AN: Thank you for all of the great feed back, I'm glad your still reading. Before I start the chapter, there's something I have to explain. I got a review for brianbrady, saying that Jamie couldn't give Landon the transplant because he would get leukemia. That's wrong. I know leukemia is a blood cancer, I knew that when I wrote this idea.

Here's the truth, Jamie is in remission, that means she producing healthy cells. Its not recommended, only if there's no other options, and there's wasn't, Landon was gonna die. And a other thing, if Jamie did give Landon blood while she had leukemia, he wouldn't get it, that's something her body is making and can't fight, you can't get cancer from someone, it's something your body makes. I also know Jamie's father had to sign off of the doctor taking blood, if she was under 18, Jamie is 18 therefore an adult. She can make her own decisions.

Sorry for the wait here's the chapter, enjoy.

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Landon woke up with the sun, he couldn't sleep. He took a shower then meet his mom in the kitchen an hour later.

" Hey mom." Landon said as he sat at the dinner table.

" Hey sweetie, how are you feeling?" Cynthia asked as she looked at her son, it kills her to see him like this, so unhappy.

" I'm fine, mom." Landon said.

" Sweetie, you know what hey say about fine, your freaked out, insecure. neurotic and emotional." Cynthia said with a smile, hoping that would make him fell better, he looks so down.

" I know." Landon said with a smile, that is how he feels. " I'm gonna go." Landon said as he stood from his chair.

" Where are you going?" Cynthia asked.

" I'm too bored to stay home, I don't feel sick, I'm goona go to school." Landon explained to his mother as he put his hands on the edge of the table.

" The doctor said you have to take it easy." Cynthia said.

" I will mom. I'll see you later." Landon said as he kissed his mom on the cheek and grabbed his keys.

Jamie against her will got ready for school, she's been so down because of Landon. She's tried not to think of it, but everything reminds her of Landon, the good times and the bad.

Jamie walked in to the kitchen to find her father reading the morning paper.

" Hey dad." Jamie said as she sat across him.

" Hi Jamie. What's going on, since last night, you like a zombie. You know you can tell me anything, what's going on with you?" Rev. Sullivan asked as he placed the paper down on the table.

" Dad, I know I can tell you anything. I'm fine, I guess I'm a little tried but, I'm ok." Jamie said as she forced a smile across her face.

" Alright. You should get going before your late." Rev. Sullivan said.

" I'll see you later, I love you dad." Jamie said as she kissed her father and walked to school.

Jamie walked into home room to see someone she wasn't expecting.

~Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time~

Landon looked up, his eyes meet Jamie's. She quickly looked away and walked to her seat.

For the rest of the till lunch time. Jamie and Landon didn't see each other but that didn't help, they knew they were there. Jamie couldn't focused on anything but the images in her head, the images that are tearing her apart.

~It just shot down my spine

You look so beautiful tonight
Remind me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces~

It was time for lunch Jamie went and sat at her table, she didn't feel like eating, she didn't feel like doing anything.

Landon sat at his table with Dean, Eric, Tracey, and Belinda. He kept looking at Jamie from his seat, he hated the pain he saw in her face, the pain he knows he caused the pain he wishes he could take away.

" Landon, can I talk to you?" Belinda asked.

" Yeah, what's up?" Landon asked as he turned his attention towards Belinda.

Jamie saw Belinda and Landon talking, it was like fire in her heart to see them together. She couldn't take it anymore, she stood from her seat and left the lunch room and decided to get some air outside.

" Come with me." Belinda said as she grabbed Landon's hand and pulled him along side her. She dragged him to the side of the school.

" Belinda what are you doing?" Landon asked as he looked around.

" We need to talk, in privet. About what happened between us." Belinda said as she looked into his eyes.

" Look, I know I shouldn't have lead you on, but what happened between us can never happen again. I'm in love with Jamie." Landon said as he tried to let he down easy.

" Jamie? She can't give you what I can." Belinda said before she brought her face to Landon's and kissed him. Landon tried to pull her off but he couldn't.

Jamie saw Landon and Belinda kissing, she wanted to cry.

~To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away
And let me rest in pieces~


After Landon finally got Belinda off of him he saw Jamie through the corner of his eye.

" Jamie wait!" Landon called out as he ran towards her but it was too late, she was gone.

" Just forget about her." Belinda said as she made her way to Landon's side.

" I could never forget about her, I love Jamie more then I thought I could. She's changed my life and all I can seem to do is break her heart over and over. I can't figure out why I slept with you, I guess you were just there, I'm sorry to hurt you but I love Jamie and Only Jamie, I want her not you." Landon said to Belinda hoping she could see there was nothing for them.

" Fine. You want her, I don't care, just know you have no idea what your missing. Your life is gonna suck without me." Belinda said in a confident voice and walked off.

" She took it better then I thought she would" Landon said to himself.

Jamie finished the rest of the day, not seeing Landon again. After school she went home. Her father wouldn't be home to later and she was glad, she wanted to be alone.

Jamie laid in her bed for a couple of minutes before the knock on the door.

" What do you want?" Jamie asked as she opened the door to see Landon.

" I need to talk to you. To explain what you saw." Landon said as he made his way inside.

" It doesn't matter what I saw, it's your life." Jamie said but didn't mean it, she does want to know why they were kissing. " Are they together?" Jamie kept asking herself.

" She kissed me, if you would have been there seconds earlier you would have saw that. I don't want Belinda, I want you and I told her that. I don't care if I have to spend the rest of my life trying to convince you I love you. I have no idea why I slept with Belinda, I wish I did. I'm sorry I hurt you. I love you and maybe with time you could have felt the same way." Landon said then left, he could see all he was doing was making it worse but he needed to tell her.

After Landon left, Jamie closed the door and slip to the floor and just began to cry.

~Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands
But could you find it in your heart?
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away
And let me rest in ~

" If you only knew I don't need time because I feel in love with you. I do feel the same way as much as I don't want to." Jamie said as tears fell down her face.

Song:// Saliva= rest in pieces

*** Okay what did you think? I know these chapters are very sad but it's a sad fic, I promise by the end it gets better but to reach the end, you have to review.***

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