Dear Diary
Integra's POV
Jun 15
It is my 16th birthday. This diary was a gift from Walter. He said it would help when I have to get out something that's no my chest. I really don't have anything burdening me. I guess I'll just wright random thoughts. Well, only 3 years ago I met Alucard. Amazing, it feels like I knew him for a lot longer. He's done an excessive amount of things for me. He's very good to me for a vampire until he starts teasing me. I am his master, yet he can act as if it is reverse. Why? I may never know. I've developed feelings for this man...vampire. I had a 'crush' on him when I was about in 5th grade. How silly. Walter, my caretaker. He's exactly like a father to me. I feel as if it was not for him, Hellsing would be different, I would do it different. Father, I do miss him so. Is it possible that he passed for a reason, because Alucard was destined to be by my side? I think that can be true. I thank him for Alucard. I'd be dead by my own uncle if it was not for both of them.
Maxwell, the little boy I used to play with. What happened? He changed so much and for the worst. I wonder if we will ever cross paths and could be... no, we could never be friends again. Not with section 13. I can't believe, even as a kid, I went out with him, kissed him even. What was wrong with me?
Sept 1
Diary,
Not much has gone on. That's why I barely write. But, this one feeling of mine is bothering me and I do not understand it. More and more Alucard seems to have a stronger effect on me. I always feel different around him. What is this? Why?
Dec 13
Diary,
It's close to Christmas. The only gift I do not have is for Alucard. I want to impress him with a spectacular gift. I want to show him I care. I still do not understand these feelings!
April 20
Diary,
My entries are more distant, one more than the last. I guess that would be because the heaviest burden is my feelings for Alucard and they are not changing. I'm even beginning to like it when he teases me. And now I have a boyfriend. I dare not tell him my feelings. Why can't I get this VAMPIRE out of my head!?
Jun 15
Diary,
It actually has been years since I have last written. Now I am 21. There are problems with FREAK vampires. Still that does not trouble me as much as Alucard. I am single again although. Between the boyfriends I have had, I discovered that I love Alucard. It is true love, I can feel it. Now I'm still wishing like a teenager. I wish I could tell him how I feel. I cannot.
Jun15
Diary,
It seems I'll be writing every birthday. Now I am 22. The year went quite fast. Strange enough, unknowingly, I flirt with Alucard. What is happening to me?
Jun 15
Dear Diary,
I'm 23. Another year. My fire for Alucard her just grown even more and is taking me over. I silently flirt like mad, I love it even when I hear his name. Why do I have to be so immature and keep it at bay? He is at my servitude! Why can't I just say to him 'Alucard I have uncontrollable and incredible feelings for you'?
~I am so foolish~ Integra thought to herself, closing the diary.
Then she heard Alucard's voice,,
"If I had I diary, I would write about how I love you, master."