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My Boyfriend's Friend
Chapter 6: An Engagement and an Affair
My eyes slowly fluttered open as I looked at the clock on the nightstand. It was around 230 AM. I tried to focus on the events that had passed over the last few hours. I glanced down at my hand and looked at the gorgeous ring that rested on it. It was what I had been waiting for.right? I had always dreamed of the day he would propose to me. So why did I feel so odd right now? Why did I feel like I had made the biggest mistake of my life?
I stiffened as I felt Seiya move behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt suffocated at that moment and wanted nothing more than to escape. I grabbed the pillow that my head was resting on and masterfully slid down out of the bed, successfully replacing my body with the pillow in Seiya's arms. As quietly as possible I picked up my discarded articles of clothing that had been wildly discarded in the heat of passion. I dressed myself and took one last look at the sweet man who wanted me for his own and left.
Flashes kept popping in my head of how his eyes lit up when I responded with a yes and deep kiss. I could not believe how caught up in the moment I had become. What was I thinking? Just before I had walked in his apartment I doubted our relationship, and now I'm wearing a ring that promises me to him. Once again I was just sitting in my car thinking. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to talk to someone, and not just anyone, I wanted to talk to him. The guy who started my doubts to begin with.
I cranked up my car and headed in the direction of the home of Mamoru Chiba. It was extremely late, I was supposed to be in class within 5 hours, but I wanted, no better yet, I needed to hear him, feel him. I needed to feel constantly and not let myself get caught up in magical moments that don't last.
I knocked on his door boldly. I heard a little bit of stumbling and a few obscenities until finally I heard locks being undone.
"Yes?" asked an annoyed Mamoru. "Oh, Usagi its you!" He looked back in his apartment and looked back at me. "Do you happen to know what time it is?" He was so handsome and fine with his silk black pajama bottoms and bare chest. I wanted to rub my hands across it. Instead I held up my left hand and his eyes grew wide with understanding.
"Can I come in?" I meekly asked. If he turned me down, then I would have completely understood. I was someone else's woman, and I had the ring to prove it. Instead he opened his door wider and allowed me entrance into his domain.
We kind of just stood by the door and looked at each other for a moment until Mamoru finally spoke up. "Would you like to uh. have a seat?"
"Sure, I mean, if you don't mind." I was lost a little for words. I knew I wanted to be here but had no right. We moved towards the couch and I sat down while he excused himself towards the kitchen. When he came back he offered me a coke and I took it and began to quietly sip. It was an odd moment, yet comfortable.
Both of us just sat there on his couch sipping and not saying one word. Finally I spoke. "Tell me I didn't make a big mistake." I looked at him pleadingly.
"I don't know Usagi. You have to look inside yourself and go with your feelings." He had hidden emotion in his voice that only I recognized because of how close we were in the past. That did it for me and I began to sob. I hadn't cried like this since I was a child, but it was all I could do.
"That's the problem! I don't know what I feel. I feel like after four years, I should be with Seiya, but.but.for some damn reason Mamo-chan I can only fucking think of you!" I sobbed harder now, releasing all the frustration and confusion that was pent up inside of me. I looked up at him, into his deep blue eyes. "You make me feel. You make me feel what I didn't know I had deep inside of me." I confessed to him.
"You haven't called me that in years." He looked into my eyes deeper. There was something there, or did I want to believe that?
"What?" I asked confused.
"You haven't called me Mamo-chan in years." He smiled at me and reached out to me. I had not realized that I had called him a pet name from long ago. I leaned towards his arms enough for him to grab me. "You haven't the slightest of the extent of my feelings for you." I looked up into his eyes hopeful. "But you are not mine, and I can't change that Usako. I just can't. It would not be right-" I cut through his words.
"Make it right tonight. I want to feel you. I want to melt into you. I want you Mamoru. Mamo-chan, I need you." I looked pleadingly into his eyes.
"Do you know what could possibly happen if we let-" Once again I interfered.
"I don't fucking care! My body, mind, even my damned soul is craving you! Please, let me spend the night here with you." I was now clinging to him and buried my face into his chest. "I feel your heartbeat. It comforts me- " Then he kissed me, lightly at first. He stopped for a moment and flicked his tongue across my lip. I opened my mouth and allowed him to delve deep. I heard moaning and realized it was my own voice. I was lost in bliss.
"Were you with Seiya earlier?" he asked.
"Does it matter?" I looked at him with the same pleading eyes. I wanted him to take me to heaven.
"I can't think right now." He said as he began to punish my mouth once again with bruising kisses. And I welcomed it. I felt almost sluttish for my actions that were taking place this night, but my heart was pushing me on. All the feelings I felt for him before were coming back to me. My mind was washed with his essence and I realized that I loved Seiya, but I loved Mamoru more. However I could not tell Mamoru that. Not without knowing he felt the same in return.
I felt him pick me up and cradle me in his arms. I clung tighter to him as he carried me towards the bedroom of his condominium. 'Is this really happening?' I thought as I lightly nipped at his chest with my teeth. He pulled me even closer to him.
He gently laid me back on his king sized bed and black satin sheets. I took only a short moment to soak in my surroundings before the slaughter of kisses began again. "Usagi. Usako." He whispered huskily into my ear. "All mine." He nipped at my ear before he started to slowly move down towards my neck, leaving wet kisses along the way. The things that he was doing to my body should have been a crime.
My hand unconsciously went up to his hair and grabbed fistful of it. I felt my shirt sliding up my belly and felt his kisses around my navel. I couldn't wait any longer. "Oh Mamo-chan, must you tease me?" I asked. He looked up at me dangerously with his gorgeous blue eyes. They looked deep inside of me. I thought I saw in them the emotion that I craved. Love. He smiled and went back to the kisses. My eyes rolled to the back of my head in pleasure.
Eventually I rolled him over on the bed and started to return the pleasure he had graced my body with. I straddled his body and removed my shirt and exposed my pink bra I was wearing. He looked as if my body was one of the great marvels of the world. I slightly blushed in appreciation before I leaned down and kissed him on the mouth. "Do you want me?" I whispered huskily into his ear.
"I've always wanted you." He confessed to me. "I never meant for things to go so far and-" I didn't want to hear it so I stopped him with a kiss. All I could think about was now. All I cared about was being so close to Mamoru. About what was going to happen. I began to slowly move over the erection he had developed from the passion we were creating. I heard him moan. With that sound I began to move slowly and sensually over him. He reached up to me and pulled me down to undo my bra. I felt myself dripping wet for him.
I pulled at his silk bottoms and saw that they were the only thing keeping him from being nude. I looked at the beauty of it. It was long, hard and thick. He then pushed me off of him and back onto my back. Any remaining clothing I had left was scattered for the second time across a bedroom floor. "Tell me again.Mamo-chan." I pleaded as he aligned himself above me to gain entrance.
"I want you." He then plunged deep inside of me. Before I could cry out at the pleasure and the pain of being stretched slightly more than what I was use to he muffled my mouth with his. "Mmm.Usako.your so tight."
"Mamo-chan- uh. aaahhh." I couldn't finish my statement as I was beginning to reach my peak. He kept a slow steady rhythm as he slid out and then back into me. He began to move faster and faster until I cried out and I saw a flash of light. "Oh God! Mamo-chan!" I screamed into the night. I clung to him as he stopped to let me recover. He was ready to take me there again. Never had that been done with Seiya, but Mamoru he was still erect and ready to go.
Through the night, heated words filled with passion were passed between us. I didn't care of the repercussions this would more than likely bring, but neither did he. My body felt so right with his. Like a puzzle piece, we fit beautifully together. He whispered words saying how he always imagined it like this and how he thought I was the most beautiful woman in the world. I was lost in him. We switched from him being on top to me being on top, to side and from taking it from the back. The love we were making was insatiable.
He finally let my body go to rest with his final release as the sun was beginning to come up around 640. I moaned at the thought of having to be to class at 800. I didn't want to leave, but I had to go. I kissed him on the lips. He sleepily blinked at me and smiled.
"Good morning" he said.
"Good morning" I smiled back at him. "Mamoru-Mamo-chan, I don't want to go, but I have class and stuff, and."
"I don't regret last night, and I'd do it all over again." He reached over to his dresser and gave me my engagement ring that had somehow been removed sometime during one of our love making sessions. I looked at it painfully. I realized that I too had no regrets other than me eventually having to let either Seiya or Mamoru go.
"Thank you for every thing." I said to him. It didn't make sense to me why I said that, but it felt appropriate. I started to gather my clothes and get dressed. I felt something dripping down my leg in realization that I had not used a condom for the first time in my life. How stupid could I have been? I didn't give too much thought to it since my menses had just past. Otherwise I would have made a trip to the health department for a "Morning After" pill. I kissed Mamoru goodbye once more and raced to my car to get home.
I arrived just a smidge before 700 and hoped in the shower. I was so damn tired, but energetic from my indulgence of the night. I sloppily dressed myself not really caring what the world thought because somewhere inside of me, I finally felt fulfilled. Hopefully at work it will be a slow day and I can catch some sleep. I grabbed my backpack and prepared to leave. I opened the door and was pushed back inside. The lips of my lover from the past few hours were bruising my lips. I knew what was going to happen next. He knew his every command of me would be granted.
"Your not going to school." he whispered huskily into my ear.
"OK" I breathlessly whispered. He smiled at me with those seductive blue eyes. I was wondering how the hell he got over to my place so fast. I had been gone about an hour. His midnight gorgeous black hair that I was grasping at not too long ago was hanging down in his eyes. He walked past me and picked up the phone and dialed a number.
"Hi Mr. Haruna? I'm a friend of Usagi, and she is not feeling well at all. She is running a bit of a temperature..Yes, yes, I will tell here that. Yes.she should see you tomorrow. I just want to make sure she feels better. Yes sir, I'll tell her you said that. OK.Goodbye now." Mamoru hung up the phone and looked at me with hungry eyes. "He said he hopes you feel better."
"Mamo-chan! I have to work to pay my bills you know!" I almost yelled.
"Oh and also you have vacation and sick time saved. You won't miss any pay, and if you need.I'll provide. Now relax." He commanded of me, and I obliged. He had thought of it all. I was his to command.
He slipped my backpack off my shoulder and tossed it to a corner and backed me towards my bedroom. All the while holding me with his eyes. "Usako, I've wanted you for so long and now that I have a chance to have you, I won't give up," he said with almost a plea in his eyes. "Now that you've seen my bed, let me see yours." He guided me onto my pink sheets and started to slowly remove my clothes.
"Whatever you wish." I whispered to him. Here I was again ready to drop everything for him again.
"My wish is to make you happy." those were the last words I heard before he started to take me away again.
OK guys, how did you like it? Things are now going to get tricky! How will Usa be able to pull of an engagement to Seiya and an affair with Mamoru? Who will she drop? Please review! ~Lady Imp
My Boyfriend's Friend
Chapter 6: An Engagement and an Affair
My eyes slowly fluttered open as I looked at the clock on the nightstand. It was around 230 AM. I tried to focus on the events that had passed over the last few hours. I glanced down at my hand and looked at the gorgeous ring that rested on it. It was what I had been waiting for.right? I had always dreamed of the day he would propose to me. So why did I feel so odd right now? Why did I feel like I had made the biggest mistake of my life?
I stiffened as I felt Seiya move behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt suffocated at that moment and wanted nothing more than to escape. I grabbed the pillow that my head was resting on and masterfully slid down out of the bed, successfully replacing my body with the pillow in Seiya's arms. As quietly as possible I picked up my discarded articles of clothing that had been wildly discarded in the heat of passion. I dressed myself and took one last look at the sweet man who wanted me for his own and left.
Flashes kept popping in my head of how his eyes lit up when I responded with a yes and deep kiss. I could not believe how caught up in the moment I had become. What was I thinking? Just before I had walked in his apartment I doubted our relationship, and now I'm wearing a ring that promises me to him. Once again I was just sitting in my car thinking. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to talk to someone, and not just anyone, I wanted to talk to him. The guy who started my doubts to begin with.
I cranked up my car and headed in the direction of the home of Mamoru Chiba. It was extremely late, I was supposed to be in class within 5 hours, but I wanted, no better yet, I needed to hear him, feel him. I needed to feel constantly and not let myself get caught up in magical moments that don't last.
I knocked on his door boldly. I heard a little bit of stumbling and a few obscenities until finally I heard locks being undone.
"Yes?" asked an annoyed Mamoru. "Oh, Usagi its you!" He looked back in his apartment and looked back at me. "Do you happen to know what time it is?" He was so handsome and fine with his silk black pajama bottoms and bare chest. I wanted to rub my hands across it. Instead I held up my left hand and his eyes grew wide with understanding.
"Can I come in?" I meekly asked. If he turned me down, then I would have completely understood. I was someone else's woman, and I had the ring to prove it. Instead he opened his door wider and allowed me entrance into his domain.
We kind of just stood by the door and looked at each other for a moment until Mamoru finally spoke up. "Would you like to uh. have a seat?"
"Sure, I mean, if you don't mind." I was lost a little for words. I knew I wanted to be here but had no right. We moved towards the couch and I sat down while he excused himself towards the kitchen. When he came back he offered me a coke and I took it and began to quietly sip. It was an odd moment, yet comfortable.
Both of us just sat there on his couch sipping and not saying one word. Finally I spoke. "Tell me I didn't make a big mistake." I looked at him pleadingly.
"I don't know Usagi. You have to look inside yourself and go with your feelings." He had hidden emotion in his voice that only I recognized because of how close we were in the past. That did it for me and I began to sob. I hadn't cried like this since I was a child, but it was all I could do.
"That's the problem! I don't know what I feel. I feel like after four years, I should be with Seiya, but.but.for some damn reason Mamo-chan I can only fucking think of you!" I sobbed harder now, releasing all the frustration and confusion that was pent up inside of me. I looked up at him, into his deep blue eyes. "You make me feel. You make me feel what I didn't know I had deep inside of me." I confessed to him.
"You haven't called me that in years." He looked into my eyes deeper. There was something there, or did I want to believe that?
"What?" I asked confused.
"You haven't called me Mamo-chan in years." He smiled at me and reached out to me. I had not realized that I had called him a pet name from long ago. I leaned towards his arms enough for him to grab me. "You haven't the slightest of the extent of my feelings for you." I looked up into his eyes hopeful. "But you are not mine, and I can't change that Usako. I just can't. It would not be right-" I cut through his words.
"Make it right tonight. I want to feel you. I want to melt into you. I want you Mamoru. Mamo-chan, I need you." I looked pleadingly into his eyes.
"Do you know what could possibly happen if we let-" Once again I interfered.
"I don't fucking care! My body, mind, even my damned soul is craving you! Please, let me spend the night here with you." I was now clinging to him and buried my face into his chest. "I feel your heartbeat. It comforts me- " Then he kissed me, lightly at first. He stopped for a moment and flicked his tongue across my lip. I opened my mouth and allowed him to delve deep. I heard moaning and realized it was my own voice. I was lost in bliss.
"Were you with Seiya earlier?" he asked.
"Does it matter?" I looked at him with the same pleading eyes. I wanted him to take me to heaven.
"I can't think right now." He said as he began to punish my mouth once again with bruising kisses. And I welcomed it. I felt almost sluttish for my actions that were taking place this night, but my heart was pushing me on. All the feelings I felt for him before were coming back to me. My mind was washed with his essence and I realized that I loved Seiya, but I loved Mamoru more. However I could not tell Mamoru that. Not without knowing he felt the same in return.
I felt him pick me up and cradle me in his arms. I clung tighter to him as he carried me towards the bedroom of his condominium. 'Is this really happening?' I thought as I lightly nipped at his chest with my teeth. He pulled me even closer to him.
He gently laid me back on his king sized bed and black satin sheets. I took only a short moment to soak in my surroundings before the slaughter of kisses began again. "Usagi. Usako." He whispered huskily into my ear. "All mine." He nipped at my ear before he started to slowly move down towards my neck, leaving wet kisses along the way. The things that he was doing to my body should have been a crime.
My hand unconsciously went up to his hair and grabbed fistful of it. I felt my shirt sliding up my belly and felt his kisses around my navel. I couldn't wait any longer. "Oh Mamo-chan, must you tease me?" I asked. He looked up at me dangerously with his gorgeous blue eyes. They looked deep inside of me. I thought I saw in them the emotion that I craved. Love. He smiled and went back to the kisses. My eyes rolled to the back of my head in pleasure.
Eventually I rolled him over on the bed and started to return the pleasure he had graced my body with. I straddled his body and removed my shirt and exposed my pink bra I was wearing. He looked as if my body was one of the great marvels of the world. I slightly blushed in appreciation before I leaned down and kissed him on the mouth. "Do you want me?" I whispered huskily into his ear.
"I've always wanted you." He confessed to me. "I never meant for things to go so far and-" I didn't want to hear it so I stopped him with a kiss. All I could think about was now. All I cared about was being so close to Mamoru. About what was going to happen. I began to slowly move over the erection he had developed from the passion we were creating. I heard him moan. With that sound I began to move slowly and sensually over him. He reached up to me and pulled me down to undo my bra. I felt myself dripping wet for him.
I pulled at his silk bottoms and saw that they were the only thing keeping him from being nude. I looked at the beauty of it. It was long, hard and thick. He then pushed me off of him and back onto my back. Any remaining clothing I had left was scattered for the second time across a bedroom floor. "Tell me again.Mamo-chan." I pleaded as he aligned himself above me to gain entrance.
"I want you." He then plunged deep inside of me. Before I could cry out at the pleasure and the pain of being stretched slightly more than what I was use to he muffled my mouth with his. "Mmm.Usako.your so tight."
"Mamo-chan- uh. aaahhh." I couldn't finish my statement as I was beginning to reach my peak. He kept a slow steady rhythm as he slid out and then back into me. He began to move faster and faster until I cried out and I saw a flash of light. "Oh God! Mamo-chan!" I screamed into the night. I clung to him as he stopped to let me recover. He was ready to take me there again. Never had that been done with Seiya, but Mamoru he was still erect and ready to go.
Through the night, heated words filled with passion were passed between us. I didn't care of the repercussions this would more than likely bring, but neither did he. My body felt so right with his. Like a puzzle piece, we fit beautifully together. He whispered words saying how he always imagined it like this and how he thought I was the most beautiful woman in the world. I was lost in him. We switched from him being on top to me being on top, to side and from taking it from the back. The love we were making was insatiable.
He finally let my body go to rest with his final release as the sun was beginning to come up around 640. I moaned at the thought of having to be to class at 800. I didn't want to leave, but I had to go. I kissed him on the lips. He sleepily blinked at me and smiled.
"Good morning" he said.
"Good morning" I smiled back at him. "Mamoru-Mamo-chan, I don't want to go, but I have class and stuff, and."
"I don't regret last night, and I'd do it all over again." He reached over to his dresser and gave me my engagement ring that had somehow been removed sometime during one of our love making sessions. I looked at it painfully. I realized that I too had no regrets other than me eventually having to let either Seiya or Mamoru go.
"Thank you for every thing." I said to him. It didn't make sense to me why I said that, but it felt appropriate. I started to gather my clothes and get dressed. I felt something dripping down my leg in realization that I had not used a condom for the first time in my life. How stupid could I have been? I didn't give too much thought to it since my menses had just past. Otherwise I would have made a trip to the health department for a "Morning After" pill. I kissed Mamoru goodbye once more and raced to my car to get home.
I arrived just a smidge before 700 and hoped in the shower. I was so damn tired, but energetic from my indulgence of the night. I sloppily dressed myself not really caring what the world thought because somewhere inside of me, I finally felt fulfilled. Hopefully at work it will be a slow day and I can catch some sleep. I grabbed my backpack and prepared to leave. I opened the door and was pushed back inside. The lips of my lover from the past few hours were bruising my lips. I knew what was going to happen next. He knew his every command of me would be granted.
"Your not going to school." he whispered huskily into my ear.
"OK" I breathlessly whispered. He smiled at me with those seductive blue eyes. I was wondering how the hell he got over to my place so fast. I had been gone about an hour. His midnight gorgeous black hair that I was grasping at not too long ago was hanging down in his eyes. He walked past me and picked up the phone and dialed a number.
"Hi Mr. Haruna? I'm a friend of Usagi, and she is not feeling well at all. She is running a bit of a temperature..Yes, yes, I will tell here that. Yes.she should see you tomorrow. I just want to make sure she feels better. Yes sir, I'll tell her you said that. OK.Goodbye now." Mamoru hung up the phone and looked at me with hungry eyes. "He said he hopes you feel better."
"Mamo-chan! I have to work to pay my bills you know!" I almost yelled.
"Oh and also you have vacation and sick time saved. You won't miss any pay, and if you need.I'll provide. Now relax." He commanded of me, and I obliged. He had thought of it all. I was his to command.
He slipped my backpack off my shoulder and tossed it to a corner and backed me towards my bedroom. All the while holding me with his eyes. "Usako, I've wanted you for so long and now that I have a chance to have you, I won't give up," he said with almost a plea in his eyes. "Now that you've seen my bed, let me see yours." He guided me onto my pink sheets and started to slowly remove my clothes.
"Whatever you wish." I whispered to him. Here I was again ready to drop everything for him again.
"My wish is to make you happy." those were the last words I heard before he started to take me away again.
OK guys, how did you like it? Things are now going to get tricky! How will Usa be able to pull of an engagement to Seiya and an affair with Mamoru? Who will she drop? Please review! ~Lady Imp