but when I saw that look in her eyes I moved into a stance that had been all I had known when I was younger. My slayer stance knew that one hell of a fight was about to come but this wasn't a physical fight or a fight to the death this was an emotional fight. She opened her mouth to speak and I put my hand up to silence her. The fight was on ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ahhhhhhhhh a cliffhanger I'll update soon I promise.
I awoke to the light that I had so long ago sworn off for love. A new feeling over came me, pure happiness, this new person in my life had given me this happiness I wasn't sure I'd ever have. His heat filled me through out I hadn't known heat like that since riley and this time the heat was real and raw and completely consuming. But as I came out of sleep the reality of what I had done hit me I had sunk to his level and this realization made my body scream for my addiction for that high that rocketed me form my life form reality. That deep panic put this sudden urge in to me to run and I did I got up left a note and bolted. Not one of my proudest moments but running escaping that what I do right? I ran from my life in high school and when I came back from the dead and when I found out about spike and willows betrayal. Running what I do I'm good at it. So I did what I do best I ran from this intoxicating man and the sin that I just committed. I ran as though if I did I could escape him and what we had done, but as I stepped from his apartment and into the sun I could smell his animalistic scent engulfing me it was everywhere. I tired to ignore it to push it away from me as I continued my walk of shame to my house. I passed everything I have known for years I walked up my street and entered the door as the evil bitch that I thought had ruined my life came within two feet of me. I saw her eyes flash and I knew she smelled his sent on me. I haven't been a slayer for years now but when I saw that look in her eyes I moved into a stance that had been all I had known when I was younger. My slayer stance knew that one hell of a fight was about to come but this wasn't a physical fight or a fight to the death this was an emotional fight. She opened her mouth to speak and I put my hand up to silence her. The fight was on ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ahhhhhhhhh a cliffhanger I'll update soon I promise.