Author's Notes: No names mentioned, pick your own pairing. ^_^
I forgot how your voice sounds.
When it's angry, sad, or just happy.
It was always sounded passionate though.
You put your heart in everything.
I forgot the color of your eyes
I forgot how intense they were.
I remember how your eyes got darker
Whenever I wore something you liked.
I wonder if they still will.
I forgot the texture of your hair
In the pictures it looks so silky and light.
That was when you stopped putting gel in it…
Remember when I tried to braid it?
You just laughed and gave me a hug.
I forgot how it felt when you held me
I think I miss that the most.
Did your arms wrap around my back…
Or did they encircle my waist?
Did you rest your chin on my head…
Or was your head broken over my shoulder?
Do you remember the winter banquet?
I flew overseas just to attend.
I saw you when I picked up my bags.
You carried my suitcase to the car.
I tried not to laugh when you tripped on the curb.
You didn't care though. You were just happy to see me.
You didn't know what I was hiding.
I talked to the other guys when you prepared dinner.
It was nice seeing them again
You didn't know what they told me on the phone.
You didn't know what they showed me.
I didn't believe them until I saw the ring myself.
My dear…sweet…Adonis…you were clueless.
Christmas dinner was wonderful.
I apologize if I didn't talk much.
I was trying to look at you as long as I could.
You thought I was leaving on New Years.
But I knew my time with you was shorter than that.
Were you surprised to find me gone the next day?
Did you read the letter I left?
I didn't want to leave you like that…
But I had to.
My dear…sweet…Adonis…
You broke the rules first.
We were going separate ways.
You knew that. I knew that.
We both agreed that it would be less painful.
So after New Years, we would cut off all contact.
A bloodless end to our perfect relationship.
So why the hell did you buy a promise ring?
Did you honestly believe you were going to see me again?
Did you really think you would still care for me?
We didn't even live on the same continent!
I tried to save you.
I saw how many girls threw themselves at your feet.
I saw how those girls were more than I could hope to be.
If we married…you would have regretted being chained to me.
Because you were so much better than I am. You still are.
So I'm sorry I left before New Years Day.
I'm sorry I never got a chance to wear the ring.
I'm sorry I didn't get to kiss you again.
I'm sorry that I don't see you laugh. Or smile.
I'm sorry that you married someone else.
I'm sorry that I still love you.
But I can't do anything.
Because you broke the rules first
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