Disgrace was one wild ride, and I'll just give a bunch of spoilers from it so that all from this new fic, Dishonor, will make sense.

Integral Hellsing was made a vampire by Alucard about 18 years prior, and much to her shame, she was forced to tell her family and to marry her cousin Harker so that she could give the Organization to him without much scandal.

Vampire Integral became pregnant with Harker's child, and delivered a daughter, Devries Fairbrook van Hellsing, giving both her and Harker ties to the leadership of the Hellsing Organization.

After delivering her child, Integral was pronounced dead and began her new life as the Vampiress Argetni, while Harker left the country to pursue other personal matters. . . .

I do not own Hellsing, Dracula, or anything else that I may use in this fic that was created by someone else. I do own Harker, Devries, Lillith, and any new oc's that are introduced, and I would appreciate if you let me know if you plan on using one of my characters.

And if you're unfamiliar with the style of Disgrace and Dishonor, I will beg you to just try to go along with the journal entries. It actually makes it quite easy to read, something that one needs in a multi-chaptered fic.

I hope that this fic can keep up to the standards of its predecessor. . . . Mew.

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September 28, Brussels, Belgium

Father,
Upon arrival to my new school, I am writing to you per your request, as well as on the wishes of Anika, who is terribly homesick already. Belgium is a nice country, and Anika and I spent our holiday before school begins riding the train from city to city buying chocolates and lace as souvenirs of our trip.
Anika is glad to be out of Holland, since she does not feel so out of place here with her brown hair. For a sixteen year old girl she is incredibly foolish to be worried about something like her natural hair color, especially when she could just go to the stylist and have him make her a blond, like everyone else from home. It is not her fault that her mother has dark hair while mine had dark skin. I do not complain about looking like some bloody blond Indian like my mother before me, or that I am over 185 cm tall. She is also complaining about being away from her mother, and says she wishes to go back as soon as possible, though she two minutes before admitted that said she hated Holland and never wanted to go back. I swear I will leave her on a train one of these days if you do not purge her stupidity and the want for popularity from her.
I, in contrast, miss you, Lillith, and Holland, but I realize it is my duty as the heir to the Hellsing Organization to fulfill my studies of the undead before my eighteenth birthday, when I will take over for you as my mother willed when she passed away during my birth. It is my honor and my duty to become everything Integral Wingates Hellsing hoped.
My studies of the vampire have led me to some interesting discoveries about our family and our history with such monsters. Did you know that according to some members of our great family, Dracula did not die, but became a servant of those who tried to dispose of him that fateful night so long ago? What happened to him then? Do we have his remains locked in a basement or vault like so many pieces of fiction suggest? Did one of our ranks finally discover how to kill the Count and his story has been ended though not recorded in the history books? Or did we just happen to keep him as part of our troops, never saying who or what he is?
Father, I know we have vampires working for the Hellsing Organization in the United Kingdom, and as much as you would like to deny this fact, I have seen at least two females throughout my life. One of these monsters is named Seras Victoria, and she is quite friendly, though much too like Anika for my liking. She used to visit me when I went to see Grandmother Wingates when I was younger, always asking me how I was being treated by you and Lillith, and if Anika was your favorite or showed any interest in wanting to run the Organization. I would have to laugh about the last one of her questions, as Anika is about as ambitious as a flea, though I suspect the flea's animal instincts would count as some sort of ambition to drive it to feed and the like, while Anika would forget to eat if she was not reminded of the mundane activity.
The other female vampire is more of a mystery, and though I could not give you a description of her features, I am certain that I have felt the presence of this vampire throughout my life. When I was still a baby, I remember feeling the cold, prickling sensation than any dhampiric individual does when encountered by a vampire, but this sensation was coupled with warmth and sincerity as this female watched me look in to its glowing eyes as it hid in the shadows of my room. This same presence always greeted me on trips to the United Kingdom, and even when I would spend time with you in Haarlem at the manor house. This female is inconspicuous in her hauntings, and I would have never actually guessed her a vampire if the sensation that I feel around Seras Victoria was not the same as the sensation I feel around this vampiress. I do not understand why I am being followed by a vampire, but I am not afraid of her. I will not hesitate to kill the hellish beast if I must, for it is my sacred duty as the heir of Hellsing to purge the world of the undead, though I would like to know why she continues to haunt me to this very day.
Alas, school is starting tomorrow, so I will be very busy with my studies, father. Give Walter a kiss on the cheek for me, and tell Lillith that I love her, and that Anika misses them both. Please do not be upset if I cannot write to you every day, but take that as a sign that everything is perfectly alright here in Brussels.
I will let you know, Father, if this vampire comes to haunt me again, for I wish to banish her to Hell, never to feel her annoying presence again.
I pray for your safety until God chooses to take you to Heaven dear Father.

Sincerely,

Devries van Hellsing