I'm back, so sorry this one took so long to put up, I kind of got caught up in a lot of school work.damn junior high, I had about 6 projects due, lol. The next chapter should be up quicker than this one was, so please review and enjoy!

Luvs, Kiaru

********************************** Chapter 3

My eyes opened to see Kurama's worried looking face. Where am I? What happened? I tried to ask him, but nothing came out. I looked around, and was surrounded by white. Oh my god.Am I in a mental hospital?!

"Yukina.Yukina.are you okay? YUKINA!" Kurama's voice echoed all around me.

He began gently shaking my body; I slowly sat up and looked at him.

"What happened? Where am I?"

"You're in the hospital.Are you okay?"

Suddenly, it struck me what happened.

"KUAWBARA! WHERE IS HE?!" I screamed, frantically searching around the room.

"YUKINA! Lay DOWN!" Kurama yelled trying to get me to calm down.

Crystallized tears constantly streamed down my face.

"Where is he?! WHERE IS HE?!"

"Yukina..Kuwabara is.Kuwabara is gone."

"NO! NO! HE CAN'T BE GONE, HE CAN'T!" I screamed, shaking my head violently. Burying my face in my hands, I cried, and wouldn't stop. Kurama put his and on my shoulder, and hugged me. Yuske, Keiko, and Botan opened the door, and ran up to us.

"Kurama, what happened, you told us to come here? Where are Kuwabara and Hiei?"

I bawled more once he asked. Kurama and I were the only ones that knew so far.

"Yukina, lie down and rest a while." Kurama calmly told me. I just shook my head, and laid down, still in shock.

You don't remember me, but I remember you. I lie awake and try so hard Not to think of you. But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do.

I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you. I have to be with you, to live, to breathe. You're taking over me.

Have you forgotten all I know, And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then

I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you, to live, to breathe You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many things inside that are Just like you are taking over.

*Hiei's Point Of View*

I can't believe what I did.my vision came true... What's going on here?! I can't ask Kurama for help.he'll think I'm crazy. Probably because I am crazy...

I walked to the dock by the river and stared into the water. My reflection was my demon form, but I was only in my human form. What is happening to me...

My reflection shaped into a pair of hands, shaking while holding a knife up to the person's wrists. I started breathing more heavily and looked closer. All I could tell was that they were a woman's hands.. Oh no, YUKINA!!!

*Back to Yukina's Point Of View*

Why should I keep living..I have no reason to live, my true love is gone. There will never be anyone else for me. Forcefully, I ripped the IVs out of my hand, and got out of the bed, staring blankly. I looked around the room, for what, I don't know.

My eyes caught a knife lying beside the dinner the hospital had made me that I didn't eat. A tear ran down my cheek and hardened before it hit the floor. Gradually, I picked up the blade, and stared at my wrists. Gently rubbing it up and down my wrists, not cutting them yet. I closed my eyes and clenched my fists and quickly sliced the blade across it, and fell to the ground balling. Blood poured from my wrists, drenching my hospital gown, the room became blurry.

*Hiei's Point Of View*

Out of breath, I ran as fast as I could, to the hospital.

"WHAT ROOM IS YUKINA KAZAMA IN?!"

I had said Kazama, because I had found out that that's what Kurama had put her name in as, since her and the stupid idiot were to get married soon.

"Ummm, let me see..Yukina Kazama, Yukina Kazama..." the lady at the desk mumbled to herself.

Sweat dripped down my forehead.

"AH! Here it is. She is in room 302. Have a nice day!"

I ran up to the elevator and hit the second floor button. AHHH! Ding.Ding.WHY IS IT GOING SO SLOW?! Finally the doors opened and I frantically ran across the hallway, accidentally running into an old lady.

300.301.302! I swung open the door and gasped. No.no.Yukina. I stared at her motionless body and knelt down next to it. What have I done.I caused all of this to happen. This is my entire fault. A tear ran down my cheek, for the first time. It hardened into a red crystal. Why am I seeing my friend's own deaths? First that idiot, now my own sister.I should've told her.I should've told her that I was her brother. I slammed my fists down as hard as I could on the tile floor, causing it to make a huge crack. Laying my head down on my clenched fists, I lied there sobbing.

A nurse came in staring at me in confusion, then looked over and saw Yukina's motionless body...She screamed and called for another nurse.

"WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!" They screamed at me, like I was the murderer. But it was my fault, ALL my fault. I caused her to die, it's my fault...

The nurse tried to check her pulse, but then noticed the slits on Yukina's wrists...She looked up at me still in confusion, while the other nurses crowded around. I, still slightly crying, got up and sat on the bed, and buried my head in my hands. I heard another gasp and looked up immediately. Kurama and the others were back to check up on her.