A/N: This chapter jumps very fast and a lot happens at the end (second to
last chapter)
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to J. K Rowling accept the plot and all
characters not mentioned in the Harry Potter serious
*Heaven Backwards*
It was third night she spent in his arms. The first two nights it was strange to wake up and feel him right next to her, his body and his warmth. He was always awake before she was. Just waiting there. He wouldn't make any comments just scan her face and then kiss her forehead and get dress and go to duty. She knew he was still killing muggle borns. She knew that he still hated them which made her wonder why he loved her? But she thought that somehow he could change.
He wasn't there when she woke up that mourning. Instead she woke up to voices fighting in the hallway. She heard Draco's for sure and another familiar one.
"Harry" she thought and quickly got dressed. The voices were still going on when she left the room. There she the two of them on the verge of dueling. But the moment they saw her they stopped.
"Harry your back!" she smiled at him while running over.
"Its been almost a year" They hugged
"You look great Hermione." He looked closely at the face he had kept in his mind every day since his kidnap. She hadn't changed much, for the acceptation that she had gained a few pounds after the pregnancy, but for the most part she looked prettier than he remembered.
"Thank you" She smiled again. She saw a glare coming on Draco's face.
He whispered to her "Remember who you are sleeping with." Hermione blushed. Draco continued, "So do you want to tell her why your still alive or should I."
"I will tell her later Malfoy." He said back Dangerously.
"Tell me what?" Hermione asked with curiosity as the smile faded.
" Nothing, Nothing that important." She looked skeptically between the two of them.
"She is going to kill you, pity I wont be there to see it but duty calls. One more thing Hermione did you feed Rhydon or Scarlett I don't think either of them have been feed." It seemed as if he was saying this more to Harry then to Hermione, just to make it clear that they did have children and it was not some made up tale.
"Yeah I will later." After Draco left. Hermione put her attention back on Harry.
"So you have kids now?" She just smiled and slightly nodded her head.
"Here I'll introduced you to them." She grabbed his hands and took him to the nursery.
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"Draco why are you sleeping around with the mudblood" Lucious asked his son angrily. Draco rolled his eyes.
"There was a good result last time, just hoping for the same." He replied knowing for the most part it was a complete lie.
"And I will be hoping that for your sake you are note becoming a mudblood lover." His father replied sarcastically
"Just because I am screwing one doesn't mean I am going to fall in love with the whole entire lot of them." There was some truth in that.
"I just hope you know what you are doing."
"No need to worry father. I know exactly what I am doing." Somehow neither son nor father believed him.
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"I cant believe anything remotely related to Malfoy could look so innocent as a baby" Hermione smiled
"Don't forget she is also related to me, which may be the reason of it." Harry smirked. Everything would have been so perfectly if this little baby had been his not Malfoy's then he knew he could have loved it to know end.
"That must be the reason why then" she smiled at him. Old feelings were coming back, feelings she had put away months ago were now coming back and haunting her. She loved Harry but now she loved also loved Draco.
"Here hold her". Hermione picked up Scarlet who had been lying down in a enchanted playpen that Draco had set up several days back.
"I don't think I should." Harry said to her looking nervously
"Yes you should." Hermione insisted
"But what if I drop her?" Harry continued to look skeptical
"You wont." Harry finally convinced held the little girl.
"Just make sure your holding her head. Yeah just like that." It was perfect. She felt Harry lean in on her as if about to kiss her and she to was on the verge of kissing him too but then she heard the Door knock.
"One second." She screamed. She took the baby from Harry and carried the baby to the door and opened it. Not really to her surprise Narcissa had come to check on the babies.
" Good Mourning Granger"
"Mourning Mrs. Malfoy." Scarlet looked at her grandmother with excitement.
"Good mourning Scarlet." Narcissa smiled as her beautiful grand daughter and took her from Hermione without asking. She continued " Am Interrupting something?" after noticing Harry.
"No I was just showing Harry the twins."
Narcissa suddenly looked nervous and whispered "Does Draco know?"
"I don't see how he would" Hermione said frankly back.
"As his mother, I don't think it very wise to parade his children in front of a school rival." She whispered scornfully.
"You haven't forgotten that Draco and I were once school rivals. Besides Harry is one of my best friends, he would never hurt any of my children." Hermione she shortly.
"But he is the dark lord's heir." Narcissa replied nervously.
"That is Ludicrous. Harry is Voldermort's enemy. Right Harry?" Harry who had been listening to their conversation froze.
"Listen Hermione its complicated." He started.
She interrupted "So its true. God Damn it Harry. Why would you agree to something like that?"
"He was going to kill you and Ron." He didn't think she would understand.
"We can take care of our selves and what are 2 lives saved compared to the million that will now die."
"5 lives" he muttered
"Just go Harry. I don't ever want to see or talk to you again." She wasn't screaming, she wasn't crying instead she spoke indifferently.
"Hermione."
"Just Go" He didn't argue and he left.
Hermione didn't cry but starred at the door dumfounded. Once again her plans had been ruined. A part of her still thought that everything would turn out okay, but that part of her was dying she was loosing all hopes. There were no new hopes. But she was too strong now to turn back. She wasn't that hopeless 17 year old. For the last few months all her strengths had been put to the test. Now she had been struck betrayed from her best friend someone she could have potentially been with had. When she thought about it she too had betrayed him, she had fallen in love with his enemy, her enemy. Maybe this was the worlds way of revenging her of her sins. She was brought back to reality when she heard Scarlet scream with Hunger.
Narcissa watched Hermione feed the baby. She felt a new type of respect for the girl. She had never realize it until now how much she had to ordeal. She remembered what happened after her marriage to Lucious how her real friends were cast away from her life and false ones replaced. It wasn't easy not to mention he was a demanding man. She had also been very young when she married him not quite ready for the responsibility at hand. But she eventually adapted to this lifestyle. She remembered no longer needing to cry, knowing that there was no point, knowing that all she had to do was to keep going and surviving for her son.
They took care of the twins in silence, not really having anything to say to each other not quite wanting too.
************One Year Later*************
Hermione looked at the new baby. It hadn't been a particularly difficult birth nor pregnancy. Everyone had been pleased with the pregnancy at first. Many prayed that this child would be like Rhydon, demonic and powerful. Instead their hopes had been disappointed by a small girl who held no more than the common power. Hermione had been secretly pleased but at the same time slightly disappointed. Draco was growing more and more apart by the day and she thought that another powerful child would bring him back to her.
There would be no saving him. He was worse than ever, she knew that better than she did any textbook. Sometimes she wondered if he still loved her or if it had replaced by the perfect illusion and she knew that child would be the end of there one year relationship.
Narcissa sat next to Hermione. They had become good friends over the last year. Although it was just between the two of them. They were both looking down at the small baby.
"Neaveh Aethra Malfoy." Hermione pronounced after several minutes. Narcissa looked at the small grayish blue eyes.
"Aethra is Latin if I am correct"
"It means Heaven"
Narcissa smirked "I like it."
***
Hermione had seen very little of Draco for the last few days. He hadn't reacted well to the news of his daughters birth. He wanted to prove his father wrong that his association with Hermione had been a good thing. Now his father would gloat, He couldent let that happen. He needed to prove that he didn't love her, he knew in his heart he still did but he could never admit to it. And now he had just lost all reasons for staying with her. The only thing he could do now was to break it off with her.
He would tell his father this admitting that he "was done with her" and was ready for a more relationship. Marriage. His father had spoken of a union between Draco and Pansy Parkinson. It no longer mattered to him. She was just a name and she had lost all meaning to him. He would marry her though if that's what his father and the dark lord wished. He would look pathetic if he objected. It would look like he was in love.
He told his father that he would marry Pansy the next day.
"Draco, You had me fooled and I thought you were actually in love with the mudblood whore." He cringed. He wanted to slap his father for saying that. He wanted to curse at his father and make him regret that he had ever called her whore.
"I was just using her." He lied. He always lied to his father. He knew his father doubted this.
"If that is so then it wouldn't matter if you killed her. I don't think you want Pansy getting jealous."
"I will Father. I will"
Little did he know that Hermione had just heard everything.
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**************Author's Note********************************************
A/N I know it seems kind of quick and it seems a little odd that Hermione gets Pregnant again and has another child and that her relationship with Draco has just come to an end. But these too elements will be key in the sequel. The third child needed to be born (the sequl takes place in first person through the eyes of Neaveh) and Draco and Hemione's break up was inevitable. There will be one more chapter. OMG I cannot believe I am almost done.
*Heaven Backwards*
It was third night she spent in his arms. The first two nights it was strange to wake up and feel him right next to her, his body and his warmth. He was always awake before she was. Just waiting there. He wouldn't make any comments just scan her face and then kiss her forehead and get dress and go to duty. She knew he was still killing muggle borns. She knew that he still hated them which made her wonder why he loved her? But she thought that somehow he could change.
He wasn't there when she woke up that mourning. Instead she woke up to voices fighting in the hallway. She heard Draco's for sure and another familiar one.
"Harry" she thought and quickly got dressed. The voices were still going on when she left the room. There she the two of them on the verge of dueling. But the moment they saw her they stopped.
"Harry your back!" she smiled at him while running over.
"Its been almost a year" They hugged
"You look great Hermione." He looked closely at the face he had kept in his mind every day since his kidnap. She hadn't changed much, for the acceptation that she had gained a few pounds after the pregnancy, but for the most part she looked prettier than he remembered.
"Thank you" She smiled again. She saw a glare coming on Draco's face.
He whispered to her "Remember who you are sleeping with." Hermione blushed. Draco continued, "So do you want to tell her why your still alive or should I."
"I will tell her later Malfoy." He said back Dangerously.
"Tell me what?" Hermione asked with curiosity as the smile faded.
" Nothing, Nothing that important." She looked skeptically between the two of them.
"She is going to kill you, pity I wont be there to see it but duty calls. One more thing Hermione did you feed Rhydon or Scarlett I don't think either of them have been feed." It seemed as if he was saying this more to Harry then to Hermione, just to make it clear that they did have children and it was not some made up tale.
"Yeah I will later." After Draco left. Hermione put her attention back on Harry.
"So you have kids now?" She just smiled and slightly nodded her head.
"Here I'll introduced you to them." She grabbed his hands and took him to the nursery.
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"Draco why are you sleeping around with the mudblood" Lucious asked his son angrily. Draco rolled his eyes.
"There was a good result last time, just hoping for the same." He replied knowing for the most part it was a complete lie.
"And I will be hoping that for your sake you are note becoming a mudblood lover." His father replied sarcastically
"Just because I am screwing one doesn't mean I am going to fall in love with the whole entire lot of them." There was some truth in that.
"I just hope you know what you are doing."
"No need to worry father. I know exactly what I am doing." Somehow neither son nor father believed him.
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"I cant believe anything remotely related to Malfoy could look so innocent as a baby" Hermione smiled
"Don't forget she is also related to me, which may be the reason of it." Harry smirked. Everything would have been so perfectly if this little baby had been his not Malfoy's then he knew he could have loved it to know end.
"That must be the reason why then" she smiled at him. Old feelings were coming back, feelings she had put away months ago were now coming back and haunting her. She loved Harry but now she loved also loved Draco.
"Here hold her". Hermione picked up Scarlet who had been lying down in a enchanted playpen that Draco had set up several days back.
"I don't think I should." Harry said to her looking nervously
"Yes you should." Hermione insisted
"But what if I drop her?" Harry continued to look skeptical
"You wont." Harry finally convinced held the little girl.
"Just make sure your holding her head. Yeah just like that." It was perfect. She felt Harry lean in on her as if about to kiss her and she to was on the verge of kissing him too but then she heard the Door knock.
"One second." She screamed. She took the baby from Harry and carried the baby to the door and opened it. Not really to her surprise Narcissa had come to check on the babies.
" Good Mourning Granger"
"Mourning Mrs. Malfoy." Scarlet looked at her grandmother with excitement.
"Good mourning Scarlet." Narcissa smiled as her beautiful grand daughter and took her from Hermione without asking. She continued " Am Interrupting something?" after noticing Harry.
"No I was just showing Harry the twins."
Narcissa suddenly looked nervous and whispered "Does Draco know?"
"I don't see how he would" Hermione said frankly back.
"As his mother, I don't think it very wise to parade his children in front of a school rival." She whispered scornfully.
"You haven't forgotten that Draco and I were once school rivals. Besides Harry is one of my best friends, he would never hurt any of my children." Hermione she shortly.
"But he is the dark lord's heir." Narcissa replied nervously.
"That is Ludicrous. Harry is Voldermort's enemy. Right Harry?" Harry who had been listening to their conversation froze.
"Listen Hermione its complicated." He started.
She interrupted "So its true. God Damn it Harry. Why would you agree to something like that?"
"He was going to kill you and Ron." He didn't think she would understand.
"We can take care of our selves and what are 2 lives saved compared to the million that will now die."
"5 lives" he muttered
"Just go Harry. I don't ever want to see or talk to you again." She wasn't screaming, she wasn't crying instead she spoke indifferently.
"Hermione."
"Just Go" He didn't argue and he left.
Hermione didn't cry but starred at the door dumfounded. Once again her plans had been ruined. A part of her still thought that everything would turn out okay, but that part of her was dying she was loosing all hopes. There were no new hopes. But she was too strong now to turn back. She wasn't that hopeless 17 year old. For the last few months all her strengths had been put to the test. Now she had been struck betrayed from her best friend someone she could have potentially been with had. When she thought about it she too had betrayed him, she had fallen in love with his enemy, her enemy. Maybe this was the worlds way of revenging her of her sins. She was brought back to reality when she heard Scarlet scream with Hunger.
Narcissa watched Hermione feed the baby. She felt a new type of respect for the girl. She had never realize it until now how much she had to ordeal. She remembered what happened after her marriage to Lucious how her real friends were cast away from her life and false ones replaced. It wasn't easy not to mention he was a demanding man. She had also been very young when she married him not quite ready for the responsibility at hand. But she eventually adapted to this lifestyle. She remembered no longer needing to cry, knowing that there was no point, knowing that all she had to do was to keep going and surviving for her son.
They took care of the twins in silence, not really having anything to say to each other not quite wanting too.
************One Year Later*************
Hermione looked at the new baby. It hadn't been a particularly difficult birth nor pregnancy. Everyone had been pleased with the pregnancy at first. Many prayed that this child would be like Rhydon, demonic and powerful. Instead their hopes had been disappointed by a small girl who held no more than the common power. Hermione had been secretly pleased but at the same time slightly disappointed. Draco was growing more and more apart by the day and she thought that another powerful child would bring him back to her.
There would be no saving him. He was worse than ever, she knew that better than she did any textbook. Sometimes she wondered if he still loved her or if it had replaced by the perfect illusion and she knew that child would be the end of there one year relationship.
Narcissa sat next to Hermione. They had become good friends over the last year. Although it was just between the two of them. They were both looking down at the small baby.
"Neaveh Aethra Malfoy." Hermione pronounced after several minutes. Narcissa looked at the small grayish blue eyes.
"Aethra is Latin if I am correct"
"It means Heaven"
Narcissa smirked "I like it."
***
Hermione had seen very little of Draco for the last few days. He hadn't reacted well to the news of his daughters birth. He wanted to prove his father wrong that his association with Hermione had been a good thing. Now his father would gloat, He couldent let that happen. He needed to prove that he didn't love her, he knew in his heart he still did but he could never admit to it. And now he had just lost all reasons for staying with her. The only thing he could do now was to break it off with her.
He would tell his father this admitting that he "was done with her" and was ready for a more relationship. Marriage. His father had spoken of a union between Draco and Pansy Parkinson. It no longer mattered to him. She was just a name and she had lost all meaning to him. He would marry her though if that's what his father and the dark lord wished. He would look pathetic if he objected. It would look like he was in love.
He told his father that he would marry Pansy the next day.
"Draco, You had me fooled and I thought you were actually in love with the mudblood whore." He cringed. He wanted to slap his father for saying that. He wanted to curse at his father and make him regret that he had ever called her whore.
"I was just using her." He lied. He always lied to his father. He knew his father doubted this.
"If that is so then it wouldn't matter if you killed her. I don't think you want Pansy getting jealous."
"I will Father. I will"
Little did he know that Hermione had just heard everything.
***
REVIEW
**************Author's Note********************************************
A/N I know it seems kind of quick and it seems a little odd that Hermione gets Pregnant again and has another child and that her relationship with Draco has just come to an end. But these too elements will be key in the sequel. The third child needed to be born (the sequl takes place in first person through the eyes of Neaveh) and Draco and Hemione's break up was inevitable. There will be one more chapter. OMG I cannot believe I am almost done.
