REFLECTION

by Bast

Susan Hill poured two fingers of scotch into a smudged kitchen tumbler and toasted

her budgie. "Merry, Christmas, Beird."

The bird watched her with a cocked head, round eyed stare. No cheeps, no little

hops of joy. She sighed. "We're never going to make any progress, the two of us,

are we?" The bird, by way of agreement, dropped a single green turd.

She had bought the parakeet on impulse, thinking he would be company; and the

perky little chirps that *most* birds made would cheer her. It had been her luck

to get an older, and evidently mute avian, who refused to play, refused to

bond, and refused to leave his cage. Her half-hearted attempts to teach him

to sit on her finger resulted in a trip to the drug store for ointment and

band-aids. He was so against the grain that she'd named him Beird--a combination

of bird and weird.

She sighed again and moved toward the window. Her life had been luckless for

awhile now. A slightly over the minimum wage job, an apartment in a building

whose halls smelled like a nursing home, nights of single dining and sleeping

alone. Still...it was better than the alternative.

Through the dirty window pane she watched the people passing by. It was snowing

now. There would be a white Christmas. She took another swallow of scotch and

her vision shifted, showing her her image--brown hair, blue eys behind contacts.

She stared a long minute, then lifted her glass to her twin.

"Merry Christmas, Alex."

End