AN: Ugh I know it's taken me a long, long time to update but I try I really do. Please review and thanks for those that keep reviewing.

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Today is the day of the surgery. Jamie has been avoiding Landon, he hasn't been pushing, he's hoping with time, she'll want to talk or a least listen.

Jamie woke up and got ready and met her father down stairs, he's going with her for support.

" Are you ready?" Rev. Sullivan asked as Jamie came down the stairs.

" As ready as I'll ever be." Jamie said with a weak smile as she and her father walked out the door.

Landon and Cynthia are already at the hospital. Landon is sitting, waiting to be taken to the OR. Cynthia is talking to the doctor about the surgery, about what can and cant happen. She wants to make sure she has all of the information, when Jamie and Rev. Sullivan walk in.

Jamie and Landon stopped each other, she put her head down, she couldn't handle looking at him.

Seconds later the nurse came in and took Jamie and Landon to be prepped for surgery. Cynthia and Rev. Sullivan stayed in the waiting room.

Jamie laid on the OR table, nervous as hell.

" In a couple of seconds, you should start feeling very sleepy." The analogist explained.

" Should I count?" Jamie asked with a small smile.

" If you want to, that's something someone wrote for TV. We never actually ask people to count." The woman said as she watched Jamie faded into a deep sleep.

Landon is feeling the downiness of the drugs as his mine began to ask him self " Shouldn't I be nervous?" The truth is all he can think about is Jamie and the pain across her face every time she looks at him.

Now both Jamie and Landon are in a deep sleep.

~ ~ Jamie's dream ~ ~

She is standing on the side of the road in her hospital gown, in front of her, is her house. " What's going on?" She asked her self when all of a sudden a car came down the street and parked in her drive way, no one can see her. The person that gets out the car is Landon Carter. " Why would he be at my house?" Jamie asked her self again.

Landon walks up to her house and knocks on the door, seconds later, Jamie opened the door and wrapped her arms around him. "Ok, this is weird." The Jamie on the side of the road said to her self as she watched the seen in front of her, like a movie.

The Jamie at the house let go of Landon then they both walked to his car, then drove off.

In a quick flash they were all at a dinner, again Jamie stood on the side lines and just watched everything play out. The people are so in love. " How can this be, I hate him." Jamie said to her self in fustian as she saw them holding hands.

Then Landon and dream Jamie left the dinner. As they got in the car a another came out of no where crashing in to them.

Now everyone is at the hospital. Jamie watched the doctors stitch up the other her up then a doctor came and said " Ms. Sullivan I'm sorry to tell you but he didn't make it." She busted in to tears, Jamie watched her self breakdown in to a million pieces. It was obvious the girl Jamie is watching and Landon were very much in love and happy.

" What does all of this mean?" Jamie kept asking her self. It began to bother her, seeing her self cry and hearing Landon is dead, she felt like crying.

Now their at the funeral Dream Jamie is all dressed in black.

" Oh not again." Jamie told her self as she again stood at the sidelines and watched everyone else, so many are crying. Then Landon's mother stood to say some words

" Landon was a fighter, he survived cancer, anything someone threw at him. He found love, he was happy and knows he's gone." Cynthia said then sat back don she couldn't take the pain. The Jamie stood to say words.

" I loved Landon more then I thought I could, he was my life. He changed me in so many ways. We spent so much time fighting but he never gave up, and I'm glad he didn't. If I could, I'd take it all back, the way I pushed him away, the way I was so angry. I'd take it all back just to have a second more with him."

~ End of dream~

Jamie slowly opened her eyes to find her father by her side.

" Dad?" Jamie asked.

" I'm right here sweetie, how are you?" Rev. Sullivan asked as she grabbed her hand.

" I'm okay, a little sleepy." Jamie answered.

" The doctor said you would be."

" How's Landon?" Jamie asked as she sat up.

"Jamie…. Landon's body didn't take to well to the drugs they gave him, he hasn't woken up and if he doesn't soon, he might never." Rev. Sullivan tried to explained as he watched James eyes fill with tears.

" No, this can't be happening."

**** I have a plan, that's why I ended it here. I hope your not pissed but if you are, oh well. Like I said before sorry for not updating sooner, I'll try harder next time. Review for the next chapter, it's a good one.****

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Isabelle