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***Prologue***
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My heart felt like it was going to shatter. The pain was the largest thing I had ever felt and I saw it everywhere and in everything. No one can believe that such pain came from the three (3) little words. The three (3) little words that are supposed to bring so much joy. Well who ever it was lied, or maybe it just depends who they are directed to.
I had been dating the son of a bitch, sorry. I had been dating Ron for almost eight (8) months, eight (8) seemingly blissful months then it all came crashing down a few minutes ago. Ron had been late for lunch so I had gone to get him. He hadn't been in the common room so I decided who cares I'm a prefect I have some power and I went up to his room and there he was but he wasn't alone right there next to him was Lavender, maybe I should say under him but you get the picture. I just stood there I couldn't move. I think Lavender saw me but it wasn't like she cared. Then came the cherry on the beautiful betrayal cake. When they had stopped for a second Ron looked her strait in the eye and said, "I love you".
I should have just stayed downstairs, at least I would have granted the bliss of ignorance. For years I thought why would someone be stupid enough to wish for ignorance but now I finally understood. Knowledge may be power but it was also pain and I felt the later cold, hard and clear. My mind saw saw every little piece of the picture, I now saw every little thing that I had bypassed during our relationship and now every little shard of glass was cutting into my soul. I wanted to just walk away not make a sound, but as I was turning to leave it was like my emotions burst from the movement and a strange sort of almost strangled gurgle came from my throat.
"Hermione" whispered Ron
I somehow managed to look at him with cold eyes and scorn and turned to leave as I made my way to the door my wall began to crumble. I had almost reached when Lavender shouted, "Stop!" And I did another stupid thing that day and stopped. As I turned to face the two a single tear fell from my eye. "Hermione I can explain" Ron said very hurriedly, "You see I" he continued only to be cut of by Lavender who in her arrogant and cold voice said, " I am tired of this".
Hard to believe but I ran. I just couldn't take it I was broken. I passed down the halls crying but nobody worried, why would anyone care for me. So with the fact that I felt like being alone I went to the one (1) place that I knew would be deserted. The Lake.
It was a bit cold but so what? The wind blew strongly all around me fighting with my hair. Then I noticed another person. As soon as I saw that silver hair and that dignified proud stance I knew whom it was. Draco, funny, I don't know when I stopped referring to him as Malfoy, but like everything else right now it just didn't seem to matter.
School would be finished soon. Then I could grieve, but not right now, not right now. In a week, in a week. That was all I thought as I looked upon the beautiful figure bye the lake.
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Love it, hate it I don't carrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeee.just pleaseeeeeee review!!!!!!!!!!!!!(maybe I care a little) Any way on to more important details: I will answer any questions personally or will post them up at the end of each chapter. Constructive criticism is appreciated but don't flame me cause I wouldn't give a f*** so no point.
Anyway up 4 next chapter:
-Deeper into the mind of Hermione -New prospects -New friends
I don't give sneak peeks at the next chapters cause I don't know what's next so don't bother asking. By the way this isn't one of those Hermione suddenly develops and has power fics so I that's what you want I truly feel sorry.
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***Prologue***
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My heart felt like it was going to shatter. The pain was the largest thing I had ever felt and I saw it everywhere and in everything. No one can believe that such pain came from the three (3) little words. The three (3) little words that are supposed to bring so much joy. Well who ever it was lied, or maybe it just depends who they are directed to.
I had been dating the son of a bitch, sorry. I had been dating Ron for almost eight (8) months, eight (8) seemingly blissful months then it all came crashing down a few minutes ago. Ron had been late for lunch so I had gone to get him. He hadn't been in the common room so I decided who cares I'm a prefect I have some power and I went up to his room and there he was but he wasn't alone right there next to him was Lavender, maybe I should say under him but you get the picture. I just stood there I couldn't move. I think Lavender saw me but it wasn't like she cared. Then came the cherry on the beautiful betrayal cake. When they had stopped for a second Ron looked her strait in the eye and said, "I love you".
I should have just stayed downstairs, at least I would have granted the bliss of ignorance. For years I thought why would someone be stupid enough to wish for ignorance but now I finally understood. Knowledge may be power but it was also pain and I felt the later cold, hard and clear. My mind saw saw every little piece of the picture, I now saw every little thing that I had bypassed during our relationship and now every little shard of glass was cutting into my soul. I wanted to just walk away not make a sound, but as I was turning to leave it was like my emotions burst from the movement and a strange sort of almost strangled gurgle came from my throat.
"Hermione" whispered Ron
I somehow managed to look at him with cold eyes and scorn and turned to leave as I made my way to the door my wall began to crumble. I had almost reached when Lavender shouted, "Stop!" And I did another stupid thing that day and stopped. As I turned to face the two a single tear fell from my eye. "Hermione I can explain" Ron said very hurriedly, "You see I" he continued only to be cut of by Lavender who in her arrogant and cold voice said, " I am tired of this".
Hard to believe but I ran. I just couldn't take it I was broken. I passed down the halls crying but nobody worried, why would anyone care for me. So with the fact that I felt like being alone I went to the one (1) place that I knew would be deserted. The Lake.
It was a bit cold but so what? The wind blew strongly all around me fighting with my hair. Then I noticed another person. As soon as I saw that silver hair and that dignified proud stance I knew whom it was. Draco, funny, I don't know when I stopped referring to him as Malfoy, but like everything else right now it just didn't seem to matter.
School would be finished soon. Then I could grieve, but not right now, not right now. In a week, in a week. That was all I thought as I looked upon the beautiful figure bye the lake.
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Love it, hate it I don't carrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeee.just pleaseeeeeee review!!!!!!!!!!!!!(maybe I care a little) Any way on to more important details: I will answer any questions personally or will post them up at the end of each chapter. Constructive criticism is appreciated but don't flame me cause I wouldn't give a f*** so no point.
Anyway up 4 next chapter:
-Deeper into the mind of Hermione -New prospects -New friends
I don't give sneak peeks at the next chapters cause I don't know what's next so don't bother asking. By the way this isn't one of those Hermione suddenly develops and has power fics so I that's what you want I truly feel sorry.