Chapter 4
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~~~~~~~~In Botan's Journal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Diary,
Argh! That little argument I had with Eikouna-chan is just bugging me! I mean, who EXACTLY does she think she is, talking to ME like that!?!? I could have her sent to Hell, with the wave of my hand. I don't think she's aware of that.but maybe. Just maybe.
I just TRIED to be nice to her, help her feel welcome. But I guess some of the things she said where kind of true. Kindness can bring you nowhere sometimes. Believe me. You don't really want to know how many people have already treated me like that. Her words attacked me, and hurt me severely. Seriously, she's like the new Hiei in my world.. I just need to earn her respect. From the looks of it, it's not going to be easy. But either way, it's going to be worth it! ^_^ I guarantee!
I guess I could write a poem about her, to help me burn off all of this sorrow I feel, deep within me.
"Oh Eikouna, Your harsh words sting me, And eat my insides, one by one, Tears rolling down my cheeks, Everyday or Once a week, Dear Eikouna, Hear my cry, Give me a chance,
And maybe friendship
Will pass us by"
There! I really like it. Who knew that writing my emotions and feelings down on something as simple as a piece of paper could make me feel better? I need to remember to thank Koenma for this little gift once again ^_^
But I've been thinking.maybe I could give this poem to her! Maybe she'll actually consider being my friend ^__^ Oh, I'm so excited!!
.. But, I don't think I'll do it.. What would Eikouna's reaction be? Will it be as bad as the one before? Or will she feel happy, like she should be? I don't know! Goodness, stress is piling high on me! I really can't take it!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~In Eikouna's Journal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I still can't understand why Mitsukie gave me this little book! How is this supposed to make me feel be and help me forget my past??!! He should just try to learn that whatever happens, happens and absolutely nothing can erase it, especially a small, colorful thing like this, for example.
Anyways, Botan, who is in her cheery self, is sitting across from me right now, in Koenma-sama's office. I'm supposed to be doing paperwork and such, but that can wait.
The Reaper looks somewhat proud of herself, as she's writing something down also. Hn, I guess she has one of these things too.
Oh, Botan just left the room; I got a peek of her 'diary' as she called it in her entry for today. She has written a poem on how much she wants us to be friends. Pathetic, ne? I guess I'll write one about her too. About my true feeling for this creature:
"Cheerfulness, And Kindness. Bickering, And smiling. Just give it a rest, You just make yourself look like An even bigger pest, Rolling eyes, Passing by In silence, Are some qualities, That you should expect from me ."
Heh. Yes, I am highly aware that it's not the nicest poem in the world. But it's my first one. It's the first time I ever had something to write about. Even though it's a bog pink 'thing'.
I don't hate her or anything; it's just that if she actually stopped speaking for once, maybe I'll keep being her friend in mind. But don't hold your breath.
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Yay! End of dis here chapter! I really BASHED Botan in this chappy, so please no flames Botan fans!
~~~~~~~~In Botan's Journal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Diary,
Argh! That little argument I had with Eikouna-chan is just bugging me! I mean, who EXACTLY does she think she is, talking to ME like that!?!? I could have her sent to Hell, with the wave of my hand. I don't think she's aware of that.but maybe. Just maybe.
I just TRIED to be nice to her, help her feel welcome. But I guess some of the things she said where kind of true. Kindness can bring you nowhere sometimes. Believe me. You don't really want to know how many people have already treated me like that. Her words attacked me, and hurt me severely. Seriously, she's like the new Hiei in my world.. I just need to earn her respect. From the looks of it, it's not going to be easy. But either way, it's going to be worth it! ^_^ I guarantee!
I guess I could write a poem about her, to help me burn off all of this sorrow I feel, deep within me.
"Oh Eikouna, Your harsh words sting me, And eat my insides, one by one, Tears rolling down my cheeks, Everyday or Once a week, Dear Eikouna, Hear my cry, Give me a chance,
And maybe friendship
Will pass us by"
There! I really like it. Who knew that writing my emotions and feelings down on something as simple as a piece of paper could make me feel better? I need to remember to thank Koenma for this little gift once again ^_^
But I've been thinking.maybe I could give this poem to her! Maybe she'll actually consider being my friend ^__^ Oh, I'm so excited!!
.. But, I don't think I'll do it.. What would Eikouna's reaction be? Will it be as bad as the one before? Or will she feel happy, like she should be? I don't know! Goodness, stress is piling high on me! I really can't take it!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~In Eikouna's Journal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I still can't understand why Mitsukie gave me this little book! How is this supposed to make me feel be and help me forget my past??!! He should just try to learn that whatever happens, happens and absolutely nothing can erase it, especially a small, colorful thing like this, for example.
Anyways, Botan, who is in her cheery self, is sitting across from me right now, in Koenma-sama's office. I'm supposed to be doing paperwork and such, but that can wait.
The Reaper looks somewhat proud of herself, as she's writing something down also. Hn, I guess she has one of these things too.
Oh, Botan just left the room; I got a peek of her 'diary' as she called it in her entry for today. She has written a poem on how much she wants us to be friends. Pathetic, ne? I guess I'll write one about her too. About my true feeling for this creature:
"Cheerfulness, And Kindness. Bickering, And smiling. Just give it a rest, You just make yourself look like An even bigger pest, Rolling eyes, Passing by In silence, Are some qualities, That you should expect from me ."
Heh. Yes, I am highly aware that it's not the nicest poem in the world. But it's my first one. It's the first time I ever had something to write about. Even though it's a bog pink 'thing'.
I don't hate her or anything; it's just that if she actually stopped speaking for once, maybe I'll keep being her friend in mind. But don't hold your breath.
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Yay! End of dis here chapter! I really BASHED Botan in this chappy, so please no flames Botan fans!