A/N: Okay this is the chapter I've been wanting to write from the start of my story so I hope you like this one. It might get some of you angry but it has to happen.

Lily woke up from her dream with a start , she was sweating , and breathing very heavily. " No." was all that Lily could say, she ran to Kym's bed but noticed it was empty yet again, and ran down the stairs to see Kym closing up a yearbook. When Kym heard footsteps she turned around quickly.

" Damn Lily you gave me a fright." Kym said

" No, Kym , it cant happen please don't." Lily said running to Kym crying.

" Lils it has to you saw, now go up to bed and get a little more sleep everything will be better in the morning." Kym said sweetly but Lily just stood there. " Fine talk to me."

"Okay." Lily said and told Kym everything that was on her mind , and Kym answered everything for her.

The next morning the boys walked down to see Lily , and Kym sleeping on the couch with tissues everywhere.

" What were they up all night crying or something?" James asked and the boys just shrugged.

" I guess so , lets wake them up , they only have 2 hours to get ready for graduation ,and you know girls they think they need every minute." Remus said , and the boys walked to the girls and gentle prodded them.

" Kym baby, wakie upir." Sirius said, but Kym wouldn't wake up.

" Lily babe, wake up time." James said , but Lily didn't wake up.

" Sleeping beauty trick." Both boys said , and kissed their girlfriends. When they looked at them they were smiling.

"Always works. " Sirius stated from the memory of the first time he did that when he showed Kym their special room, and the first time they were together intimately. James remembered the first time Lily woke up in his arms the night after he asked her out.

" Well thank you boys for waking up us poor helpless damsels , but we have a graduation to get ready for." Kym said and the girls got up and went to the room. 1 hour and 45 minutes later the girls came down , and the group walked to the great hall to their graduation.

Dumbledore went up and made a speech , as did Professor Mc Gonagall , then James, after James' speech came Lily's.

" The other day I wrote this long speech about the future , about how you need to think about ahead of you, but I threw it away. Last night something or someone." Lily said looking at Kym " made me realize it wasn't what was ahead that I should worry about , but what was happening right now. That I shouldn't take for granted those people that I have in my life, or this education that I was able to have. This person showed me that life is so precious to try and speed it up is a sin. So I tell you all to leave Hogwarts not afraid of what will happen in the future, but live your life like it's the last one , make sure you live it to the fullest. In the dark times as these you need to stand strong, and be you. If at Hogwarts you learned nothing at all but this I would be happy , is that we all chose the direction we want to lead on this road of life , and the only way you can choose this road is by following your heart. So 7th years this morning you were kids learning all that you can, and right now your men and woman proving that you can make it in the world of reality." Lily said " Thank you." And there was a loud applause. " Wait I have one more thing , I figured it wasn't really a Hogwarts party unless are good friend Kymberly Potter sang so here's Kym singing a song that has good meaning to it. I hope you dance.

I Hope You Dance (Lee Ann Womack featuring Sons Of The Desert) (Mark D. Sanders/Tia Sillers)

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance Dance I hope you dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) I hope you dance (Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone)

At the end of the song everyone applauded.

" In this song it tells you to take a chance , if you have the choice take it because you may never get that chance again, so I say to all of you dance. Now I'm done." Lily smiled and everyone stood up and applauded. The rest of the ceremony went well everyone got their diploma , and after they went off to talk to their parents. The group talked to the Lupins, and the blacks, even though it wasn't fun, Sirius, didn't get along with his parents real well, so they only talked for 5 minutes, then they group went and ate lunch. At around 4 the group was walking around the lake just talking and having fun, and the girls looked at their watch.

" Oh shoot me with a banana." Kym said , and everyone looked at her " What it's a saying."

" Whose?" The group asked

" Mine thank you very much , but as I was saying girls it's 4, and by the time we get to our room it will be 430 , and then will only have 2 in a half hours to get ready , so marsheta." Kym said and the girls ran to the castle doors, but stopped and blew the boys a kiss.

"Mental those ones." The boys said ,and smiled

" But there ares." James said

" Yep, thank God, I don't think any other girls would be able to handle us do you?" Remus said

" I agree especially me, I might be a tad hyperactive." Sirius said and the boys looked at him " ok I'm really hyperactive, but so is she."

" true." The boys said

" Hey boys whats up." Peter said running up to them

" Where have you been Peter haven't seen you much." James asked

" Oh been around, just hanging in the , the library." Peter said

" oh , ok." James said, and the boys kept walking and joking around.

Meanwhile the girls were running around taking showers, and trying to get everything together for the big dance that night. 2 hours and 30 minutes later the girls walked down to the common room where the boys were waiting for them impatiently. The girls coughed to make their presence noticed. When the boys looked up they were stunned 1 because the girls were gorgeous , absolutely stunning and 2 that they girls could surprise them even more by there looks.

Bianca was wearing a deep red dress that was only on only arm and cut down. The dress was knee length , and had a cut up the leg, and it was very tight around her. She wore her hair up with a few curls coming down. She looked great.

" Hello Remus." Bianca said

" H-h-hi." Remus stuttered then came back to his senses " you look great."

" Thank you , you look good yourself." Bianca said Remus was in a muggle outfit. He was wearing a nice jacket with black pants and a red tie to match Bianca. He looked hot.

Next came Kym , she was wearing what people would call a seductive dress. It was a black halter that in the back the ties trailed down her back , which the dress was cut very low in the back. On the front it was cut across the legs , and showed a lot of one leg. The dress had this shimmer look that when she turned it just sparkled. She wore her hair down with big curls and glitter in her hair.

" Babe are you testing my strength or something." Sirius asked still stunned at the beauty in front of him

" Maybe , but if I look that bad maybe I should change." Kym said , and turned but Sirius grabbed her around the waist

" No not necessary, but I guess I will have to be attached to you to make sure no guy gets any ideas." Sirius said

" And the same for me, to make sure no girl does because you look like a stud." Kym said because Sirius was wearing the same as Remus but a white tie, and pants with a black tie. " Were going for the pimp look." Kym said

" I guess so, the seductive look." Sirius said to Kym and she nodded

Last came Lily. She was the prettiest out of all of them. She was wearing a dark blue dress that was a tube top. She didn't look pregnant because of the charm Kym used but her boobs looked huge. Her dress had this fabric that came from the top to the bottom that sparkles all over them. They start of with only a little and when it gets to the bottom has a lot . Her hair had twists going in 3 directions then at the back all her long red hair in curls with lots of glitter.

" Lily you look , well you look beautiful." James said then he looked at Lily " you didn't do that charm again."

" Well yes,but not on me but on my the dress. So it wont harm me or the baby." Lily said , and James looked happy. He like the rest of the guys looked great he wore the same thing but his tie was the color of Lily's dress.

" Well ladies lets go." Remus said , and the boys held their arms for the girls , and the girls took them.

" Oh wait I'll be right back." Kym said and ran up stairs.

" How can she run in heels?" Lily asked

" Don't know." Bianca said , the heard Kym running in the room , then run to the boys dorm, then run back down stairs, and not looking red or anything from running.

" What." Kym asked

" I wont even ask, lets go were late." Lily said, and the group walked to the dance. When they got to the dance they opened the doors, and the music stopped, and everyone turned to stare at them. These were the couples they were waiting to see, they knew they would look spectacular and they did. The guys were drooling , and the girls were slapping there dates, and those without dates were drooling over the boys.

" Continue , hello its called a camera." Kym laughed, as did everyone else they knew she was kidding. So the music struck up again , and the song We danced anyway came on.

" Ladies care to dance." The boys asked and the girls agreed. The group danced for like 12 songs switching partners , and having the time of their lives,on the 13th song they decided to eat. So the group ate for a while , and noticed that Dumbledore, and McGonagall left, there was only Professor Pippy left watching them , but they didn't think anything of it. After a couple more dances the group decided to go and take their pictures. They took couples, then groups. Each had a cute little pose. Remus was behind Bianca is arms wrapped around her stomach it was sweet. Sirius and Kyms was totally different Sirius was holding Kym , like you would hold a baby in that way, and Kym had her arms around his neck. James an Lily's was cute too, James was on the side of Lily, and Lily was grabbing his tie. Then the group took a picture the guys were on the ground as the girls got on them , wearing their ties. After taking pictures the group went and danced some more until the music stopped.

" Hello , usually the Headmaster does this part, but he has some business to attend to I will. Tonight I am about to announce the royal court for you all. So if I may have the envelope for the Prince, and Princess." Professor Pippy said, and a 5th year prefect handed him the envelope. " Your Prince of Hogwarts is , Sirius black, what Sirius black who voted for this." Professor Pippy whined he was outraged that it was a Gryffindor. Sirius gave Kym a peck and went up on stage and took the crown and gave PP a big hug ,and said " I just want to thank all you who voted for me, you made the right decision."

" Cocky aren't we." Kym yelled

" Quite thank you." Sirius yelled back

" Yes, well hopefully we all picked for someone better for princess someone not as annoying." Professor Pippy said and opened the princess envelop. " And your princess is , man why the hell." Professor Pippy said, and Kym walked up there.

" Hey how do you know it's you." Professor Pippy said, as did Brittney.

" Brittney you know its not you, and Professor Peepee hates me so of course its me because he said why the hell. Now read the name please." Kym said

" And you princess is Kymberly Potter." Professor Pippy said. And Kym walked up and got her tiara. She got a loud applause, she went to Professo Pippy and hugged him while putting a sign on his back.

" Now for you King of Hogwarts." Professor Pippy said while turning to get the envelope everyone saw the sign on his back that said " I'm just jealous because I got voted most likely to be a nerd all his life while he was at Hogwarts. When everyone saw this they laughed hysterically. " What are you all laughing at?"

" Sir, you have a sign on your back." Brittney said sweetly " It was Kym Professor."

"Ms. Potter would you have anything to do with this?" Pp asked

" Hey Brittney you have some brown on your nose, but Yes professor it was all me." Kym smiled " now get on calling my brother for king will yeah I'm growing old by the minute."

" Eeeeeerrrr, okay your king is none other James Potter." Professor Pippy said and the hall erupted and James walked up, and took his crown.

" Now for the moment all you ladies have been waiting for the Queen. The Queen of Hogwarts is none other than-." Professor Pippy said but was interrupted when Brittney walked up

" You don't need to say it , I know I won so can I have my crown?" Brittney asked

" Hey Brittney we didn't call the Queen slut , we said Queen of Hogwarts , so sit down." Bianca yelled and everyone laughed

" Yes, bianca." Kym yelled , and Brittney gave them dirty looks.

" And your Queen Hogwarts is none other than Lily Evans." Professor Pippy said, and Lily walked up and gave the boys a hug, then she went to Kym, and Kym nodded and they understood. She gave a Kym a hug,and said goodbye , and ran out of the hall.

" What did you say?" James asked harshly

" James, Sirius, go and check on her please." Kym said, and the boys left. Kym looked at Bianca and she nodded and said something to Remus who ran out of the hall too. Bianca walked up to Kym.

" I have an announcement, theres something that everyone should go out and see so hurry up and get out there." Kym said and everyone started getting out, but when half the people got out there the doors shut ,and the lights went out. When the lights came back on Kym and Bianca were in pants and a tank top with their hair up, and wands out. The room now was crowded with deatheaters , and scared teens.

" Bianca you take the left side we have to get the people out of here the doors most likely will be locked so take them through the secret way. Ready, good luck." Kym said and the two girls parted. Both girls were able to get 15 each side out before the deatheaters charmed the secret passage way shut. Now it was Bianca , Kym ,and the deatheaters. Kym and Bianca got the rest of the students remaining hiding under the stage.

Meanwhile:

" Lily whats wrong what did my sister say?" James asked, but Lily was crying hard.

" Lils, its okay tell us." Sirius said, then Remus ran up

" Whats the problem? Remus asked

"Kym and Bianca there fighting the deatheaters right now." Lily cried

" No there not what are you talking about?" James asked

" Listen don't you hear the screaming, inside." Lily said, and the group went quiet, and Lily was right there was screaming.

" Shit, lets go." The boys said , and they ran with Lily behind them, when they got to the door it was shut, and they couldn't open it. Then they saw people coming out of a passage.

" Is Kym or Bianca with you guys?" James asked

" no Kym helped us out but stayed in there, and I think the same with Bianca , I saw her on the other side." Amos Diggory said shaking

" Thanks." James said and the ran to other side where people were coming out, but they gave the same answer.

" James, come here." Lily said, and the group walked to Lily , who walked to the wall, and when she was just about to touch it Dumbeldore came.

" You know where it is Lily?" Dumbledore asked

"Yes."Lily said and she touched the wall and it disappeared to show what was going on in there.

" Dumbledore why don't you go in there stop this, there two children against 20 deatheaters. Mcnagall said

" Because I cant the doors enchanted with to strong of magic that not even all of us together could break only when they deatheaters are beaten or leave will they open , all we can do is watch , and pray." Dumbledore said sadly. And everyone turned to watch what was going on.

" Bianca watch the guy behind you." Kym yelled while socking a deatheater in the stomach , then throwing him against the wall. Bianca turned to see a guy with a chair, he was about to hit her , when Kym slide down and hit him in the private , then Bianca hit him with a stunning spell.

: I learned that from softball." Kym smiled , and went back throwing spells. The two girls were running from three deatheaters when bianca said.

" Hey thank God for Lily being pregnant." Bianca said

" Why because we had to run from her mood swings , yep those put us in shape. Oh Bianca look at your left." Kym yelled

" Hey look at your right." Bianca yelled back , and Kym turned to a deatheater

" Crucio the deatheater yelled. Kym started screaming, and shaking on the ground.

" Bianca help Kym, someone help her." Lily yelled

" Wait that doesn't make sense Kym isn't affected by the unforgivable curses." James said but before could answer Kym did it for them. She kept screaming and shaking and when the deatheater came close to her keeping his wand very low pointed at her, she grabbed it and snapped it in half then kick him in the private part. " Man , am I a great actress or what, you know what I believe that deserves an Oscar don't you, because I fooled you." Kym laughed then stunned the guy " I learned that from Lily always the drama queen, hey don't worry Lily I still love ya." Kym laughed and the girls hit wands. All through the hall you heard stunning spells , but the girls fought hard. They kept fighting until there were only three left.

" Hey Bianca 10 bucks says that two of them are Brittney and Tabatha." Kym yelled

" No I'm not betting against you I'm with you. So uglies show your face." Bianca yelled and the two pulled down there hoods, and they were right. The third pulled up a chair ,and sat , and watched.

" Please make it." Lily said, and James held tight to Lily , he was thankful that at least Lily wasn't in there, but was scared as hell because his baby sister was in there fighting.

" I've been waiting so many years to kill you , lets rumble Kym." Brittney said as Bianca took Tabatha.

" Crucio." Brittney yelled and it hit Kym directly but didn't do anything to her.

" Really is that all you got, come on challenge me a little please." Kym mouthed to Brittney.

" umm , crucio." Brittney yelled again that was the only curse she was taught ,and it wasn't working. Kym looked over at Bianca and she was now fist fighting Tabatha, so Kym yelled grabbed brittney's wand and broke it.

" Brittney if you kill me its going to have to be by hand , well either way you suck, so lets rumble." Kym said

" Gladly and your in for a surprise Brad taught me how to fight." Brittney said cocky

"Really, and Ibet you he showed you all his good moves." Kym said

" Oh he did." Brittney said ,

" Reallly then you should know this one." Kym said and made a ball with her wand and threw it at Brittney when Brittney caught it Kym punched he in the stomach and that's how it started a full out fight. Brittney jumped back up and started throwing punches at Kym. Kym dodged them pretty good until Brittney got a good punch in on Kym's face and knocked her to her knees. She got her so good that Kym was bleeding on the lip. Before Kym could get up Brittney kicked her in the stomach ,and just kept kicking her. Everyone stopped breathing in the hall, and bianca and Tabatha stopped fighting, Kym had never been hit let alone beat up and not do anything about it, she was just lying there.

" Had enough yet, well look what I found here." Brittney said lifting Kym's wand " theres one another curse I learned say good bye to Sirius , because after your dead he's all mine." Brittney started to raise the wand when Kym jumped up with a muggle gun, unlucky for Brittney she didn't take muggle studies.

" What the hell is that?" Brittney asked " Yeah , ooooo im scared. Come on Bitch give me all you got." Brittney said " And after I kill you your friends will be next of course not Sirius, or James they'll be our sex slaves."

" Brittney I think they would rather kill themselves but sorry you wont have a chance have fun in hell." Kym yelled , and brittney raised her wand and yelled Adva K but before she could finish Kym shot her right in the head " I knew the shooting range was always a good place to go." Kym laughed , and Bianca and Tabatha just stared at her " oh I've always had a gun, safety reasons, which it just came in handy." Kym said, picked up her wand and turned to see Bianca stunning Tabatha , and when she turned again she saw the third deatheater lifting his wand , but before Kym could jump in front of her , or yell he said the killing curse.

Binca watch out." Kym yelled but it was too late the deatheater killed Bianca. Kym stunned Brittney and ran to Bianca. " Bianca. No, I was suppose to die, not you. Please." Kym said

Remus wasn't watching he couldn't but when he heard Kym yell he looked up , and saw the woman he love die, he watched her face, and watched her body lay limp on the floor. HE just sat there and watched Kym run to her ,and shake her, but nothing. The woman he loved died. The woman he was going to ask that night died, without knowing he loved her some much.

" Remus." Lily said grabbing his hand but he pulled away. Everyone turned back to what was happening inside again.

" Come on Brad take the stupid hood off, really you all look like idiots." Kym said ,and you could hear the last deatheater chuckle.

" Always the mouth Kym, you never do know when to shut up." Brad said taking off his hood.

" Brad ." Sirius said " Lily why does he sound so familiar?"

" That Mr. Black is because he was Kym's ex boyfriend who she sent to Azkaban." Dumbledore said

" Oh I remember that time in America when she left the week early , she told me he got out." Lily said , and everyone again turned their attention back to the room.

" Well your looking beautiful my darling." Brad said

" To bad I cant say the same to you." Kym snapped

" Oh I am hurt, what I'm no Sirius. Though I think I'm much better than him." Brad said

" Well you think to much of yourself don't you." Kym spit at him.

" Harsh words, you use to be so kind to me, remember that night, you were so gentle. What was that?" Brad asked circling Kym as she walked around him

" A mistake, humans can make mistakes." Kym said

" ahhh but you could be so much more, you could be powerful above mortality you could be Voldemorts right hand gal, and most importantly you could be my woman, you could love me." Brad said

At this point Sirius was grabbing James shoulder very tightly.

" Sirius, ow, let go man." James said ,

" Sorry." Sirius said, and let go ,and keep watching.

" Your right I could , but the only problem is why would I want to go to a lower level , when I'm already above you and Voldemort, now really , and loving you I could , but why would I want to love an egotistical jerk who get's his ass beat by a girl." Kym said

" Oh really , well lets prove it no wands, hand to hand." Brad said rolling up his sleeves.

" Fine lets go." Kym said . Brad ran at Kym , tried to hit her but Kym grabbed his fist and twisted his arm, and flipped him on the ground. Brad then jumped up and kicked Kym in the stomach, while Kym was clutching her stomach he grabbed the chair, and right before he hit her, Kym heard Sirius in her mind.

" Watch out behind you." Sirius thought while watching Kym. Kym looked and right before he hit her, kym did a leg swipe and flipped him onto the ground.

" Thank you Sirius." Kym thought. When Sirus heard this he was so happy.

" Lucky shot, now come on, so I can kill you then go after you friend Lily, and after that your brother, then your love Sirius, and just for fun your friend Remus." Brad said

" Brad you will never touch any of them , and that is my promise to them ,because I will kill both of us before I let you do that." Kym said

" You wouldn't dare, you don't have the guts to do that." Brad said watching Kym. Kym turned to the wall , and mouthed I love you all. Then she started to bring her hands together, and all you saw was this white light.

" Dumbledore what is she doing?" Everyone asked

" She's taking all her energy , and is going to kill Brad, and a chance herself. " Dumbeldore said saidly, everyone couldn't take it so thy started to hit the walls to make her stop.

All of you stop, you have to do some things you don't want to , and so do I now let me do my job." Kym yelled and turned to Brad. " Hey brad save a couple seats in hell for Voldemort and your friends because I bet they'll be seeing you soon." Kym said and Brad looked at her all of the sudden there was a flash of light. Everyone turned the other way , and shield their eyes, and when they came up they heard all the doors , unlock, but the only person that moved was Dumbledore.

" I want all of you to stay here, for now." Dumbledore said , and everyone stood there stunned, not wanting what they thought to be true. Dumbledore was in there for quite sometime. Then he came out. " Mr. Potter, Black , Lupin , and Ms. Evans please come here, everyone else please go to your common room, were there will be a teacher up to talk to you, please do not wake the younger years. Thank you." The four walked up to the Professor with soar eyes. They all looked at Dumbledore hoping that Kym would pop out of the door, and say surprise I didn't die, but they knew that it wasn't going to happen ,they knew that they wouldn't ever hear Kym or Bianca again or see those smiling faces.

" I thought you would like to see them , one last time." Dumbledore said , and the others nodded ,and ran in there. Remus ran to Bianca , Lily walked to Bianca and kissed her on the cheek , and said she'll never forget her, then walked to Kym's limp body. When she walked there Kym was cradled in Sirius arms, and James was holding her hand, and both boys were baling.

" No Kym you weren't suppose to do that, I was suppose to protect you I'm the big brother I was suppose to watch out for you. How could you , how could you be so stubborn, and leave me, like this." James cried

" Kym please, wake up, the joke it's not funny, baby, please." Sirius said " I'll do the sleeping beauty trick that always works." Sirius cried and kissed Kym's lips. " This is where you wake up, Kym. Please no , you cant leave me, you cant. Why , why is it always you. Kym wake up we have to get married, and have babies, and grow old together, stop sleeping, please Kym, come back , please." Sirius cried

" I hate you, Kym , I hate that you left me here, that you had to be the hero, I hate you that your not going to be here on my wedding and be my maid of honor, I hate that, my son will never meet his God Mother, and only loving Aunt. I hate that you left me here, that you didn't take me. Why Kym , why did you have to be you, why did this have to happen." Lily said crying , and the group cried for an hour not let going of their loved ones until Dumbledore told them they had to go. Sirius wouldn't let go of her, and Remus stayed there , and pulled out a box with a ring in it.

" I wanted to give this to you tonight, but now I'll never be able to give it to you." Remus said, and pushed on an engagement ring onto Bianca's finger, kissed her one last time, and got up , and left with the group.

Walking down the halls gave the group to many memories. To many of Kym's smiling face, or Bianca's quick comment. Every corner there they saw the two just smiling at them, killing them. When they got to the common room it was empty they figured everyone was sent to bed, but the group they couldn't so they all decided to grab some blankets and sleep downstairs together. So Lily ran upstairs, and when she got to her bed she found her yearbook, and another book she grabbed both of them ,and a blanket, and pillow and went downstairs. When she got there the boys were already there.

" I guess this was what Kym was running around about before the dance." Remus said softly,and the others nodded. Then all of the sudden Remus's yearbook flipped to a page, the page that Kym had written on.

" What the." They all said

" Read it Remus , obviously she wants you to." Lily said

" Okay." Remus said and he looked at the book and started reading.

" Hello dear friend, Time flies doesn't it when your having fun. I cant believe it's been 7 year, 7 years we've been friends , and you know what were not sick of each other, unless theres something your not telling me. Lol. Remus you were the best of friend anyone could ask for you were the only one out of the boys worth talking to when you needed advice. You have the sweetest , purest heart I have ever seen, and though once a month you don't feel it, I know it. I know it's got to be hard for you because Bianca died, and I died, but you must understand that Bianca loved you, and I know your upset because you didn't get to ask her to marry you, she told me, if you didn't ask her she would have asked you. She loved you so much , there wasn't a minute she didn't talk about you, and true I love you boy, but really annoying I tell you, and I'll probably have to hear about you for eternity up in heaven. But Remus she knew you loved her, she never doubted it, so please don't go crazy about that, because even though you feel you didn't show her enough love or something, she did she knew you loved her, and she loved you. So friend stay strong your going to need to be strong , because this is only the first of your problems, you are going to have a rough road ,but remember that Bianca and I will always be there watching over you. Because the people you really love never leave you. So Remus lupin I leave you will a sweet goodbye, and will be watching you.

Love Kym.

" She knew , she knew she was going to die, how." Remus cried " How did her and Bianca know?'' Before Lily could say something James book opened up.

" Hey Bro, I told you that you would cry when I died. James stop blaming yourself I haven't even been dead that long, and I know your thinking that you were my big brother that you should have protected me that , it wasn't my job, but James it was. You've protected me so many times from guys though you did a bad job I ended up with Sirius, you've protected me from bullies, and you made sure I was okay when Mom and Dad died, but big bro it was my turn to take care of you. Please stop blaming you, please James out of all of you I need you to be strong I need you to be the watching Lily, you have a baby boy coming , and he needs you, and Lily needs you, so please stop mourning my death , and celebrate my life. You know that I would hate it if all of you were crying over my death. Don't worry James I will always be there , I'm here, and when you feel someone prodding you in the neck and turn around and no one is there it's me. Heres a tip that I will tell all of you, if you want to see me that bad, just think about me before you go to sleep , and I'll come into your dreams. So like I said I will always be around death couldn't make me stop bugging you. I love you big brother and I'm thankful that we found each other. Please live life to the fullest an take care of my best friend an nephew, and my love. Love you always Kym

" I hate her, she how does she always know what I'm thinking. Why did she have to die?" James cried

PS: James I had to die because it was why I was here, it was how I was suppose to go, because if I didn't die , all of you would have, and I couldn't have it that way.

" Freaky." James chuckled. Then Lily's book opened up.

" Hey there TigerLily, James please hand Lily a tissue." James handed Lily a tissue while shaking his head " thank you. Lily I know you hate me at the moment, but I know somewhere in there you love me. Man Lily you were a sister to me , well a little sister , I just always had this thing to protect you like James protected me. You were my best friend, we were two peas in a pod you and I, but now you have to let go, you have to go in the right direction. Thank you lily for letting me do this, I know it was hard for you, but I knew in the end you would do what your heart told you to , though it must have been hard , I know it was right. Like I told you, we all have to do things that we don't want to but we have to. Lily I didn't want to die, but I knew I had to , I knew that my sacrifice would save lives , and you know what knowing that made me less scared. The other thing that made me less scared was knowing that I was loved, loved by you, James, Remus, Bianca, and Sirius, you guys helped me be strong. Please remember me with happy memories, in this book theres lots of pictures just remember those time because that's when I was the happiest when I was surround by the ones I loved. Lily stay strong, I know that you will be okay because you're the stubbornness person I ever met. I know that I wont be there for your wedding or when you have your baby, but I will I wil be there in your heart, and I will be watching over you. See now it will be easier for me to watch over you. So please like I said to James don't mourn my death, but celebrate my life, celebrate who I was, and fight for what I fought for , don't go to darkness Lily or my death would be in vain. Good bye tigerLily , I'll see you in your dreams. Call me whenever you want. Love always Kym.

" I love you too Kym. I love you too." Lily cried , and turned the page which happened to be the page with all their school pictures and a couple extra things. Lily looked for Kym, and found her smiling up at them, She looked at her favorite flower : Lilies, favorite animal :a big black dog , favorite qudditich star : James Potter, favorite magical creature: werewolf, Favorite quote: 1) I look at you and think damn I'm fine favorite poem: And so it comes just as it is , a day no longer here, and through my trembling fingertips, the memories of the years. I wave farewell to everything. I will forget you never I wonder it our crazy times will stay with you forever. But if I cry because I may lose a dear and such good friend I will not close this yearbook, and say " Farwell this is the end." For goodbyes create swift hellos and days from now you'll see that though it hurts to say goodbye your friend I'll always be ( Becca Wolf) What do you want to be: A hero

" A hero." Lily said a loud

" what?" James asked

" Kym put for what she wanted to be a hero, she wanted to become a hero." Lily cried just them Sirius's book opened

" Hey there baby, I know your pissed at me leaving you, and I would too. That day you asked me to marry you was the happiest day of my life, and it was biggest decision I made. I wasn't sure if I should say yes or no , not because I didn't love you that thought never entered my mind, I have always loved you, and I hope you know that, But the reason I wasn't sure because if I said yes, I wasn't sure if I would be able to have to do what I had to do, but I had to follow my heart, and I said yes, because I loved you, and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, and even if it was only for that short amount of time, I wanted it spent loving you, and being with you. Sirius Black you are my soul mate, and I never questioned it, even when we broke up that time I never doubted I loved you, I hid it but never doubted the love, you were one of the other reasons I almost didn't do what I did because to bear losing you killed me just thinking about it, I couldn't believe that I would never walk down that isle and walk up to you, that I would never have your babies, and I wouldn't be able to sit there and grow old with you, and it killed me, but Sirius, I did what my heart told me to , though it hurt , it hurt like hell I had to , but I want you to know I love you, I will always love you, that night when you told me to promise to marry you, I couldn't promise you that, but what I did promise is that I will always love you for eternity , well that promise I will keep I will always love you, but Sirius, you have to move on , you have to learn to love another, please don't let me ruin your life. I only want you happy , and though it kills me that it cant be me that you wake up to every morning , I still want you happy. Sirius Black you were the man of my dreams , and I don't want you to forget that I love you, that I always loved you, and will always love you. Before I say goodbye I want you to remember my promise , you promise to never forget me so please don't forget me, because then I'll come back and haunt you. Good bye my other half, my soul mate, my love until we meet again, I'll be saving you all a seat up in heaven with me. Loving you for all eternity, and longer your love Kym

PS: When ever you see an eagle think of me, because that is when I was at my best ,when I was free. All of you I'm free now free from the pain of Voldemort, and when you see an eagle it means that I'm watching you , you'll see one when you need me the most. I love you all, so much , you meant the world to me, and if I had to do it again I would because you all were worth the risk, thank you for the time you gave me, until we meet again. I love you and good bye."

" I love you Kym, I could never love another, never." Sirius muttered " You will always be my one and only, that is my promise, I promised you that don't you remember I promised I would never love another and I wont, so there, so just come back, I'm going to forget you so you will haunt me." Sirius yelled

" Sirius." LILy said and grabbed Sirius and gave him a hug, and he cried on her shoulder.

" Why , Why, I loved her, so much, she just left me, how could she, why did she have to be a hero, why couldn't she be a doctor or something." Sirius cried, after a lot of boxes of tissues , the group decided to go to sleep, when Lily laid down she felt something under her, and when she lifted it up , she started crying.

" Lily whats wrong?" James asked jumping from his slumber.

" Kym she made me a baby book, look." Lily said on the cover it said the baby book of ________." When Lily opened the book a note fell out, " This is just an early present since I wont be able to make the shower, I still wanted to give you something, its only half way , you need to do the rest." The first page was of James laying on Lily's stomach under it there was a button when Lily pushed it , it was Kym's voice. " Hey there baby boy, well I'm your aunt Kym, I made the first half of this book for you, now in this picture , well this is the special one because this is the night your daddy found out about you, and right when he was told he loved you, when I went to bed that night I found your daddy laying on your mommies stomach , so in this picture it's the first picture of you three together as a family." Lily started crying she flipped the pages , and each page had Kym talking. Kym had only filled out 13 of the pages, and on the last one said " Baby boy just remember I'm your favorite aunt even if I'm not alive, Petunia is a meanie head. Love ya, hope you don't look too much like james." Lily cried so much that night that she got dehydrated she, didn't sleep at all because she kept pressing the buttons. Just wanting to never lose the sound of her friends voice, of that laugh you could pick out of a crowd.

When Lily did finally fall asleep , a cloud or silver went over them.

" Sleep well my friends, for this is only the beginning." Kym said. Sirius looked up from sleep and swore he saw Kym standing there, but he knew it couldn't be true she was dead, he would never see her again. So he went back to sleep.

" One day we will meet again, until then stay strong, be there for each other because in the end your friends are the ones you need. I love you all." Kym said , and they heard her, but weren't sure where it was coming from so at once they all shot off, and when they looked the silver cloud disappeared.

" Was that Kym, I swore I heard her voice." Lily said

" I think it was." Remus said ,and they all sat together, holding on to the only friends they had left, never wanting to let go, and face reality.