Disclaimer: I don't own the Outsiders and the song "Im alright" by Twiztid
off the album "Freek show" isn't mine either.
*Johnny's POV*
If your reading this, then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye there was no time Understand I was stressed Livin' day to day was hard And I gave it my best
I can't take this anymore. I could take just the yelling or just the hittin, but both.... No one gives a fuck about me anyway. I sliced my wrists with my blade last night, and it didn't hurt. Well, it hurt, but it was like a pain I could finally control. I've got a gun right now. Dad has always kept one around and he's threatened me with it. All I've got to do is pull the trigger.
But there was nothing left For me in this world To convince me to stay Now im long gone away
I don't guess the gang would miss me that much either. Sometimes its like they don't see me as a person, just as someone weak that needs to be watched over. I'm sick of being a burden on everyone. I've got nothing and no one left to live for.
Don't you do that Don't you start with tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cry Never think bad of me Whats done is done and that's the way it had to be
This is the end. Mom, dad I'm sorry I was never good enough, I'm sorry for living. Good bye. This is the way I want it to be.
. And even though im gone and out of sight Never worry about me I'm alright And if I should die Don't blame yourself And keep it locked inside
*Johnny's POV*
If your reading this, then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye there was no time Understand I was stressed Livin' day to day was hard And I gave it my best
I can't take this anymore. I could take just the yelling or just the hittin, but both.... No one gives a fuck about me anyway. I sliced my wrists with my blade last night, and it didn't hurt. Well, it hurt, but it was like a pain I could finally control. I've got a gun right now. Dad has always kept one around and he's threatened me with it. All I've got to do is pull the trigger.
But there was nothing left For me in this world To convince me to stay Now im long gone away
I don't guess the gang would miss me that much either. Sometimes its like they don't see me as a person, just as someone weak that needs to be watched over. I'm sick of being a burden on everyone. I've got nothing and no one left to live for.
Don't you do that Don't you start with tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cry Never think bad of me Whats done is done and that's the way it had to be
This is the end. Mom, dad I'm sorry I was never good enough, I'm sorry for living. Good bye. This is the way I want it to be.
. And even though im gone and out of sight Never worry about me I'm alright And if I should die Don't blame yourself And keep it locked inside