Understanding
Author's note: I don't own these characters, no matter how much I wish I did. Last night I went to see The Return of the King and noticed how much the hobbits seemed to have a fondness for one another. When Gandalf took Pippin from Merry this is what I heard in Merry's head. This is SLASH (unless slash means something completely different then what I think).
Had I known I wouldn't have let him touch it. It was foolish of me, I know, but sometimes you just can't stop him. Still I watch him sitting there in front of Gandalf and I can't help but feel as if my world has ended.
I don't think he knows how much I care for him, we had shared a few intimate moments, but I don't think he understands what they meant to me. And now he's gone, he'll probably die and I will never truly love again. Maybe it is for the best, maybe he will not die maybe he is safer with Gandalf than he is with me.
They dwindle into the distance and I loose all hope I feel Aragorn's hand on my shoulder, 'He's safer with him,' he whispers. I want to scream at him and tell him he doesn't understand that he could never understand. But I know that he does, the one person he loves can never truly be with him. And yet he still doesn't understand.
They have ridden out of my view, but I still see him. His face his hair all linger in my minds eye. And his voice, most people have never heard Pippin sing, pity really he has the most beautiful voice.
'Come Merry, they are gone,' Legolas whispers to me. He is right they are gone.
'Have you ever been in love?' The words slip from my mouth, and I wish I could take them back, but I can't.
He stares at me with those blue gray eyes. 'Once,' he whispers his mouth barely moving.
I look into those eyes and I see it all, I have gone through nothing. His eyes scream of a story about love and death, but I do not ask him there is still too much pain.
'Come. There is food,' he says and offers his hand to me. I take it and I feel better. Nothing can take away my loss of Merry, but now I don't feel as misunderstood.
Author's note: I don't own these characters, no matter how much I wish I did. Last night I went to see The Return of the King and noticed how much the hobbits seemed to have a fondness for one another. When Gandalf took Pippin from Merry this is what I heard in Merry's head. This is SLASH (unless slash means something completely different then what I think).
Had I known I wouldn't have let him touch it. It was foolish of me, I know, but sometimes you just can't stop him. Still I watch him sitting there in front of Gandalf and I can't help but feel as if my world has ended.
I don't think he knows how much I care for him, we had shared a few intimate moments, but I don't think he understands what they meant to me. And now he's gone, he'll probably die and I will never truly love again. Maybe it is for the best, maybe he will not die maybe he is safer with Gandalf than he is with me.
They dwindle into the distance and I loose all hope I feel Aragorn's hand on my shoulder, 'He's safer with him,' he whispers. I want to scream at him and tell him he doesn't understand that he could never understand. But I know that he does, the one person he loves can never truly be with him. And yet he still doesn't understand.
They have ridden out of my view, but I still see him. His face his hair all linger in my minds eye. And his voice, most people have never heard Pippin sing, pity really he has the most beautiful voice.
'Come Merry, they are gone,' Legolas whispers to me. He is right they are gone.
'Have you ever been in love?' The words slip from my mouth, and I wish I could take them back, but I can't.
He stares at me with those blue gray eyes. 'Once,' he whispers his mouth barely moving.
I look into those eyes and I see it all, I have gone through nothing. His eyes scream of a story about love and death, but I do not ask him there is still too much pain.
'Come. There is food,' he says and offers his hand to me. I take it and I feel better. Nothing can take away my loss of Merry, but now I don't feel as misunderstood.