Title: Through Our Eyes
Rating:PG-13
What up yall? Silver wolf here again being a crazy prson who has decided to publish one more of her fanfics! I hope you all enjoy this one and please no flames!
~!~!~!~!~!~!~ *CHAPTER 1 * ~!~!~!~!~!~!~
Tokio looked at Saitou with sad eyes but not a single tear came out of them. She couldn't allow herself to cry in front of him she had to prove herself strong, no matter how much it hurt her.
"I can't believe you would do that Saitou.." She said in a low tome of voice as she stared into his amber eyes
"But Tokio, it was only just once, I swear it will never happen again, just give me another chance."
"No, what you did can't be forgiven,Ever." She had to say the words that pained her heart so much. No matter how much she didn't want to, she had to go through with it. "Its over. I never thought you would stoop so low as to go to a bar and sleep with another woman."
"I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing-" he was cut off by her voice
"You damn well knew what you were doing!" she said furiously at him. Saitou looked down in shame at the floor.
"We could have been really good together. I loved you very much Saitou, and I want you to know that." She bent her face over to face his and wiped a piece of his hair away from his face "Goodbye." she put her face closer to his and she kissed him for the last time.
She turned away from him and left his apartment.leaving Saitou in his sadness alone. ~~~
Tokio:
'I can't believe he would do something like that to me..then lie to me, after I cared for him so much." She thought. ' He had to go into that bar and get drunk, I didn't know and I come over to visit him, to keep him company. Then when I open the door and see him there having the time of his life with another woman. Looks like he had all the company he needed.' She thought as arrived home. She went to her room, she looked at a picture on her wall of her and Saitou, she went over to it and touched the frame slightly. As she touched it the tears she had been holding back for so long, she held them back no more, she began to cry then all out. As she cried her heart out she collapsed on the bed and cried some more. The with that she fell asleep, her dreams were filled with visions of Saitou.
Saitou:
He was in his room sitting on his bed and he looked at the floor with a blank expression on his face. 'I can't get this out of my head!! How could I do this to her?! I broke the heart of the girl I've ever truly loved.you can be stupid Saitou, why the hell do you drink when you know that it will bring you problems.in this case it brought a problem you can't ever fix.' thought Saitou in anger. He recalled what Tokio had said to him *you damn well knew what you were doing!* she was right, he did know what he was doing up to some extents, first thing he knows that hes in the bar enjoying a couple of drinks and getting drunk, some things start to get out of hand and then the next thing he knows is that he is making love to a woman he dosen't even know at all!! 'What can I do to get her trust back and tell her that I'm truly sorry?' he knew no matter how many times he would tell her he was sorry she wouldn't listen to him, ' To hell with it, ill write her a letter, she won't listen to me but. that's a risk I'm willing to take.' He went over to his desk that was full of junk and began to write her a letter.
It took him a while to write that letter and he tried to keep his eyes open as long as he could, then when he finished he collapsed on his desk from exaustion and spent the remainder of the day asleep with the letter he wrote to Tokio in his hand.
~~~
Tokio lay fast asleep on her bed, then she woke up because the sun was shinning in her eyes, that stung, Probally from crying practically all night. She opened her eyes painfully and looked wearily at the clock beside her bed, it read 4:00 p.m.
'Thank God it's the weekend'
She got up sleepeshly from the bed and she went to the kitchen. She ate a piece of bread, she really didn't have that much of an appetite this morning. The phone rang and she went to pick it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Tokio." It was one of her and Saitou's friends, Okita, but more Saitou's friend than hers
"Hi"
"Hey are you okay? You sound sad..." he asked her
"No I'm not fine"
"Hajime?"
"Yes, we broke up yesterday."
"Oh I see, the bar thing"
" Yeah what you said was true, I went to his apartment and I found him with someone else."
"That asshole, wait till I get him."
She laughed at him
"No, I'm serious, he had no right to do that to you.. well hey I just called to see how you were doing."
"Thanks for calling, Okita."
"Sure no problem, ill pass by this evening ok?"
"No no, I'm fine. Please."
"Okay if that's what you want."
"Thank you, Okita."
"Bye"
They both hung up and Tokio placed the phone back on the receiver.
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Saitou woke up, he got up and went to take a quick shower and was going to Tokio's house to give her the note personally. He walked into the kitchen and he received a hello-punch from his best friend Okita.
He wiped the blood from his face. "Why did you just punch me?"
"You know Saitou, you can be stupid, No wait very stupid you know that?"
"You don't have to punch me." He said anger at the tip of his voice as his mouth throbbed in pain.
"You know you love Tokio."
"I know that" {Angry.}
"You blew it"
"No really?" he said sarcastically " No shit, of course I did jack ass!" {angrier..}
"That's the reason why I punched you, to snap some sense into you."
"That didn't help anyway." {even more angry.}
"So? I just wanted to for breaking her heart like that."
"Thanks for support." {very angry.} He said as he turned around and was heading for the door.
"Where are you going?"
"that's none of your business."
"Oh? I wonder." He said in a taunting voice that got Saitou annoyed.
"jack ass" he muttered under his breath
"Youre going to visit Tokio aren't you?"
"Who told you I was going somewhere else?"
Okita grinned at him and Saitou continued to walk out the door to go give the letter to Tokio, that was the sole perpouse of why he was going back to her house. In fact he didn't dare show is face at her again. He felt ashamed.
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Tokio walked over to her bed and threw herself on it and turned on the radio and put in a CD it was playing a song that brought back so many memories. Of her and Saitou.
*FLASHBACK*
Tokio was at the high school prom, she decided to go even if she didn't have a date to be with or a date to be able to enjoy the night with. She looked over at the couples dancing to the music and then the song ended after a while. Then she saw the couples dancing to the slow music or shed see the boy asking a girl for a dance with all of the courage he could find. 'How sweet.' She thought as she looked at a couple. She sat there alone listening to the music. then, she felt a gentle tap on her shoulder, and she turns her face to see who it was.
It was Saitou Hajime.
The guy who didn't have a heart and hurt hers many times, the guy who wouldn't respect her and hurt her feelings too.
"Yes?" she asked in a low voice.
"Well.. will you have this dance with me, Tokio?" He asked in a gentle voice she had never heard before as he held out his hand to her
She hesitated and analyzed what he had just said ' He wants to have dance with me? I guess I'll say yes, I can't leave him hanging can I?' She sort of liked him despite what he had done to her many times in school.
She smiled and nodded, placed her hand in his and went to the dance floor, and she placed her arms around Saitou's neck as he wrapped his hands around her waist.
He stared deeply into her dark green eyes until Tokio broke the silence between them
"So, did you have a date for the prom?" she asked him
"No, I had no one to go with, do you?"
"No.."
They both remained quiet for a couple of minutes until Saitou looked at her and said
"I never got the chance to ask you... if you wanted to be my date... and I guess I can ask you now, will you be my date for the rest of the prom?"
Then after he had asked that they lowered the other song and they changed it.
~*~*~*~*
Tonight it's very clear Cause were both lyin' here Theres so many things I wanna say
~*~*~*~*
She smiled at him sweetly "you want me to be your date?"
he nodded at her "Will you?"
"Yes" she smiled and continued to dance
After a while Saitou broke the akward silence between them again
"I wanted to ask you to the prom before but I guess I never had the guts to. And I want to... and I want to tell you that." he looked down and sighed "forget it"
"You can tell me Saitou." then he had the courage to look into her eyes 'I have to tell her' he stared at her for a couple of seconds before saying
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"That.. I Love You." (awwww!!!)
~*~*~*~*
I will always love you
I could never make it alone
~*~*~*~*
Tokio couldn't believe what she was hearing did he say he loved her? No. The boy that always hurt her and that would treat her like nothing is now suddenly changed?? She couldn't believe it!
"I know there are lots of times that I hurt your feelings, and made you cry, but..." he put a hand on her cheek "I felt bad for hurting you. it hurt me to see you cry, because of what I did. I take it all back."
~*~*~*~*
Sometimes I just forget Say things I might regret It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you I could never make it alone.
~*~*~*~*
*END FLASHBACK*
She realized she was crying and then was snapped out of her flashback by a knock on her window. She looked at her window, she wiped away the tears and stood up to open the curtains and noticed it was Saitou who was standing at her window with a note in his hand. She looked at him but then she decided to open the window and see what he wanted.
"Yes?" she asked in a low tone of voice that had some sweetness in it.
Saitou looked into her eyes, they looked like they were made of glass, He could tell that she had been crying. He listened to the song on her radio, remembering every word. He stepped into her room.
"Here." He handed her the letter and she put it on her desk
" I'll read it later."
"Fine."
~*~*~*~*
I am the man Who would fight For your honor
Ill be the hero That youre dreamin' of
Gonna live forever Knowing together that we Did it all For the glory of love
~*~*~*~*
Saitou:
I can't look into her eyes, it had always killed me to see her crying, ever since we were in high school, come to think of it the cause of most of her tears was me. And now the cause of her pain... Was me again. I looked into her eyes, those eyes that tell me she fears nothing now begin to fill with tears. I can't take it.
~~~
Tokio:
Just looking into his eyes made my heart brake into pieces, he lied to me, and hurt me. As I look into his eyes I realize I see something ive never seen before in his eyes, sadness. His eyes were always with that amber glint in them, he never showed his feelings to me. But now I see the pain in his eyes, sorrow & regret. I want to slap him here and now... But I can't. something tells me I can't. its probally my feelings playing with my foolish heart.
~*~*~*~*
You keep me standin' tall You help me through it all I'm always done When you're beside me
I have always needed you I could never make it alone
~*~*~*~*
Tokio stood there for what felt like an eternity at her window and she felt her legs going numb, she sighed with regret and impatience as her eyes began to water. She turned away and said " Saitou I think you should go.." Saitou said nothing but nodded and went out through her window and walked away.
Tokio turned her attention to the letter on her desk. She closed the window and she went over to it and decided to open it.
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She read the letter and dropped it to the floor and put her face in her hands and began to cry silently. It hurt him too, it hurt him what he did to her. she picked it up and read it once more.
" Tokio:
I know nothing I can say can fix the deep wounds ive put in your heart. Nothing can change what I've done to you. I've hurt you badly and I know that I don't deserve to be forgiven at all. I'm sorry for the times I've hurt you in the past and I'm sorry for what I did to you now. There are many things you showed me. You showed me a girl could show no fear, you showed me that someone cared for someone such as myself. I thank you for showing me what life can be, that I could have a heart. I am sorry."
~*~*~*~*
I am the man Who would fight For your honor
Ill be the hero That you're dreamin' of
Gonna live forever Knowing together that we Did it all For the glory of love
Its like a knight in shining armor From a long time ago
Time to save the day And take to my castle far away
~*~*~*~*
Saitou stared at a picture of him and Tokio together and many memories passed through his head, and many thoughts too. He looked at the floor and said to himself "It's over."
TO BE CONTINUED ^_^
I hope you all enjoyed the first chapter of THROUGH OUR EYES please R & R!
Rating:PG-13
What up yall? Silver wolf here again being a crazy prson who has decided to publish one more of her fanfics! I hope you all enjoy this one and please no flames!
~!~!~!~!~!~!~ *CHAPTER 1 * ~!~!~!~!~!~!~
Tokio looked at Saitou with sad eyes but not a single tear came out of them. She couldn't allow herself to cry in front of him she had to prove herself strong, no matter how much it hurt her.
"I can't believe you would do that Saitou.." She said in a low tome of voice as she stared into his amber eyes
"But Tokio, it was only just once, I swear it will never happen again, just give me another chance."
"No, what you did can't be forgiven,Ever." She had to say the words that pained her heart so much. No matter how much she didn't want to, she had to go through with it. "Its over. I never thought you would stoop so low as to go to a bar and sleep with another woman."
"I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing-" he was cut off by her voice
"You damn well knew what you were doing!" she said furiously at him. Saitou looked down in shame at the floor.
"We could have been really good together. I loved you very much Saitou, and I want you to know that." She bent her face over to face his and wiped a piece of his hair away from his face "Goodbye." she put her face closer to his and she kissed him for the last time.
She turned away from him and left his apartment.leaving Saitou in his sadness alone. ~~~
Tokio:
'I can't believe he would do something like that to me..then lie to me, after I cared for him so much." She thought. ' He had to go into that bar and get drunk, I didn't know and I come over to visit him, to keep him company. Then when I open the door and see him there having the time of his life with another woman. Looks like he had all the company he needed.' She thought as arrived home. She went to her room, she looked at a picture on her wall of her and Saitou, she went over to it and touched the frame slightly. As she touched it the tears she had been holding back for so long, she held them back no more, she began to cry then all out. As she cried her heart out she collapsed on the bed and cried some more. The with that she fell asleep, her dreams were filled with visions of Saitou.
Saitou:
He was in his room sitting on his bed and he looked at the floor with a blank expression on his face. 'I can't get this out of my head!! How could I do this to her?! I broke the heart of the girl I've ever truly loved.you can be stupid Saitou, why the hell do you drink when you know that it will bring you problems.in this case it brought a problem you can't ever fix.' thought Saitou in anger. He recalled what Tokio had said to him *you damn well knew what you were doing!* she was right, he did know what he was doing up to some extents, first thing he knows that hes in the bar enjoying a couple of drinks and getting drunk, some things start to get out of hand and then the next thing he knows is that he is making love to a woman he dosen't even know at all!! 'What can I do to get her trust back and tell her that I'm truly sorry?' he knew no matter how many times he would tell her he was sorry she wouldn't listen to him, ' To hell with it, ill write her a letter, she won't listen to me but. that's a risk I'm willing to take.' He went over to his desk that was full of junk and began to write her a letter.
It took him a while to write that letter and he tried to keep his eyes open as long as he could, then when he finished he collapsed on his desk from exaustion and spent the remainder of the day asleep with the letter he wrote to Tokio in his hand.
~~~
Tokio lay fast asleep on her bed, then she woke up because the sun was shinning in her eyes, that stung, Probally from crying practically all night. She opened her eyes painfully and looked wearily at the clock beside her bed, it read 4:00 p.m.
'Thank God it's the weekend'
She got up sleepeshly from the bed and she went to the kitchen. She ate a piece of bread, she really didn't have that much of an appetite this morning. The phone rang and she went to pick it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Tokio." It was one of her and Saitou's friends, Okita, but more Saitou's friend than hers
"Hi"
"Hey are you okay? You sound sad..." he asked her
"No I'm not fine"
"Hajime?"
"Yes, we broke up yesterday."
"Oh I see, the bar thing"
" Yeah what you said was true, I went to his apartment and I found him with someone else."
"That asshole, wait till I get him."
She laughed at him
"No, I'm serious, he had no right to do that to you.. well hey I just called to see how you were doing."
"Thanks for calling, Okita."
"Sure no problem, ill pass by this evening ok?"
"No no, I'm fine. Please."
"Okay if that's what you want."
"Thank you, Okita."
"Bye"
They both hung up and Tokio placed the phone back on the receiver.
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Saitou woke up, he got up and went to take a quick shower and was going to Tokio's house to give her the note personally. He walked into the kitchen and he received a hello-punch from his best friend Okita.
He wiped the blood from his face. "Why did you just punch me?"
"You know Saitou, you can be stupid, No wait very stupid you know that?"
"You don't have to punch me." He said anger at the tip of his voice as his mouth throbbed in pain.
"You know you love Tokio."
"I know that" {Angry.}
"You blew it"
"No really?" he said sarcastically " No shit, of course I did jack ass!" {angrier..}
"That's the reason why I punched you, to snap some sense into you."
"That didn't help anyway." {even more angry.}
"So? I just wanted to for breaking her heart like that."
"Thanks for support." {very angry.} He said as he turned around and was heading for the door.
"Where are you going?"
"that's none of your business."
"Oh? I wonder." He said in a taunting voice that got Saitou annoyed.
"jack ass" he muttered under his breath
"Youre going to visit Tokio aren't you?"
"Who told you I was going somewhere else?"
Okita grinned at him and Saitou continued to walk out the door to go give the letter to Tokio, that was the sole perpouse of why he was going back to her house. In fact he didn't dare show is face at her again. He felt ashamed.
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Tokio walked over to her bed and threw herself on it and turned on the radio and put in a CD it was playing a song that brought back so many memories. Of her and Saitou.
*FLASHBACK*
Tokio was at the high school prom, she decided to go even if she didn't have a date to be with or a date to be able to enjoy the night with. She looked over at the couples dancing to the music and then the song ended after a while. Then she saw the couples dancing to the slow music or shed see the boy asking a girl for a dance with all of the courage he could find. 'How sweet.' She thought as she looked at a couple. She sat there alone listening to the music. then, she felt a gentle tap on her shoulder, and she turns her face to see who it was.
It was Saitou Hajime.
The guy who didn't have a heart and hurt hers many times, the guy who wouldn't respect her and hurt her feelings too.
"Yes?" she asked in a low voice.
"Well.. will you have this dance with me, Tokio?" He asked in a gentle voice she had never heard before as he held out his hand to her
She hesitated and analyzed what he had just said ' He wants to have dance with me? I guess I'll say yes, I can't leave him hanging can I?' She sort of liked him despite what he had done to her many times in school.
She smiled and nodded, placed her hand in his and went to the dance floor, and she placed her arms around Saitou's neck as he wrapped his hands around her waist.
He stared deeply into her dark green eyes until Tokio broke the silence between them
"So, did you have a date for the prom?" she asked him
"No, I had no one to go with, do you?"
"No.."
They both remained quiet for a couple of minutes until Saitou looked at her and said
"I never got the chance to ask you... if you wanted to be my date... and I guess I can ask you now, will you be my date for the rest of the prom?"
Then after he had asked that they lowered the other song and they changed it.
~*~*~*~*
Tonight it's very clear Cause were both lyin' here Theres so many things I wanna say
~*~*~*~*
She smiled at him sweetly "you want me to be your date?"
he nodded at her "Will you?"
"Yes" she smiled and continued to dance
After a while Saitou broke the akward silence between them again
"I wanted to ask you to the prom before but I guess I never had the guts to. And I want to... and I want to tell you that." he looked down and sighed "forget it"
"You can tell me Saitou." then he had the courage to look into her eyes 'I have to tell her' he stared at her for a couple of seconds before saying
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"That.. I Love You." (awwww!!!)
~*~*~*~*
I will always love you
I could never make it alone
~*~*~*~*
Tokio couldn't believe what she was hearing did he say he loved her? No. The boy that always hurt her and that would treat her like nothing is now suddenly changed?? She couldn't believe it!
"I know there are lots of times that I hurt your feelings, and made you cry, but..." he put a hand on her cheek "I felt bad for hurting you. it hurt me to see you cry, because of what I did. I take it all back."
~*~*~*~*
Sometimes I just forget Say things I might regret It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you I could never make it alone.
~*~*~*~*
*END FLASHBACK*
She realized she was crying and then was snapped out of her flashback by a knock on her window. She looked at her window, she wiped away the tears and stood up to open the curtains and noticed it was Saitou who was standing at her window with a note in his hand. She looked at him but then she decided to open the window and see what he wanted.
"Yes?" she asked in a low tone of voice that had some sweetness in it.
Saitou looked into her eyes, they looked like they were made of glass, He could tell that she had been crying. He listened to the song on her radio, remembering every word. He stepped into her room.
"Here." He handed her the letter and she put it on her desk
" I'll read it later."
"Fine."
~*~*~*~*
I am the man Who would fight For your honor
Ill be the hero That youre dreamin' of
Gonna live forever Knowing together that we Did it all For the glory of love
~*~*~*~*
Saitou:
I can't look into her eyes, it had always killed me to see her crying, ever since we were in high school, come to think of it the cause of most of her tears was me. And now the cause of her pain... Was me again. I looked into her eyes, those eyes that tell me she fears nothing now begin to fill with tears. I can't take it.
~~~
Tokio:
Just looking into his eyes made my heart brake into pieces, he lied to me, and hurt me. As I look into his eyes I realize I see something ive never seen before in his eyes, sadness. His eyes were always with that amber glint in them, he never showed his feelings to me. But now I see the pain in his eyes, sorrow & regret. I want to slap him here and now... But I can't. something tells me I can't. its probally my feelings playing with my foolish heart.
~*~*~*~*
You keep me standin' tall You help me through it all I'm always done When you're beside me
I have always needed you I could never make it alone
~*~*~*~*
Tokio stood there for what felt like an eternity at her window and she felt her legs going numb, she sighed with regret and impatience as her eyes began to water. She turned away and said " Saitou I think you should go.." Saitou said nothing but nodded and went out through her window and walked away.
Tokio turned her attention to the letter on her desk. She closed the window and she went over to it and decided to open it.
!!!!
She read the letter and dropped it to the floor and put her face in her hands and began to cry silently. It hurt him too, it hurt him what he did to her. she picked it up and read it once more.
" Tokio:
I know nothing I can say can fix the deep wounds ive put in your heart. Nothing can change what I've done to you. I've hurt you badly and I know that I don't deserve to be forgiven at all. I'm sorry for the times I've hurt you in the past and I'm sorry for what I did to you now. There are many things you showed me. You showed me a girl could show no fear, you showed me that someone cared for someone such as myself. I thank you for showing me what life can be, that I could have a heart. I am sorry."
~*~*~*~*
I am the man Who would fight For your honor
Ill be the hero That you're dreamin' of
Gonna live forever Knowing together that we Did it all For the glory of love
Its like a knight in shining armor From a long time ago
Time to save the day And take to my castle far away
~*~*~*~*
Saitou stared at a picture of him and Tokio together and many memories passed through his head, and many thoughts too. He looked at the floor and said to himself "It's over."
TO BE CONTINUED ^_^
I hope you all enjoyed the first chapter of THROUGH OUR EYES please R & R!