Disclaimer: this is the part of the show where I say I own nothing (which is basically true) if its new I will gladly take credit for it, (unless you don't like it (in which case I blame… ummmm the freshman yeah, blame everything on frosh) ) the familiar stuff probably belongs to Mercedes Lackey.

A/N alright this one is gonna be extremely weird but it is the third installment of my newly proclaimed as a trilogy, trilogy.  The first two are Asia's Choice and Cymon, neither is necessary to read them before this (but as the review grubbing personage that I am it is recommended)… oh and thanks to everyone who reviewed on the last few chaps of Cymon. 

The dream images moved about in a hazy setting.  A face floated within a crowded room.  I tried to reach the one it represented but couldn't.  I woke up feeling rather dizzy.  As always the dream slowly faded as the field around me became more real than the other city.

I looked across the companion's field knowing that this was finally the one I was looking for, my Chosen.  I decided to head to the stable for my breakfast since the sun was on its way up anyway.  While I was eating I ran across my older half-brother, he already had his chosen.  A full Herald called Kern.  I tried to avoid him, not wanting another of his high-minded lectures on how I would one day be able to look back on my time without a herald as a great character builder.

            I thought he had me when our eyes met and I felt doomed to hear him out until my cousin Savannah intercepted him to talk his ear off about something or other.

            :Thanks, Sav,: I sent her with heartfelt gratitude. 

She winked at me, :No problem little cousin, I'll talk to you later?:

:Yeah,: I agreed.  I left the stable in a hurry to be away.  I retreated to the back area behind the groves.  There was something weird about my dreams, an otherworldly quality that led me to believe that I wasn't going to be finding my herald in Valdemar.  I was so impatient to be on the road that had I felt the slightest indication of a direction I would have been gone already.  But that was the problem I felt pulled in all directions at once.  I could see my chosen, sometimes more clearly than I had ever seen anything, but I didn't have a clue where to look.

I spent most of the morning wandering aimlessly, hoping to pick up a clue or anything.  Finally Savannah approached me.

:I should have known you'd be up here Caedmon,: she said happily.

:Have I been back here that much?:

:No, but anybody who knew you would look here first with your current mood.  If you were around anyone else I doubt you have the control to keep you speech private.:

:Oh, am I talking too loud?:

:Just a smidge,: Savannah admitted.

:Sorry Sav, I just can't seem to figure it all out.:

:It'll come to you…:

:It's been coming  for months now, when will I know?:

:No one can tell you that, but you will know eventually.:

:I suppose,: I agreed reluctantly acknowledging the truth.

:Cheer up Caedmon, in the mean time just enjoy being free of all the worries riding circuit will bring.:

:They're worries I'd just s soon have, their benefits outweigh them.:

:Poor little colt … having to spend your carefree days frolicking in the fields!: Savannah teased.  I ignored the tone.

:I do pity poor little me!:

:Well, you seem to be doing all right 'cous, I'll talk to you later okay?:

:Yeah, I'll brood without you…:

Savannah left and I continued to mope in my little corner of the field until the bell signaling a break in classes rang.  Then I contemplated leaving I could generally mooch treats off of the students of all three collegiums.  I was slowly trudging along when I felt a disturbance in the ley-lines in my area.  Since I had nothing better to do I decided to meander over and investigate.

I saw a gray clad heraldic trainee concentrating.  Ah, that would be the source of the problem.  I watched from a distance drifting closer.  Whatever he was trying seemed rather too intricate for a child of his apparent age, but with herald-mages who could tell.  There was no attendant companion ready to know him over the head for going beyond his skill level so I assumed his experiment had been approved.  Except for the fact that he was practicing way back here.   No one did much of anything back behind the groves; it was too far out of the way.

As the pattern started to solidify I realized with horrifying certainty that the child was trying to create a gate.  Key word trying.  I could see the magic starting to curl out of his control.  It reached back for him and he didn't even notice.

 I called for anyone else in the area to come help and then charged for the kid fully intending to do something.  I doubted anyone else could get to him in time.  I heard the trainee's mind-call to his companion moments later I saw the vague white blur approaching him.  The other wouldn't make it in time.  If I did veered off the boy would be consumed by the magic he had poured into his creation.  Probably would serve the ambitious young upstart right! 

I continued to head straight for him.  I could think of one way to save him.  Running straight at the convulsing hole of a gate I wrested control of the apparition from the trainee.  On my way past him I nudged him aside with my broad head and charged straight at the oblivion of the gate.  There was nowhere near enough time to stop.  I was going into the void.

I wondered briefly if that was the reason I hadn't known which way to go, because I would be dead.  Dead companions don't chose.  Then there  was no more thought, just nothing…

A/N hehehe did/will Caedmon die?  Who was that trainee?  What kind of irresponsible companion let him run off?  Learn that and much much more by tuning in (I watch (yes I did mean watch) way too much radio) next time!! In the meantime review, review, review!!!!!!!!