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A-Chan: So, how you liking it? Hmm... You know what? The only reason I 'demand' a specific amount of reviews, is to make sure people are actually reading what I am posting. I am actually very grateful to get them as a matter of fact! I just wait until I get at least 5 to post up the next chapter. I thought it would be cool to tell you that too, so you would know. I mean, if no one would review, I wouldn't know if people were reading or not. And if people are not reading, that means I am wasting my time. But I'm obviously not wasting my time in this case. But I am very glad to get reviews. I like to hear what people think. And if it is a problem for you, don't feel obligated to do so any longer. I won't waste your time. But thanks so far for all your encouragement so far! ^-^ (Sorry for the long note, just had to explain myself!) Die already A-Chan! .-.-. Damn alter- egos.

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I walk home with feelings of guilt and depression. How foolish of me! What was I thinking?! I made a total mess of the situation. There is nothing I can do now; Just hope that he will come back to me some day, and not leave me all alone and lonely. Even though I do deserve it.

I feel hurt. I feel it from Kakarot. Though I am hurt too, his situation is a lot worse. I can feel his hurt and confusion, and it makes me feel all the much worse.

" Kakarot.. Please forgive me some day.." I say as my eyes fill with tears of heartbreak.

I was asking for it...

When I arrive home, all of the guests are already gone. Good. I wasn't forced to bare their pathetic small talk and 'partying.' Bulma walks up to me and hugs me.

" Are you going to be okay Vegeta? I am so sorry that something like that would have to happen to you... I can't believe that Goku would do such a thing! Maybe I was to hard on him? Maybe he didn't mean what he did Vegeta.. but that doesn't matter. He still did it. I am so sorry," Bulma rambles.

" I'll be alright," I say as Bulma squeezes me tight.

I do not hug her back. My arms stay planted to my sides as I try to hold back any tears that have not escaped. She does not let go for several moments, but when she does, I can tell she is holding back tears. As if it were her problem!

I leave to be alone. I walk into the back room and sit in a comfortable chair. I sits with my head in my hands, feeling more terrible than ever. What nerve I had to do that! I can't believe that after I finally found the courage to confess my love for him, I hurt him. That easily too. I only had him for a matter of minutes, and I miss him more than ever.

I am going to have to do something. I need to do something about this situation. I can't live like this. I can't live without him already. Imagine if he stays away from me... forever? I can hardly do so without feeling hurt deep down inside.

I know what I need to do. I need to apologize the best I can. But first things first. I will have to tell Bulma about this. I cannot be with her if I am in love with Kakarot.. I will have to leave her behind. But I don't want to hurt her...

This whole predicament is causing me a lot of stress. I walk solemnly to the kitchen and pour a tall cup of coffee. I sip it slowly as I rub my temples with an extra hand. I keep my head down just in case Bulma comes back, so she won't see that I had been crying. My eyes are red, and I know it. I hide them best I can and wipe my nose.

Stupid me. Why do I always put my pride in the way of what is most important? Like in this case.. Love.

Is he worth it though? Should I really leave my wife to be with him? I do not know. I cannot make up my mind. As always. But I love him. Love is worth it. But there is so much pain. If love hurts, it won't work.. they say. But.. I hate him! I always have! Why do I love him suddenly?

He is such a great man. That is why. Everything about him is everything I have always wanted. And that is why I do not deserve him. I do not at all. But he was willing to be with me before... So maybe he can give me a second chance. Maybe our love will allow it. But I cannot lose his trust again.

That's what I'll do! I'll apologize, and show him how I can be. I will show him that I can be a caring man, and sensitive. I will show him all I can to get him to love me once more. I need his love.

But I must remember... first things first.

I walk slowly to find Bulma. I walk up our stairs and toward our room. I push the door, and it slides open with a small 'cracking' noise. That is enough to wake her up. She had been sleeping, because the party didn't end until late.

" Vegeta? You coming to bed?"

" No."

" What's wrong?"

" I have something.... to tell you...."

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A-Chan: Hehe. I'm getting evil with these cliffies, eh? Don't be mad, I'll update A.S.A.P.!!!