"Dialogue"
'Thinking'
/Talking on the phone\
~~Lyrics~~
The day was beautiful and sunny. The exact opposite of everyone's moods, everybody was sad, depressed and mourning. Mourning the death of a loved one, a friend, and a helping hand in time of crisis and a lover. A lover of everything. From animals to food. She loved everything like no one else did. She had such a passion for life as no one else could.
They were all gathered around her white coffin. It had flowers all around the circumference.
Nobody thought that this day would ever come. She was always so happy. So effervescent.
Nobody thought this day would come. But, it did.
Everybody had been devastated when they heard of Sakura's untimely demise. Her friends were all grief stricken.
They couldn't believe that their innocent Sakura-chan had committed suicide. She just wasn't the type to do anything like this.
She was just too sweet and innocent, but then again Syaoran and Tomoyo had driven her to the brinks of insanity with their cruel little game. Now look where that got them.
Tomoyo was back together with her husband Eriol. And again, Syaoran had nobody. There they were his two girls. Both gone. Tomoyo there nestled in her husband Eriol's arms; her head nestled in his chest. Then, there was Sakura, lying in the white coffin, specially made for her. All because of him.
~~ How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home~~
'That's it' he thought. 'Why didn't I think of that before? If the only way I can be with Sakura is in my dreams then. I'll sleep forever.'
~~(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become~~
They started to lower Sakura's coffin. Once it was fully lowered into the ground her father and brother walked up; grabbed a handful of dirt and threw it onto the light coffin. Syaoran went next, then Tomoyo and Eriol, Meilin and Naoko, Chiharu and Yamazaki and Rika and Tomoyo's and Syaoran's daughter Tanika. All repeating the same process.
(By the way everyone thinks Tanika is Eriol's daughter.)
Syaoran couldn't bring himself to come to terms with the fact that his precious Cherry Blossom was gone for good.
He ran to his empty apartment as soon as the ceremony had finished.
He ran into his room and flopped straight onto the bed, tears in his eyes.
Sakura couldn't have left him, she just couldn't. She was strong she was a fighter. The strongest of them all.
~~ now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life~~
'wait' he thought. 'when I walked in I saw a-a videotape and letters' he remembered.
He called Touya and Fujitaka and told them to call the others and to be at Sakura's apartment in 10 minutes. Everybody would be there.
~~**Sakura's apartment**~~
Syaoran got there in a matter of seconds, opened the door and rushed in. Nobody was there yet.
'Go on' said a voice inside his head. 'Take the letters and the tape, just wait until everybody else arrives to watch it'
Shortly after everybody else had arrived Syaoran told them about the tape and letters.
Syaoran gave everyone his or her letters and put his in pocket.
************Syaoran's letter************
Dearest Syaoran, You were my first and last love. I have always loved you more than life itself. You were the only thing I lived for, which is quite is quite ironic if you think about, seeing how you also killed me. You were the only person I had ever fully trusted. You've always been my light at the end of the tunnel. Now, that I closely, I noticed that the light was just another train. I did all I could to make everyone happy, but I guess it just wasn't enough. I was the queen of naivety, look where that got me. Remember you always hold that special place in my heart, which can never be replaced. I'll never forget you. I hope that you never forget me either. You have to let go and move on, even though I can never truly hate you what you did to me.
Love, Sakura Ying Fa Kinomoto
************End letter************
************Fujitaka's letter************
Father, I know that this has come to as a shock to you and everybody else but it's for the best, also, know that I will be in Heaven, with Mother, awaiting your arrival at an interval somewhere along the way. You are the best Father that anybody could ever ask for. You were good to me. Please understand that none of this is your fault, I did it all of my own free will. I love you.
Your daughter; Sakura Kinomoto
************End letter************
************Touya's letter************
Touya, Yes, I know. We had our little fights but they didn't mean anything. As much as I hated the way you called me a kaijuu I'll miss it. I don't know what I'll do without my big brother to protect me.
Goodbye, Sakura.
************End letter************
************Tomoyo's letter************
We used to be the best of friends but somewhere along the line you screwed that and my fiancé over. I'm probably the only one that knows but Tanika is Li's Daughter. I have nothing to say to you. You were a great friend to me before this little 'incident' but I could never hate you.
Goodbye.
************End letter************
Everybody read his or her letters in silence.
When Syaoran saw everyone's faces staring at him and Tomoyo, he quickly popped the video in the VCR.
*********Video***********
"Ahhhhhh. Hello friends, family, Li and Hiirigizawa. I see you've finally decided to watch this lovely movie that I have made for you all." Said a creepy voice. An image of Sakura came up on the dark screen. Her hair was black and her eyes dull, rimmed with red and dark bags underneath them. "I know that you're all waiting for the answers to your questions. I will answer them. The reason that I am dead at the moment is because of two people. One day: I went hope and saw my best buddy in bed with my fiancé. Poor Eri-chan. I hope that you're not as hurt as I was - well, still am." She corrected herself. "I'm sorry Li and Hiirigizawa but I have to tell the truth. Tanika is Li's daughter. I mean she's a newborn and those two have been doing it for the past nine months so it would only make sense. Ya know; all my life everybody has wanted me to be happy. There has never been even one single moment where I could show my true feelings. I guess that because I never let my emotions out they came out in one big burst that is my depression. Goodbye guys.
*************End video****************
That was it. Everyone went home to grieve properly
~~Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life~~
After what seemed like an eternity, Syaoran reached the apartment. He walked in to the bathroom, opened the cabinet took three orange bottles of pills, one green fluffy towel and put them on his green bed. He went into his alcohol cabinet and pulled out a bottle of tequila. He had everything on his bed. He took one last trip to the kitchen and grabbed a rather large knife.
He sat on a corner of his bed and opened one orange box, he poured half the contents into his hand and did the same with the other two. With a shaking hand he put them into his mouth. He opened the new bottle of alcohol and took one long gulp. A quarter of the liquid was gone. He then popped the other half of each bottle of pills in his mouth and drowned them all in tequila. He took the fluffy towel and propped his left hand on it. He took a large swipe with the knife and his life was gone.
As the life drained from his body, he thought of a song that he had been hearing a lot of lately.
~~(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)~~
Everything turned black then slowly white. He saw an angel looking at him. She was such a vision. She was his one and only. She was Sakura.
Everything looked the same as it had on earth except brighter and nicer. He saw Sakura sit in a tree. Her long black hair swaying in the wind. He climbed up there and sat with her. He kissed her and their destinies entwined now they were together, forever, at last.
The day was beautiful and sunny. The exact opposite of everyone's moods, everybody was sad, depressed and mourning. Mourning the death of a loved one, a friend, and a helping hand in time of crisis and a lover. A lover of everything. From animals to food. She loved everything like no one else did. She had such a passion for life as no one else could.
They were all gathered around her white coffin. It had flowers all around the circumference.
Nobody thought that this day would ever come. She was always so happy. So effervescent.
Nobody thought this day would come. But, it did.
Everybody had been devastated when they heard of Sakura's untimely demise. Her friends were all grief stricken.
They couldn't believe that their innocent Sakura-chan had committed suicide. She just wasn't the type to do anything like this.
She was just too sweet and innocent, but then again Syaoran and Tomoyo had driven her to the brinks of insanity with their cruel little game. Now look where that got them.
Tomoyo was back together with her husband Eriol. And again, Syaoran had nobody. There they were his two girls. Both gone. Tomoyo there nestled in her husband Eriol's arms; her head nestled in his chest. Then, there was Sakura, lying in the white coffin, specially made for her. All because of him.
~~ How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home~~
'That's it' he thought. 'Why didn't I think of that before? If the only way I can be with Sakura is in my dreams then. I'll sleep forever.'
~~(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become~~
They started to lower Sakura's coffin. Once it was fully lowered into the ground her father and brother walked up; grabbed a handful of dirt and threw it onto the light coffin. Syaoran went next, then Tomoyo and Eriol, Meilin and Naoko, Chiharu and Yamazaki and Rika and Tomoyo's and Syaoran's daughter Tanika. All repeating the same process.
(By the way everyone thinks Tanika is Eriol's daughter.)
Syaoran couldn't bring himself to come to terms with the fact that his precious Cherry Blossom was gone for good.
He ran to his empty apartment as soon as the ceremony had finished.
He ran into his room and flopped straight onto the bed, tears in his eyes.
Sakura couldn't have left him, she just couldn't. She was strong she was a fighter. The strongest of them all.
~~ now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life~~
'wait' he thought. 'when I walked in I saw a-a videotape and letters' he remembered.
He called Touya and Fujitaka and told them to call the others and to be at Sakura's apartment in 10 minutes. Everybody would be there.
~~**Sakura's apartment**~~
Syaoran got there in a matter of seconds, opened the door and rushed in. Nobody was there yet.
'Go on' said a voice inside his head. 'Take the letters and the tape, just wait until everybody else arrives to watch it'
Shortly after everybody else had arrived Syaoran told them about the tape and letters.
Syaoran gave everyone his or her letters and put his in pocket.
************Syaoran's letter************
Dearest Syaoran, You were my first and last love. I have always loved you more than life itself. You were the only thing I lived for, which is quite is quite ironic if you think about, seeing how you also killed me. You were the only person I had ever fully trusted. You've always been my light at the end of the tunnel. Now, that I closely, I noticed that the light was just another train. I did all I could to make everyone happy, but I guess it just wasn't enough. I was the queen of naivety, look where that got me. Remember you always hold that special place in my heart, which can never be replaced. I'll never forget you. I hope that you never forget me either. You have to let go and move on, even though I can never truly hate you what you did to me.
Love, Sakura Ying Fa Kinomoto
************End letter************
************Fujitaka's letter************
Father, I know that this has come to as a shock to you and everybody else but it's for the best, also, know that I will be in Heaven, with Mother, awaiting your arrival at an interval somewhere along the way. You are the best Father that anybody could ever ask for. You were good to me. Please understand that none of this is your fault, I did it all of my own free will. I love you.
Your daughter; Sakura Kinomoto
************End letter************
************Touya's letter************
Touya, Yes, I know. We had our little fights but they didn't mean anything. As much as I hated the way you called me a kaijuu I'll miss it. I don't know what I'll do without my big brother to protect me.
Goodbye, Sakura.
************End letter************
************Tomoyo's letter************
We used to be the best of friends but somewhere along the line you screwed that and my fiancé over. I'm probably the only one that knows but Tanika is Li's Daughter. I have nothing to say to you. You were a great friend to me before this little 'incident' but I could never hate you.
Goodbye.
************End letter************
Everybody read his or her letters in silence.
When Syaoran saw everyone's faces staring at him and Tomoyo, he quickly popped the video in the VCR.
*********Video***********
"Ahhhhhh. Hello friends, family, Li and Hiirigizawa. I see you've finally decided to watch this lovely movie that I have made for you all." Said a creepy voice. An image of Sakura came up on the dark screen. Her hair was black and her eyes dull, rimmed with red and dark bags underneath them. "I know that you're all waiting for the answers to your questions. I will answer them. The reason that I am dead at the moment is because of two people. One day: I went hope and saw my best buddy in bed with my fiancé. Poor Eri-chan. I hope that you're not as hurt as I was - well, still am." She corrected herself. "I'm sorry Li and Hiirigizawa but I have to tell the truth. Tanika is Li's daughter. I mean she's a newborn and those two have been doing it for the past nine months so it would only make sense. Ya know; all my life everybody has wanted me to be happy. There has never been even one single moment where I could show my true feelings. I guess that because I never let my emotions out they came out in one big burst that is my depression. Goodbye guys.
*************End video****************
That was it. Everyone went home to grieve properly
~~Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life~~
After what seemed like an eternity, Syaoran reached the apartment. He walked in to the bathroom, opened the cabinet took three orange bottles of pills, one green fluffy towel and put them on his green bed. He went into his alcohol cabinet and pulled out a bottle of tequila. He had everything on his bed. He took one last trip to the kitchen and grabbed a rather large knife.
He sat on a corner of his bed and opened one orange box, he poured half the contents into his hand and did the same with the other two. With a shaking hand he put them into his mouth. He opened the new bottle of alcohol and took one long gulp. A quarter of the liquid was gone. He then popped the other half of each bottle of pills in his mouth and drowned them all in tequila. He took the fluffy towel and propped his left hand on it. He took a large swipe with the knife and his life was gone.
As the life drained from his body, he thought of a song that he had been hearing a lot of lately.
~~(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become
(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)~~
Everything turned black then slowly white. He saw an angel looking at him. She was such a vision. She was his one and only. She was Sakura.
Everything looked the same as it had on earth except brighter and nicer. He saw Sakura sit in a tree. Her long black hair swaying in the wind. He climbed up there and sat with her. He kissed her and their destinies entwined now they were together, forever, at last.