My name is Lord Guan Yu of Shu, sworn brother of Lord Liu Bei and Zhang Fei. Most of you have heard my story, but the story that is told is not the same as my real story. There were things then that no one knew of. Allow me to enlighten you on the way things were , and about my unforgotten love.
Magic was something that we all had within our body's and souls, some using it for good and others using it for evil. Zhuge Liang was the most powerful in the practice of magic. Sima Yi on the other hand was the most powerful in the dark arts. Our land was in turmoil, in battles against each other we would fight till the death. After you were killed you were bought back, unable to die unless you were killed by one of your family members. Dong Zhou was constantly at war with our dynasties. Until his adopted son Lu Bu slashed him down and took over as the new ruler of Dong Zhou's kingdom.
The only way that you were able to get married to anyone was if you were destined to that person. If you loved the person then you were in luck, if you did not then you were out of luck, being forever destined to the one that you do not love.
My unforgotten love was Zhang He. The first time that I laid eyes on Zhang He I fell in love, enthralled by her beauty. He looked to me like the most beautiful star in the night sky. I grew up with Zhang He longing to be with him. When we became teenagers Zhang He became the beautiful son , instead of just an ordinary star. His beauty was beyond words. My obsession with one of my best friends became full-fledged. I wanted to tell Zhang how I felt about him, but was afraid of being shunned by the rest of the world, and above all else I was afraid of rejection.
When I turned 19 I left my brothers side to go and explore the land and learn different ways of fighting. Zhang He had left to be in the Wei kingdom away from his twin brother Zhang Hei who had joined the Shu dynasty. I knew then that I had no chance with Zhang He. I left thinking that if I were away from him I would be able to get on with my life. I was away from Zhang He and my brothers for 10 years. Those 10 years were unbearable, I had thought wrong, being away from Zhang proved to be worse.
Upon my arrival I ran into Zhang Hei, he looked astonished to see my. My appearance had changed from a small lanky 18 year old to a full grown man, standing at 6'10. I asked Zhang Hei if he were aware of his brothers whereabouts, but he told me no. Over my journey I came to realization with myself. I could no longer tortue myself, I had to tell Zhang He how I felt about him. I went to my brothers who were over excited about my return. I asked them if they perhaps knew where Zhang was " We are sorry brother, we do not know. There is no way of finding out either, the traitor Cao Cao has declared war on Shu." My sworn brother Zhang Fei informed me. I could not believe what I was hearing. "I must go to Lord Cao Cao and offer my services to the Wei kingdom." I said in a shaky voice. "Brother don't be absurd, we are at war." "I'm sorry Lord Liu Bei, but there is something that I must do." With that said I left and saddled red hare and rode off into the night towards Xu Cheng. My love for Zhang He compelled me to go to Lord Cao Cao. I had never dreamed of fighting for him, but Zhang huanted my dreams and thoughts.
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Zhang He had been thinking a lot about Guan Yu or Guanie as he always called him. It had been 10 whole years since he had seen Guanie. Zhang never thought he would see Guan again. Zhang always loved the presence of Guan Yu. Zhang He knew that he was in love with Guan, but never wanted to be the one to ask him out. He had received word a week ago that Guan Yu was back, but he did not believe them. Zhang He stood up and decided to go for a walk. As he left his room he heard a deep voice coming from Lord Cao Cao study. He froze when he heard Guan Yu's name.
"Well Guan Yu, I certainly hope that I can trust you, your abrupt decision to come to my side is strange. But I appreciate it all the same, we could use someone with your strength. Ah Zhang He you remember Lord Guan Yu. He wished to enter into my kingdom. Zhang He would you mind giving Lord Guan Yu a tour of our castle, and then show him to his room?"
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I looked towards Zhang He with huge eyes. He was gorgeous, his long black hair was pulled into a beautiful pony tail with a purple ribbon. His face showed every secret. He was bare backed and had the perfect figure. The tight purple pants fit perfectly. " Oh of course I will my Lord." he said with a bow to Lord Cao Cao. "Lord Guan Yu, follow me." He motioned me from Lord Cao Cao's room with a swift movement of his elegant hand. After we were out of hearing range, Zhang He stopped "Guanie, I can't believe you are back" He said in shock. "Please follow me into this room." I did as I was told, in shock and speechless. As I entered the room I realized right away that it was Zhang's room. Only Zhang He would have a purple bed spread. I stood in the doorway still speech less. I felt the soft touch of Zhang's hand on my own. His skin was smooth and felt like silk. I was pulled into the room by this hand. The next thing I knew Zhang He had closed the door behind me. "Guanie it has been to long" he said as he pulled me into a huge hug. I hugged her back full of emotion. I felt Zhang He's body on mine, I had never been so close to her before. When he pulled away I longed to pull him back. "My goodness Guanie, you have grown. You look so handsome." I began to blush. Zhang He then began to run his fingers through my beard. I couldn't help but smile. " I love your beard Guanie. Why are you so quite? Am I offending you?" Guan smiled, he had been in shock ever since he saw him enter Lord Cao Cao's study. Now was the time to tell Zhang how he felt. "I'm sorry Zhang, it truly has been to long. Zhang there is something that I must tell you." Zhang started into my eyes, his beautiful eyes were full of curiosity. " Zhang, I'm in love with you, I have loved you since I first laid eyes on you, you are" I was unable to finish my sentence my sentence. I felt his lips touch mine. His lips were so pure and his kiss was just as pure. I was overcome with shock, I felt numb, but finally I began to kiss him back. When Zhang and I finally pulled away from each other we both were blushing. "I'm so glad you told me Guanie, I never wanted to be the one to speak first." I smiled and pulled Zhang in for another kiss. We sat in his bed for hours talking to each other about are old times together. When the moon hung high, I realized that it was getting late and needed to go to my room. Zhang protested, "I don't want you to leave Guanie, please stay with me." "Zhang I must go and get some sleep, you must understand." "I refuse to show you to your room Guanie." "Zhangie please" "Oh alright Guanie, if you Are going to pout then I guess I will." Zhang scooted off her bed and walked into the hallway. I followed close behind her. The halls were empty. The walk to my room seemed like an eternity. Finally we came upon the door that lead to my room. Zhang walked in with me and closed the door behind him. "Well Guanie I guess this is good night." Zhang walked to me and I once again felt the pureness of his lips on mine. Our kiss led to more then we expected, beofore I knew what I was doing, I was laying Zhang down on my new bed, still kissing. I was a man of honor, and refused to do such things so quickly, even if I wanted them badley. I stopped kissing Zhang but he continued down my neck. This was just to much for me to handle, I had to stop him before we got any further, but I didn't want to. I allowed Zhang's lips to travel down my neck. Each second felt better then the one before. I felt Zhang's hands start to undress me, I could not let this keep going. I pulled away from Zhang. "What's wrong Guanie? ' he asked. "I don't want us to rush into things Zhang, this is where I say good night." I stood up and pulled Zhang to her feet. He looked a little shunned. "Zhangie please, it is not that I don't want it, because I do, but we need to go slower." Zhang smiled at me and said "I understand Guanie, I'm just so happy to have you back with me." He smiled at me once more and left me with a kiss on the cheek.
I tried to sleep, but I could not. All I could think about was Zhang He. I had been afraid of rejection and all along Zhang loved me as well.
Magic was something that we all had within our body's and souls, some using it for good and others using it for evil. Zhuge Liang was the most powerful in the practice of magic. Sima Yi on the other hand was the most powerful in the dark arts. Our land was in turmoil, in battles against each other we would fight till the death. After you were killed you were bought back, unable to die unless you were killed by one of your family members. Dong Zhou was constantly at war with our dynasties. Until his adopted son Lu Bu slashed him down and took over as the new ruler of Dong Zhou's kingdom.
The only way that you were able to get married to anyone was if you were destined to that person. If you loved the person then you were in luck, if you did not then you were out of luck, being forever destined to the one that you do not love.
My unforgotten love was Zhang He. The first time that I laid eyes on Zhang He I fell in love, enthralled by her beauty. He looked to me like the most beautiful star in the night sky. I grew up with Zhang He longing to be with him. When we became teenagers Zhang He became the beautiful son , instead of just an ordinary star. His beauty was beyond words. My obsession with one of my best friends became full-fledged. I wanted to tell Zhang how I felt about him, but was afraid of being shunned by the rest of the world, and above all else I was afraid of rejection.
When I turned 19 I left my brothers side to go and explore the land and learn different ways of fighting. Zhang He had left to be in the Wei kingdom away from his twin brother Zhang Hei who had joined the Shu dynasty. I knew then that I had no chance with Zhang He. I left thinking that if I were away from him I would be able to get on with my life. I was away from Zhang He and my brothers for 10 years. Those 10 years were unbearable, I had thought wrong, being away from Zhang proved to be worse.
Upon my arrival I ran into Zhang Hei, he looked astonished to see my. My appearance had changed from a small lanky 18 year old to a full grown man, standing at 6'10. I asked Zhang Hei if he were aware of his brothers whereabouts, but he told me no. Over my journey I came to realization with myself. I could no longer tortue myself, I had to tell Zhang He how I felt about him. I went to my brothers who were over excited about my return. I asked them if they perhaps knew where Zhang was " We are sorry brother, we do not know. There is no way of finding out either, the traitor Cao Cao has declared war on Shu." My sworn brother Zhang Fei informed me. I could not believe what I was hearing. "I must go to Lord Cao Cao and offer my services to the Wei kingdom." I said in a shaky voice. "Brother don't be absurd, we are at war." "I'm sorry Lord Liu Bei, but there is something that I must do." With that said I left and saddled red hare and rode off into the night towards Xu Cheng. My love for Zhang He compelled me to go to Lord Cao Cao. I had never dreamed of fighting for him, but Zhang huanted my dreams and thoughts.
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Zhang He had been thinking a lot about Guan Yu or Guanie as he always called him. It had been 10 whole years since he had seen Guanie. Zhang never thought he would see Guan again. Zhang always loved the presence of Guan Yu. Zhang He knew that he was in love with Guan, but never wanted to be the one to ask him out. He had received word a week ago that Guan Yu was back, but he did not believe them. Zhang He stood up and decided to go for a walk. As he left his room he heard a deep voice coming from Lord Cao Cao study. He froze when he heard Guan Yu's name.
"Well Guan Yu, I certainly hope that I can trust you, your abrupt decision to come to my side is strange. But I appreciate it all the same, we could use someone with your strength. Ah Zhang He you remember Lord Guan Yu. He wished to enter into my kingdom. Zhang He would you mind giving Lord Guan Yu a tour of our castle, and then show him to his room?"
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I looked towards Zhang He with huge eyes. He was gorgeous, his long black hair was pulled into a beautiful pony tail with a purple ribbon. His face showed every secret. He was bare backed and had the perfect figure. The tight purple pants fit perfectly. " Oh of course I will my Lord." he said with a bow to Lord Cao Cao. "Lord Guan Yu, follow me." He motioned me from Lord Cao Cao's room with a swift movement of his elegant hand. After we were out of hearing range, Zhang He stopped "Guanie, I can't believe you are back" He said in shock. "Please follow me into this room." I did as I was told, in shock and speechless. As I entered the room I realized right away that it was Zhang's room. Only Zhang He would have a purple bed spread. I stood in the doorway still speech less. I felt the soft touch of Zhang's hand on my own. His skin was smooth and felt like silk. I was pulled into the room by this hand. The next thing I knew Zhang He had closed the door behind me. "Guanie it has been to long" he said as he pulled me into a huge hug. I hugged her back full of emotion. I felt Zhang He's body on mine, I had never been so close to her before. When he pulled away I longed to pull him back. "My goodness Guanie, you have grown. You look so handsome." I began to blush. Zhang He then began to run his fingers through my beard. I couldn't help but smile. " I love your beard Guanie. Why are you so quite? Am I offending you?" Guan smiled, he had been in shock ever since he saw him enter Lord Cao Cao's study. Now was the time to tell Zhang how he felt. "I'm sorry Zhang, it truly has been to long. Zhang there is something that I must tell you." Zhang started into my eyes, his beautiful eyes were full of curiosity. " Zhang, I'm in love with you, I have loved you since I first laid eyes on you, you are" I was unable to finish my sentence my sentence. I felt his lips touch mine. His lips were so pure and his kiss was just as pure. I was overcome with shock, I felt numb, but finally I began to kiss him back. When Zhang and I finally pulled away from each other we both were blushing. "I'm so glad you told me Guanie, I never wanted to be the one to speak first." I smiled and pulled Zhang in for another kiss. We sat in his bed for hours talking to each other about are old times together. When the moon hung high, I realized that it was getting late and needed to go to my room. Zhang protested, "I don't want you to leave Guanie, please stay with me." "Zhang I must go and get some sleep, you must understand." "I refuse to show you to your room Guanie." "Zhangie please" "Oh alright Guanie, if you Are going to pout then I guess I will." Zhang scooted off her bed and walked into the hallway. I followed close behind her. The halls were empty. The walk to my room seemed like an eternity. Finally we came upon the door that lead to my room. Zhang walked in with me and closed the door behind him. "Well Guanie I guess this is good night." Zhang walked to me and I once again felt the pureness of his lips on mine. Our kiss led to more then we expected, beofore I knew what I was doing, I was laying Zhang down on my new bed, still kissing. I was a man of honor, and refused to do such things so quickly, even if I wanted them badley. I stopped kissing Zhang but he continued down my neck. This was just to much for me to handle, I had to stop him before we got any further, but I didn't want to. I allowed Zhang's lips to travel down my neck. Each second felt better then the one before. I felt Zhang's hands start to undress me, I could not let this keep going. I pulled away from Zhang. "What's wrong Guanie? ' he asked. "I don't want us to rush into things Zhang, this is where I say good night." I stood up and pulled Zhang to her feet. He looked a little shunned. "Zhangie please, it is not that I don't want it, because I do, but we need to go slower." Zhang smiled at me and said "I understand Guanie, I'm just so happy to have you back with me." He smiled at me once more and left me with a kiss on the cheek.
I tried to sleep, but I could not. All I could think about was Zhang He. I had been afraid of rejection and all along Zhang loved me as well.