The End of the World or the Start of a new one?
She saw the ceiling, as white and simple as the floor below although it lacked the shininess. But it was not Misato's apartment, it wasn't her room. It was another place. It was another unfamiliar ceiling. She wondered what had happen. The assault, NERV, Rei, Misato, Mother, Shinji. She noticed how much closer was she to Shinji since the last time she saw him, since the time he showed bravery for the first time. "Take care of them. The world is worth saving after all." she could hear those worlds again and again. But she specially remembered, "I'll never forget you, Asuka."
Her mind rambled with symbols and thoughts. Angels which ravaged her mind in attempts to destroy her pure soul, people who abandoned her when her life was even more difficult, machines which saved her who she couldn't define as monsters or saviors. That was her life, her past life. A clump of lies and deadly beguiling which could only lead to this terrible end. She could almost sighed as she thought where it might had led if fortune, or maybe God, wasn't in their side at the time. She decided to rest, to stay put for a while and just hear the beating of her heart through the machine, as small droplets which felt into an endless sea.
Someone entered, but she didn't really care or mind, she couldn't just talk yet. She was too traumatized after the Tree of Life was almost formed by the Evangelion Mass Production and Eva-01. After the assault of JSDF clashed against the civilians in NERV. After SEELE took over. After Shinji died.
She saw the ceiling, as white and simple as the floor below although it lacked the shininess. But it was not Misato's apartment, it wasn't her room. It was another place. It was another unfamiliar ceiling. She wondered what had happen. The assault, NERV, Rei, Misato, Mother, Shinji. She noticed how much closer was she to Shinji since the last time she saw him, since the time he showed bravery for the first time. "Take care of them. The world is worth saving after all." she could hear those worlds again and again. But she specially remembered, "I'll never forget you, Asuka."
Her mind rambled with symbols and thoughts. Angels which ravaged her mind in attempts to destroy her pure soul, people who abandoned her when her life was even more difficult, machines which saved her who she couldn't define as monsters or saviors. That was her life, her past life. A clump of lies and deadly beguiling which could only lead to this terrible end. She could almost sighed as she thought where it might had led if fortune, or maybe God, wasn't in their side at the time. She decided to rest, to stay put for a while and just hear the beating of her heart through the machine, as small droplets which felt into an endless sea.
Someone entered, but she didn't really care or mind, she couldn't just talk yet. She was too traumatized after the Tree of Life was almost formed by the Evangelion Mass Production and Eva-01. After the assault of JSDF clashed against the civilians in NERV. After SEELE took over. After Shinji died.