Phobia
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ
Agent 182: Thanks so much to Kat and anyone else that reviewed my computer is being stupid. It means a lot to me that you liked the fic! Um this is chapter two and hopefully it isn't boring you, I really don't know how it could but uh . . . Well without further delay here is the next chapter.
Chapter 2: Noise and kisses
The Prince of Sayians stirred. His black eyes slowly opened as he rolled onto his back, a warm hand protectively over his stomach. His eyes shifted to Son Goku. His face buried into his navy pillow. With every intake of breath his back moved up in down in a hypnotic rhythm, his left arm was over Vegeta's stomach the paler side facing down. The younger Sayian didn't wake so Vegeta decided to see if Bulma was up. He pushed the silky blankets off his body and gently removed Goku's arm and rested it on the bed. Goku snuggled into his pillow mumbling something. Vegeta chuckled as he silently closed the door behind himself. The aroma of Bulma's cooking reached his sharp senses, something was probably burning. Yeah she made food, but she could at least not burn it.
A low scream cut through the silence. His heart sped as he went into a sprint and ran through the kitchen and to a half open door, he swung it open the rest of the way. Bulma was there, standing on a chair, her eyes wide with Fear. The look that he saw in his dream, the fear . . . She noticed him, her blue eyes lighting up "Vegeta!" she yelled happily, "There's a mouse over there; kill it" She pointed to a hole at the bottom of the wall.
Vegeta rolled his eyes "I thought something happened to you." He turned and walked right into Goku.
"Morning Geta" he beamed as he walked around him, the usual bags under his eyes darker.
"Did you not sleep well?" he asked, following Goku into the enormous living room. Goku slumped down on the couch.
"Not really, you know the usual dreams. They never seem to go away. I thought this therapy was going to help." The couch squealed in protest as Vegeta sat down
"Talking about it doesn't always work." Goku searched Vegeta's eyes for an answer but got none. "You'll get better, I promise." Vegeta cupped his hands around Goku's jaw and leaned him towards himself. His lips brushed across Goku's temple. Goku's eyes closed. "Every things going to be fine."
"You two it's time to eat! Get the boys!"
Goku stood up before Vegeta could "I'm gonna get them." His shoulders slumped as he walked down the hall.
Vegeta sighed heavily as he went into the kitchen and sat at the table. "What's wrong Vegeta?" Bulma put plates of food onto the wooden table.
"It's Kakkarot; he's getting worse. I'm losing hope. It's been two months, two Kami damn months. He barely sleeps, barely eats. He barely does anything beside mope around . . . I'm worried . . ."
"Vegeta he'll be fine, I'm sure of it. If anyone can get better it's Goku. Don't lose hope now he needs you more than ever. If you and him want me to I can give him sleeping pills." As she said this Vegeta remembered the horrible dream he had the night before.
"Bulma" he paused as she sat down next to him "Are you happy?"
Bulma smiled at him "Of course I am wh-?" Goten and Trunks ran towards them.
"I'M GOING TO WIN!" Trunks shouted, speeding up.
"NO I AM!" Goten and Trunks arrived at the table at the exact same time. They groaned in unison. Vegeta could hear Goku and Gohan chatting about something. They sat at the table, Gou next to Vegeta and Gohan sat next to him. Trunks sat next to his mom and Goten sat between Trunks and Gohan. Goku stared off looking at nothing in particular. He did that too often.
"Kakkarot." Goku looked up, shaking whatever he was thinking of.
"Huh?"
"Eat." Goku glanced at his food and instantly felt the bile rising in the back of his throat as he eyed the blackened bacon.
"Uh . . ."
"You have to eat Kakkarot!" Vegeta narrowed his eyes. Goku frowned as he lifted up the bacon to his mouth and shoved it in. He crunched it noisily.
"Happy now?"
"Now finish the rest"
"NO! I don't want to I don't feel good."
"FINE than don't!" Vegeta crossed his arms over his bare chest; Goten, Gohan, Bulma, and Trunks stared at the two.
Goten looked at his dad sadly "Please dad, you need to eat." Goku swallowed, trying not to break. He hadn't eaten or slept much since everything that happened with Videl, he felt his heart quake as Goten gage him puppy dog eyes.
"Okay, but then I'm going to bed I'm really tired."
"Goku I'll bring you some sleeping pills hopefully you will sleep better."
"That'd be great Bulma." He grinned at Bulma. He picked up more of the burnt bacon, munched on it, and soon finished a whole plate as the other Sayians finished four plates. Goku helped Bulma clear off the plates. Everyone else had mysteriously disappeared when the table needed to be cleaned, coincidentally.
"Now you go and rest. I'll be there in a moment to give you the pills." Goku smiled at her and went to his and Vegeta's room. He opened the door, warm air heating his cold skin. His eyes went to the black flamed shape hair tuned away from him.
"You're going to sleep?" He mumbled never turning towards him.
"Yeah. I've slept but I haven't really slept." Vegeta understood. Goku laid down on the bed and crawled under the blankets. "Maybe the pills will help."
"I hope so" he peered over to Vegeta he turned and faced him.
"You never did tell me what happened in your dream." Vegeta came towards the bed and sat on the opposite side of Goku.
"Bulma died, Videl killed her. That's basically it."
"My dreams are a lot different than that . . ."
"Tell me."
"NO, no, no you don't want to hear them" Goku closed his eyes trying to release the tension in his stiff shoulders.
"Kakkarot, yes I do." Goku opened his watery eyes. "They're that bad?"
"Yeah. I don't want you to hear them." Bulma walked into the room a bottle of pills in her hands.
"Here" she handed him 4 pills. "Take these and get some sleep." She patted Goku's shoulder then left.
"Sleep well Kakkarot and if you need anything I'll be in the gravity room." He bent down and kissed Goku's cheek. Goku smiled sadly as Vegeta left. He put the pills into his mouth and grabbed a cup of water from the night before that was sitting on the nightstand. He drank down the water swallowing the pills at once. He sat the glass back down, coughing. His eyes slowly closed.
I slowly opened my eyes; and closed them again, the light blinding me causing pain to shoot through my eyes. Blinked a few times to get my eyesight back. I glanced out the window; it was dark. I guess I slept longer than I should have. I yawned stretching my arms hearing silence. Huh? Weird, the kids must be asleep, but Vegeta would be in here if it were that late. I rubbed the bite mark on my neck. I tend to do that a lot. I got out of bed the blankets already at my feet. I'm a kicker, what can I say. Must have had a bad dream and don't remember. I silently moved to the door and opened it, the light in the hall off. I turned it on with a flick of my wrist and continued into the living room. The tangy scent of blood reached me. The fear slammed into my stomach as I went into the living room, still seeing no one. Hearing no sounds. I cautiously peered into the kitchen, the scent getting stronger. Bulma, Gohan, Goten and Trunks were sitting at the table. I sighed in relief. They're fine. I still didn't hear any sounds, they didn't move either and why is their faces rested on their plate? I inched closer to them. "Bulma?" I didn't get an answer. "Are you guys alright?" I didn't get an answer. I swallowed my fear and went closer lifting Gohan's face, his mouth wide in a scream. I jerked away gasping in horror. Who- who did this? Only one name came to mind as I heard a voice behind me.
"Hello Goku." I whipped my body around to see Videl, Vegeta in her arms. "Look who I found in the gravity room." She tossed him to the ground, he grunted as he slid across the tile a trail of blood followed him. I clenched my jaw.
"No, you're dead. I know you're dead. I died you died." Videl didn't say anything. Vegeta coughed up blood as he shakily got to his hands and knees.
"Kakkarot." He managed to get to his feet, his knees not wanting to hold him up, threatening to give out any second. I glanced over to him not wanting to take my eyes away from her for a second. She laughed.
"How pathetic you both are, really. Look at you. You can't sleep, don't want to eat. Did I really fuck you up that bad?" That was about the stupidest question I've ever heard. Only one thought came to my mind. "No, I can't switch bodies any more. I'm stuck right now in everyone's minds but I will escape and be back to my normal demented self."
She read my mind oh SHIT! "Can you-"
"Yes I'll most likely answer all your questions before you ask them. I am in your head remember and theirs." She smirked stepping closer. Her hair was longer, wait who cares about her hair. I gotta wake up, what if she can kill me in real life? "You can't run, I'm controlling this dream and I don't think so Vegeta is still alive."
"No this isn't real this can't be why would you tell me this?" She didn't answer.
"Lucky for you, you're not going to find out yet but I have something more devious in store for you." My eyes went wide, oh Kami . . . She snapped her fingers and her and the others in the room were in doctor clothes. Their pants, shirts and even the cover over their mouth white. My eyes went directly to the shining object in their hands it was a-
"NNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEE!" I screamed backing away, their quickly surrounded me, I tried to run their hands grabbed at me shoving me to the tile. "NNNNNOOOOOOO!!" I shrieked trying to throw them off. I could hear their loud giggles. Their hand pinned my wrists down as Vegeta sat on my chest holding me down firmly. I squirmed as the moved the needle towards my wrists. "NNNoooo S-STOP!" I swung my fist it connected with Vegeta he flew back but Videl took over this time.
"Well, well lookie what I have" She pushed the bottom of the syringe, a dark liquid coming out. I screamed in utter terror. She was going to put something in my system. I need to wake up DAMMIT! Wake up! "You'll wake up when I want you to." She jammed the needle into the vein in my wrist; the scars still remained. I shouted pulling my arm away but Bulma held it with inhuman strength. Videl pressed down on the end of the syringe. The liquid pushed into my blood stream. I gasped as she broke the needle in my arm the metal tip still in my skin. Tears streamed down my face; I hadn't even realized I was crying. "Awe poor little *defenseless Goku. Don't worry your friends will be just as defenseless soon she leaned down towards my face, now this time. He can't save you if he's as defenseless as you."
"Wh-what do you mean?" My voice shook as I choked on my sobs.
"You'll find out soon." Everything changed back to the way it was before, everyone's face in their food. Vegeta stood next to him breathing heavily. Videl was facing them. "Here comes the part where you scream." She flattened her palm; it faced Vegeta, black shot from it engulfing him as he yelled out in agony. I screamed.
Goku's eyes burst open, a scream still erupting from his mouth. He jumped out of the bed. His heart not calming. He ran down the hall and past a worried Bulma, Goten, Trunks, and Gohan. They ran after him as he went to the Gravity room. Vegeta came through the door as Goku ran into him they both were sent sprawling across the floor. "What the FUCK are you-" he stopped himself as he saw Goku wracked in tears. "Oh Kami what happened?" Goku sobbed and sputtered grabbing onto Vegeta. The others ran in, their eyes wide with fear. Wondering what was wrong with him now. "Kakkarot, KAKKAROT!" Vegeta shook Goku. "CALM THE FUCK DOWN!" Goku sniffled wiping his nose with the back of his arm. He hiccuped and pushed Vegeta away, his stomach suddenly feeling queasy.
"I don't feel too-" Goku's stomach heaved and his breakfast was on the floor. He slumped backwards. Everyone stared at him. He wiped the back of his hand with his palm. Not knowing what to say to them, his body weakening with every second passing. Vegeta crawled next to him.
"What's wrong? What happened? Did you have a nightmare? I could hear you screaming." Goku nodded weakly.
"That's one hell of a dream" Gohan mumbled astounded at his father's breakdown.
"What did you dream about?" Bulma asked stepping towards Goku, her eyebrows furrowed in concern.
"You were in it, all of you were so was-" He silenced himself.
"Videl" Vegeta growled. "What did she say? What did she do?"
"N-nothing, I'm- I'm fine." He felt something in his wrist. He turned it over, his mouth going dry. Something silver was sticking out of his wrist. Bulma went in front of him examining it.
She was confused "How did you get part of a needle in your arm?" with that, Goku's eyes rolled back and he fainted.
Agent 182: hope you liked it and thought it was scary I loved writing this chapter. Reviews are nice I like to hear what you thought and I f you have any ideas feel free to throw em at me. Thanks for reading.
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ
Agent 182: Thanks so much to Kat and anyone else that reviewed my computer is being stupid. It means a lot to me that you liked the fic! Um this is chapter two and hopefully it isn't boring you, I really don't know how it could but uh . . . Well without further delay here is the next chapter.
Chapter 2: Noise and kisses
The Prince of Sayians stirred. His black eyes slowly opened as he rolled onto his back, a warm hand protectively over his stomach. His eyes shifted to Son Goku. His face buried into his navy pillow. With every intake of breath his back moved up in down in a hypnotic rhythm, his left arm was over Vegeta's stomach the paler side facing down. The younger Sayian didn't wake so Vegeta decided to see if Bulma was up. He pushed the silky blankets off his body and gently removed Goku's arm and rested it on the bed. Goku snuggled into his pillow mumbling something. Vegeta chuckled as he silently closed the door behind himself. The aroma of Bulma's cooking reached his sharp senses, something was probably burning. Yeah she made food, but she could at least not burn it.
A low scream cut through the silence. His heart sped as he went into a sprint and ran through the kitchen and to a half open door, he swung it open the rest of the way. Bulma was there, standing on a chair, her eyes wide with Fear. The look that he saw in his dream, the fear . . . She noticed him, her blue eyes lighting up "Vegeta!" she yelled happily, "There's a mouse over there; kill it" She pointed to a hole at the bottom of the wall.
Vegeta rolled his eyes "I thought something happened to you." He turned and walked right into Goku.
"Morning Geta" he beamed as he walked around him, the usual bags under his eyes darker.
"Did you not sleep well?" he asked, following Goku into the enormous living room. Goku slumped down on the couch.
"Not really, you know the usual dreams. They never seem to go away. I thought this therapy was going to help." The couch squealed in protest as Vegeta sat down
"Talking about it doesn't always work." Goku searched Vegeta's eyes for an answer but got none. "You'll get better, I promise." Vegeta cupped his hands around Goku's jaw and leaned him towards himself. His lips brushed across Goku's temple. Goku's eyes closed. "Every things going to be fine."
"You two it's time to eat! Get the boys!"
Goku stood up before Vegeta could "I'm gonna get them." His shoulders slumped as he walked down the hall.
Vegeta sighed heavily as he went into the kitchen and sat at the table. "What's wrong Vegeta?" Bulma put plates of food onto the wooden table.
"It's Kakkarot; he's getting worse. I'm losing hope. It's been two months, two Kami damn months. He barely sleeps, barely eats. He barely does anything beside mope around . . . I'm worried . . ."
"Vegeta he'll be fine, I'm sure of it. If anyone can get better it's Goku. Don't lose hope now he needs you more than ever. If you and him want me to I can give him sleeping pills." As she said this Vegeta remembered the horrible dream he had the night before.
"Bulma" he paused as she sat down next to him "Are you happy?"
Bulma smiled at him "Of course I am wh-?" Goten and Trunks ran towards them.
"I'M GOING TO WIN!" Trunks shouted, speeding up.
"NO I AM!" Goten and Trunks arrived at the table at the exact same time. They groaned in unison. Vegeta could hear Goku and Gohan chatting about something. They sat at the table, Gou next to Vegeta and Gohan sat next to him. Trunks sat next to his mom and Goten sat between Trunks and Gohan. Goku stared off looking at nothing in particular. He did that too often.
"Kakkarot." Goku looked up, shaking whatever he was thinking of.
"Huh?"
"Eat." Goku glanced at his food and instantly felt the bile rising in the back of his throat as he eyed the blackened bacon.
"Uh . . ."
"You have to eat Kakkarot!" Vegeta narrowed his eyes. Goku frowned as he lifted up the bacon to his mouth and shoved it in. He crunched it noisily.
"Happy now?"
"Now finish the rest"
"NO! I don't want to I don't feel good."
"FINE than don't!" Vegeta crossed his arms over his bare chest; Goten, Gohan, Bulma, and Trunks stared at the two.
Goten looked at his dad sadly "Please dad, you need to eat." Goku swallowed, trying not to break. He hadn't eaten or slept much since everything that happened with Videl, he felt his heart quake as Goten gage him puppy dog eyes.
"Okay, but then I'm going to bed I'm really tired."
"Goku I'll bring you some sleeping pills hopefully you will sleep better."
"That'd be great Bulma." He grinned at Bulma. He picked up more of the burnt bacon, munched on it, and soon finished a whole plate as the other Sayians finished four plates. Goku helped Bulma clear off the plates. Everyone else had mysteriously disappeared when the table needed to be cleaned, coincidentally.
"Now you go and rest. I'll be there in a moment to give you the pills." Goku smiled at her and went to his and Vegeta's room. He opened the door, warm air heating his cold skin. His eyes went to the black flamed shape hair tuned away from him.
"You're going to sleep?" He mumbled never turning towards him.
"Yeah. I've slept but I haven't really slept." Vegeta understood. Goku laid down on the bed and crawled under the blankets. "Maybe the pills will help."
"I hope so" he peered over to Vegeta he turned and faced him.
"You never did tell me what happened in your dream." Vegeta came towards the bed and sat on the opposite side of Goku.
"Bulma died, Videl killed her. That's basically it."
"My dreams are a lot different than that . . ."
"Tell me."
"NO, no, no you don't want to hear them" Goku closed his eyes trying to release the tension in his stiff shoulders.
"Kakkarot, yes I do." Goku opened his watery eyes. "They're that bad?"
"Yeah. I don't want you to hear them." Bulma walked into the room a bottle of pills in her hands.
"Here" she handed him 4 pills. "Take these and get some sleep." She patted Goku's shoulder then left.
"Sleep well Kakkarot and if you need anything I'll be in the gravity room." He bent down and kissed Goku's cheek. Goku smiled sadly as Vegeta left. He put the pills into his mouth and grabbed a cup of water from the night before that was sitting on the nightstand. He drank down the water swallowing the pills at once. He sat the glass back down, coughing. His eyes slowly closed.
I slowly opened my eyes; and closed them again, the light blinding me causing pain to shoot through my eyes. Blinked a few times to get my eyesight back. I glanced out the window; it was dark. I guess I slept longer than I should have. I yawned stretching my arms hearing silence. Huh? Weird, the kids must be asleep, but Vegeta would be in here if it were that late. I rubbed the bite mark on my neck. I tend to do that a lot. I got out of bed the blankets already at my feet. I'm a kicker, what can I say. Must have had a bad dream and don't remember. I silently moved to the door and opened it, the light in the hall off. I turned it on with a flick of my wrist and continued into the living room. The tangy scent of blood reached me. The fear slammed into my stomach as I went into the living room, still seeing no one. Hearing no sounds. I cautiously peered into the kitchen, the scent getting stronger. Bulma, Gohan, Goten and Trunks were sitting at the table. I sighed in relief. They're fine. I still didn't hear any sounds, they didn't move either and why is their faces rested on their plate? I inched closer to them. "Bulma?" I didn't get an answer. "Are you guys alright?" I didn't get an answer. I swallowed my fear and went closer lifting Gohan's face, his mouth wide in a scream. I jerked away gasping in horror. Who- who did this? Only one name came to mind as I heard a voice behind me.
"Hello Goku." I whipped my body around to see Videl, Vegeta in her arms. "Look who I found in the gravity room." She tossed him to the ground, he grunted as he slid across the tile a trail of blood followed him. I clenched my jaw.
"No, you're dead. I know you're dead. I died you died." Videl didn't say anything. Vegeta coughed up blood as he shakily got to his hands and knees.
"Kakkarot." He managed to get to his feet, his knees not wanting to hold him up, threatening to give out any second. I glanced over to him not wanting to take my eyes away from her for a second. She laughed.
"How pathetic you both are, really. Look at you. You can't sleep, don't want to eat. Did I really fuck you up that bad?" That was about the stupidest question I've ever heard. Only one thought came to my mind. "No, I can't switch bodies any more. I'm stuck right now in everyone's minds but I will escape and be back to my normal demented self."
She read my mind oh SHIT! "Can you-"
"Yes I'll most likely answer all your questions before you ask them. I am in your head remember and theirs." She smirked stepping closer. Her hair was longer, wait who cares about her hair. I gotta wake up, what if she can kill me in real life? "You can't run, I'm controlling this dream and I don't think so Vegeta is still alive."
"No this isn't real this can't be why would you tell me this?" She didn't answer.
"Lucky for you, you're not going to find out yet but I have something more devious in store for you." My eyes went wide, oh Kami . . . She snapped her fingers and her and the others in the room were in doctor clothes. Their pants, shirts and even the cover over their mouth white. My eyes went directly to the shining object in their hands it was a-
"NNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEE!" I screamed backing away, their quickly surrounded me, I tried to run their hands grabbed at me shoving me to the tile. "NNNNNOOOOOOO!!" I shrieked trying to throw them off. I could hear their loud giggles. Their hand pinned my wrists down as Vegeta sat on my chest holding me down firmly. I squirmed as the moved the needle towards my wrists. "NNNoooo S-STOP!" I swung my fist it connected with Vegeta he flew back but Videl took over this time.
"Well, well lookie what I have" She pushed the bottom of the syringe, a dark liquid coming out. I screamed in utter terror. She was going to put something in my system. I need to wake up DAMMIT! Wake up! "You'll wake up when I want you to." She jammed the needle into the vein in my wrist; the scars still remained. I shouted pulling my arm away but Bulma held it with inhuman strength. Videl pressed down on the end of the syringe. The liquid pushed into my blood stream. I gasped as she broke the needle in my arm the metal tip still in my skin. Tears streamed down my face; I hadn't even realized I was crying. "Awe poor little *defenseless Goku. Don't worry your friends will be just as defenseless soon she leaned down towards my face, now this time. He can't save you if he's as defenseless as you."
"Wh-what do you mean?" My voice shook as I choked on my sobs.
"You'll find out soon." Everything changed back to the way it was before, everyone's face in their food. Vegeta stood next to him breathing heavily. Videl was facing them. "Here comes the part where you scream." She flattened her palm; it faced Vegeta, black shot from it engulfing him as he yelled out in agony. I screamed.
Goku's eyes burst open, a scream still erupting from his mouth. He jumped out of the bed. His heart not calming. He ran down the hall and past a worried Bulma, Goten, Trunks, and Gohan. They ran after him as he went to the Gravity room. Vegeta came through the door as Goku ran into him they both were sent sprawling across the floor. "What the FUCK are you-" he stopped himself as he saw Goku wracked in tears. "Oh Kami what happened?" Goku sobbed and sputtered grabbing onto Vegeta. The others ran in, their eyes wide with fear. Wondering what was wrong with him now. "Kakkarot, KAKKAROT!" Vegeta shook Goku. "CALM THE FUCK DOWN!" Goku sniffled wiping his nose with the back of his arm. He hiccuped and pushed Vegeta away, his stomach suddenly feeling queasy.
"I don't feel too-" Goku's stomach heaved and his breakfast was on the floor. He slumped backwards. Everyone stared at him. He wiped the back of his hand with his palm. Not knowing what to say to them, his body weakening with every second passing. Vegeta crawled next to him.
"What's wrong? What happened? Did you have a nightmare? I could hear you screaming." Goku nodded weakly.
"That's one hell of a dream" Gohan mumbled astounded at his father's breakdown.
"What did you dream about?" Bulma asked stepping towards Goku, her eyebrows furrowed in concern.
"You were in it, all of you were so was-" He silenced himself.
"Videl" Vegeta growled. "What did she say? What did she do?"
"N-nothing, I'm- I'm fine." He felt something in his wrist. He turned it over, his mouth going dry. Something silver was sticking out of his wrist. Bulma went in front of him examining it.
She was confused "How did you get part of a needle in your arm?" with that, Goku's eyes rolled back and he fainted.
Agent 182: hope you liked it and thought it was scary I loved writing this chapter. Reviews are nice I like to hear what you thought and I f you have any ideas feel free to throw em at me. Thanks for reading.