Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha
AN: This is just something that popped into my head, its from Kagome's point of view. I know its probably messed up a little, and some things may be incorrect, but nothings perfect. Hope you enjoy, and please review (If you have time to!)
And now the story!!
You
Or rather, trying to clear my mind of you,
Something becomes clear.
This pain in my heart,
The one that never goes away,
Is because of you.
I know that you've chosen,
You prefer her over me,
And it hurts.
It hurts to see you with her,
And it hurts to know you want to throw your life away,
All for her.
Her,
The one who can't accept you as you are,
The one who wants you to be something your not,
The one who doesn't love you
I don't love you,
Though who's to say?
What is love?
Can I honestly say I don't love you,
If I don't know what love is?
Can I honestly say I don't care for you,
If I don't know how I feel?
I lay here,
My thoughts lingering on my feelings,
They seem so jumbled,
Now that I think about them.
What is love?
A feeling about someone?
No, that doesn't sound like love.
If that were love, then I would love everyone.
No, love is deeper than that.
Is love a feeling that your world seems to revolve around someone?
Yes, that sounds more like love.
But if that's love, then...
I love you.
My thoughts are clear in my mind,
The jumble is gone,
One thought remains,
I love you.
Should I be happy?
I know my true feelings for you,
But the pain,
The pain in my heart,
It's worse now.
I know she's won,
I love you but can never have you.
She'll take you to hell with her,
Leaving me to forever cry for you,
Wishing I could have given you another chance at life.
To give you another chance at true love,
Not the love she shows you,
Wanting you to be something you're not,
For her own gain.
Now that my mind is clear,
And I know how I feel,
I know I should sleep,
But sleep won't come.
I glance at where you are,
Only to find you watching me,
You're expression thoughtful.
I smile and snuggle deeper into my sleeping bag,
Realizing I should be content to spend what time I can with you.
Though my heart will break one day,
After we beat Naraku,
When you go with her.
But when the time comes, I think I can handle it.
No, I know I can handle it.
I smile again and drift off to sleep,
Content to spend what time I can with you... Inuyasha.
AN: So what did you think????? Please review (If you have time to) and let me know!!! Flames are accepted!