AN: I know its taken me a long time to update. I write the chapters on paper then type it, I lost the chapter and I just found it. Sorry to those who have been waiting. I hope you enjoy this chapter!!
After school Jamie went to Landon's. She explained to her father what was going on and he supports her decision no matter what it is.
Jamie knocked on the door, Ms. Carter opened it.
" Hello Jamie. Come in. Landon told me the good news, that you both have the same blood type. We'll be leaving to the doctors office in about 20 minutes." Ms. Carter explained as Jamie walked in to the living room.
" I'm happy to help, Ms. Carter." Jamie said.
" Landon is upstairs, you to must want to talk." Ms. Carter said.
" Thank you, Ms. Carter." Jamie said, then walked to Landon's room.
She knocked on the door, Landon invited her in.
" Hi." Jamie said as she walked in to the room.
" If you want, you can sit down." Landon said from the edge of the bed, where he was sitting. Jamie stood closely to the door. Being around Landon is making her nervous because of the kiss.
" I'm okay." Jamie said.
" Is this how its going to be? You nervous to be alone with me?" Landon asked as he stood from the bed.
" It took me by surprise, and it is a little awkward to be around you, but that doesn't matter now." Jamie said.
" Why is it awkward?" Landon asked as he walked closer and closer to Jamie, when he stopped, he looked her straight in the eyes.
" It just is." Jamie whispered as Landon stroked her cheek.
Landon's touch made Jamie feel things she's never felt. A part of her knew it was wrong to feel this way but another part wanted more. She closed her eyes, the warmth of his hand felt like paradise to her skin.
Landon cupped his hand behind Jamie's hair, then leaned in for a kiss, when his mother called out.
" It's time to go!" Ms. Carter yelled up the stairs.
Jamie opened her eyes and look in to Landon's.
" We have to go." Landon told Jamie as he walked out the room.
Jamie really wanted Landon to kiss her. A part of her was furious by Ms. Carters timing. Jamie only wanted a second more in Landon's embrace, to feel his lips against hers again.
Jamie followed Landon down stairs.
{ The doctors office.}
The doctor explained to Jamie, Landon and Ms. Carter, that Jamie and Landon have the same blood type but they have to make sure their a perfect math for the surgery.
The nurse took a sample of Jamie's blood.
Jamie and Landon are sitting in the waiting area for the results. While Ms. Cater talks to the doctor.
" How much longer is this going to take?" Landon asked as he paced the room.
" It shouldn't be much longer." Jamie said, trying to comfort him, but inside she was going crazy for an answer, she needs to know if she can save Landon's life.
A couple of more minutes passed. Jamie and Landon just sat and waited, in silence.
" We have the results." The doctor said as he and Ms. Carter walked in to the waiting room.
"Ok. What are they?" Landon asked.
" You both are a perfect match for the surgery. Now Ms. Sullivan, if your willing, I would like to schedule the surgery for next week." The doctor explained.
" Yes, I'm willing. I want to help any way I can." Jamie said with a smile. Her prayers were answered, she can save the life of someone that has changed her life.
" I'll see you both next week." The doctor said to Landon and Jamie.
" Thank you doctor." Ms. Carter told the doctor as he left.
" All right kids, lets go." Ms. Carter said.
Ms. Carter drove Jamie home. The whole car ride Landon didn't say a word to Jamie or a word at all. Ms. Cater took the last shift tonight so she could take Landon to the doctor. She dropped him off at home. And told him " I love you" and went to work.
Landon went up to his room and just laid on the bed, a couple of minutes later there was a knock on the door. He went downstairs, where he opened the door, it was Jamie.
" Didn't we just drop you off." Landon said as Jamie walked in to the house.
" Yeah, but there's something bothering me and I need to talk to you." Jamie said as she and Landon stood in the living room.
" Okay what do you want to talk about?" Landon asked, but he had a feeling he knew why she was upset.
" You hadn't said a word since we were at the doctors. I thought you would be happy. I don't understand." Jamie said.
" No, I don't understand. I told you I love you, then you stopped speaking to me. Now your going to have surgery to save my life and I still don't know how you feel." Landon explained.
~ Then you came around me.
The walls just fade disappeared.
Nothing to surround me.
Keep me from your fears.
I'm unprotected
See how you've opened me up
You've made me trust~
"I don't know how I feel. Landon, I've never felt this way before. I know what we have isn't a typical friendship, I don't know what we have. You hurt me but at the same time, you've opened me up." Jamie explained as she felt tears in her eyes but she held them in.
~I've never felt like this before.
I'm naked around you.
Does it show?
You see right through me.
And I can't hide.
I'm naked around you.
And it feels so right.~
" What are you saying?" Landon asked.
" I like what I feel when I'm with you but it scares me. I don't know how to answer your question because I don't know how I feel. I want to help you, I want to be your friend, but at the same time I want more. I can say I care about you, but other then that I don't know." Jamie explained.
~ Trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself.
And let the covers fade away.
Guess I never had
Some one like you.
To help me fit
In my skin.~
" You know I love you. I know it happened so quick, I didn't plan for that. I understand your confused, I'm not going to push. You need to know that when your ready to love me, I'll be ready." Landon explained, but what he wanted more than any thing was to hear Jamie say ' I love you too'.
" Thank you for understanding. Goodnight, Landon." Jamie said as she opened the front door.
" Good night Jamie." Landon said as she left.
Song;// Avril Lavigne= Naked
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Isabelle
