Title: Beautiful Goodbye
One Shot
The azure sky streaked with white clouds, slowly fading away from me. I touched the cold metal of the space ship, evoking my sorrow. He would never see me again, I would never see him again, and that had been my decision.
I'm fed up with my destiny
This place of no return
I think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
When he returned and found out that I had left, would he be alleviated. I had caused him so much harm, pain, sorrow throughout his life. This was for the best, I knew. When I disappeared he would no longer be threatened.
It doesn't really matter
How the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I, and that beautiful goodbye
So, what if I was going to suffer, suffering is what he had been through all these years. I chocked down sob and slouched against the metal frame of the space craft.
I stagger through these empty streets
Laughing all alone
And I had made a mess of me
Confessions made me warm
I don't really miss you
I just need to know
Do you ever feel you and I, and that beautiful goodbye?
But why father, why? Why did bestow this agony and pain on him, on me? Why did you need power so much that you became oblivious to your friendship with Doctor Kasshu, to his family, to me? Was it that necessary that'd you'd forget everything and everyone?
When I see you now
I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away
I scorned myself, my father was suffering just as badly. His ambition had overpowered him, just as Domon's ambition to win the gundam fight had evoked him.
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
But this was different, Domon wanted his father's freedom, my father wanted problem. How did I come into this? Why is this departure of someone who only cares if I'm there to assist him professionally, breaks me?
In these days of no regrets
I keep mines to myself
And all those things we never said
I can save them for someone else
Would Domon realize my childish affections for him, would he laugh in spite of the seriousness of the situation, the fact that this leave was breaking my heart?
And nothing last forever but we always tried
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by
I never had the courage to tell him my affections, but in truth, what chance did I have? He was always in something else, mostly training.
When I see you now
I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away
I look at the earth beneath me, becoming smaller and smaller with each passing second, and that's how my heart feels as you becoming farther away Domon.
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
I'm so sorry Domon, I'm sure you'll be happier without me......
What can I do?
Cause I can't get over you
And sometimes I cry
It's a fool's lullaby
Sometimes I cry
It's just a fool's lullaby
Nothing matters anymore, he's too faraway. He was always far away.
That beautiful Goodbye
A/N: R/R
