Good girl gone Bad
Fhb
Chapter 4- This I promise you.
Chapter contains a lot of violence…
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Another day comes and I am left to fend with the greater burden of being torn and un-virgin to this world. Must I bow my head and bury my shame as my baby---a pride which is most disgusting but worth?
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'Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I am there, if you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside, would you even care? Maybe?. Must I become gothic in this world bearing my head low my hair drenched wet in my face blocking my eyes? Must I walked with an acid between my legs which rips me up every time I walk? Why has my life been the one to be black--not the girl next door or the cheerleader on the greener side of the field…why?'
A young girl hugged her books close to her, while her head was bowed to the floor, her hair in her face. Rims of saggy black were under her eyes. Her clothes still damp and her skirt slightly bloodied. No one could see it but it was there alright. Her hands were bandaged and same went for some parts around her waist. Her blue eyes were no longer burning bright with charm, but dying into worlds of black…
Aoshi observed his best friend walked past him with a gothic description exhibiting her. Many students huddled in the small groups and whispered distasteful things of the young girl. She did not care---she would not care. Jaded she was inside, yet she would not let her true emotions to become unveiled.
He watched as she limped up the small flight of steps, he quirked a quizzical brow which made his brows shadow his eyes in deep contemplation. 'What had happened last night?'…he needed to know--…
He pried his hands into his pocket and idly walked up the steps. As he walked near the cheerleaders the young girls got giggling and heckling him. He was very intoned and icy. No facial expression was emitted and to critics they'd rank him emotionless.
"Shinamori-san" spoke a pretty green eyes girl…
He stopped when he heard someone address him. He slightly turned his head to his shoulder.
She swallowed the tight lump in her throat and fumbled with her fingers.
"Urh--- I was wondering…" she started, her voice cracking…
He turned to her, his eyes lecherous as a predator in the wild. His eyes were daring and most beautiful, she found herself trapped in those artic pools until her friends pushed her a bit. She jittered and then began again, "I was wondering--if you don't have anything to do this weekend--if you'd like to come with me---" she was interjected by his crispy-spear ice voice.
"No…" he answered coldly which got her brink on tears…
"Why?" she whispered her lips quivering…
"You're a fake Machimache-san, I don't want you to façade this life you live which is the greatest lie to you and not to mention anyone you come in contact with. If your personality was a little nicer as some people I know, maybe I would have considered, but since you lack what you need to earn, I guess the odds are very well against you. Good day Machimache-san" he enrolled and with that he walked away into the crowds of high school students.
Misao's eyes were floating with silvery-blue, blinking just once made her tears trail down in perfect spears. She couldn't help herself, she cried in front of the entire High school. Many knew her to be a fierce tiger, bad weasel, ---an almighty Misao--but now all she was--was a reject.
Her tears ran from the tip of her nose and fell plainly on the floor splashing as a transparent flower to the floor. She ran from her friends not wanting to bear a burden nor a shame which she was being encompassed to.
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Lunch came by quickly…many students frolicked from their classes to the café. Others went under the Sakura trees and for those were just plain bored, they indulged in some basket ball or cricket. I'm not sure if Japanese play that--the English plays it a lot--so I was wondering
Aoshi manage to catch Kaoru sitting on a bench in the hot sun. 'Was she mad?' the sun was hot since January was often the beginning of the hot season. He walked forward feeling the weight pulling within him. He kept walking knowing she may not feel right--but he had to find out what had happen…
He stood in front of her for a few minutes which made her a little irritated. She looked up slowly on her own timing when she felt she was being rude.
"Why hello Shinamori-san" she used the formality…
He weakly smiled at his name usage, feeling queasiness.
"Kaoru…can I speak with you?" he asked unsurely…
"Why of course" she smiled prettily, yet a lie stank within her, it emitted it's odour and Aoshi was left see it prancing in her eyes.
"Kaoru…um---I dunno how to say this…" he started…
"Say what?" she asked curiously…
"Say---that--I'm sorry for how stupid I acted yesterday" he decided to make an entrance…
"It's alright. Accidents happen" she hide the lie again with a smile…
"Arigatou…but urh…" he started again…
"But what?" she asked…
"Something's wrong with you---something happened last night--I could tell--what is it?" he asked.
She was silent for a couple moments, her head turned seriously into the North. She made sure her hair covered her face some more and Aoshi grew slightly angry, "Kaoru-chan--please" he held her hands for emphasis…
"It's nothing Aoshi…" she lied…she felt the weight of that lie.
"No--I know it's something. Tell me" he pulled her to him. She gasped. Pulling her hair from her face he inhaled the fright and hurt in her face. Her eyes gave off so much pain. She was suffering it so much and he couldn't say from what.
Revealed they were from Misao Machimache. She snarled. She still hadn't gotten over Aoshi. And now she knew, he was in love--with no other than the nerd of the century.
She sat on the steps watching the two, stray tears of anger leaking from her eyes…
'Why?' she wondered to herself…
Aoshi caressed his thumb on her cheek. Kaoru's eyes slowly brink on tears…
She hugged Aoshi and cried in his collar…
"It was awful Aoshi" she confessed….
He rubbed her back and worriedly tried helping her, "what was awful Kao?" he asked…
"Being…being" she stuttered her words…
"Being?" he inquired…
"R-raped" she trailed off into a whisper…
Aoshi's entire body went through a total melt-down and anger wave. He hugged her tighter and buried his face in her hair. His heart beat harder and felt weighed from the burden she walked with.
"Oh god Kaoru" he whispered…
She cried for there was nothing she could do again.
"I--I don't wanna be scared Aoshi" she whispered…
"Scared?" he whispered…
"I wanna be strong…not scared--or weak" she clenched her eyes and bit her lips to keep back the tears which were inevitable to come.
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After school Aoshi promised Kaoru he would meet her, but plans changed as his class got kept back for talking…
Kaoru sat on the bench awaiting her best friend. No sooner was she joined along by Misao, Megumi, Yumi and Tomoe. The biggest cheerleaders in the school. She warmly greet them…
"Why hello Kaoru-chan…how have you been?" started Misao…
"I've been okay--and you?" she inquired…
"Fine--I was just wondering, if you wanna---I dunno hang out with us?" she asked…
"Oh, um…sure I would love to. But I have to wait for Aoshi-san" she confessed…
Misao screamed within, but knew exactly how to win…
"But it will only take a little while and I heard from his teacher that they're staying back till 3...so how about it?" she asked
"Well---alright then" Kaoru nodded and followed Misao.
First it seem normal as they passed out the school, but then their direction turned from South which was the town to North which was the old forest.
The sky became slightly darker but it didn't worry Kaoru much. Misao and the other girls kept running through the forest from Kaoru. She followed, her face feeling the cool sensation of forest air…
"Misao-san" she called…they turned around when they thought they were a good distance…
Misao, Megumi, Tomoe and Yumi aligned themselves into square with Kaoru in the center…
"You run very fast Misao-chan, all of you" Kaoru smiled…
"Stupid little girl… this is all a setup. I'm going to teach you a lesson lil tanuki. I'm going to make sure it's bleeding on your skin so you'll get it across in that stupid head of yours, that, AOSHI SHINAMORI IS MINE…YOU HEAR THAT, MINE." Misao went forward taking a long peace of bamboo and lashing Kaoru across the shoulder with it. Kaoru screamed out in pain…
She immediately stumbled to the floor clutching the sore shoulder. Misao gave her friends the go and they all beat the girl. Tomoe slammed her bamboo stick in Kaoru's face which made Kaoru's lips splash blood into the air. Megumi shoved her bamboo stick in her stomach which made a churn of blood arise. Yumi beat her shoulders to cut her off from movement. Misao kept madly beating Kaoru not caring where she hit her. The girls backed up when they saw what they had done. Misao was still beating Kaoru who was completely in blood. Misao lashed and lashed into Kaoru, her anger in every stroke. In horror they watch as the bamboo sword Misao held became redder and redder. So much blood was lost and Kaoru's screams pierced the forest silent symphony.
"HELP ME" she screamed…
Tomoe pushed Misao off, "Misao stop it---you'll kill her" Tomoe spoke seriously…
Misao looked at her angrily, "that's exactly the point…" Misao exclaimed…
"No--lets go" Tomoe pulled Misao away from Kaoru who wanted to kill Kaoru.
Kaoru in blood looked up the trees in pain. She swallowed the lump with pain which grew alarmingly out of hand.
Kaoru lied bleeding with her life escaping her. She was puddle and adore as a red rose on the floor, she whispered her siblings and Aoshi's name unconsciously in that world between life and death…
"AOSHIIIIIIIIII" she screamed one last time, wishing he would not have to discover her. 'Please live and take care of Machimache-san…she is just confused…take care, my best friend…' she trailed off…
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Aoshi heard the scream near the forest as he was exited the school. Many birds flew out the trees of the forest. He went toward the forest…he listened but found no noises. Instead he searched for ki. He felt something, but this ki was as weak as an animal. Taking it into recognition, he found a bloodied person on the floor. Watching their face he saw it was no other than "Kaoru" he whispered…
Placing a hand on her neck he felt for her pulse…he dropped on his knees and buried his head into her bloodied neck.
"Oh no Kaoru---oh god no" he croaked, pain in his heart…
Had he been diseased to have a friend who transcends her pain to him in the life she is dubbed to live
"Why KAMI-SAMA--WHY---TELL ME WHY?" he screamed, pulling Kaoru to him…
'Why…' he clenched his eyes feeling his hate bubbling…
'Whoever did this is gonna get the biggest shitting up of their lives…' he swore…
'I aint gonna shit things up again…no--not again…'
'This I promise you…Kaoru
And though the world is offered to shadow, a light will be broken from the darkness and the sleep of darkness, as sustain as a stain it be, it will allow light to transcend, from the tears and those hearts that we keep close to us for many times to come.
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An: I'm jaded and so will characters…
I am trying to get hurt across and it's hard…
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