Disclaimer: I don't any of these characters……shit……….

A/N: Okay folks sorry to keep you waiting and I would like to thank you for reviewing and helping me with this chapter!! I finally have it figured out so….I will be happy to finally put up the real chapter!!! Yay for you!!! And thanks!!!!! Forgive me if it seems confusing at first but all will be understood soon. Not this chapter though…..hehehe…

P.S. Sorry no lyrics this chapter…cuz will I can't find any lyrics by people that I want in this chapter….but there is a song….with just no lyrics…hehe!!

Song: Trigun "Scattered Rain"

Lifestyles of the rich and famous

Chapter 4: "Memories"

Golden eyes looked down to the insipid white carpet of the living room floor as a voice echoed off the same bland white walls. Words meant to hurt him, words that he had always heard, words he wondered if yelled to him as a child…a childhood he couldn't remember. No longer having the energy to argue back he turned to leave his brothers voice to yell some insult off the empty walls with no frames and no family.

The door sliding open and slamming against the framework followed with another insult. Scattered rain pouring down, he made no attempt to cover himself from its putrid acid that soaked his hair and clothing, caking it to his dark form. Hands in his pockets golden eyes watched the sidewalk pass beneath him with little to no interest of his whereabouts.

Hours seemed to have passed before he looked up from the chalky sidewalk to chalky wet weather beaten steps to a temple. A huff escaped his lips as he realized where it was that he lead himself.

"She thinks my life is so perfect…" he mumbled, "if she only knew."

Before he knew it he was taking the temple steps two at a time as he climbed to the white house above and to the girl he couldn't get out of his head.

As the rain continued to fall he stood outside to watch the Higurashi family sitting down to eat and his eyes glazed over suddenly…

"Kagome, hey!!"

"Hi, Inuyasha!" Kagome said as she passed, "Inuyasha!?!" she screamed just realizing he sat on the living room floor playing with the cat.

"Inuyasha what are you doing here!?!" she demanded.

"I came to get you! You were taking to long!" he yelled ignoring the cat and pushing it aside.

"I was studying!!" she yelled back.

"Well, it's time to go so pack!" he said.

"I STILL HAVE TO STUDY!!!" she yelled again causing him to lean back from her.

"Fine then we'll leave afterward!"

Kagome rolled her eyes and walked away.

"Inuyasha…" her mother called to him, "stay for dinner?"

Inuyasha turned around to face her.

"Tonight is steak."

Inuyasha stood there looking into a distant reality…no…memories…memories of the time he spent with Kagome and he didn't understand. He and Kagome never got along and now for some reason his heart was fighting to tell him different. He had never really bothered her up until two days ago…when he…when he tried to kill her. He really didn't understand why he had began to choke her in the first place. Everyone knew what he was, that he was a demon, but no one knew that he was a half demon except for his brother and that kid Shippo, but yet…she knew. He had never told anyone and furthermore no one was smart enough to know that there were such things as half demons. So, he chose not to tell them any different, but when she had called him a mutt…it set him off; reminding him of his brothers malicious words. He didn't know what he was doing until Sesshomaru pulled him from her pale form that lied lifeless upon the marble flooring, as he watched her friend Miroku bring her back to existence, away from Deaths searing grasp.

Miroku…a name that he felt was familiar…sure enough he was a pervert…but he remembered him for that…for a dark black hole that promised to consume him one day…for him once stealing something that meant a lot to him…shards of something… or another.

"Inuyasha?" a voice rang out in the blinding darkness of the rain that consumed just him.

Golden eyes followed to the voice that called, to a voice that he wanted to run to, but he stood still in form, a black beaded necklace around him sounding as he moved to face her.

"…" she hesitated, "do you want to come in? Tonight is steak."

Inuyasha smiled in the endless rain.

"Yeah, sure."

**Ok!! Not as long, but I like it!! I hope you are seeing what I am seeing cuz I'm listening to Scatter Rain, which is the song I'm writing this to!! So…newhowho, what do you think??????? A real chapter……if you can call it one…hehehe!! Well, you know the drill, review, review, review and you shall be answered!! ^_~!**