Title: Dreams
Rating: R
A/N: Hi! Now I'm happy to announce that things are going on smooth sailing this day. ARE YOU KIDDING?! Today is terrible! Hehe. Nothing much. Just hope you're still reading and enjoying the fic in any particular way. Thanks to the reviewers and I ofcourse hope I get more. I'm remaking the chappie due to a concerned reader. Thanks for the tips, and sorry for your friend/s.
Dreams Chapter 6: Dear Diary
"Hey, Kate. You alright?"
"Yeah, I'm OK."
Neo watched listened to their conversation to make sure he heard everything.
He felt bad for what Trinity's father did to her and he wondered why she seemed to be so. normal about it.
Denny came over a few minutes ago to have a little talk.
"You know, you left pretty early awhile ago. Is there anything wrong?" Denny asked.
Trinity shrugged, "I don't know what you're talking about."
It came to Neo of the fact that Denny didn't know about what was happening in Trinity's household.
Denny sighed. "Listen. You're always like this. You always try to pretend that nothing's wrong. Baby, sometimes you just have to tell me what's wrong."
Denny put his arms around Trinity.
"God, Denny, maybe I don't want to tell you everything." Trinity said quietly, pushing him away.
Denny looked a bit hurt.
"OK." He said, looking at his feet for awhile.
Come on, Trinity, Neo thought to himself, Tell him what's wrong.
"Listen." Denny said suddenly, "Tomorrow's Saturday and my parent's want to invite your dad over. While they're talking we can go hack in to the IRS d- base. OK?"
Trinity looked a bit relieved. "OK."
"And maybe we'll find out more about that Morpheus everyone's talking about in the chat rooms."
Trinity just nodded.
Maybe Denny's one of the guys in the other ships, if he knows about Morpheus, Neo thought.
Denny kissed her on the temple and gave her a hug, "Bye."
As soon as Denny left, Trinity stood up and closed the door. She went to this drawer and opened it, took out a little notebook that had a lock, and sank back on her bed, lying herself down on her stomach.
Neo came closer and sat down beside the bed while Trinity put her hand under the bed cushion and took out a key.
She used the key to open the notebook and he saw that it was a diary.
She wrote quickly and her hand covered the notebook so he couldn't see what she wrote down.
A few minutes later she locked the notebook up again and put everything where it belonged.
She looked at the time and her eyes opened wide, she ran out of the door and down the stairs as fast as she could.
Neo didn't follow, though.
He heard sounds that made him feel uncomfortable, and he knew more or less what was happening.
Instead, he took the notebook out of the drawer, took the key, and opened it.
Neo never realized before, but Trinity had a sort of cute handwriting.
He knew diaries were supposed to be private, but he had to do it to find out what he had to, since the Oracle told him to do so. He also wanted to find out what Trinity felt with everything around her.
He looked at a calendar that was hanging on the wall and then opened the notebook, and turned it to July 8, 1984
-Content of Trinity's diary-
July 8, 1984
Dear Diary,
It's just another day with my life. I've hated it since mom died. When she was still alive, dad thought twice before coming near me. I don't know what made him such a rapist. God, I wish he would just stop. It's the same every night. If I go home early, he'd still try to get me. No matter what I do, no matter what I'd say, he won't stop. It's just that when I'm late he hurts me more. I don't hate him, I just miss him when he still loved me, and I'm not giving up on him yet. Uh, I'm starting to dislike him more everyday. I feel like I want to tear him into little pieces, maybe I really miss mom, too. I think dad's hated me since I was born, I just don't know anymore. He's so awful this way. Denny's so sweet. I don't know how I could ever live without him. God, I wish I was nicer to him. He looked hurt when I pushed him away. I can't tell him anything, because dad's threatening that if I tell anyone, that person's going to get killed. I don't want to hurt anyone, especially Denny. He makes my load easier to carry. I know I always rush, as if I'm trying to get away, but I really want him to know I love him very, very much. His birthday is coming soon, so maybe I could make him something. Or maybe I could just not mind dad's warnings and stay with him the whole day, even though the next day I could have the most humiliating and worst day of my life. I love him so much, I don't think I'm doing enough for him. He really wants us to hack in to the IRS d-base, and he always says it's OK when I tell him I have to leave. He stood up for me when Clara started up again. I'm such a coward, I can't stand up for myself. I don't know what it is, but I feel like. there's something really wrong about life. Everything just feels so. wrong. I don't know what it is, but I have a feeling that I'll get answers sooner or later.
-End of Content of Trinity's diary-
Neo looked up from the book, feeling really pained.
Never knew Trinity had such a terrible life, he thought, God, I wish I didn't talk as if I disliked her when she was so upset about getting a baby.
-END OF CHAPTER-
Hi! So I hope it's better, 'coz if it isn't, you can just ask me to renew it with better details on everything. I just wish I had a better life. joke! Anyway, I hope you guys like it so far. I know it's pretty angst-y but really, this is in the Romance/angst category, I'm just wishing it's angst-y enough for you people. Anywho, aloha! See you the next time I write, which will be never, if you don't review. Cheers!
Rating: R
A/N: Hi! Now I'm happy to announce that things are going on smooth sailing this day. ARE YOU KIDDING?! Today is terrible! Hehe. Nothing much. Just hope you're still reading and enjoying the fic in any particular way. Thanks to the reviewers and I ofcourse hope I get more. I'm remaking the chappie due to a concerned reader. Thanks for the tips, and sorry for your friend/s.
Dreams Chapter 6: Dear Diary
"Hey, Kate. You alright?"
"Yeah, I'm OK."
Neo watched listened to their conversation to make sure he heard everything.
He felt bad for what Trinity's father did to her and he wondered why she seemed to be so. normal about it.
Denny came over a few minutes ago to have a little talk.
"You know, you left pretty early awhile ago. Is there anything wrong?" Denny asked.
Trinity shrugged, "I don't know what you're talking about."
It came to Neo of the fact that Denny didn't know about what was happening in Trinity's household.
Denny sighed. "Listen. You're always like this. You always try to pretend that nothing's wrong. Baby, sometimes you just have to tell me what's wrong."
Denny put his arms around Trinity.
"God, Denny, maybe I don't want to tell you everything." Trinity said quietly, pushing him away.
Denny looked a bit hurt.
"OK." He said, looking at his feet for awhile.
Come on, Trinity, Neo thought to himself, Tell him what's wrong.
"Listen." Denny said suddenly, "Tomorrow's Saturday and my parent's want to invite your dad over. While they're talking we can go hack in to the IRS d- base. OK?"
Trinity looked a bit relieved. "OK."
"And maybe we'll find out more about that Morpheus everyone's talking about in the chat rooms."
Trinity just nodded.
Maybe Denny's one of the guys in the other ships, if he knows about Morpheus, Neo thought.
Denny kissed her on the temple and gave her a hug, "Bye."
As soon as Denny left, Trinity stood up and closed the door. She went to this drawer and opened it, took out a little notebook that had a lock, and sank back on her bed, lying herself down on her stomach.
Neo came closer and sat down beside the bed while Trinity put her hand under the bed cushion and took out a key.
She used the key to open the notebook and he saw that it was a diary.
She wrote quickly and her hand covered the notebook so he couldn't see what she wrote down.
A few minutes later she locked the notebook up again and put everything where it belonged.
She looked at the time and her eyes opened wide, she ran out of the door and down the stairs as fast as she could.
Neo didn't follow, though.
He heard sounds that made him feel uncomfortable, and he knew more or less what was happening.
Instead, he took the notebook out of the drawer, took the key, and opened it.
Neo never realized before, but Trinity had a sort of cute handwriting.
He knew diaries were supposed to be private, but he had to do it to find out what he had to, since the Oracle told him to do so. He also wanted to find out what Trinity felt with everything around her.
He looked at a calendar that was hanging on the wall and then opened the notebook, and turned it to July 8, 1984
-Content of Trinity's diary-
July 8, 1984
Dear Diary,
It's just another day with my life. I've hated it since mom died. When she was still alive, dad thought twice before coming near me. I don't know what made him such a rapist. God, I wish he would just stop. It's the same every night. If I go home early, he'd still try to get me. No matter what I do, no matter what I'd say, he won't stop. It's just that when I'm late he hurts me more. I don't hate him, I just miss him when he still loved me, and I'm not giving up on him yet. Uh, I'm starting to dislike him more everyday. I feel like I want to tear him into little pieces, maybe I really miss mom, too. I think dad's hated me since I was born, I just don't know anymore. He's so awful this way. Denny's so sweet. I don't know how I could ever live without him. God, I wish I was nicer to him. He looked hurt when I pushed him away. I can't tell him anything, because dad's threatening that if I tell anyone, that person's going to get killed. I don't want to hurt anyone, especially Denny. He makes my load easier to carry. I know I always rush, as if I'm trying to get away, but I really want him to know I love him very, very much. His birthday is coming soon, so maybe I could make him something. Or maybe I could just not mind dad's warnings and stay with him the whole day, even though the next day I could have the most humiliating and worst day of my life. I love him so much, I don't think I'm doing enough for him. He really wants us to hack in to the IRS d-base, and he always says it's OK when I tell him I have to leave. He stood up for me when Clara started up again. I'm such a coward, I can't stand up for myself. I don't know what it is, but I feel like. there's something really wrong about life. Everything just feels so. wrong. I don't know what it is, but I have a feeling that I'll get answers sooner or later.
-End of Content of Trinity's diary-
Neo looked up from the book, feeling really pained.
Never knew Trinity had such a terrible life, he thought, God, I wish I didn't talk as if I disliked her when she was so upset about getting a baby.
-END OF CHAPTER-
Hi! So I hope it's better, 'coz if it isn't, you can just ask me to renew it with better details on everything. I just wish I had a better life. joke! Anyway, I hope you guys like it so far. I know it's pretty angst-y but really, this is in the Romance/angst category, I'm just wishing it's angst-y enough for you people. Anywho, aloha! See you the next time I write, which will be never, if you don't review. Cheers!