See chapter one for disclaimer etc.
I don't own the story read and mentioned in here.
***
I savagely ate the little piece of bread. The morning sickness was terrible. I think I'm about 6 months pregnant. Without Sev, I don't think I can survive. Thankfully, there were a lot of fat muggle and I blend in easily. I can cook food with my wand, but it is horrible. It's like eating cardboard.
Walking to my moderately warm bed, I pull out a book that the manager of the bookstore gave me. It's a Dr. Seuss book.
I pull up my shirt halfway so I can see my wonderful baby and Sev and I had together. God, I need him.
'Did you ever have the feeling there's a WASKET in your basket?' I wanted to read something funny.
' . . .Or a NUREAU in your bureau?' I rubbed my belly lovingly, thinking of how Sev will be so happy.
' . . .Or a WOSET in your closet?' I can't live . . .but I have to live for our baby.
'Sometimes I feel quiet certain there's a JERTAIN in the curtain.' I'm so close to tears. I don't know what to do.
'Sometimes I have a feeling there's a ZLOCK behind the clock.' Even though Sev and I haven't been together for a long time, I am sure that he loves me.
'And that ZELF up on that-' I break off crying.
I'm still rubbing my belly. 'Daddy's going to come and get us. He won't leave us. Soon we'll have plenty of food and water. We won't have to scrounge for money. S-Sev will take care of us, you'll see. I can't wait until you're born and Daddy will be by my side, waiting for your head to pop up*'
I cry myself to sleep like I've done for the past 6 ¾ months.
***
I wake up and I get myself ready with the dingy clothes I've bought second hand. I put my wand in the sleeve of my shirt and I get on my pair of worn shoes I've had for awhile.
'Good morning, Baby. Daddy will get us soon.' I always tell my baby that. I know it's never going to happen. Sev might not even want the baby if he ever finds me.
And I walk to the bookstore like I've done every day.
***
POP
I rub my eyes.
'Albus, do you know what time it is?' I snap at Albus' floating head in my fireplace.
'We might know where Harry is. Meet me in my office.'
And he disappears.
My Harry. He might know where my Harry is. God, the empty space still hurts. Minvera has nagged me to eat, but I don't eat much. How can I deserve a nice meal if I don't know Harry has one? Harry told me that he doesn't have anymore money because his parents only left some for his school supplies. I told him that I would take care of him and I can't even do that.
It's been 6 months. Six months have passed without Harry. We were getting so close, and I wanted to marry him and I (even though I may sound sentimental) had plans for him and for us. I just don't know how to cope anymore. I don't have a reason to live without him.
I quickly get dressed in my wrinkly worn black robes and run out of the dungeon. They know where Harry could be.
***
'Where is he?' I bark the moment I step inside Albus' office.
Albus pulled out a map of Muggle London.
'We think he is located in this small bookstore.'
'I'll go,' I said at once.
***
I was late for work again and my boss noticed.
'Potter! How many times are you going to-' but he broke off seeing, my trembling body.
'What happened?' he asks, the coldness one from his eyes.
'I-I,' I stammer.
He holds up a hand to stop me from talking. 'Harry, I know.'
'Know what?' I ask sharply.
'That you're with child.' He says.
'H-how?' I ask, bewildered.
'I'm not a muggle. I noticed that you were checking out our pregnancy section and heard your morning sickness.'
'When did you hear my morning sickness?' I ask, suspiciously.
'Remember when you had a night shift?' I nod. 'Well, you were crying in your sleep and the next morning I saw you in the bathroom.'
'Oh, but why haven't you done anything?' I ask.
He shakes his head. 'I thought you were with somebody. Why is the father? Or surly you weren't raped?'
I cringe at the 'R' word. 'I- the father of my baby is with me, but not anymore. I was fired from my other job because of us and I was banished from where he was. I can not see him because if I do, I'll go to Azkaban.' I said, tears streaming down my face.
'Harry, do you walk to work?' I nod. 'Good lord! I have a flat above the store and you can live there if you want.'
I hang my head. 'I haven't any money.'
'It's ok, you don't need to pay me. Now, you have the rest of the day off.'
My eyes opened, horrified. 'I can't! I need the money.'
'With pay.' He says warmly.
I grasp his hand. 'I don't know how to thank you.'
He smiles. 'No worries, but I want you to eat healthy. My wife and I will help you.'
'Oh thank you!' I cry.
'Harry, here's some money, keep it. I have a car out back, here's the keys.' He hands me them.
'Sir, why are you being so nice?' I ask, puzzled.
His smile turns strained, and he says in a low, low voice, 'I know how you feel. I was with a man before and we had a child. He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named murdered them.'
I squeezed his hand. 'I'm so sorry.'
'It's fine. That's why I moved out of the wizarding world completely. I met my wife two years later, but I never went into a relationship because I thought James would be mad at me. We're not in love romantically, but she is my sister in a sort of way.'
'Thank you for telling me.'
'Your welcome.'
***
I apparate two block of the store that Harry as tracked down at. Walking, I noticed that everyone was staring at me. Hm, it must be my black grieving clothes. Stupid muggle, I hope that they didn't hurt my Harry. Harry, my stomach ripples with hope that I've never had. Harry the one who will be running in my arms. My Harry- it was not love at first sight, but more as a friendship, then it turned to full out love.
I see the dirty, old bookstore and came in. The person at the register looks really familiar.
'Hello,' he says kindly.
'I was wondering if you've seen a young man with unruly black hair, green eyes and has a scar on his forehead?' I ask, but crossing my fingers.
'Yes, why do you want to see him?'
'Where is he?' I bark.
His eyes narrow and he walks up to me.
'Why would you want to know?' he says coldly.
I quickly pull out my wand, but am surprised when he does the same.
'I said, why do you want to know?'
I crumple to the ground, shaking and panting. Panic attacks.
***
I had a nice drive. I have a driver's licence I got a little before the war. I went to a cheep dinner and got a nice meal for Baby and me. I park his car in the front when I got back.
'Dan?' I call. (For Dan was his name.)
'Shh!' he comes out of the back room.
'What happened?' I whisper.
'There's a man who's wanting to see you.'
'Really? Who is it?'
He shrugs. 'A man in black. He's in the back room- I think he had a panic attack.'
Sev? Could it be my love? Wait . . . Sev wouldn't have panic attack, would he?
'Can I see him?' I ask, afraid of the answer.
'Please, he's been yelling and cursing when he got up.'
***
'Hello?' I say into the dark room. (Which is charmed to be a house.)
'Harry?' a gentle, yet rough voice calls.
'Sev?!'
A light turns on and Sev runs up and embraces me. Too hard.
'Ouch,' I say weakly.
He loosens his grip, but not letting go. 'What happened?'
'I- I'm . . .pregnant.' and I start to sob in his robes.
He strokes my hair. 'Harry, it's going to be ok.' And he kisses my on the top of the head. I can feel tears drop onto me.
I know he's scared too.
***
Notes: Yes, a very short chapter, but I had to leave a cliffie.
Please, should Baby be a boy or girl and if so, what should his/her name be?
* Ok, Harry has a womb and a vagina um, somewhere up there, but it'll heal itself together when the baby's done being born.
Review responds:
Heretic Angel- No, MPREG is not my cup of tea, but this plot just came to me. Plus, I wanted to torture Harry! Yay for torture!
Furies: Ah, cute name! Thanx for reviewing!
Ladyblackrose: Yes, an AU and everyone is OOC.
Athenakitty: Sev and Harry reunite! You'll have to see what happens to Ron in the next chap!
KittenBabyGirl: Yeah that would be nice... Stupid Angst!
Incensio Lady: You reviewed? Yay! I love your HP Fic! Yeah, about everyone said Dumbledore was OOC. Damn! I can't get away with it! And yes, we should create a cult where we kill Ron!
DaughterofDeath: Sir, yes, Sir!
Mikee: Ah, I kinda used your idea... yes, that old fool should come crawling on his knees, but you'll have to wait for the next chap....
ToonTownCutie: Another cute name! Thanx for reviewing!
Obsessive Fanfic Reader (amy: Cute name in a creepy way! Joking! Thanks for reviewing!
Marauding Critic: yes, we'll have Dumbledore in an accident. Or Harry'll say, 'I'll kill you and make it look like a bloody accident!' He's too proud to go to a homeless shelter! Remember Gryffindor stupidity?
limited sanity: Tee hee! Another fun name! Sorry, maybe I'll post an AU of this chapter... Eh, when I get off my lazy arse!
AJ-Wolf-AJ: Here's your update!
Kateri1: Eh, I guess my writing needs tweaking... I dunno... Thanks for reviewing!
Hippy Flower=Voldie's kid: Oh, I've read some of your fic and you're a great Snarry writer! I can't believe you reviewed!
Minerva-Severus-Dumbledor: Thanks for reviewing! The character death was Draco. Hmm, you do have a point. Most people say 'Kill that old fool!'
Shuki - aka Quickjewel: Sweet name! Hold on a tic, did I just say 'Sweet'? Thanks for reviewing!
Cat15: Here ya go!
ProudSlytherin: Oh you lucky #1! I have a snake too! She's a Ball Python!
And I would like to thank the e-mail that got my rear in gear!
If you want, review for the sake of it.
I don't own the story read and mentioned in here.
***
I savagely ate the little piece of bread. The morning sickness was terrible. I think I'm about 6 months pregnant. Without Sev, I don't think I can survive. Thankfully, there were a lot of fat muggle and I blend in easily. I can cook food with my wand, but it is horrible. It's like eating cardboard.
Walking to my moderately warm bed, I pull out a book that the manager of the bookstore gave me. It's a Dr. Seuss book.
I pull up my shirt halfway so I can see my wonderful baby and Sev and I had together. God, I need him.
'Did you ever have the feeling there's a WASKET in your basket?' I wanted to read something funny.
' . . .Or a NUREAU in your bureau?' I rubbed my belly lovingly, thinking of how Sev will be so happy.
' . . .Or a WOSET in your closet?' I can't live . . .but I have to live for our baby.
'Sometimes I feel quiet certain there's a JERTAIN in the curtain.' I'm so close to tears. I don't know what to do.
'Sometimes I have a feeling there's a ZLOCK behind the clock.' Even though Sev and I haven't been together for a long time, I am sure that he loves me.
'And that ZELF up on that-' I break off crying.
I'm still rubbing my belly. 'Daddy's going to come and get us. He won't leave us. Soon we'll have plenty of food and water. We won't have to scrounge for money. S-Sev will take care of us, you'll see. I can't wait until you're born and Daddy will be by my side, waiting for your head to pop up*'
I cry myself to sleep like I've done for the past 6 ¾ months.
***
I wake up and I get myself ready with the dingy clothes I've bought second hand. I put my wand in the sleeve of my shirt and I get on my pair of worn shoes I've had for awhile.
'Good morning, Baby. Daddy will get us soon.' I always tell my baby that. I know it's never going to happen. Sev might not even want the baby if he ever finds me.
And I walk to the bookstore like I've done every day.
***
POP
I rub my eyes.
'Albus, do you know what time it is?' I snap at Albus' floating head in my fireplace.
'We might know where Harry is. Meet me in my office.'
And he disappears.
My Harry. He might know where my Harry is. God, the empty space still hurts. Minvera has nagged me to eat, but I don't eat much. How can I deserve a nice meal if I don't know Harry has one? Harry told me that he doesn't have anymore money because his parents only left some for his school supplies. I told him that I would take care of him and I can't even do that.
It's been 6 months. Six months have passed without Harry. We were getting so close, and I wanted to marry him and I (even though I may sound sentimental) had plans for him and for us. I just don't know how to cope anymore. I don't have a reason to live without him.
I quickly get dressed in my wrinkly worn black robes and run out of the dungeon. They know where Harry could be.
***
'Where is he?' I bark the moment I step inside Albus' office.
Albus pulled out a map of Muggle London.
'We think he is located in this small bookstore.'
'I'll go,' I said at once.
***
I was late for work again and my boss noticed.
'Potter! How many times are you going to-' but he broke off seeing, my trembling body.
'What happened?' he asks, the coldness one from his eyes.
'I-I,' I stammer.
He holds up a hand to stop me from talking. 'Harry, I know.'
'Know what?' I ask sharply.
'That you're with child.' He says.
'H-how?' I ask, bewildered.
'I'm not a muggle. I noticed that you were checking out our pregnancy section and heard your morning sickness.'
'When did you hear my morning sickness?' I ask, suspiciously.
'Remember when you had a night shift?' I nod. 'Well, you were crying in your sleep and the next morning I saw you in the bathroom.'
'Oh, but why haven't you done anything?' I ask.
He shakes his head. 'I thought you were with somebody. Why is the father? Or surly you weren't raped?'
I cringe at the 'R' word. 'I- the father of my baby is with me, but not anymore. I was fired from my other job because of us and I was banished from where he was. I can not see him because if I do, I'll go to Azkaban.' I said, tears streaming down my face.
'Harry, do you walk to work?' I nod. 'Good lord! I have a flat above the store and you can live there if you want.'
I hang my head. 'I haven't any money.'
'It's ok, you don't need to pay me. Now, you have the rest of the day off.'
My eyes opened, horrified. 'I can't! I need the money.'
'With pay.' He says warmly.
I grasp his hand. 'I don't know how to thank you.'
He smiles. 'No worries, but I want you to eat healthy. My wife and I will help you.'
'Oh thank you!' I cry.
'Harry, here's some money, keep it. I have a car out back, here's the keys.' He hands me them.
'Sir, why are you being so nice?' I ask, puzzled.
His smile turns strained, and he says in a low, low voice, 'I know how you feel. I was with a man before and we had a child. He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named murdered them.'
I squeezed his hand. 'I'm so sorry.'
'It's fine. That's why I moved out of the wizarding world completely. I met my wife two years later, but I never went into a relationship because I thought James would be mad at me. We're not in love romantically, but she is my sister in a sort of way.'
'Thank you for telling me.'
'Your welcome.'
***
I apparate two block of the store that Harry as tracked down at. Walking, I noticed that everyone was staring at me. Hm, it must be my black grieving clothes. Stupid muggle, I hope that they didn't hurt my Harry. Harry, my stomach ripples with hope that I've never had. Harry the one who will be running in my arms. My Harry- it was not love at first sight, but more as a friendship, then it turned to full out love.
I see the dirty, old bookstore and came in. The person at the register looks really familiar.
'Hello,' he says kindly.
'I was wondering if you've seen a young man with unruly black hair, green eyes and has a scar on his forehead?' I ask, but crossing my fingers.
'Yes, why do you want to see him?'
'Where is he?' I bark.
His eyes narrow and he walks up to me.
'Why would you want to know?' he says coldly.
I quickly pull out my wand, but am surprised when he does the same.
'I said, why do you want to know?'
I crumple to the ground, shaking and panting. Panic attacks.
***
I had a nice drive. I have a driver's licence I got a little before the war. I went to a cheep dinner and got a nice meal for Baby and me. I park his car in the front when I got back.
'Dan?' I call. (For Dan was his name.)
'Shh!' he comes out of the back room.
'What happened?' I whisper.
'There's a man who's wanting to see you.'
'Really? Who is it?'
He shrugs. 'A man in black. He's in the back room- I think he had a panic attack.'
Sev? Could it be my love? Wait . . . Sev wouldn't have panic attack, would he?
'Can I see him?' I ask, afraid of the answer.
'Please, he's been yelling and cursing when he got up.'
***
'Hello?' I say into the dark room. (Which is charmed to be a house.)
'Harry?' a gentle, yet rough voice calls.
'Sev?!'
A light turns on and Sev runs up and embraces me. Too hard.
'Ouch,' I say weakly.
He loosens his grip, but not letting go. 'What happened?'
'I- I'm . . .pregnant.' and I start to sob in his robes.
He strokes my hair. 'Harry, it's going to be ok.' And he kisses my on the top of the head. I can feel tears drop onto me.
I know he's scared too.
***
Notes: Yes, a very short chapter, but I had to leave a cliffie.
Please, should Baby be a boy or girl and if so, what should his/her name be?
* Ok, Harry has a womb and a vagina um, somewhere up there, but it'll heal itself together when the baby's done being born.
Review responds:
Heretic Angel- No, MPREG is not my cup of tea, but this plot just came to me. Plus, I wanted to torture Harry! Yay for torture!
Furies: Ah, cute name! Thanx for reviewing!
Ladyblackrose: Yes, an AU and everyone is OOC.
Athenakitty: Sev and Harry reunite! You'll have to see what happens to Ron in the next chap!
KittenBabyGirl: Yeah that would be nice... Stupid Angst!
Incensio Lady: You reviewed? Yay! I love your HP Fic! Yeah, about everyone said Dumbledore was OOC. Damn! I can't get away with it! And yes, we should create a cult where we kill Ron!
DaughterofDeath: Sir, yes, Sir!
Mikee: Ah, I kinda used your idea... yes, that old fool should come crawling on his knees, but you'll have to wait for the next chap....
ToonTownCutie: Another cute name! Thanx for reviewing!
Obsessive Fanfic Reader (amy: Cute name in a creepy way! Joking! Thanks for reviewing!
Marauding Critic: yes, we'll have Dumbledore in an accident. Or Harry'll say, 'I'll kill you and make it look like a bloody accident!' He's too proud to go to a homeless shelter! Remember Gryffindor stupidity?
limited sanity: Tee hee! Another fun name! Sorry, maybe I'll post an AU of this chapter... Eh, when I get off my lazy arse!
AJ-Wolf-AJ: Here's your update!
Kateri1: Eh, I guess my writing needs tweaking... I dunno... Thanks for reviewing!
Hippy Flower=Voldie's kid: Oh, I've read some of your fic and you're a great Snarry writer! I can't believe you reviewed!
Minerva-Severus-Dumbledor: Thanks for reviewing! The character death was Draco. Hmm, you do have a point. Most people say 'Kill that old fool!'
Shuki - aka Quickjewel: Sweet name! Hold on a tic, did I just say 'Sweet'? Thanks for reviewing!
Cat15: Here ya go!
ProudSlytherin: Oh you lucky #1! I have a snake too! She's a Ball Python!
And I would like to thank the e-mail that got my rear in gear!
If you want, review for the sake of it.