Chapter Five: Not So Confused Anymore

Gordo's POV

I was sitting in my bedroom, holding the money slip for our 8th grade class picture in my hands, just staring down at it. It was just a money slip, but it was giving me this weird vibe, like the day of the class picture, something monumental was going to happen. As I sat, Lizzie's voice still echoed in my head,

"If you lose a moment, you might lose a lot. So why not? Why not?"

I lie back down on my bed, head pretty much screwed up. I thought back to a few months ago, when Lizzie was the advice columnist for the school E- Zine. That last e-mail she had answered, the one from Confused Guy, did it have any impact on her? Did she not realize that it was from me?

My phone rang. I didn't exactly rush to pick it up. At first I just kind of sat there, waiting till the caller hung up. But I decided to answer it since it might be Miranda or Lizzie.

"Hello?" I said sluggishly.

"Hey Gordo. It's Lizzie," said a familiar voice on the other end.

"Hey Lizzie," I replied, a small smile forming on my lips. "What's up?"

I heard her take a deep breath, like she was really nervous. "Lizzie," I said. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," she said really jumpy. "I'm great. I just had to call you to. . . tell you something really important."

I tossed the money slip on my desk and sat down in my chair. "Is it about the band?"

"Uh, not exactly," was her answer.

'Uh-oh,' I said to myself. 'What's happening here?'

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Lizzie's POV

I sat down on my bed, squeezing Mr. Snuggles' brains out. I was THAT scared. My mind was searching for exactly the right words to say. I mean, I had just figured out that I liked him.

AL: Yea dimwit! It only took you fourteen years!

I sighed again, telling myself to shut up.

"Lizzie," Gordo said with concern. "What's going on? Are you sure you're okay?"

I was just about to say it, just about to tell Gordo that I liked him, when suddenly, it hit me like El Nino.

AL: It couldn't be, could it?

"Gordo," I said cautiously. "Call me crazy, but are you. . . were you. . . are you Confused Guy?"

There was a long silence. The longer it lasted, though, the more positive I was that Gordo WAS Confused Guy, the E-Zine reader that had wrote:

Dear Lizzie,

I think I like my best friend as more than just a friend. What should I do?

Signed,

Confused Guy

AL: How could you have not seen it McGuire? How could you have ignored all the signs that Gordo liked you as more than a friend? How much more stupid and Matt-like could you have been?

"Lizzie," Gordo finally said, voice shaking. Then he laughed. "I hate it when you're right."

I laughed, too. But then we both stopped at the same time.

"So you know the truth now," he said quietly.

"Yea," I replied, not sure what else to say. Then I thought of it. "Gordo, I like you, too."

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Ren's POV

What was the worst thing that could've happened to the Twitty-Stevens Connection, worse than not being able to be in the Battle of the Bands?

We got an awesome bass player.

Larry Beal.

This morning I walked into school, feeling pretty good about myself. I was wearing cute pastel pink hip huggers with a light blue peasant top. My hair was pulled into a ponytail on top of my head. I'll admit it, I looked cute.

So I walked into the main office, when who should I find sitting there? My brother (big surprise).

"What did you do now Louis?" I asked him as I went through the Lost and Found, looking for one of my purple hoop earrings that I had lost the day before.

When Louis didn't answer, I looked over at him. He was crossing out names on a piece of paper.

"What's that?" I asked, snatching it from his hand.

"Ren!" he shouted. "Why do have to grab every important paper that I hold? Is that another thing you've set out to accomplish?"

"Louis!" I shouted back. "What is this paper and why is Larry Beal's name on it?" Ugh, the name left a bad taste in my mouth.

Louis just looked down. "Because," he started quietly. "He's in the band."

"WHAT?!?!" I screamed.

"Ren," Louis said, trying to calm me down. "Relax. Larry's an awesome bass player and he could learn our new song in like a day. Plus, he's already shot down three bands to play with us in this gig. I mean, he's that good."

I sat down, trying to take it all in. The only emotion I was feeling right then was utter confusion.