"Um Beck, why are you askin' me? Why don't you um, talk to the baby's father, and your parent's?" Amy asked, still stunned.
"Well, see, there's the problem, I kinda don't know how to tell the father, and if daddy found out, he'd freak, and mom would have a heart attack"
"Well, granted that's true, but just tell the father, when I found out I was pregnant with Roxy, I told Marshall right after I found out. He took it reasonably well" Amy said.
"But Marshall, well, Marshall already had a daughter, but this guy, he won't be able to handle this, and I don't know if I could subject my child to that"
"Um, Becky, how far along are long you, exactly?"
"8 1/2 months" Becky mumbled.
"What'd you say?"
"Uhhh, 8 1/2 month's along"
"Becky! 8 and a half fuckin' month's along, and the father doesn't know?!?! None of us ever knew?!?! How?"
"Aimz, I wore baggy clothes, I'm not even that big. Randy suspected, but I just told him I had gained weight. And the father, well, the father is my ex, eventhough me and Jamie are good friend's, I don't know if I can tell him"
"Becky! I went through the same thing, I had my daughter before I turned 16, I was a single mother, I worked to support my daughter. I had a child, with probably, a man that was considered really dangerous. Jamie is just a regular guy."
"But Amy, you had your aunt supporting you, emotionally, you had Marshall there to support you."
Amy sighed, "Maybe so, but do you know, that my aunt would not look at me, for the first about, 6 month's of my pregnancy? She ended up kicking me out of the house when she found out! I ran to Uncle Vince for help, and he put me up in a hotel for 4 month's, until she finally let me come home"
"But still, daddy will freak out, and Randy, I don't know what Randy is gonna do, and mom will be totally surprised" Becky said, thinking about horrible scenario's involving her older brother and Jamie, and her father.
"Well look hun, Randy, Roxy, and I are going on the road for an entire week, starting today, so it will only be mom, dad, and Nate here, so come home, and talk to them, tell them your pregnant, and please, do me a favor, tell Jamie that your pregnant, don't deny your child their father."
"I guess your right, I'll be home this week. But I have another call coming it, it says it's Jamie, so I'm gonna talk to him, tell him. But thank you so much for the advice"
"No problem, Beck, I'm glad I could help at least a little bit. I love ya kid, remember that, Roxy loves ya too"
"I love ya too, old woman, and tell that neice of mine that I love her too, and that I miss her!"
"Will do! Bye! Call my cell and tell me how everything goes"
"Yep! Bye!"
And with that, Amy hung up. She got up and walked up to her room. She walked in and saw a picture of her and her father, when she was about 8 year's old.
'God, I miss him. I miss him so much it hurts' Amy thought as she changed into a pair of sweat's and a t-shirt. She walked over to the stero, and sorted through the CD's, and found one, which had a song, that really spoke to her when she was in moods like this. She popped it in the CD player, grabbed her collection of pictures of her, her friend's, her father, her brother, her ex-step father. She then walked to the bed, and laid down. She hit play on the stereo converter, and skipped to number 18.
Suddenly the opening melody of "The Voice Within" started, then Christina Aguilera's soothing voice came out over the stereo,
*Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right there when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly*
Amy was staring to cry, thinking of the song lyrics, and looking at a picture of her and her father, it was the very last picture they ever took together. It was when he was in the hospital. A couple weeks before he died.
*When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within*
Amy began crying even harder, she saw a picture of her, her brother, and her friend, Jade. They all looked so happy, but that was so long ago.
*Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day*
Listening to the lyric's, Amy thought of how much it hurt inside,
'I've alway's run away when thing's began hurting too much, I can't take pain' Amy thought to herself.
*Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world start's to fall*
With that, the song finished, and went on to the next track, 'I'm Ok' which rang true to alot of what happened in her life. The only difference was, she wasn't ok
The opening bar's started,
*Once upon a time, there was a girl
In her early year's she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm
It hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would all be over soon*
Amy then saw a picture of her, her mother, her step father, and her little sister,
"You fucking asshole, you ruined my family. You hit her, you made her leave all those times. How could you?" she whispered staring at the picture in hate, disgust, pain. Amy began sobbing even more, thinking of how much pain and hurt he had caused. She had trusted him, she had loved him like he was her father.
*I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
Echoes of a broken child screaming please no more
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done
For you its just a memory, but for me it still lives on*
Randy walked up the stair's, to his room, with Roxanne in tow, when he heard Christina Aguilera blaring out of their stereo, and crying. Roxy, not knowing what was going on, opened the door, and stopped when she saw her mom, laying curled up on the bed, looking at something,
"Dad? What's wrong with mama?"
"Honey, mommy is having some bad memories, why don't you go to your room, and find some stuff to take with you, to play with on the trip, ok?"
"Ok, dad" Roxy said, and walked off to her room, knowing she hadn't been given the full story.
*Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
The strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I pray, I look back to yesterday
It's not so easy to forget, all the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And everyday afraid to come home in fear of what I might see, next*
Randy walked into the room, wishing he could take all the pain away. Eventhough, he had heard what she said to John, he still loved her with all his heart. He walked over to the bed,
"Amy, honey? You have to stop putting yourself through this. Their gone, you crying, and everything will not bring them back. It's not your fault they're gone" Randy said, rubbing her back.
"I can't stop, Randy! And it *IS* my fault! Nothing anybody say's can change that! But you know, there is one person, that I wish to be dead. He ruined my family. I hate him" Amy said, her face streaked with tear's, and her normally clear blue eye's, were dark and stormy, flashing with anger, sadness, pain.
"I know baby, I know. But you can't change the past. You can't do anything about him, but what you can do, is stop remembering all these thing's." Randy said to her, getting up, and walking over to the other side of the bed so he was in front of her.
"Look, Randy, I really don't want to argue. But fine your right, I'll stop remembering, but let me be alone for awhile" Amy said to him coldly, her blue eyes were molten with a silvery anger.
'Who the hell is he to tell me what to do? He has absolutely no right. He doesn't understand, he cannot judge me' Amy thought, in anger.
"Fine! Stay by yourself! Shut me out like you always do! Why do you always shut me the hell out, push me the fuck away?!?!" Randy said to her, his light blue filled with hurt, questioning.
"I do it because you don't understand! You never can, and you never will! You think you can tell me to forget about everything, but reality of it, Randy Orton, is you can't! I refuse to cry in front of my daughter, and I don't. But you barge in on me. And then think you can tell me what to do... What the fuck is that about?!?!" Amy asked coldly, her blue eye's cold as ice, narrowed at him, waiting for his answer.
"Maybe I could understand if you would let me! But you keep everything inside, and by doing that, your hurting your precious daughter, you selfish little rich bitch, all you have been doing is hurting her, and you don't give a shit!" Randy said, but was silenced when Amy slapped him. Randy put a hand up to his cheek, and felt the stinging sensation.
"You fucking asshole! How dare you *ever* say that to me! I love my daughter to death, and I would die before I ever hurt her! And don't you dare ever call me a selfish little rich bitch! I'm the one that had a daughter at 15 year's old, I'm the one that refused money from their billionaire uncle, and got a job instead! So don't you ever call me that, you don't know shit about me!" Amy said angrily, her eye's flashing.
"Don't you call me an asshole, you are the one that is hurting her, whether you want to realize it or not! Big fucking deal you had Roxanne when you were only 15. Nobody asked you to! You didn't have to get a job, you had Marshall paying more than enough Child support, and you could have taken that money from your uncle, but you didn't, and that is not my fault!" Randy said, giving her a deathly glare.
"Mama? Why are you yelling at Dad?" Roxy said standing at the door.
"Just a little disagreement, baby. Everything is alright, just go pack some more things, in case we go for longer than scheduled, ok sweetie?" Amy said, looking at her daughter warmly.
"Ok momma. I love you. I love you too Daddy" Roxy said.
"I love you too baby" Amy said.
"Love you too, sweetheart" Randy said.
With that, Roxy left, walking to her bedroom.
"Can't you see your hurting *your* daughter?" Randy said.
Amy's eye's went from warm to freezing,
"Listen you stupid prick, I am not hurting my little girl. You are! I don't even remember why I wanted to marry you in the first damn place!" Amy screamed.
"Well you know, I think I'm starting to feel the same way right now! I mean, I thought we were in love, but I guess that is totally questionable. I *thought* that you loved me enough, to let me help you through your problem's, but I guess I was dead wrong" Randy said, angrily, giving Amy an evil look.
"You know what, just because somebody loves you, that does not mean that I have to tell you every little damn thing! Get that through your damn head, Randy. You know what? Fuck it! I can't stay here right now, I'm going away for a couple weeks, if Uncle Vince wont give me off, I'll just stay with Daddy in Texas, and don't try to contact me, unless I contact you first!" Amy said, her usually well concealed rage becoming quite evident, but only in her eyes.
"Fine! And take your daughter with you!"
"I fuckin' plan to!" Amy said that, and grabbed her luggage, and pulled it to Roxy's room.
She walked in, and saw Roxy's smearing all of her make-up on the mirror and wall,
"Chole Roxanne Arianna Jade McMahon Mathers! What the hell do you think your doing with all of mommy's make-up?!?!" Amy said
Roxanne knew she was in trouble when her mother used her full name,
"Um, nothing mommy, I was just coloring and stuff"
"Well, no taking mommy's make-up to draw on thing's! But me and you are going to visit Uncle John, ok? We're leaving in a few minutes"
"Yay! I get to see Uncle John! I packed some more stuff!" Roxy said.
"Alright baby, let's get going. Meet me downstair's ok, hun?"
Roxy nodded, and ran downstairs. Amy grabbed Roxy's duffell bag, and her suitcase and walked downstairs. She saw her daughter waiting by the door, and everybody else was all packed waiting by the door as well. Amy hugged everyone, and then everybody left going their separate way's. Marshall sent Hailie Jade to the car, but stopped Amy,
"Amy, baby? What's wrong? I know that something wrong, so just tell me what it is"
"Look Marshall, all I am going to say, is that me and Randy got in a real bad fight, and that is why me and Rox are leaving early, now I have to get to the airport, so I'll talk to you later. I love you. Bye" Amy said, giving him a hug and a quick kiss on the lips and a hug.
"Alright, love you, bye. Call me if you wanna talk." Marshall said, and got into his car, and drove off towards the airport. Amy put the bags in the back of the SUV, helped Roxy in, and then hopped in to the drivers seat and sped off to the airport.
~*~*~*~ On the Flight to Mass~*~*~*~
During the flight to Boston, Roxy had a nap, while Amy called John, and told him to be at the airport sooner than expected. She then settled back to sleep for the rest of the flight. A few hours later they landed in Boston, and Amy and Roxy stepped off the flight, and saw John waiting by the gate,
"Uncle John! Uncle John! Uncle John!" Roxy screamed running toward's him.
"Baby!! Come here, baby girl!" John said, stooping down to Roxy's height.
Roxy flew at John, and he wrapped her up in a hug, he stood up and swung her around. Roxy kissed his cheek and said,
"I missed you lots Uncle John"
"Aww.... I missed you too, honey. But you know I love you"
"I know, I love you too"
"Hate to interrupt, but people are starting recognize us, and I think you forgot about me, J" Amy said coming up behind them, carrying the luggage.
John spun around, and pulled Amy into his arm's as well. He kissed her forehead, and said,
"I missed you too, Brat"
"I know you did, I just had to make sure, but lets get out of here" Amy said, glancing around, noticing people pointing at John and herself.
"Yeah your right" John said, shifting Roxy so that he could drag Amy's luggage and carry her at the same time. Amy, John, and Roxy walked out of the airport, and over to where John's jeep was parked. John opened the Jeep, put the stuff in the back and let Roxy get in. He then moved so Amy could get in, and then he ran to the drivers side and jumped in and started the jeep. He then peeled out of the parking lot.
*~*~*~ Later That night at John's house~*~*~*
Amy had just put Roxy to bed in one of the guest rooms. She walked downstairs to the living room,
"Amy, honey? What's wrong? Why did you end up coming here so early? and why isn't Randy with you?" John asked, standing at the bottom of the stairs, blocking her from going to the living room.
"John look, I- Randy and I- I-- It's nothing" Amy said.
"Look Aimz, I know something is wrong, and I don't appreciate being lied to, so why don't you just tell me the truth, what the hell is going on?" John said, getting worried, " He didn't hit you, did he?"
"No John! Randy did not hit me! We just got in a huge fight, and I ended up slapping him, and I think I might end up breaking the engagement. I can't take it anymore, J! It's too much. That's why me and the baby left early, and next week, I'm going to spend some time with Daddy in Texas, and travel with SmackDown! if Uncle Vince will let me"
"Well, babe, think this through, don't do anything rash, don't do anything you might regret" John said.
"And um, John, I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm late, I think I might be pregnant" Amy said, whispering the last part.
"What did you just say? did you say you think your pregnant?"
Amy nodded.
"Well there's a drugstore down the street, we can run there and get a test and leave Roxy here.
~*~*~* Back at the house up in John's room*~*~*~
"Beep Beep" John's watch beeped.
"Well, let's go" John said getting up off the bed and offering his hand to Amy.
Amy took a deep breath, "It's now or never" She said, and grabbed John's hand. She walked into the washroom, and picked up the test stick. She took one look at it, and put her hand over her mouth,
"No! It can't be right" Amy said, before she collapsed into John's arms.
About 5 minutes later Amy came too.
"I take it, that a yes is bad new's?"
"Yeah John, it is bad new's! I'm only 21! I have a daughter already! My carreer, I'm the Women's Champ. What the hell is going to happen? Fuck! I have to tell Randy, he deserves to know"
"Oh, um, congratulations?" John said, unsure of his response.
"Yeah, right thank's" Amy said. She stared at the engagement ring, twisting it on her finger, wondering what the hell she was going to do,
"Um, John look, I need to get away real quick, I need to go do something. Will you bring Roxy with you to the show's and stuff this weekend? I know Vince will give me the weekend up because I *have* to do this. But can you do me that favor?" Amy asked, desperately.
"Yeah, yeah, sure of course" John replied.
"Thank you so much!" Amy said, and threw her arm's around his neck. She quickly ran to her room, and grabbed clothes for a couple day's, her key's, cell phone, purse, and wallet. She ran to Roxy's room, and kissed her forehead,
"I'm going to miss you baby, but I have to do this for me, you, us."
She ran downstairs, and saw John at the door,
"Do you what you have to do. I hope it work's out. I'll tell Roxy your taking care of some business"
"Ok. Thank you so much"
"No problem. Be safe, kid"
"I will J" Amy said, burying her face in John's chest.
She grabbed the key's to John's jeep from his open hand, and ran to the car. She sped to the airport, and bought a ticket to her chosen destination. The flight was just boarding when she got there, and she ran to the gate. She settled into a seat in first class, and slept for the almost 2 hour flight. She woke up when the pilot announced they were there.
She grabbed her bag out of the overhead compartment, and walked over to the rent-a-car desk. She told them she needed to rent a car for a few day's, and they gave her a black Sunfire GT.
She grabbed the key's, went to the car, threw her stuff in the back, and sped off, readying herself for the hour drive. When she got to where she needed to be, she decided to check into a hotel for the rest of the night. She walked into the motel, checked in, and went up to her room for some much needed rest.
*~*~*~*~ The Next morning *~*~*~*~
The next morning at 10am Amy was awake, dressed, and showered. She quickly pulled out her cellphone and called her uncle Vince and told him that she had taken off for a couple day's, but would be back as soon as possible. He had told her to take as much time as she needed.
She went to the florist and bought 3 roses. She then got into her car, and drove to a place that she had not been since she was 9 years old,
'Ah yes, I'm back to the Kiriakis-Lopez Mausoleum. I haven't been here, since I was about 9 years old' Amy thought, 'And I swore I would never set foot here ever again'
Amy parked the car, and grabbed the flower's, and got out of the car. She walked into the Mausoleum he went directly to the black and grey marble tombstone's of her father, Richard Kiriakis, brother, Adam Kiriakis and sister, Noelle Lopez-McMahon. She walked to her father's first. Sitting on the bench in front of it, she placed the red rose on the cold ground,
"Well Daddy, here I am, I'm back here, in Cameron, again. After we moved, I swore I'd never come back, and I haven't. I'm sorry for that. I should come to visit you more often, but I don't. But for 9 years, I had always thought you were somebody who was invincible, somebody who would never die, and you did, and I blamed myself, and partly you. And for that, I do want to apologize." She said as she traced the letters of her father's name.
"And you are gone, but I don't want to accept that. I never got to tell you, that.. that I need you daddy. Before you died, I never did get to tell you I love you, but you have to know that I do. I just wish you had been alive long enough to know your granddaughter. She's beautiful, I am so sorry that you never got to know her." Amy gulped the last statement out, her throat clogged with all emotion. Standing up, she squeezed her eyes shut, willing her tears not to fall.
She then walked over to her baby sister's grave.
She sat on the bench, and dropped a rose on the cold, hard ground,
"Oh god Noelle, I haven't seen anything of you, since I was 14 years old. Since before you and mom died. I still blame myself for that. You'd be 12 now, I miss you, little sister. I really wish you hadn't died" Amy said, tracing all the letter's of her sister's name with her finger's, the cool marble bothering her fingertip's.
"I am sorry, but I never thought I would come back to Cameron ever again after we left, but this, this is something that I had to do, I'm not sure I could go on if I hadn't done this. But like I told Daddy, I wish you'd been alive long enough to know my little girl, your niece. She's the sweetest. She's definetely Daddy's little girl, Marshall spoils her to death" Amy said, reaching out once more, trying to reach out to her sister.
She then walked to the other grave that she had come to visit. She did what she did with the other graves,
"Good Lord Addy, I miss you. I loved you so much. But, I-- I never got to tell you that. I wish I could have saved you that night. I need you, I always have. You were my big brother, my protector," Amy got up, and kissed the tombstone. The cool marble stinging her lip's, "But I hate those guy's that made you do this, and I swear to you, as every Kiriakis or Lopez in here is witness, I will make them pay. I promise you, this is not over" Amy said, tears glistening in her blue eyes, she quickly wiped them away.
"I may have left here a scared little girl, but I return now, a woman.. a woman with a purpose. Gone is a scared little girl" Amy said, staring around the Mausoleum.
"It's time that Cameron knew how powerful and ruthless Amy McMahon can be when I'm out for blood. And *nothing* will get in my way, I mean NOTHING" Amy whispered, blowing a kiss to the tombstones, and walking purposefully out of the Mausoleum.
~*~*~*~*~*~ Later That Day ~*~*~*~*~*~
Amy stood outside the door of one of the guy's that had tormented her brother. She knocked lightly.
"Hello?" Said a tall guy, about 6'4" with short blonde hair, and piercing blue eye's.
"Yeah, I'm looking for Jason Black.. I heard this was his address?"
"Yeah, I'm Jason, who are you?-- Wait, your Amy McMahon, right? That WWE person?"
"Yes, that is me, but I am also Adam Kiriakis' younger sister," Amy said, and when saw a flash of recognition in his eyes, she continued, her eye's flashing "remember my brother? The one you and a bunch of guy's tortured to the point that he commited suicide?"
"Oh, uh, yeah, him" Jason said looking anywhere, but at the younger woman's face.
"Well listen good, I will make you pay, understand that one thing, and you tell every last one of your buddy's that helped you, that they will pay as well. Or else, they're punishment's will be yours also" Amy said, turning her cold, icy blue eye's at him. Jason felt chill's. The way she was dressed, showed her class and wealth. Just everything about her screamed money.
"Look, I-we *never* meant for that to happen. Never meant for it escalate that far-" Jason started, trying to explain.
"Well it did! You can't change that, but you could have changed it then. And for ruining my family, like I said before. Mark my words, Jason Black, I will make you pay" Amy snapped at him. He eye's scorching him, and his wife, as she can up behind him.
"Why was Amy McMahon of WWE at our door, yelling at you, honey?" Jason's wife, Belle asked.
"Oh, um, nothing. Just something from years ago"
His wife sighed. Her husband, she wondered what he had done. But she waved to the younger woman, but Amy just gave her a scathing, disgusted look.
Amy rolled her eyes, and spun around on her heel, walked to her car, and slid in. She gunned the engine, and took off for the motel, deciding she'd go home that day. She got there, and quickly grabbed her stuff and checked out, she then drove past the house,
"I am going to make thing's right Adam, and Noelle, I hope you forgive me. And Daddy, I hope you know how much I love you. How much I miss you" Amy said, and sped off into the distance, not looking back. She arrived at the airport, and a caught a flight back to Boston. When she boarded the plane, she swore that she would never look back.
She quickly rushed back to John's place, seeing a note he left, just in case she came back early, that he and Roxy had left for the show already, and she could meet them there if she wanted, or she could drive to the RAW show.
~*~*~*~ A 5 months later ~*~*~*~ (Sorry I skipped alot, but I couldn't think of what to write, sorry!)
"Roxy!!" Amy called up the stairs of the large house, in Boston, Mass.
"Yeah, mom??" her 6 year old daughter replied.
"Can you come down here a minute? I need your help"
"Fine! Hold on a minute" her daughter yelled back.
A few minutes later her daughter appeared at the top of the staircase,
"What do you need help with, mommy?"
"Oh, yah, um, can you help mommy move a box to the basement? It's not really heavy or anything, and I don't want to wait till Daddy get's home"
"Yeah, sure" Roxy said, following her mother to the basement where a box was beside it. In the box, Amy had packed away the saddest years of her life. She had done that when she had returned from North Carolina actually, she had talked thing's out with Randy, and told him that she was pregnant. They had gotten back together, and had great make-up sex (happy now, Sophia?) Randy was really excited about the pregnancy.
Roxy grabbed the box, and carried it down the stairs, and rested it on a table. She then raced back upstairs, hugged her mom, and went to watch TV.
Amy noticed a picture of her father, brother, and herself on the kitchen table. She grabbed the picture, and walked down the stairs placing it on top of the box. She walked up the stairs, and flicked off the light. She turned around and looked down at the shadow of the box,
"I miss all of you, but this is for the best" She whispered. She blew a kiss down the stairs, and walked back up into the kitchen. Closing the door behind. Leaving that chapter of her life, behind her.
~*~*~* Later That Day *~*~*~
"Baby!" Amy said as she opened the door, and jumped into her fiance's arm's.
Randy kissed her,
"Well then, I missed you too, honey. I have a surprise for you though"
"Wee!! What is it?"
"Actually, it's not a what, it's a who"
"Oooh, goody. Who is it then?"
"Wait in the living room"
"Ok"
"Come in now, man" Randy called out the door, to the man standing there.
"Ah, Amy. It's been too long"
"Sh-Shawn Brady?" Amy asked in disbelief. Staring at her ex-husband. The man she had married when she was 16 1/2, and divorced a year and a half later.
"Yep. Glad to see me are you?" He staring at her coldly.
"Um, glad is not the word"
"Well, I heard about your little engagement, and also about your sister and brother. So I decided to come see you" Shawn said, smirking at her.
He quickly jerked her away from Randy, and said,
"Well, I just wanted to see, what, memories I could stir up. I'm leaving now, but I just want to give my congratulations to an engaged couple" he said, smirking. Before jerking Amy to him, and kissing her.
At first she didn't react, feeling like she was swept back into her 1 and a half year whirlwind marriage. However, that lasted briefly as Shawn ended the turbulent kiss as quick as he started.
"I'll see you. Whenever." Shawn said, walking out of the house.
"Shit, baby! I am so sorry, I didn't know he'd upset he'd make you. I am so sorry sweetheart" Randy said, when he saw her face. She had unconciously lifted a hand to her lips.
"He didn't hurt you did he?"
"No, No Randy, I'm fine. Shawn didn't hurt me." Amy said.
Amy didn't say much, as Randy led her to the den, all the while talking about him, and apologising. She was thinking the man who had just kissed her. Her first true love, the man who she betrayed by falling in love with another.
She tried to immerese herself into her talk with Randy, but every so often her eyes wandered to the door, and she wondered about the boy she once knew, and the man he had become.
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EvolutionsChick (Amy)
"Well, see, there's the problem, I kinda don't know how to tell the father, and if daddy found out, he'd freak, and mom would have a heart attack"
"Well, granted that's true, but just tell the father, when I found out I was pregnant with Roxy, I told Marshall right after I found out. He took it reasonably well" Amy said.
"But Marshall, well, Marshall already had a daughter, but this guy, he won't be able to handle this, and I don't know if I could subject my child to that"
"Um, Becky, how far along are long you, exactly?"
"8 1/2 months" Becky mumbled.
"What'd you say?"
"Uhhh, 8 1/2 month's along"
"Becky! 8 and a half fuckin' month's along, and the father doesn't know?!?! None of us ever knew?!?! How?"
"Aimz, I wore baggy clothes, I'm not even that big. Randy suspected, but I just told him I had gained weight. And the father, well, the father is my ex, eventhough me and Jamie are good friend's, I don't know if I can tell him"
"Becky! I went through the same thing, I had my daughter before I turned 16, I was a single mother, I worked to support my daughter. I had a child, with probably, a man that was considered really dangerous. Jamie is just a regular guy."
"But Amy, you had your aunt supporting you, emotionally, you had Marshall there to support you."
Amy sighed, "Maybe so, but do you know, that my aunt would not look at me, for the first about, 6 month's of my pregnancy? She ended up kicking me out of the house when she found out! I ran to Uncle Vince for help, and he put me up in a hotel for 4 month's, until she finally let me come home"
"But still, daddy will freak out, and Randy, I don't know what Randy is gonna do, and mom will be totally surprised" Becky said, thinking about horrible scenario's involving her older brother and Jamie, and her father.
"Well look hun, Randy, Roxy, and I are going on the road for an entire week, starting today, so it will only be mom, dad, and Nate here, so come home, and talk to them, tell them your pregnant, and please, do me a favor, tell Jamie that your pregnant, don't deny your child their father."
"I guess your right, I'll be home this week. But I have another call coming it, it says it's Jamie, so I'm gonna talk to him, tell him. But thank you so much for the advice"
"No problem, Beck, I'm glad I could help at least a little bit. I love ya kid, remember that, Roxy loves ya too"
"I love ya too, old woman, and tell that neice of mine that I love her too, and that I miss her!"
"Will do! Bye! Call my cell and tell me how everything goes"
"Yep! Bye!"
And with that, Amy hung up. She got up and walked up to her room. She walked in and saw a picture of her and her father, when she was about 8 year's old.
'God, I miss him. I miss him so much it hurts' Amy thought as she changed into a pair of sweat's and a t-shirt. She walked over to the stero, and sorted through the CD's, and found one, which had a song, that really spoke to her when she was in moods like this. She popped it in the CD player, grabbed her collection of pictures of her, her friend's, her father, her brother, her ex-step father. She then walked to the bed, and laid down. She hit play on the stereo converter, and skipped to number 18.
Suddenly the opening melody of "The Voice Within" started, then Christina Aguilera's soothing voice came out over the stereo,
*Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right there when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly*
Amy was staring to cry, thinking of the song lyrics, and looking at a picture of her and her father, it was the very last picture they ever took together. It was when he was in the hospital. A couple weeks before he died.
*When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within*
Amy began crying even harder, she saw a picture of her, her brother, and her friend, Jade. They all looked so happy, but that was so long ago.
*Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day*
Listening to the lyric's, Amy thought of how much it hurt inside,
'I've alway's run away when thing's began hurting too much, I can't take pain' Amy thought to herself.
*Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world start's to fall*
With that, the song finished, and went on to the next track, 'I'm Ok' which rang true to alot of what happened in her life. The only difference was, she wasn't ok
The opening bar's started,
*Once upon a time, there was a girl
In her early year's she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm
It hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would all be over soon*
Amy then saw a picture of her, her mother, her step father, and her little sister,
"You fucking asshole, you ruined my family. You hit her, you made her leave all those times. How could you?" she whispered staring at the picture in hate, disgust, pain. Amy began sobbing even more, thinking of how much pain and hurt he had caused. She had trusted him, she had loved him like he was her father.
*I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
Echoes of a broken child screaming please no more
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done
For you its just a memory, but for me it still lives on*
Randy walked up the stair's, to his room, with Roxanne in tow, when he heard Christina Aguilera blaring out of their stereo, and crying. Roxy, not knowing what was going on, opened the door, and stopped when she saw her mom, laying curled up on the bed, looking at something,
"Dad? What's wrong with mama?"
"Honey, mommy is having some bad memories, why don't you go to your room, and find some stuff to take with you, to play with on the trip, ok?"
"Ok, dad" Roxy said, and walked off to her room, knowing she hadn't been given the full story.
*Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
The strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I pray, I look back to yesterday
It's not so easy to forget, all the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And everyday afraid to come home in fear of what I might see, next*
Randy walked into the room, wishing he could take all the pain away. Eventhough, he had heard what she said to John, he still loved her with all his heart. He walked over to the bed,
"Amy, honey? You have to stop putting yourself through this. Their gone, you crying, and everything will not bring them back. It's not your fault they're gone" Randy said, rubbing her back.
"I can't stop, Randy! And it *IS* my fault! Nothing anybody say's can change that! But you know, there is one person, that I wish to be dead. He ruined my family. I hate him" Amy said, her face streaked with tear's, and her normally clear blue eye's, were dark and stormy, flashing with anger, sadness, pain.
"I know baby, I know. But you can't change the past. You can't do anything about him, but what you can do, is stop remembering all these thing's." Randy said to her, getting up, and walking over to the other side of the bed so he was in front of her.
"Look, Randy, I really don't want to argue. But fine your right, I'll stop remembering, but let me be alone for awhile" Amy said to him coldly, her blue eyes were molten with a silvery anger.
'Who the hell is he to tell me what to do? He has absolutely no right. He doesn't understand, he cannot judge me' Amy thought, in anger.
"Fine! Stay by yourself! Shut me out like you always do! Why do you always shut me the hell out, push me the fuck away?!?!" Randy said to her, his light blue filled with hurt, questioning.
"I do it because you don't understand! You never can, and you never will! You think you can tell me to forget about everything, but reality of it, Randy Orton, is you can't! I refuse to cry in front of my daughter, and I don't. But you barge in on me. And then think you can tell me what to do... What the fuck is that about?!?!" Amy asked coldly, her blue eye's cold as ice, narrowed at him, waiting for his answer.
"Maybe I could understand if you would let me! But you keep everything inside, and by doing that, your hurting your precious daughter, you selfish little rich bitch, all you have been doing is hurting her, and you don't give a shit!" Randy said, but was silenced when Amy slapped him. Randy put a hand up to his cheek, and felt the stinging sensation.
"You fucking asshole! How dare you *ever* say that to me! I love my daughter to death, and I would die before I ever hurt her! And don't you dare ever call me a selfish little rich bitch! I'm the one that had a daughter at 15 year's old, I'm the one that refused money from their billionaire uncle, and got a job instead! So don't you ever call me that, you don't know shit about me!" Amy said angrily, her eye's flashing.
"Don't you call me an asshole, you are the one that is hurting her, whether you want to realize it or not! Big fucking deal you had Roxanne when you were only 15. Nobody asked you to! You didn't have to get a job, you had Marshall paying more than enough Child support, and you could have taken that money from your uncle, but you didn't, and that is not my fault!" Randy said, giving her a deathly glare.
"Mama? Why are you yelling at Dad?" Roxy said standing at the door.
"Just a little disagreement, baby. Everything is alright, just go pack some more things, in case we go for longer than scheduled, ok sweetie?" Amy said, looking at her daughter warmly.
"Ok momma. I love you. I love you too Daddy" Roxy said.
"I love you too baby" Amy said.
"Love you too, sweetheart" Randy said.
With that, Roxy left, walking to her bedroom.
"Can't you see your hurting *your* daughter?" Randy said.
Amy's eye's went from warm to freezing,
"Listen you stupid prick, I am not hurting my little girl. You are! I don't even remember why I wanted to marry you in the first damn place!" Amy screamed.
"Well you know, I think I'm starting to feel the same way right now! I mean, I thought we were in love, but I guess that is totally questionable. I *thought* that you loved me enough, to let me help you through your problem's, but I guess I was dead wrong" Randy said, angrily, giving Amy an evil look.
"You know what, just because somebody loves you, that does not mean that I have to tell you every little damn thing! Get that through your damn head, Randy. You know what? Fuck it! I can't stay here right now, I'm going away for a couple weeks, if Uncle Vince wont give me off, I'll just stay with Daddy in Texas, and don't try to contact me, unless I contact you first!" Amy said, her usually well concealed rage becoming quite evident, but only in her eyes.
"Fine! And take your daughter with you!"
"I fuckin' plan to!" Amy said that, and grabbed her luggage, and pulled it to Roxy's room.
She walked in, and saw Roxy's smearing all of her make-up on the mirror and wall,
"Chole Roxanne Arianna Jade McMahon Mathers! What the hell do you think your doing with all of mommy's make-up?!?!" Amy said
Roxanne knew she was in trouble when her mother used her full name,
"Um, nothing mommy, I was just coloring and stuff"
"Well, no taking mommy's make-up to draw on thing's! But me and you are going to visit Uncle John, ok? We're leaving in a few minutes"
"Yay! I get to see Uncle John! I packed some more stuff!" Roxy said.
"Alright baby, let's get going. Meet me downstair's ok, hun?"
Roxy nodded, and ran downstairs. Amy grabbed Roxy's duffell bag, and her suitcase and walked downstairs. She saw her daughter waiting by the door, and everybody else was all packed waiting by the door as well. Amy hugged everyone, and then everybody left going their separate way's. Marshall sent Hailie Jade to the car, but stopped Amy,
"Amy, baby? What's wrong? I know that something wrong, so just tell me what it is"
"Look Marshall, all I am going to say, is that me and Randy got in a real bad fight, and that is why me and Rox are leaving early, now I have to get to the airport, so I'll talk to you later. I love you. Bye" Amy said, giving him a hug and a quick kiss on the lips and a hug.
"Alright, love you, bye. Call me if you wanna talk." Marshall said, and got into his car, and drove off towards the airport. Amy put the bags in the back of the SUV, helped Roxy in, and then hopped in to the drivers seat and sped off to the airport.
~*~*~*~ On the Flight to Mass~*~*~*~
During the flight to Boston, Roxy had a nap, while Amy called John, and told him to be at the airport sooner than expected. She then settled back to sleep for the rest of the flight. A few hours later they landed in Boston, and Amy and Roxy stepped off the flight, and saw John waiting by the gate,
"Uncle John! Uncle John! Uncle John!" Roxy screamed running toward's him.
"Baby!! Come here, baby girl!" John said, stooping down to Roxy's height.
Roxy flew at John, and he wrapped her up in a hug, he stood up and swung her around. Roxy kissed his cheek and said,
"I missed you lots Uncle John"
"Aww.... I missed you too, honey. But you know I love you"
"I know, I love you too"
"Hate to interrupt, but people are starting recognize us, and I think you forgot about me, J" Amy said coming up behind them, carrying the luggage.
John spun around, and pulled Amy into his arm's as well. He kissed her forehead, and said,
"I missed you too, Brat"
"I know you did, I just had to make sure, but lets get out of here" Amy said, glancing around, noticing people pointing at John and herself.
"Yeah your right" John said, shifting Roxy so that he could drag Amy's luggage and carry her at the same time. Amy, John, and Roxy walked out of the airport, and over to where John's jeep was parked. John opened the Jeep, put the stuff in the back and let Roxy get in. He then moved so Amy could get in, and then he ran to the drivers side and jumped in and started the jeep. He then peeled out of the parking lot.
*~*~*~ Later That night at John's house~*~*~*
Amy had just put Roxy to bed in one of the guest rooms. She walked downstairs to the living room,
"Amy, honey? What's wrong? Why did you end up coming here so early? and why isn't Randy with you?" John asked, standing at the bottom of the stairs, blocking her from going to the living room.
"John look, I- Randy and I- I-- It's nothing" Amy said.
"Look Aimz, I know something is wrong, and I don't appreciate being lied to, so why don't you just tell me the truth, what the hell is going on?" John said, getting worried, " He didn't hit you, did he?"
"No John! Randy did not hit me! We just got in a huge fight, and I ended up slapping him, and I think I might end up breaking the engagement. I can't take it anymore, J! It's too much. That's why me and the baby left early, and next week, I'm going to spend some time with Daddy in Texas, and travel with SmackDown! if Uncle Vince will let me"
"Well, babe, think this through, don't do anything rash, don't do anything you might regret" John said.
"And um, John, I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm late, I think I might be pregnant" Amy said, whispering the last part.
"What did you just say? did you say you think your pregnant?"
Amy nodded.
"Well there's a drugstore down the street, we can run there and get a test and leave Roxy here.
~*~*~* Back at the house up in John's room*~*~*~
"Beep Beep" John's watch beeped.
"Well, let's go" John said getting up off the bed and offering his hand to Amy.
Amy took a deep breath, "It's now or never" She said, and grabbed John's hand. She walked into the washroom, and picked up the test stick. She took one look at it, and put her hand over her mouth,
"No! It can't be right" Amy said, before she collapsed into John's arms.
About 5 minutes later Amy came too.
"I take it, that a yes is bad new's?"
"Yeah John, it is bad new's! I'm only 21! I have a daughter already! My carreer, I'm the Women's Champ. What the hell is going to happen? Fuck! I have to tell Randy, he deserves to know"
"Oh, um, congratulations?" John said, unsure of his response.
"Yeah, right thank's" Amy said. She stared at the engagement ring, twisting it on her finger, wondering what the hell she was going to do,
"Um, John look, I need to get away real quick, I need to go do something. Will you bring Roxy with you to the show's and stuff this weekend? I know Vince will give me the weekend up because I *have* to do this. But can you do me that favor?" Amy asked, desperately.
"Yeah, yeah, sure of course" John replied.
"Thank you so much!" Amy said, and threw her arm's around his neck. She quickly ran to her room, and grabbed clothes for a couple day's, her key's, cell phone, purse, and wallet. She ran to Roxy's room, and kissed her forehead,
"I'm going to miss you baby, but I have to do this for me, you, us."
She ran downstairs, and saw John at the door,
"Do you what you have to do. I hope it work's out. I'll tell Roxy your taking care of some business"
"Ok. Thank you so much"
"No problem. Be safe, kid"
"I will J" Amy said, burying her face in John's chest.
She grabbed the key's to John's jeep from his open hand, and ran to the car. She sped to the airport, and bought a ticket to her chosen destination. The flight was just boarding when she got there, and she ran to the gate. She settled into a seat in first class, and slept for the almost 2 hour flight. She woke up when the pilot announced they were there.
She grabbed her bag out of the overhead compartment, and walked over to the rent-a-car desk. She told them she needed to rent a car for a few day's, and they gave her a black Sunfire GT.
She grabbed the key's, went to the car, threw her stuff in the back, and sped off, readying herself for the hour drive. When she got to where she needed to be, she decided to check into a hotel for the rest of the night. She walked into the motel, checked in, and went up to her room for some much needed rest.
*~*~*~*~ The Next morning *~*~*~*~
The next morning at 10am Amy was awake, dressed, and showered. She quickly pulled out her cellphone and called her uncle Vince and told him that she had taken off for a couple day's, but would be back as soon as possible. He had told her to take as much time as she needed.
She went to the florist and bought 3 roses. She then got into her car, and drove to a place that she had not been since she was 9 years old,
'Ah yes, I'm back to the Kiriakis-Lopez Mausoleum. I haven't been here, since I was about 9 years old' Amy thought, 'And I swore I would never set foot here ever again'
Amy parked the car, and grabbed the flower's, and got out of the car. She walked into the Mausoleum he went directly to the black and grey marble tombstone's of her father, Richard Kiriakis, brother, Adam Kiriakis and sister, Noelle Lopez-McMahon. She walked to her father's first. Sitting on the bench in front of it, she placed the red rose on the cold ground,
"Well Daddy, here I am, I'm back here, in Cameron, again. After we moved, I swore I'd never come back, and I haven't. I'm sorry for that. I should come to visit you more often, but I don't. But for 9 years, I had always thought you were somebody who was invincible, somebody who would never die, and you did, and I blamed myself, and partly you. And for that, I do want to apologize." She said as she traced the letters of her father's name.
"And you are gone, but I don't want to accept that. I never got to tell you, that.. that I need you daddy. Before you died, I never did get to tell you I love you, but you have to know that I do. I just wish you had been alive long enough to know your granddaughter. She's beautiful, I am so sorry that you never got to know her." Amy gulped the last statement out, her throat clogged with all emotion. Standing up, she squeezed her eyes shut, willing her tears not to fall.
She then walked over to her baby sister's grave.
She sat on the bench, and dropped a rose on the cold, hard ground,
"Oh god Noelle, I haven't seen anything of you, since I was 14 years old. Since before you and mom died. I still blame myself for that. You'd be 12 now, I miss you, little sister. I really wish you hadn't died" Amy said, tracing all the letter's of her sister's name with her finger's, the cool marble bothering her fingertip's.
"I am sorry, but I never thought I would come back to Cameron ever again after we left, but this, this is something that I had to do, I'm not sure I could go on if I hadn't done this. But like I told Daddy, I wish you'd been alive long enough to know my little girl, your niece. She's the sweetest. She's definetely Daddy's little girl, Marshall spoils her to death" Amy said, reaching out once more, trying to reach out to her sister.
She then walked to the other grave that she had come to visit. She did what she did with the other graves,
"Good Lord Addy, I miss you. I loved you so much. But, I-- I never got to tell you that. I wish I could have saved you that night. I need you, I always have. You were my big brother, my protector," Amy got up, and kissed the tombstone. The cool marble stinging her lip's, "But I hate those guy's that made you do this, and I swear to you, as every Kiriakis or Lopez in here is witness, I will make them pay. I promise you, this is not over" Amy said, tears glistening in her blue eyes, she quickly wiped them away.
"I may have left here a scared little girl, but I return now, a woman.. a woman with a purpose. Gone is a scared little girl" Amy said, staring around the Mausoleum.
"It's time that Cameron knew how powerful and ruthless Amy McMahon can be when I'm out for blood. And *nothing* will get in my way, I mean NOTHING" Amy whispered, blowing a kiss to the tombstones, and walking purposefully out of the Mausoleum.
~*~*~*~*~*~ Later That Day ~*~*~*~*~*~
Amy stood outside the door of one of the guy's that had tormented her brother. She knocked lightly.
"Hello?" Said a tall guy, about 6'4" with short blonde hair, and piercing blue eye's.
"Yeah, I'm looking for Jason Black.. I heard this was his address?"
"Yeah, I'm Jason, who are you?-- Wait, your Amy McMahon, right? That WWE person?"
"Yes, that is me, but I am also Adam Kiriakis' younger sister," Amy said, and when saw a flash of recognition in his eyes, she continued, her eye's flashing "remember my brother? The one you and a bunch of guy's tortured to the point that he commited suicide?"
"Oh, uh, yeah, him" Jason said looking anywhere, but at the younger woman's face.
"Well listen good, I will make you pay, understand that one thing, and you tell every last one of your buddy's that helped you, that they will pay as well. Or else, they're punishment's will be yours also" Amy said, turning her cold, icy blue eye's at him. Jason felt chill's. The way she was dressed, showed her class and wealth. Just everything about her screamed money.
"Look, I-we *never* meant for that to happen. Never meant for it escalate that far-" Jason started, trying to explain.
"Well it did! You can't change that, but you could have changed it then. And for ruining my family, like I said before. Mark my words, Jason Black, I will make you pay" Amy snapped at him. He eye's scorching him, and his wife, as she can up behind him.
"Why was Amy McMahon of WWE at our door, yelling at you, honey?" Jason's wife, Belle asked.
"Oh, um, nothing. Just something from years ago"
His wife sighed. Her husband, she wondered what he had done. But she waved to the younger woman, but Amy just gave her a scathing, disgusted look.
Amy rolled her eyes, and spun around on her heel, walked to her car, and slid in. She gunned the engine, and took off for the motel, deciding she'd go home that day. She got there, and quickly grabbed her stuff and checked out, she then drove past the house,
"I am going to make thing's right Adam, and Noelle, I hope you forgive me. And Daddy, I hope you know how much I love you. How much I miss you" Amy said, and sped off into the distance, not looking back. She arrived at the airport, and a caught a flight back to Boston. When she boarded the plane, she swore that she would never look back.
She quickly rushed back to John's place, seeing a note he left, just in case she came back early, that he and Roxy had left for the show already, and she could meet them there if she wanted, or she could drive to the RAW show.
~*~*~*~ A 5 months later ~*~*~*~ (Sorry I skipped alot, but I couldn't think of what to write, sorry!)
"Roxy!!" Amy called up the stairs of the large house, in Boston, Mass.
"Yeah, mom??" her 6 year old daughter replied.
"Can you come down here a minute? I need your help"
"Fine! Hold on a minute" her daughter yelled back.
A few minutes later her daughter appeared at the top of the staircase,
"What do you need help with, mommy?"
"Oh, yah, um, can you help mommy move a box to the basement? It's not really heavy or anything, and I don't want to wait till Daddy get's home"
"Yeah, sure" Roxy said, following her mother to the basement where a box was beside it. In the box, Amy had packed away the saddest years of her life. She had done that when she had returned from North Carolina actually, she had talked thing's out with Randy, and told him that she was pregnant. They had gotten back together, and had great make-up sex (happy now, Sophia?) Randy was really excited about the pregnancy.
Roxy grabbed the box, and carried it down the stairs, and rested it on a table. She then raced back upstairs, hugged her mom, and went to watch TV.
Amy noticed a picture of her father, brother, and herself on the kitchen table. She grabbed the picture, and walked down the stairs placing it on top of the box. She walked up the stairs, and flicked off the light. She turned around and looked down at the shadow of the box,
"I miss all of you, but this is for the best" She whispered. She blew a kiss down the stairs, and walked back up into the kitchen. Closing the door behind. Leaving that chapter of her life, behind her.
~*~*~* Later That Day *~*~*~
"Baby!" Amy said as she opened the door, and jumped into her fiance's arm's.
Randy kissed her,
"Well then, I missed you too, honey. I have a surprise for you though"
"Wee!! What is it?"
"Actually, it's not a what, it's a who"
"Oooh, goody. Who is it then?"
"Wait in the living room"
"Ok"
"Come in now, man" Randy called out the door, to the man standing there.
"Ah, Amy. It's been too long"
"Sh-Shawn Brady?" Amy asked in disbelief. Staring at her ex-husband. The man she had married when she was 16 1/2, and divorced a year and a half later.
"Yep. Glad to see me are you?" He staring at her coldly.
"Um, glad is not the word"
"Well, I heard about your little engagement, and also about your sister and brother. So I decided to come see you" Shawn said, smirking at her.
He quickly jerked her away from Randy, and said,
"Well, I just wanted to see, what, memories I could stir up. I'm leaving now, but I just want to give my congratulations to an engaged couple" he said, smirking. Before jerking Amy to him, and kissing her.
At first she didn't react, feeling like she was swept back into her 1 and a half year whirlwind marriage. However, that lasted briefly as Shawn ended the turbulent kiss as quick as he started.
"I'll see you. Whenever." Shawn said, walking out of the house.
"Shit, baby! I am so sorry, I didn't know he'd upset he'd make you. I am so sorry sweetheart" Randy said, when he saw her face. She had unconciously lifted a hand to her lips.
"He didn't hurt you did he?"
"No, No Randy, I'm fine. Shawn didn't hurt me." Amy said.
Amy didn't say much, as Randy led her to the den, all the while talking about him, and apologising. She was thinking the man who had just kissed her. Her first true love, the man who she betrayed by falling in love with another.
She tried to immerese herself into her talk with Randy, but every so often her eyes wandered to the door, and she wondered about the boy she once knew, and the man he had become.
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