Nope don't own none of any anime only a Hiei plushy
I do own sefa my ogre/maid who serves Hiei and Mukuro in the story I made
her up but I do not own this anime AND IF I DID WHY AM I ON FF.NET IN THE
FIRST PLCE PEOPLE I'M POOR
{} Hiei's thoughts
[] Botan's thoughts
() Authors stupid quotes

Remorseful Regrets

Japanese words I should be most likely using throughout this whole story:
Koi-love
Koibito-lover
Nani-what
Kodomo-child (ren)
Ningenkai-human world
Ja ne, Ja matai-good bye
Aishiteru-I love you
Koorime-ice maiden/in Hiei's case iceman
Tenshi-angel
Katana-Japanese style sword
Kuso-every bad American word put together
Futago-twins
Makai-demon world
Ningen-human
Mori-forest
Tenshi-angel
Kimono-traditional garment worn by women
Oni-type of demon
Reiki-spirit world
Jagan-evil eye
Kami-god
Arigatou-thank you
Gaki-Brat
Baka-stupid
Skio- I love you (crush)
zutto - forever
hai - yes
hohiyo- good morning
wakara ni- I don't understand
nani ten di yo- what's the matter
watashi wa- I am
koji- strong warrior
IIe = No
Kura = Love
Anzu = Apricot
Botan = Peony
Hikari = Light
Yami = Dark
Hibi Wa hitoyo no yune no you de = It's like a one night dream that won't
ever end
Gomen nasi = I'm sorry
Sensei = Teacher
Kaze = Wind
Kesenaide = a thousand nights
yuugata = still early dusk
Owari = Ending
Youkai = Demon
Hanyou = Half breed
Ningen = Human
Houshi = Priest
Yume = Water
Yume- dream (hm must of got a wrong translation)

Hiei walked silently down the dark, winding, corridors out into the
garden to think about things. To think about things on his mind and his
sudden desire to kiss a certain deity. Hiei wondered why he had done
something so foolish as to have even touched the ferry girl, to him she was
forbidden. Like him he was forbidden from loving, for he was a forbidden
child, a bastard child and not one to be loved. Hiei sighed at his infernal
thoughts, as he walked through the yami mori that lay behind the castle
garden. He wandered off to a surreal spot and sat at the base of a large
anzu tree at its trunk and closed his eyes. Hiei let his thoughts run
rampant finally letting them settle on Botan. Why he asked why of all the
youkai women he'd been with throughout the many years why a simple ningen,
no why the deity the diety of death nonetheless, why her, why Botan?

"Kuso, why damn it " Hiei seemed to say aloud.
"Ah what is she doing to me why is she making me feel this emotion?" Hiei
said to himself.

Meanwhile Botan sat on the bed looking at the moon as she knew
morning would come she noticed Hiei had not yet returned to his chambers.
She had spent all night awake since his kiss and she couldn't go back to
sleep. Botan looked at the moon and brought her knees to her chest and
silently began to cry. Soon enough she had cried herself to sleep and
clearly was exhausted. The next day Botan awoke and remembered the night
before, she quickly got up and walked to the bathroom looking in the mirror
she stared at herself. Botan soon fell to her knees while turning on the
sink and cried as she did the night before.
"Why" she said aloud.
"Hiei why did you walk away like that you just left "
"You didn't care, you don't care about me so why'd you kiss me Hiei"
"I ...I.don't want to cry ... but you said it was a mistake you said you
were sorry" she spat out not knowing
someone was in the bathroom as well.
"I am sorry, sorry I left" a voice behind her retorted.
Botan went stiff and remarked hotly "you said it was a mistake"
"I made the mistake not you onna," Hiei said as he took a step towards her
spot on the floor.
" How can you say that, I'm death do you really think you can really love
death?"
She paused and continued," Especially when you have to think twice if you
did the right thing"
"I don't regret kissing you, I regret not doing it right" he said firmly.
Kneeling down on the floor he wrapped his arms around her waist making
Botan struggle a bit.
"Wha. wha.what are you doing Hiei " before Botan could protest any further,
Hiei stared into her tear stained eyes and kissed her with passion making
Botan melt from his intense kiss, the kiss seemed to last zutto and finally
Hiei let her breathe. Botan was red with a mixture of anger and
embarrassment as she slapped Hiei for doing something so barbaric. Hiei a
bit shocked at her reaction grabbed her hand before she could slug him
again and kissed her fiercely not taking no for an answer.
"Hiei. ahh please"

AN: erg cliffhanger there again not sure if you guys like lemons cuz there
is like only 3 lemon h/b stories I've read and a few limey sexually implied
ones and trust me I can write good tasteful lemons not to graphic unlike
alastair erg that Author is hardcore lemon r-rated writer even did a nasty
yukina/hiei story erg nihgtmare bad bad pictures flash in my mind incest
and yaoi bad eek sorry alastair u r just to graphic but u're storys are
kinda good ooooooooohhhhhhhh well enough of my ranting just tell me in the
review if ya want a lemon or an lime or fluff or romance or just nothing ?
hhehehe ohh well do ya guys want a lemon or a lime or fluff but if ya
choose a lemon I'll write the next chapters faster but it's up to the fans
so kay am back on the writing schedule and got inspiration and stuff so
yeah hurry review.