AN: Hi everyone! I was not able to update my fanfics because I'm depressed
but your reviews would always cheer me up!
ON TOP OF IT ALL
*This is written in James POV*
Why does it all have to be like this?
As I open my eyes, I saw you looking at me. But then I realized that it was not me who you're looking at. As I turned my back, I saw him, the person who got your attention. I bowed my head down and frowned. How foolish of me to think that you would ever look at me the way I look at you.
After a while, I regained my composure. I just told myself that if it is him that would make her happy, then so be it. I have nothing against all that but it hurts. It hurts to think that your love was never meant for me. That I can only be your friend - only your friend forever. I really wondered why we can't be more than friends but I suppose you think of him better than me. Who am I to kid myself? It's the great Sirius Black we're talking. Almost all the girls are swooning over him.
That's another thing. I hate to admit it but I don't think she could easily have him. Sirius may like her but still she would have to join the race, the race towards his heart. If only she chose me then she wouldn't need to go through all that. My heart is only for her and nothing can change that.
In truth, I have nothing against my bestfriend. As a matter of fact, I love him but not in that way. I love him the same way a brother loves his brother. Ever since we were born, we've always been together. We've been through good and bad situations and overcame them all. Our bond is so strong that nothing could break it, even love.
My heart longs for her love but I'm prepared to be hurt for the sake of the girl I love and my long time bestfriend. I'm sure both of them would be happy. Once they're happy, then I will be.
But remember, I will always love you, Lily Evans. Always and Forever.
AN: Don't forget to review!!! I'll update as soon as I can but first I'll update Sakura's Twin.
ON TOP OF IT ALL
*This is written in James POV*
Why does it all have to be like this?
As I open my eyes, I saw you looking at me. But then I realized that it was not me who you're looking at. As I turned my back, I saw him, the person who got your attention. I bowed my head down and frowned. How foolish of me to think that you would ever look at me the way I look at you.
After a while, I regained my composure. I just told myself that if it is him that would make her happy, then so be it. I have nothing against all that but it hurts. It hurts to think that your love was never meant for me. That I can only be your friend - only your friend forever. I really wondered why we can't be more than friends but I suppose you think of him better than me. Who am I to kid myself? It's the great Sirius Black we're talking. Almost all the girls are swooning over him.
That's another thing. I hate to admit it but I don't think she could easily have him. Sirius may like her but still she would have to join the race, the race towards his heart. If only she chose me then she wouldn't need to go through all that. My heart is only for her and nothing can change that.
In truth, I have nothing against my bestfriend. As a matter of fact, I love him but not in that way. I love him the same way a brother loves his brother. Ever since we were born, we've always been together. We've been through good and bad situations and overcame them all. Our bond is so strong that nothing could break it, even love.
My heart longs for her love but I'm prepared to be hurt for the sake of the girl I love and my long time bestfriend. I'm sure both of them would be happy. Once they're happy, then I will be.
But remember, I will always love you, Lily Evans. Always and Forever.
AN: Don't forget to review!!! I'll update as soon as I can but first I'll update Sakura's Twin.