*~My Diary~*

Chapter 2

Disclaimer: I don't own Final Fantasy 8 or any of their awesome characters!

Metallia: *bows* Thank you, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR REVIEWS!!!!

Zell: *sweatdrop* Anywaaaaaaaaaay. WHY IS SQUALL ACTING LIKE THAT?!

Metallia: If we start wondering why Squall acts the way he does, we'll go nuts!!

Zell: Metallia? I mean in the story.

Metallia: The story? Oh! The story!!!

Zell: So? Why??

Metallia: Yes, WHY? WHY?!

Zell: Alright, you need your chill pill.

Metallia: Ah? Yes! Sorry......*takes a deep breathe* Why is Squall acting this way, you have asked. Well, I suppose we will just have to take a peek at Squalls diary now, won't we......????? *evil grin*

Zell: O.o......

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My Office August 8/03 11:30pm

Dear Journal,

I've had an exhausting day. Paperwork....paperwork....And....You guessed it journal MORE paperwork!! I can't believe garden is actually making us keep a diary. Well....I call it a journal. I mean, diary makes it sound kinda....I dunno, girly? Anyway, it was Quistis' bright idea. She suggested to Headmaster Cid that everyone should write their feelings down in a little book. Argh. I mean, what's the point? The problem doesn't just disappear when you write it down! Not for me anyway. Plus, it makes my hand hurt.

Anyway, today I had an unexpected surprise. Rinoa Heartilly. The one with the black hair? Brown eyes? Soft pale skin? Yeah, that one, you know her, right journal?

Rinoa......She came to garden today and I totally blew her off. I mean, I didn't mean to. It was just......I had so much work left to do! I really wanted to spend some time with her. Really, I did. Perhaps, invite her out to dinner? When I saw her, I was overjoyed! In fact, when I saw her I wanted to hug her and NeVeR let go. But then I thought about all the work that still had to be done. And so....I kind of got mad. At EVERYONE. I suppose I shouldn't of, though. I just thought it was all their fault, for making me Commander(I know I should be proud...) throwing all this work onto me. I mean, come on! I had started that stupid paperwork at about 7:00am today and I'm about 2/3's done now.(Of course I did stop to visit Rinoa, but I'll tell you about that later, journal). How can everyone expect me to do all this work in one day?? I don't even have time for my personal life, where as Zell has so much time to waste at the cafeteria, waiting for hotdogs! I know I shouldn't have raised my voice at Rinoa(it wasn't exactly...yelling...) I'd been bothered all day and I guess when she came, I just couldn't take it anymore and....blew my lid.

Oh, Rinoa! I really am sorry!!! I didn't mean to hurt you. To make you cry. And what you said was true.........I am being an awful lover to you. I promise to never hurt you again!

Well, I can't really promise that. What if one day a massacre occurred and Rinoa came to help? But I blew her off, because I didn't want her to get hurt!! What if she never comes back? And I'm left alone......So many unanswered questions.

Anyway, after she ran out crying, I tried to get back to work. Obviously....I couldn't. I couldn't stop thinking about her and what she had said to me. So.....I left my work and went looking for her. That's when I ran into Selphie.

"SQUALL! HOW COULD YOU?! I can't believe you would choose your work over Rinoa! She told me ALL about it! You work-a-holic!! How could you?!" So yeah. Selphie stood in the middle of the hall, yelling her lungs out, flapping her arms around like....like a mad goose. She was lecturing me about how bad a boyfriend I was being....at least I think that's what she was yelling about...

But can you blame me for being a work-a-holic?? You throw work on me, like I'm some kind of office zombie that doesn't need food or sleep or love. Like my only purpose is to do paperwork. The worst part is, I have the IMPORTENT paperwork . Talk about pressure.

So when Selphie finally finished lecturing, I asked her if she knew where Rinoa was. Selphie's dorm. So, off I walked, wondering if Rinoa was still crying.

So, when I got there, I knocked on the door, waiting for a certain black haired tenshi to open it. Uh....Tenshi means angel, in case you weren't too sure, journal.

Oh My Gosh! I still have so much paperwork to finish. I better finish it and get some rest. I'll tell you what happened tomorrow. You'll never believe who was there.

Hmm.....Maybe Quistis was right about writing my feelings down. It does kind of help.

Squall Leonhart

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Metallia: Well, I hope you like that chapter.

Zell: So?

Metallia: What?

Zell: WHO DID SQUALL SEE?!

Metallia: Oh! He saw...................wait! I can't tell you! I guess you'll have to read the next chapter to find out!

Zell: Providing out readers review right??

Metallia: Yep, if I don't get any reviews I probably won't waste my time on this story. So, PLEASE REVIEW!!!

Zell: oh, and about Seifer/Quistis they only have minor parts in this storym, RinoaxSquall is the majorness in this story. But don't worry, you'll get to read both their diaries soon.

Metallia: How do you know everything?

Zell: I also know that you'll probably be reading Seifer's diary in....Chapter 4!!!!!!!!!!! SO REVIEW PLEASE! FOR METALLIA'S(author) SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Metallia: Yay! Thanks!!! Comments and creative criticism welcome!!!