[Disclaimer: Not mine.]
Three weeks since
Aredhel found her way to my door. Three weeks since
my world did a somersault and started to walk on its hands and backwards. I
find I rather like the new view. I think.
Aredhel took time to grow accustomed to my way of
life--spending the day resting and working or wandering through the night. The
servants tell me that she asked about me during the daytime hours the first few
days of her stay, curious why she only saw me in the evening and early morning.
Then tonight, she surprised me by remaining after her dinner, my breakfast, and
asking me directly.
"Why do you shun the day, milord? Why do you spend your nights at your
forge or in your forest?"
I was startled enough to answer truthfully, "I dislike the sun, my lady.
Had you lived long in this area, you would doubtless have heard of
my...eccentricities." I added with a slight smile, "I'm rather
famous, actually."
She pushed back a stray wisp of galvorn-black hair
and studied me for a moment with her mithril-grey
eyes. "What is your plan tonight?"
"I was going to start a--why do you ask, my lady?"
Her clear laugh rang in the quiet hall. "I would like to join you, of
course. Why else would I ask?"
My mouth worked silently for a moment before I managed to get anything out. I
must have looked remarkably foolish; Aredhel's eyes
crinkled up and she looked rather like she wanted to laugh.
"Join me? Why would you want to join me?"
"Why not?" she countered.
I had no answer to that, but I did quickly revise my plans for the evening.
"In that case, would you like to see my world, my lady Aredhel?"
"It would be my pleasure, my lord Eöl."
"Eöl, my lady. Simply
Eöl."
"Eöl."
****
We walk through the dark woods of Nan Elmoth. I have
not yet told her where we are going, but I am impressed by her calm acceptance
of the night sounds. I somehow doubt that the fluff-heads in Thingol's court would be as comfortable walking by my side,
alone in the night. I would even go so far as to say that some of the warriors
would be intimidated by the sheer weight of the darkness.
A white gleam through the trees ahead tells me that we have nearly arrived. I
don't come here often; it's too easy to lose track of time and get caught by
the sun. It's one of my favorite places, though--where Thingol
and Melian met. I think Melian
must have left something of herself here; it's never seemed quite like the rest
of Nan Elmoth. The trees don't know me here. It's one
of the few places where the sky is still visible. The stars shine through and
reflect off a little pool. Aredhel's mouth opens in
soundless wonder as she takes in the softly lit glade. I smile, which I have
been doing much more often of late, at her undisguised delight in the pale glow
of the stars. This is the brightest light I can bear comfortably; I sometimes
wonder if the sparks of the forge have damaged my vision in some way, though I
can see perfectly in darkness.
An answering smile breaks across her face. "I had no idea there were
places like this hidden away in these dark woods. I think I see how you can
choose to stay here now, if this is a sample."
Is she just speaking politely, or does she really mean it? I wonder. She
doesn't appear to expect an answer as she slips into the glade, which is
perhaps fortunate, as I don't think I could speak anyway. I have to remind
myself to breathe. This is where Aredhel belongs,
here in the moonlight. Her white gown reflects the light and multiplies it 'til
I can hardly bear looking at her. But I cannot look away either.
I have to have her. Now.
Whatever else this glen may be, it is certainly *not* large. Within three
strides I have crossed the soft grass to Aredhel. She
looks back, starts visibly, and begins to say something. "Eöl. . .?"
She doesn't finish, as it is rather difficult to speak through a kiss. She
tastes of the wine we had with dinner; perhaps that is why I am intoxicated.
She pushes me away, gasping. I am suddenly afraid that I've ruined any chance I
might have had with her. If I have . . . well, she will be mine anyway.
She regains her composure and draws herself up with icy dignity.
"What," she asks, "Was *that* for?"
I shrug a little. "You're so beautiful."
She gives me a confused look, as if to say, 'Is that
*all*?'
"Please, don't look at me like that."
"Lord Eöl, you have not answered my question."
"I want to make you my wife."
"What!?" She looks at me once more, shocked
and a little horrified, I'm afraid. We have been standing very close, after the
kiss, but now she whirls and flees into the darkness beyond the glade. I stand
silent for a moment. She can't get out of my forest without my allowing her,
and the Girdle of Melian reaches even here, so I do
not worry that anything will happen to her.
Still, I follow her at a respectful distance, as silent as the shadows in which
I dwell.
