Ok minna-san I'm back. Sorry it took me so long. I was having problems
with Microsoft. Anyway I'll try to update more regularly. This chapter
happens a few months after the last one and Usagi has recovered and has put
out an album. She now had her own solo career. Just thought I should get
you all up to date. By the way this song is actually in Japanese, but I
thought that I should just post the English translation.
Neo Princess Moon
Music From My Heart
Wishing
Sung by: Ayumi Hamasaki
*I've never tried to count how long it's been since we met*
*but I feel like spending more time with you.*
*In a day that will soon give in to nightfall, you always finally call*
*"Let's meet over there now," I am saved by those words.*
Mamoru drove down the road at top speed listening to his love's voice. He didn't care if he got pulled over. All he wanted to do was run. As far and as fast as he could he wanted to run. To run forever and then when forever was over he wanted her to be there waiting for him.
*Maybe it's because I've had a lot of experience with this kind of thing.*
*So much that it's mysterious, I can feel you near me.*
Usagi unlocked her apartment door and threw her keys on the counter. (AN She's 16, yes she can drive) Grabbing a frozen dinner from the freezer she ripped the box open and savagely poked holes in the plastic on top of the cardboard tray. She threw it in the microwave and slammed the door shut. She had no idea why she was so mad at the world today, but life just wasn't going her way right now. She plopped down on the couch and grabbed the remote. Flipping through the channels until she finally found something she wanted to watch, she realized just how tired she really was. She closed her eyes, curled up and pulled the blanket over her body.
*I'm sorry for always relying on you, it's just that I can't do anything myself...*
*More than anyone else, I'm praying that the dream you drew in your heart comes true.*
*That you can be happy together with that person you love so much.*
After about half an hour of racing around in his car Mamoru pulled over onto the shoulder of a very windy road. He looked at the large gap in the barrier, surprised that it had never been fixed. He sighed, the only thing he remembered from before the crash was the feeling of the car falling. Falling for what seemed like forever. His mother had cried out for him, tried to get to him, to save him. But they had just continued to fall. A tear fell from his eye. He had lost everything he loved. Everything he had ever cared about had left him. He missed Usagi. Oh god, how he missed her. Every night he dreamt of her. He always dreamt that she missed him, but that clearly wasn't the case. She was trying to get over him. According to the tabloids she had a new boyfriend, that Seiya guy. Was Seiya good enough for her? Would be try to break her heart? Would be try to use her? Did he only want her for her beauty? Mamoru wanted to protect her. He wanted so badly to be her knight in shining armor, but he had lost her. She had left him. She was gone. Nothing mattered in Mamoru's world any more. Nobody really cared about him any longer. What was the point of staying here? There wasn't really one. Nobody would miss him once he was gone.
*When the things I've been storing up for so long suddenly come flowing out,*
*you cried with me by my side, and we laughed.*
Usagi tossed and turned. She felt restless. Something was wrong. Mamoru, where was Mamoru? He was upset. Why was he upset? Because I'm gone? Girls help him! He thinks nobody loves him. But Mamo-chan that's not true! I love you. That's why I left! I loved you so much that it hurt to be with you when you didn't love me! And what about the girls? You are their prince! They have to protect you, but they also care about you. What about Toki-kun? He's been your friend for ages! He cares about you. What about Chibi Usa? She looks up to you, she adores you. You can't leave them, you can't leave me. I love you, I miss you so much. Please wait for me. I'll come back some day, I promise. Please just wait for me.
*Countless as the stars, again and again we meet and break up.*
Mamoru took a step forward. He was ready to jump. He wanted to end this tourcher. He wanted to die. What was it Hamlet said? "To die, to sleep. No more." It was true. As he slept he would be able to dream of his Usako. They could be forever together in his mind. He took another step. He heard a voice cry out to him. It was Usagi's voice. She begged him to come back. (A/N Basiclly she told him the same thing that is written about from her POV). Mamoru shook his head. He missed Usagi so much he was hearing things. He took another step.
*At that time I lost more than I gained, but it's different now.*
Minako sat bolt upright from were she had been dozing during the study session. She had heard Usagi. What had she said? "Help Mamoru?" Minako asked out loud.
"What?" Makoto asked looking at her friend as though she was crazy.
"I had a dream. In the dream Usagi told us to help Mamoru, she seemed to think that it was an unguent matter. Ami-chan do you think that you could track Mamoru down with you computer?" Minako asked. A gut feeling told her that Usagi wanted them to find Mamoru now.
"Sure." Ami replied pulling out her mini computer. After a few seconds of typing a loud beeping told the girls that Mamoru had been located. "He's on the bluff were the accident occurred." Ami said her eyebrow knit. "Do you think that he went over there to. . . .?" Ami asked looking around at the horrified faces of the girls.
"We'll never get over there. It's a god ten miles, and none of us have a car." Rei cried.
"Do you need a ride?" Asked a masculine voice. The girls whirled around in time to see a tall tom-boyish looking girl in a sailor fuku with a blue skirt and a yellow ribbon. Her close cropped dirty blond hair seemed at though the wind were blowing it around although it was a perfectly calm day without a breath of wind. Beside her stood an elegant young woman with shoulder-length sea-green hair. Her hair seemed at though it was flowing in water, and she had the build of a good swimmer.
"Who are you?" Rei asked standing up in front of her friends as though she were ready to fight.
"You used to be so trusting of strangers. That all changed when the princess left didn't it Rei-hime." The taller girl mocked.
"Uranus, leave them alone. Our prince is in trouble, we have bigger problems right now." The green-haired one said.
"Your right Neptune. Let's go." Uranus said looking like a scolded child.
"How do we know we can trust you?" Minako asked also standing to protect her friends.
"You don't, but I don't really see that you have a choice but to trust me." Uranus replied.
"Come on girls." Minako said as the transformed and followed the two new girls to the taller one's car.
"How do you know who we are?" Ami asked once they were on their way.
"We are not of this time, while we are sailor senchi do not mistake us as friends. We are not here to work with you. We have a different mission." Uranus replied driving at top speed. The rest of the ride was silent.
*I'm always relying on you but, this time I'll do it myself.*
Mamoru took another step closer to the edge. He was ready to do this. He bent his knees. "Goodbye Usako."
*You're really not that strong, and I know I can't be alone.*
Usagi saw Mamoru take another step closer to the edge. Mamoru come back to me. Please come back. Mamoru please don't you understand. I left because you said goodbye. Don't say good bye to me again!!!!
*I hope that you can laugh together with that person you love so much.*
Mamoru stopped, this time he was sure that he had heard her voice. He couldn't do this. What if she did come back? What if she did still care? And what about Chibi Usa? What would happen to her if one of her parents died? He had to stay, he would have to grit his teeth and bare it. He turned around as the sound of an extremely fast car reached him. Pulled over a little ways behind him was a blue sport's car. He looked at it surprised, not many people traveled this road. The back doors opened and the girls pilled out of the sides.
"Mamoru!! Are you alright?" Makoto asked.
"Yah, I am." Mamoru replied. "Thanks for worrying, but I'm fine now." He said turning from them, getting in his car and taking off.
"Well, that's men for ya." Rei said turning and getting back into the blue sports car.
Ok, that's it for this chapter. It's not really very good, but I wanted to get it out quickly. Sorry about that.
Shiroi Kurisumasu Onegairshimasu!!
White Christmas Please!!!
Neo Princess Moon
Music From My Heart
Wishing
Sung by: Ayumi Hamasaki
*I've never tried to count how long it's been since we met*
*but I feel like spending more time with you.*
*In a day that will soon give in to nightfall, you always finally call*
*"Let's meet over there now," I am saved by those words.*
Mamoru drove down the road at top speed listening to his love's voice. He didn't care if he got pulled over. All he wanted to do was run. As far and as fast as he could he wanted to run. To run forever and then when forever was over he wanted her to be there waiting for him.
*Maybe it's because I've had a lot of experience with this kind of thing.*
*So much that it's mysterious, I can feel you near me.*
Usagi unlocked her apartment door and threw her keys on the counter. (AN She's 16, yes she can drive) Grabbing a frozen dinner from the freezer she ripped the box open and savagely poked holes in the plastic on top of the cardboard tray. She threw it in the microwave and slammed the door shut. She had no idea why she was so mad at the world today, but life just wasn't going her way right now. She plopped down on the couch and grabbed the remote. Flipping through the channels until she finally found something she wanted to watch, she realized just how tired she really was. She closed her eyes, curled up and pulled the blanket over her body.
*I'm sorry for always relying on you, it's just that I can't do anything myself...*
*More than anyone else, I'm praying that the dream you drew in your heart comes true.*
*That you can be happy together with that person you love so much.*
After about half an hour of racing around in his car Mamoru pulled over onto the shoulder of a very windy road. He looked at the large gap in the barrier, surprised that it had never been fixed. He sighed, the only thing he remembered from before the crash was the feeling of the car falling. Falling for what seemed like forever. His mother had cried out for him, tried to get to him, to save him. But they had just continued to fall. A tear fell from his eye. He had lost everything he loved. Everything he had ever cared about had left him. He missed Usagi. Oh god, how he missed her. Every night he dreamt of her. He always dreamt that she missed him, but that clearly wasn't the case. She was trying to get over him. According to the tabloids she had a new boyfriend, that Seiya guy. Was Seiya good enough for her? Would be try to break her heart? Would be try to use her? Did he only want her for her beauty? Mamoru wanted to protect her. He wanted so badly to be her knight in shining armor, but he had lost her. She had left him. She was gone. Nothing mattered in Mamoru's world any more. Nobody really cared about him any longer. What was the point of staying here? There wasn't really one. Nobody would miss him once he was gone.
*When the things I've been storing up for so long suddenly come flowing out,*
*you cried with me by my side, and we laughed.*
Usagi tossed and turned. She felt restless. Something was wrong. Mamoru, where was Mamoru? He was upset. Why was he upset? Because I'm gone? Girls help him! He thinks nobody loves him. But Mamo-chan that's not true! I love you. That's why I left! I loved you so much that it hurt to be with you when you didn't love me! And what about the girls? You are their prince! They have to protect you, but they also care about you. What about Toki-kun? He's been your friend for ages! He cares about you. What about Chibi Usa? She looks up to you, she adores you. You can't leave them, you can't leave me. I love you, I miss you so much. Please wait for me. I'll come back some day, I promise. Please just wait for me.
*Countless as the stars, again and again we meet and break up.*
Mamoru took a step forward. He was ready to jump. He wanted to end this tourcher. He wanted to die. What was it Hamlet said? "To die, to sleep. No more." It was true. As he slept he would be able to dream of his Usako. They could be forever together in his mind. He took another step. He heard a voice cry out to him. It was Usagi's voice. She begged him to come back. (A/N Basiclly she told him the same thing that is written about from her POV). Mamoru shook his head. He missed Usagi so much he was hearing things. He took another step.
*At that time I lost more than I gained, but it's different now.*
Minako sat bolt upright from were she had been dozing during the study session. She had heard Usagi. What had she said? "Help Mamoru?" Minako asked out loud.
"What?" Makoto asked looking at her friend as though she was crazy.
"I had a dream. In the dream Usagi told us to help Mamoru, she seemed to think that it was an unguent matter. Ami-chan do you think that you could track Mamoru down with you computer?" Minako asked. A gut feeling told her that Usagi wanted them to find Mamoru now.
"Sure." Ami replied pulling out her mini computer. After a few seconds of typing a loud beeping told the girls that Mamoru had been located. "He's on the bluff were the accident occurred." Ami said her eyebrow knit. "Do you think that he went over there to. . . .?" Ami asked looking around at the horrified faces of the girls.
"We'll never get over there. It's a god ten miles, and none of us have a car." Rei cried.
"Do you need a ride?" Asked a masculine voice. The girls whirled around in time to see a tall tom-boyish looking girl in a sailor fuku with a blue skirt and a yellow ribbon. Her close cropped dirty blond hair seemed at though the wind were blowing it around although it was a perfectly calm day without a breath of wind. Beside her stood an elegant young woman with shoulder-length sea-green hair. Her hair seemed at though it was flowing in water, and she had the build of a good swimmer.
"Who are you?" Rei asked standing up in front of her friends as though she were ready to fight.
"You used to be so trusting of strangers. That all changed when the princess left didn't it Rei-hime." The taller girl mocked.
"Uranus, leave them alone. Our prince is in trouble, we have bigger problems right now." The green-haired one said.
"Your right Neptune. Let's go." Uranus said looking like a scolded child.
"How do we know we can trust you?" Minako asked also standing to protect her friends.
"You don't, but I don't really see that you have a choice but to trust me." Uranus replied.
"Come on girls." Minako said as the transformed and followed the two new girls to the taller one's car.
"How do you know who we are?" Ami asked once they were on their way.
"We are not of this time, while we are sailor senchi do not mistake us as friends. We are not here to work with you. We have a different mission." Uranus replied driving at top speed. The rest of the ride was silent.
*I'm always relying on you but, this time I'll do it myself.*
Mamoru took another step closer to the edge. He was ready to do this. He bent his knees. "Goodbye Usako."
*You're really not that strong, and I know I can't be alone.*
Usagi saw Mamoru take another step closer to the edge. Mamoru come back to me. Please come back. Mamoru please don't you understand. I left because you said goodbye. Don't say good bye to me again!!!!
*I hope that you can laugh together with that person you love so much.*
Mamoru stopped, this time he was sure that he had heard her voice. He couldn't do this. What if she did come back? What if she did still care? And what about Chibi Usa? What would happen to her if one of her parents died? He had to stay, he would have to grit his teeth and bare it. He turned around as the sound of an extremely fast car reached him. Pulled over a little ways behind him was a blue sport's car. He looked at it surprised, not many people traveled this road. The back doors opened and the girls pilled out of the sides.
"Mamoru!! Are you alright?" Makoto asked.
"Yah, I am." Mamoru replied. "Thanks for worrying, but I'm fine now." He said turning from them, getting in his car and taking off.
"Well, that's men for ya." Rei said turning and getting back into the blue sports car.
Ok, that's it for this chapter. It's not really very good, but I wanted to get it out quickly. Sorry about that.
Shiroi Kurisumasu Onegairshimasu!!
White Christmas Please!!!