HEY GUYS!! What's up?! Well, I've finished this chapter and I hope you guys enjoy it!! Sorry for being really slow! This chapter has a bit swearing in it! Please read and enjoy!

Kisses full of love and hate.

Jamie's POV

"Ponyboy!!" I shouted as I saw him. I was in the park, walking back home from Tasty Freeze. He turned to look at me and smiled gently. I was happy to see him again. He was being so nice to me. I feel so appreciated and I don't know-loved.

"Hi Jamie" Ponyboy said, and then we started to walk out of the park, "So are you alright now?"

"Yes and I'm thankful!" I said, smiling, "I kind of felt like I couldn't breathe in the small hospital room! I'm so glad I'm out and seeing my friends and family again" I didn't want to say that I was scared of small rooms or even scared of small hospital rooms. It would sound extremely stupid.

He blushed, "I'm glad you're out too! It's nice to see you're alright!" I smiled at him. His so sweet and kind plus his cute too!

"Oh yeah! How rude of me! I haven't even said thanks to you for saving my life!" I said, turning to him. Now we were at my front door step, "Thank you for saving my life!" I think I sound a little sarcastic but I meant it. Suddenly without meaning to, I just put my arms around him. It felt so right in his arms.

"That's-ah-ok," He said, flushing again while his arms were around me. I laughed then pulled him away to look at his handsome face. I smiled gently and brushed his hair away from his face. Again he blushed and smiled even more. Ponyboy then looked at me in my eyes, "Jamie? Ah-I want you to know I- "

Before he could finish, I made the first move and kissed him lightly on his warm lips. I opened my eyes and saw his expression. I laughed, "Have you ever been kissed my a girl before?"

"Nope" He said, then smiled, "You're my first"

He pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around my hips then kissed me. This time passionately. I felt like I was in heaven then as I was leaning against the door, I opened the doorknob by accident and we both fell backwards. Ponyboy landed on top of me and I laughed. We stayed on the floor watching each other for minutes then he kissed my forehead.

"You're eyes are beautiful." He said, and we both blushed. He pulled me up on my feet and he stepped out of my house, "Everything of you is beautiful"

"Is that all you can say?" I joked and kissed him good-bye on the lips, "Good-bye, lover boy!" I said, sarcastically and waved to him. Ponyboy said bye and then walked off, blushing. I shut the door and shouted, "Yes!!" I laughed to myself, cheerfully then walked into the kitchen. For some reason, the room seemed to be much brighter. I shrugged at the thought. If I could kiss him again, I would do anything! I bit my lip and went over to the telephone to ring Anita.

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"Who-what are you?! Get away from me!" I screamed and scrambled out from the dark room where I was in. I couldn't really see where I was going or what was just in front of me but I knew it was the ugly monster. I could smell its foul and disgusting scent. It tried to grab me and kill me. Why is it always trying to kill me? I never did anything to anybody, maybe only beat up a few drank Socs. As my thoughts drifted off, I ran down the dark hallway. Frighted, I tripped over something but then got up and ran. I heard the monster shouting so I ran into the wall, without realising and ran up stairs. Everything here seemed familiar to me but I just couldn't work out where I am. Suddenly, the monster grabbed my right leg and pulled me down. I turned by body around to sees its ugly, green and twisted face. "Jamie!" It sneered out my name, hungrily for me. I felt like I was going to faint, by then I all ready let out a scream.

"Far out, Jamie! Wake up!!"

I opened my eyes, slowly saw Anita, Mandy and Catrina sitting on my bed. I sat straight up and gasped for my breath to return. I then hugged the closest person to me, which was Anita. She looked at me, alarmed, "What happened?"

I then looked at everyone's anxious face, "Sorry, I had a bad dream."

"You've been having a bad dream for weeks, Jamie" Mandy said, softly putting an arm around my shoulders.

"Is it about the ugly monster you talked about? Well, these dreams are really getting to you, Jamie" Catrina asked, without really excepting me to answer.

I just nodded looking down at my feet then I gasped, "Shit!"

"What?" They asked in unison. I pointed to my ankle and there was a red mark on my feet where the monster had grabbed me. Mandy and Catrina looked worried and Anita looked at my bruised ankle.

"What the heck is that, Jamie?" She asked, then went out to get me a bandage and she wrapped my ankle up for me, "I'm seriously bothered about all this."

"I'm going to be fine, guys" I said, not even really sure of myself.

"I don't trust your words, Jamie, you said that last week," Mandy said, looking at my direction but not at me but at something else.

I then got out of bed hopping to my closet; "I'm fine I promise not to be having bad dreams and not scaring you guys any more, ok?" I picked out a white shirt and baggy black pants.

"Not ok! Look, Jamie this is scaring the heck outta us and yourself so we think maybe you should get help." Anita said, loudly then her voice turning soft when she saw I was going to reject to this, "Please Jam, I don't want anything else to happen to you, ok?"

I was slightly shocked as she hardly called me Jam now. I turned to face the closet, "Alright."

Then I felt Anita's hand on my shoulder, "Fine.we'll see you down stairs" I felt her hand lifting off my shoulder and heard footsteps walking down the stairs. I let out a sigh and turn to face the mirror. What's happening to me? Why am I having these vivid dreams? What would Ponyboy say when he finds out.?

My chest felt heavy not just with the worries but something else was making it heavy. I looked down and saw the golden key necklace on my chest. I thought I had taken it off. I looked into the mirror and saw myself but with such elegant white dress. The necklace I was wearing was silver and was shaped as a love heart with a diamond in the middle. My hair was longer then it actually was and my eyes.they were violet. I blinked, they were still violet then I rubbed them and everything turned back to normal. My necklace was still a golden key and I was wearing the clothes I had just put on. I shook violently and ran down stairs. I have to tell someone this.but whom?

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Mandy's P.OV

"Mandy! Wait!"

I twirled around and looked furiously at Dally. He was annoying the heck out of me! Dally found me at the cinemas while I was watching a movie. We got kicked out because I shouted at him to shut up. Seriously, I feel like punching him in the face! I was so mad at him I didn't know what to say except groan and walked off. He smirked then ran after me, grabbing my right arm.

"Let go!! Leave me alone!!" I screamed at him and pulled my arm back.

"Sorry but you can't just walk home by yourself ya know! It's dangerous for little girls like ya, babe!" He said, smirking.

I give him a disgusting look, "You know! Right now I just want to punch your face and kick you so hard that my feet hurt! I am not a little girl any more like I used to be, Stupid and so innocent! I'm sixteen years old, Dallas Winston! So piss off!" I shouted and he had a half-stunted look crossed between his normal facial expression. I knew it sounded so stupid but I was so angry and dead serious!

"Aww, babe! Don't say that!" He said, laughing, "Look, I'm gonna walk ya home! Ok?"

Before I could scream or run away, he grabbed my arm and dragged me along to my house. I struggled so hard to get out of his unbreakable grip. As we got to my house, I scream at him to let me go and he did.

"Let me go!" Was all I could scream out and I slapped Dally right across the face. I was so angry and pissed off but now all the anger had been let out of my hands. I looked shocked but he had a normal reaction. I never slapped any one before which was why I was stunned. He didn't try to hit me back or shout at me. He just stood there, dumb-founded. Suddenly his expression changed and he looked angry and a little hurt. Before I could slap him again, he pulled me up to him and kissed me on my lips. I struggled to break the kiss but I had no energy left and I just stopped moving. My hands fell on his chest and I just let him kiss me. I felt so beaten against him. When he pulled away, he looked so stunned.

"I hate you, Dallas! If you touch me again you'll pay!" Tears flew right out of my eyes as I ran inside my house and shut the door in his face. Leaving him to stand there shocked.

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