~With You~

I woke up in a dream today

To the cold of the static / and put my cold feet on the floor

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Harry woke up once more feeling numb. All summer he had felt so empty; he had no will to even live.

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Forgot all about yesterday

Rememerbing I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore

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He didn't care any more, not about any one or anything. Voldemort was out there, but everyone new it now. It was no longer his problem; he just didn't care

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Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore

A little taste of hypocrisy

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The only thing he could think about was Sirius. The reality of it all just couldn't sink in. He wouldn't let it! Sirius was still alive. it was all a stunt to go back into hiding. it must be.

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And I'm left in the wake of the mistake / slow to react

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He was feeling sick again. His hands were clammy as he reached for the mirror. The mirror. if only he had opened the package before. he could have found Sirius and he would not have di- ..he could bring him self to even think it.

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Even though you're so close to me

You're still so distant / And I can't bring you back

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Sirius. he could still remember every detail about him. his voice. his once hansom face that was more skull like then ever.

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It's true / the way I feel

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He had died in battle. He would have wanted it like that. but that wasn't good enough! He didn't deserve to die.

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Was promised by your face

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He was his only real family. He could have even lived with him instead of the Dursley's. It would have been the best thing for both of them. Sirius.

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The sound of your voice

Painted on my memories

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It's my own stupid fault! If I didn't have such a hero complex Sirius would be with me now!

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Even if you're not with me

I'm with you

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Telling me stories about his times at Hogwarts. Showing me tricks with his wand and getting butter beer for the both of us.

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You / Now I see/ keeping everything inside

You / Now I see / Even when I close my eyes

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Sirius.. His life is over, but does that mean mine is too?

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I hit you and you hit me back

We fall to the floor / the rest of the day stands still

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(a voice in Harry's head answered from him) Yes. It is all, my fault. If Sirius isn't alive then neither am I!

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Fine line between this and that

When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real

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(but yet another voice from within spoke to Harry) You know that you were only trying to help.

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Now I'm trapped in this memory

And I'm left in the wake of the mistake / slow to react

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Sirius came to help you knowing the risk of battle. He wanted to help, to fight.

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Even though you're close to me

You're still so distant / And I can't bring you back

no

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His blood is not on your hands, but that of Voldemort's.

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No matter how far we've come

I can't wait to see tomorrow

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So don't fight yourself but the evil that is still out there.

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No matter how far we've come I / I can't wait to see tomorrow

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The evil that only you can end.

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With you