Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha….damn it!!! Gods, damn it!!! Son of a bi*$#!!!!!
Rated: "R" for Inuyasha
Lyrics: Evanescence "Taking me over"
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
"Dreaming"
Sighing deeply Kagome looked around the empty space of her hospital room and wished that she wasn't alone. Why did she have to be there anyway? She was fine!
Sighing in deeply again she pushed the button to call the nurse, but by accident hit the morphine button, which distributed more of the drug to her, through the IV patched in her arm. "Oh, great!" Kagome groaned feeling her eye lids growing heavy, her body tired and weary. "That's stuff is really powerful. I never knew that they had a button for this st…." within seconds Kagome was knocked out by the powerful drug that she had given to herself. (A/N: C'mon, it's anime style!!)
As the world around Kagome dispersed another world of old picked up around her fragile soul to take her form to another time. To a place and time that she once shared with someone that is closer to her then she ever though possible.
You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do…
**KPOV**
I eyes felt so heavy and yet I wished nothing more then to open them and see the world around me…so I did. When I did, I saw something… no…someone that I never expected to see for awhile.
"Kagome, you're okay." I watched the words roll from his lips to form something coherent for my mind to comprehend. Still, I didn't understand the growing feelings within me for the boy before me.
"Inuyasha?"
"Kagome." he whispered scarcely enough for me to hear. The red Kimono he bore set my mind whirling with wonder, but even more then that was the emotion that the prep held in the simply saying of my name. I didn't understand.
"Kagome, I thought…I thought…" his golden eyes looking so sad held within so much pain that wanted to be released all trapped in the tears that rimmed his eyes. Abruptly his arms wrapped around me, the large sleeves of the kimono covering nearly all of my body that laid upon the hard land of the Earth. His nose nuzzled against my ear sending a chill running up and down my spine that I couldn't deny that I liked.
"Inuyasha!" I replied lifting my arms to wrap them around his neck, pulling him closer to me, wanting him closer, never wanting to let go, to afraid to…that he might…
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breath
You're taking over me
Strangely, I could no longer feel him, his touch, the warmth of his body that enveloped me. My worst fear had come to past…he had just disappeared and all that remained of him was his smell, his own unique scent.
I'll give up everything just to find you
Swiftly, I felt my body propelled into the rift of time, to what seemed to be only months later. There I stood, with some uniform on that I most definitely didn't recognize, a forest surrounding me and Inuyasha's voice carrying over it all to find its way to me.
"Kikyo." his voice grew closer as I drew nearer and it was then that I knew that I wasn't sleeping, that I was still there, that I was all that was left of yesterday. (A/N: You know where that's from)
"Kikyo, I love you." Inuyasha replied as I watched from some distance away hiding myself behind the nearest tree. As I listened I didn't understand…I thought he loved me…I thought he…
"What about that copy of me?" I heard Kikyo retort, she too baring a red kimono, a bow dangling from her right hand and the quivers slung over her shoulder. A miko, from what I remember reading in my history class, even though that was a long time ago.
"Kagome? Don't worry about her." Inuyasha said, "What does she have to do with it anyway?"
"You love her too, don't you." she asked.
"……" he paused, "no."
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
I couldn't believe what I had just heard…I thought he…but he…he told me…
I swallowed hard and pushed down my anger that welled within my body, that wanted to lash out at him, to rip him to shreds. Instead, I closed my eyes tightly to push back the tears that began to form, tears and feelings that I couldn't explain why I had them for this prep, for this jerk. Turning, I made my way back to where I had began to where I had first stood, to where my tears may fall.
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice rang over the barren field that I once again stood in. The same barren field that I ran to follow to my own grave, to the ghostly hands of Sango…someone far in the past, that happened to be my future. The Easterly wind picked up, taking my black hair into its clear hands, as salty unexplainable tears ran my skin.
"Kagome, I know you heard us." he replied
A bitter laugh escaped my lips, and I couldn't help it.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breath
You're taking over me
" I could have told you that." I laughed unable to stop for anger and question had over ridden my mind.
"Kagome, I love Kikyo and that's the way it is. I have to help her."
"Good-bye." I said, wishing myself away, to close my eyes and never open them again.
"Kagome, wait!!!" I heard him calling to me, and I wanted to go back, but yet again…
**RPOV**
Sitting up abruptly Kagome's eyes darted about afraid that she was still standing in the barren field that lead to the open graveyard, to her tombstone, to Inuyasha that was strangely dressed and the feelings that she didn't know she had for him, that she didn't want to have for him. Sighing she looked over to find that there was no IV in her hand as she stood to go to the bathroom.
"Weird." she spoke aloud.
Coming upon the bathroom she turned the faucet to let it run as she slipped her hands beneath its running water, splashing it on her face. Grasping out in she pulled forth a white hand towel, blotting her face of the water that ran down her neck and beneath the hospital gown.
"God, that's cold!" she shivered.
Sighing again she peered up to her reflection in the mirror that sadly looked back at her. As she starred at her pale skin and dark eyes, another face began to form in the mirror, a face that she knew well and hated…or so she thought, though he had seemed to try and kill her, but still…
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over
"Feh!" I snorted waving away the illusion of Inuyasha's face from the mirror, "stupid preppy ass backstreet boy wanna be!!!"
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