Heartbreaks Seem Like Forever
Disclaimerzzzzz: I don't own Gravitation although it would be nice to. Cut the crap, down to business…
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"Yuki, can you spare sometime with me?"
"why?"
"it's just that I missed you hugging me, and I lost inspiration."
"no."
"why?"
"I'm busy. Go bother another dirtbag like you, punk! I ain't qualified to be bothered by you."
"you always say that. Even though you end up typing nothing, you still won't… oh, forget it, it's useless talking to you right now, sorry, I mean every time." Shuichi watched Yuki stare at the monitor and slowly closed the door.
~Morning came..~
Yuki came down to his living room where Shuichi stays and saw him lying down "Get up! You'll be late!". "I'm not going to work. Don't feel like it…." Shuichi just stared at the ceiling. "fine, no body's stopping you!" Yuki walked out the door as if it was nothing. Shuichi didn't eat breakfast nor moved to another room. He thought to himself
'Yuki, are you sick and tired of me? Why are you talking to me like that?'
his conscience answered. Duh! Can't you see? Are you stupid or something?
'I don't know… Who are you anyway?'
I am you….anyway let's get down to business, it's been what? 2 years? You think people will still like or love something even if it's been around for two years? I mean you were annoying him and making love all the time? 24/7, okay not 24/7 but ALL THE TIME. Both of you really don't 'close' at all!!! he really doesn't need you! Have you ever thought of 'using you just for sex?' I think it's better if you break up with him. I'm certain he won' t mind, after all he treats you like dirt since yesterday.
'no!!! he loves me very much! I can see it in his eyes!!!'
yeah! When he's drunk!!! I'm really stupid, no, YOU are really stupid! At least I know what's good for you!!!
Shuichi fell silent for a minute or two. 'go away! I don't need nor want you here!!!'
Fine if you don't want me here or if I go away you'll have a pharisaic conscience in other words, you killed me. Let's just see what happens to the both of you. Especially to you, you think you won't regret anything? Don't say I didn't warn you. I just want to save us from heartbreaks.
'fine just leave I don't need a conscience. I can decide for myself!!! I don't care!'
+bang!!!+ his conscience is 'dead'.
~Evening came….~
Yuki entered the house and Shuichi running toward him. "later! I have to go somewhere else! " Yuki shouted. "so where are you going?"
"none of your business, loser!"
"yes, it is!" small drops of tears came out but Yuki didn't seem to notice.
"important business!!! Annoying!!! Stupid brat! Shitty assed punk!" Yuki went outside and slammed the door. 'I'm not a loser.' Shuichi whispered to himself.
'don't you love me anymore? Ridiculous, he's always like that….' He gave a plastic smile to himself. That night, he waited for Yuki to get home, he was sleepless due to the worrying. He did nothing for half of the night but watch T.V. and look at the clock every minute or two.
~2:30 A.M. ~
he finally got himself some sleep but no sign of Yuki, still.
~5:00 A.M.~
a sound from the door was heard. Shuichi jumped from his deep sleep. "Yuki?"
"what?"
"where…"
"I said 'none of your business', right? So fuck it ayt!" Yuki went to his room. Shuichi shocked from what Yuki said but still kept a strong heart. Shuichi went to the living room with small drops of tears in his eyes.
~9:00 A.M.~
"Yuki, I'm going to work. See ya!!!"
"yeah! Sure whatever!" Yuki slept a bit more.
When Shuichi reached the NG studio he saw Hiro. "Shuichi, we have a meeting about the concert in the Philippines next week." So they went to the meeting. Everybody was there.
Tohma stood up and said to everyone "okay, next week, Thursday we will head south this time. Saturday will be the concert, Monday we head for home. Actually the tickets there are all sold out in just a week!!! Congrats and thanks to you we are internationally known!!!"
"oooohhhh!!!! Cooollll!!!" Ryuichi side commented with awe "too bad Kumaguru we can't come! I want to go the Philippines, too!!! Tohma let me come!!!" *sparkling eyes*.
"ahahah, sorry Ryu but you can't this is for Shu's own good. Besides… you have other important business to take care of, I heard."
"mmm… well, yeah, maybe? I'll just watch you on T.V. Shu!!!"
"thanks everyone!!! We'll do the best concert in that country!!!" Shuichi shouted in confidence. That whole day was spent on planning for the tour, so it helped Shuichi's spirit.
~Days passed without even a sound to Shuichi. But deep down in his soul something was troubling him, for Yuki went out more often during the night and seldom times during the day. Thursday came quickly than expected.~
Yuki wasn't cold to Shuichi on that day "Shuichi, hon, bring back a souvenir. Take care. I'll miss you." He gave a big wet kiss (Ooooh…O.o French kiss!!! ^0^).
"okay, take care!!!" ' weird I should go out of this country more often.' Shuichi smiled. "Shu!!! Bring me a souvenir too!" Ryu waved goodbye. Tohma and the others went inside the airport.
"Ryu, shall we?" they walked towards Yuki's car and drove off." Did you get jealous when I kissed him?" Yuki smirked at Ryu.
"Kumaguru's disappointed, he said." Ryu frowning.
"sorry, I won't do that again to hurt you… anyway, you're my little secret. Stay in m house while Shu's out."
"we will be so happy!!! Right Kumaguru?"
They both reached Yuki's house. "that stupid boy won't know a single thing!!! So sick and tired of him."
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Thanks 4 reading this crap (made this out of boredom, that's why.)…. That's all for now! My arms and shoulders are getting sore.
Anyway if I receive at least 4 and above reviews, I will continue.
Not much angst huh? It gets better. But if you put yourself in Shuichi's position and your crush is Yuki, you'll feel it. (actually I have experienced that. Hurts big time!!!)
Last, can anyone tell me what country I came from? (clue it's in the story…) Heheheh… just nothing.