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A-Chan: So... I guess you guys are enjoying this fiction, really?! That's surprising. I always thought I was just some stupid little yaoi fan that couldn't write worth crap. But if you like it.. that must mean it's not that bad... right? heh. Well, please continue with your reviews, I really like getting them. It's great encouragement. And I'm the picky type anyway, and I won't update til' I get a certain amount of reviews. Don't hate me for it though. It's just how I work. I'll spend time on my chapters, if you guys spend time on reviews, see? It's like a payment plan. Lol.. ack! Stupid A-Chan, go to hell! Aww.. you hate me :'(

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The scream seems to echo throughout the pantry. Kakarot jumps from his position and I quickly do the same. We both look up to see who was in the doorway, but it is too bright to tell.

" What the hell is going on here?!" I hear Bulma's voice.

I stand with my mouth open, not knowing what to say. I try to think quickly as of what to do. I shove Kakarot aside and march up the stairs.

" He forced himself on me!" I yell, not knowing what else I could say.

" What?" Kakarot asks with a confused look on his face.

" Kakarot you must be ill or something!" I scream at him. " Sick!"

" Wait, what?" Bulma asks.

" I came down here to get those sodas, and Kakarot forced himself on me! He was... trying to.. well, I don't know what came over him! He pushed me down, and I thought he was fighting me.. and he tried to take my clothes off! It was sick! Thank Kami you came, I don't know how far he would have gone! It was so frightening, and gruesome!"

I make that excuse mostly out of embarrassment. I don't want anyone to know about Kakarot and I, because I truly am ashamed.

Kakarot stares dumbfounded, he doesn't know what to do or say. I left him in a tough position. Meanwhile, Bulma is staring at Kakarot as if she cannot believe the news.

" Is this true??" She asks, a little more directed toward Kakarot.

" Yes," I answer.

" How could you Goku? Are you sick?! I can't believe you would do that to my husband, and your friend! That's disgusting! Oh my, I can't believe you Goku! That's disgusting! Are you alright Vegeta?" She says loudly.

" Yea, I'll be fine.. but that was foul!" I try to cover it up, and finally realize that I am getting Kakarot into a load of trouble.

I look into Kakarot's eyes and see a hint of betrayal.

I didn't mean to betray him! I just didn't want anyone to know.. I don't want myself to look like a fool, and I don't want people to look down on me because of what happened. But while I was worried about all this happening to myself, I made it happen to him! I could have thought of something better, to keep us both from being caught...

" I..." Kakarot stutters.

" Leave Goku, you are not welcome here. I do not want you around anymore." Bulma states.

" But Bulma, you don't understand!" Kakarot starts.

" I do! I understand that you tried to force my husband to do.. well kami knows what! I can't believe you would do such a thing! Get out! Now!! If you leave now, I won't have to get anyone else involved. Now leave!" Bulma screams in all her anger.

I stand still with hardly any reaction. Only shock. What had I done? That was selfish... But I didn't get caught.. But now he looks like a fool.. and who knows what is going to happen after this!

Kakarot quickly runs out of the room, giving me one glance of disappointment. Great, he is disappointed in me..

What have I done?! I can feel his feelings. His heart is broken. He is disappointed because I could not come out and tell the truth. Instead I made him look like some kind of deceiving little moron. I made him feel disgusted, sick, sad, depressed. I hurt him terribly, all because of my pride.

I slowly slide to a seat on the stairs. I put my head in my hands.

I ruined it. I ruined it all.

" Are you going to be alright Vegeta?" Bulma asks in a most sincere voice.

" Just leave me alone."

She leaves the room.

" Kakarot..." I feel like a jerk.

I seriously ruined it all. If I would have come out and told the truth.. I could have had him... But instead.. he is gone. I don't think he will bother coming back either. I lost him because I chose my pride over him...

I lost him.. I will not be able to receive his love now that I want it. Damn pride always gets in the way!

I try my best to catch Kakarot. I run out of Capsule Corp, and fly toward his ki signature. I fly as fast as I can, but seem to not be able to catch up. He must have used instant transmission.

I fly for what seems like an hour, until I finally see him.

" Kakarot?" I say quietly.

" Leave me alone Vegeta." He says quietly.

" I didn't mean it! You know I didn't... I just needed to cover up for us!"

" No! Not for us! For you! For you and you only! You don't care about me that much! You are more worried about what everyone thinks about you. You are selfish! And I finally realize that it's not worth it! If you still won't accept our love, then I'll move on. It's not worth it!" Kakarot says, frustrated.

" Kakarot, please...?" I plead for him to forgive me.

" No Vegeta, that hurt, and it's not worth it. I have gone through so much to try and finally get you, and you betrayed me.."

" Kakarot!?"

" No! Just leave, leave me all alone. I can bare being alone if it will keep my heart from breaking more."

" But..." I say quietly as I finally feel just how much he means to me, and how I lost him. Tears fill my eyes.

" I hope you are satisfied." Kakarot grunts, " You got through that without one spec of a problem, and I have to deal with the consequences of our actions."

Kakarot stands up and leaves. He leaves me all alone. I deserve it too. I deserve to be alone. Because I don't deserve him....

I guess I am satisfied because I didn't get caught, and no one knows.. but I have also lost. I thought I could fix our situation, but I made it a lot worse...

I ruined it. I lost him.. and I probably won't be able to be with him now. I lost him.. he is gone.. forever lost.

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