Stupid

Anthy: Awwww….

Anshi: And what a fic this will be.

Anthy: Kinta is going to kill me.

Anshi: But we knew that already. She doesn't own Kinta. Kilandra Yamitea does.

Anthy: Song: Stupid

Anshi: Um…singer…um…I don't remember!

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Stupid

Yami stared at the rain. It hadn't rained in a very long time…and now it just seemed appropriate. It came down in sheets and Lightning flashed, illuminating the room. Yami glanced away and sat on his bed, bare feet barely touching the floor.

Night lift up the shades

Let in the brilliant light of morning

He pushed himself back against the headboard and pulled his knees up his chest.

"Stupid…stupid Yami…" He muttered to himself, burying his face in his knees.

But steady me now

For I am weak and starving for mercy

He thought about the stupid things he had said and had done. She couldn't forgive him now. She was gone, never to be back. He had ignored her, yelled at her, disrespected her and at times…forgotten her.

Sleep has left me alone to carry

The weight of unraveling where we went wrong

All I can do to hang on

The thunder roared outside. Yami drifted down onto his side, head resting on the soft pillows. Tears rolled from his eyes, but his sobs were kept bottled up inside him.

To keep me from falling into old familiar shoes "Stupid…" How stupid could I be

A simpleton could see

Yami pushed himself back up and looked at the rain.

"I should have seen…should have…listened to her…" He said over and over again, sliding off the bed into a crying heap on the floor.

That you're no good for me

But you're the only one I see

Yami shook his head and stood up. Lightning flashed and the rain came down harder…like horses. He walked outside, rain pelting him like hailstones. Thunder rolled in protest…but Yami paid it no heed.

Love has made me a fool

Set me on fire and watched as I floundered

A knot in his throat grew each time his fists hit the wall.

"Stupid…stupid Yami." He repeated.

Unable to speak except to cry out

And wait for your answer

And come around in your time

Speaking of fabulous places

Kinta went to Bastet, the blind queen and her dragon aura, who turned away from her writing. Kinta always wondered how she could do anything at all. But Bastet was that kind of girl who you could only come around once in a life time.

"Outside." She said before Kinta had even asked her question.

Create and oasis that dries up as soon as you're gone

You leave me here burning in this desert without you

Kinta pulled a cloak over her head and set off into the storm. Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid. She thought.

How stupid could I be

A simpleton could see

She found him under the flash of lightning and the rage of thunder. Against her better judgment, she ran to him, catching him as he collapsed.

That you're no good for me

But you're the only one I see

Yami looked at who had caught him. His eyes darkened and he pushed away, standing again to resume his beating of the wall.

"Go away." He said.

Everything changes

Everything falls apart

Yami's strength soon left him. His knees buckled and he fell. Kinta caught him again. He tried to push away but was all too weak. Then Kinta saw the blood. Yami's knuckles were cut open and torn. Bits of his skin were hanging off like streamers and he was bleeding a lot.

I can't stand to feel myself loosing control

"Stupid." Kinta said, picking him up.

"Shut up."

In the deep of my weakness I know

Kinta and Bastet bandaged his hands and sent him to bed. They went to a window and turned their heads east, lightning and thunder emerging every so often.

How stupid could I be

"Mom is gone for good." Kinta said. Bastet laughed.

A simpleton could see

"No…Sheta is not gone forever. Yami will carry the memory of your mother into his next life as well."

"Next life?"

"Yes. We will all be reborn again. But he won't remember any of this, or any of us."

That you're too good for me

"By Osiris, you're a cryptic bitch…you know that?"

Bastet laughed. Kinta tried to keep a straight face, but burst out laughing as well.

"Kinta, you will learn to hate him, but it will be after I'm gone. You'll try to kill him in your next life, but no matter."

"No matter what?"

But you're the only one I see

"All will work out in the end."