A X fanfiction by pluto-mint
Summary: Seishirou's POV. Set on the incident at the rainbow bridge.
Warning: Spoiler, but I guess you already know the story right?
Ratings: PG
(This is for you Fuuko-chan!)
EverythingI can only see the light. It blinds me as I push my hand through your flesh. Funny how I feel so suffocated when it's you who should be the one to feel that way. I catch my breath and feel my self shaking with something. Something that I can't figure. I'm trying to free myself here.
And...
And it feels oddly warm, the way the blood runs through my skin.
I wonder if it's a good decision, trying to kill you right now. Mother told me once that the one I loved most would be the one to kill me. Her words didn't bother me. I figured that death would come at its time. But it feared me also. Just like any mortals I never wanted to die, that's why I have lived my life with a cold heart. Alone and lonely.
But that only lasted until I saw you under that sakura tree.
You intrigued me in so many ways.
Your innocence, your naivety, your everything...
Everything.
I was moved by you.
And now, I wonder if I should kill you.
I wonder if I should challenge destiny...
I wonder if I should make you cry.
I wonder if I should make you mine.
But I am a selfish man.
"Why?" you speak in a trembling voice. Your white trenchcoat has turned into a deep shade of crimson as I lay helplessly in your arms. Blood oozes from my wound, and running in your hands.
So Hokuto was right. Destiny cannot be broken. And I am only human after all. I am killed by the one that I love most.
"I am only a pebble in this world, my only desire is to feel." My breath has become so shallow with pain as I touch your face for the last time. And though my skin is numbed by the cold, I can feel your warm tears sliding through my fingers.
"I only wanted to be killed by you." You say between your sobs and hold me tighter in your arms. I smile, because I know that in the end you are mine... in the end you will always love me...
You see... I may be cold and undetached to everything in the world, but the reason why I didn't try to kill you at the first place was that I didn't want to hurt you again. Because I know that you would cry for me... because I know that you love me...
But I...
I can't. I was moved by you. I am loved by you...
Your hands... your hands... they are as red as the newly blossomed sakura. Do you know, my beloved? With this death I own you. With this death I love you...
"Boku wa.... Kimi o..."
I finally whisper those words to you and hold the darkness once again. But this time I know that you are here with me.
~Fin~
A/N: What do you think? Read and review please! ^__^