Disclaimer: I do not own it. Regardless of my attempts to steal it, I still do not own it. I am a failure, and I will never get it! *Cries in a dark corner*

A-Chan: So, here is the long awaited for next chapter. Sorry it took so long to update, but my computer totally crashed, and all of my prewritten chapters to all of my fictions were deleted. Terrible huh? So basically, I had to start from scratch, and all that I remember here on my new comp. Ugh. Sometimes I hate myself. You know, if I'd have been smart, I'd probably have saved my chapters on a disc to keep something like this from happening. But, no. I am not smart. Not even the slightest.

Thanks, Christina G. I will not make the same mistake twice now that I know about that. ^-^

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I wake up with the sun. I open my window and feel the cool breeze blow through my long hair. I take in a breath of fresh air. What great weather. It's perfect for going out.

I glide out my window. I look at the sky, and then fly towards the woods, far out of town. I fly for a long distance until I come to the woods. I stop at a river.

I smile with satisfaction and take in the scenery. The smell of pine trees makes me smile. I kneel down by the river and reach into the water. I move my hands around throughout the cool, crisp water. It feels terrific. I take a handful and lift it right below my chin.

This might help me take my mind off of things.

I look to see my reflection in the water and then splash it to my face before coming to a shocking realization. It was not my reflection. It belonged to someone else, the one standing over my shoulder.

I stand slowly and brush my hands over my pants to dry them.

" Kakarot." I greet.

" Vegeta..." He says in a quiet, enticing whisper that seems to echo in my ears.

" What are you doing here?" I ask without turning to face him.

He does not answer, but continues to another subject. One that I'd prefer was left alone.

" I heard your thoughts last night... I know what you were thinking, and I felt your feelings..." He says with his voice still quiet, " You don't have to reveal your feelings to me now. I already know... how you feel towards me, and I am pleased."

" There are no feelings, Kakarot. I already explained that to you."

" But I felt them!" He exclaims.

" It's your foolish obsession with me that has led you to believe that our feelings are mutual. But I assure you, they are not. Now take your false accusations elsewhere."

These feelings inside me are rare, almost new. I do not understand them, nor do I think I want to. I know Kakarot can sense my sudden change in breathing and beat. He knows what it means, but I don't. Or at least I pretend not to.

" Vegeta, you don't have to be ashamed of these feelings, if there are any," He says quietly.

" But I am!!" I grunt.

He goes quiet.

" Are you saying-"

I cut him off. " No! I am saying that I am ashamed of you!"

I cross my arms in frustration, my back still turned to him.

Kakarot grows silent, and his breathing slow, almost stopped. I can feel his hurt.

These feelings are foolish and unacceptable. I was not brought up to love a third class MALE Saiyan!!

" Vegeta-" He stops abruptly.

" Just go, Kakarot, and forget of this 'love' you say you hold for me. It is foolish; disgusting. Forget it already, and leave it behind."

" I can't forget my feelings for you, Vegeta. I have had feelings for you for the longest time. Ever since that day on Namek when you spoke to me with your heart. I learned then that you can be a caring man. You were just changed when you were young, for the worse. I know that you are a good man, you just don't show it. I admire you for it. I thought that if I showed you my love, you would change for the better; somehow. You don't show much of your emotions inside, but I can feel them. It's as if you are with me always. You are throughout me, as if we are bonded. And I love you more because I feel close to you. If you do not accept these feelings that we both know of, and feel, I will try to understand. But I accept these feelings, and I am not ashamed. If someday, you accept them, I hope you will come to me. I will be waiting for you always. Your love is worth it.."

And with that, Kakarot moves. I can hear him move, and feel him, even though I cannot see. His presence comes closer and closer. I can feel his hand reaching to touch my shoulder. My breathing quickens and I freeze in my position. He withdraws.

I calm down and watch as Kakarot leaves, again. And he is hurt, again. I get angry with him, everything, and myself all at the same time..

My emotions are betraying me, that's it. They are saying something that is not true. They are sending signs that I actually care for Kakarot when I do not.

Maybe they have been leading him on all the time?

Or maybe I have showed him the meaning to my feelings before I even learned it.

I have been put in a predicament. I do not know what to do. I do not want to hurt him anymore, but I do not want to be with him. I do not feel for him like that. Or maybe I do? Why else would my emotions stir whenever I was around him? Why else would I be down because he is hurting? I do not know, and I do not understand! This whole situation is doing my head in, and I need to get out of it before I go insane.

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A-Chan: So, what you think? Isn't Vegeta a little prick sometimes? lol, no, I'm just playing. He is just so confused. Poor poo baby. Well, review please!! hehe. I got an idea, how bout I tell you something. Next chapter: One Satisfied, But Forever Lost. Now do you want it more? muhaha. Review Review Review!!! hehe. ^-^