Oh, it feels good, and so warm, thought Harry. Morning was dawning when Harry felt this warm body at his side and cuddled up to him. Long muscled arms closed around him. Some time after, he opened his eyes and retreated slightly to gaze into the black eyes.
"G'morning."
"Good morning," murmured Snape.
Harry cuddled up to him again, burying his head in the curve of the older wizard's neck.
"I like your scent," Harry whispered in his ear. "The herbs scent... and the scent of your skin too."
Snape lifted up his head. He grabbed the boy's shoulders firmly and captured his lips, in a passionate kiss.
Apparently out of breath, Snape torn his lips away from Harry's and stared at him with burning eyes.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that." And he motioned to get up.
But Harry stopped him, pulling him back down.
"No! Come back. I... I want..."
"Do you... Do you want me to use a glamour charm? I can... transform into another person. Anyone you choose, just the way you remember this person. I can even be a girl, if you prefer. The girl of your dreams..." added Snape, his deep voice charged with tension.
Harry narrowed his eyes, astonished.
"Why the hell would I want that?"
"Because... if I modify my appearance... perhaps it will be easier for you to..."
"What are you saying? Do you think that... You mean... I don't understand. Do you think that I... let's say, that I have this urge to have sex, but that I would have it with you only because you're the only one available around here? And that I would find you disgusting?"
"And isn't it true?"
"No!" Harry embraced him thoroughly. "I don't... I don't want any other person."
Snape pulled the boy away with violence.
"Is it for pity? Do you want to give me some sort of compensation, or reward?"
"No! I want you, just that! Why don't you understand?"
"This is not possible," stated Snape with all his assurance.
"But it's true. And you? Are you willing to shag me only to make me feel better? Like this was part of my... healing? Are you willing to sacrifice yourself to satisfy me?"
Snape held Harry's hand softly and guided it to his member, which was fully erect and hard.
"What do you think?"
Harry gazed at him with glassy eyes.
"Then... show me how to do it."
"I'm..." Snape hesitated. "I'm not very good at this."
"Oh! I think I can come just feeling your hands over me, just hearing your voice... And I... I don't have anyone to compare you with, because... it's my first time."
Saying that, Harry embraced Snape and pressed his hips against him, making him moan.
When the two of them were already totally hard and erect, they took off their clothes and finally pressed their naked bodies together, skin to skin. Their members aligned, producing a wonderful friction as they rubbed against one other. Snape nibbled on the boy's earlobe; flicking out his tongue, he licked his way down the neckline until he found a nipple. While Snape captured Harry's nipple in his teeth and began to lick around it, nibbling and sucking, his magical hand closed itself around Harry's hardness and started to pump it.
"Severus..." It was the first time that Harry called Snape by his first name. Hearing his own voice pronouncing it and seeing the expression in Severus's face, Harry shuddered. Imitating the older wizard's movements, Harry reached down and took Snape's member in his hand, and began to pump it at the same rhythm.
Then Snape captured his lips again and their tongues around each other, in a not so silent battle. The two bodies surrendering totally to the pleasure of each other's touch. It was an overwhelming experience, to give himself fully to his partner. Desire and worship blended inside Harry's heart. His breath came in short, heavy pants, and his heartbeat raced faster and faster. A thin layer of sweat covered their bodies.
"Harry..."
Harry thrust his hips forward and his body shuddered. Snape held him tightly against his own body, like he wanted to share his partner's pleasure. Then, encircling Harry's hand around his own member, he made him keep pumping it until he exploded in pleasure too.
Author's Notes:
Just one more to finish first part.
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