AN: Here's the next chapter, sorry for the wait. I've been working on my other fics which I hope you check out and my new one " Bleeding heart" with JamiesAngel2008 and our other one " Once and Again" and my solo one " Heart of Innocence." here's the next chapter.

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" This isn't happening." Jamie said with tears running down her face.

" Jamie you have to be strong, you just had surgery." Rev. Sullivan said as he places his hand over Jamie's.

" Can I see him?" Jamie asked as she wipes the tears from her eyes.

" I don't know. I'll go ask, you just stay clam." Rev. Sullivan said before he leaves.

" Landon, you can't leave me." She said as she closes her eyes.

" Hello Jamie." the doctor said as she and Rev. Sullivan walk into the room.

" Hi." Jamie said softly.

" Your doing fine but you have to take it easy. You can visit Landon but like I said you must take it easy. A nurse will come and take you to see him." The doctor explained as the nurse walks into the room with a wheelchair.

Jamie had no objections to the wheelchair because she's so weak. The nurse helped her into the chair and wheeled her out.

" I'll leave you to alone." The nurse said as she leaves Jamie next to Landon.

" Hey." Jamie said as she grabs his hand. " I don't know if you can hear me, I hope you can because need you to listen. I had the worst dream, I dreamt you left me, and it…hurt …so bad." Jamie said with her voice cracking, she can't stop crying. " Please come back to me." Jamie plead.

" Where am I?" Landon asked as he looks around the big white room.

" Hello Landon." A woman said.

" Who are you?" Landon asked as he looks at the woman dressed in full white.

" You don't know me, I'm Jamie's mother." She simply said.

" But your…"

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Dead? Yes I know. Take a seat." She said as she and Landon sit down in big white chairs.

" Why am I here?" Landon asked.

" You're here because your giving up and it's not your time." She explained.

" What am I giving up on?" Landon asked, this whole experience is freaking him out.

" On life." She again simply said.

Landon didn't say anything because he is giving up. Those words are so true. He's been angry and sad and just plan miserable. So yeah , he's giving up, it can't be worse then how he feels now.

" So I'm giving up on life, so?" Landon asked.

" It's not your time. You need to live." She explained.

" Live for what?" Landon asked, wishing she'd get to the point.

A white screen came drown from the ceiling with the image of Jamie crying her heart out by Landon's side at the hospital. " You have to live for her."

" She hates me." Landon said in a low voice.

" Look at her. Does it look like she hates you? She's mad at you, there's a difference." She explained.

Landon stared at the image " I love her so much." He said as he continues to stare at the image.

" I know, that's why you have to go back to her."

Jamie continued to hold his hand with tears running down her face.

" I would do anything for you to open your eyes. There's so much I have to tell you. You need to know how I feel, how through the anger, through it all, I feel in love with you, I need you to wake up and come back to me!" Jamie said as she stopped feeling sad and started feeling angry, anger because he's leaving her.

" You have to wake up damnit. I need to say it to your face for the first time. I love you!" Jamie yelled, then lowers her head and just sobs.

" Don't cry."

" Landon?"

** What did you think?? That was so sad to write, I hope you liked it. Review and let me know.**

Thanks,

Isabelle