Recap:
" Lily something in your speech is kind of bugging me, what are you talking about 3 innocent people died, who was the third person." James asked and Lily stopped and looked at Sirius.
" Bianca, Kym ,and a baby."
Ch. 63
" Umm whose baby?" James asked not seeing Lily looking at Sirius. Lily didn't say anything she just kept looking at Sirius , and Sirius understood.
" Mine." Sirius said
" I'm sorry Sirius she told me to tell you at a good time, but me and my big mouth. Well Sirius I guess I should tell you all of it. " Lily said and the rest nodded so Lily walked to the common room, and the boys followed , and the sat on the couch. " You all deserve to know the truth so I will tell you all I know. Okay you see during this year I have been having strange dreams ,and Kym has been in them, do you remember that big fight we had?" Lily asked and the boys nodded they knew the fight , that was right before James and Kym found out their parents were dead. " Well that's what we were fighting about, Kym told me I wasn't ready that I know the truth but I wont except it, and sad to say she was right I didn't want to see what I knew she was showing. Then 2 nights ago, the night before the dance I had one last dream. Kym told me I was ready, and some how I was. She showed me the dance , the crowning , and after the crowning , she showed me what to touch to see what was happening inside. Then she showed me why she was doing it , why she was to risk her life, and then I knew I had to let her do it. I woke up , and couldn't believe it I didn't want it to happen, I ran to her, and found her downstairs signing our yearbooks. I cried telling her not to do it, and she told me that one day we all have to make a decision that she made hers though it wasn't a decision that most would make she made. She told me this poem by Robert Frost , and I found it in one of her poem books, let me get it." Lily said and ran up the stairs the boys were to speechless to talk so they just sat there and waited. A minute later Lily came bounding down the stairs " Okay got it, this is how it goes Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both and be on traveler, long I stood and looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth: Then took the other, as just as fair , and having perhaps the better claim, because it was grassy and wanted wear: though as for that the passing there had worm them really about the same, and both that morning equally lay in leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by , and that has made all the difference. Kym told me that was her , she had two roads one that was the easy way out to live ,and let Voldermort kill lots of innocent students including us, or take the road that not many have taken , and save everyone's lives. She knew that if she would take that road it would make a difference, and that's what she wanted to make a difference." Lily said
" Okay but how does this have to do with her being pregnant?" Sirius asked
" I'm getting there, after I realized I had to let Kym do this, this was her destiny as she told me, I told her that I was behind her decision, even though it killed me to see this happen. Then she told me something important, she told me she was 4 months pregnant , that she didn't tell anyone about it because of this. She didn't want you to hate her for killing your baby, but she had to put herself in risk , which put the baby. She told me that she wish she didn't have to that , she really wanted to have you baby Sirius, but she couldn't knowing that if she did , that even though a new life would be born many lives would have died because of it. Kym asked me to tell you when the time was right, and I guess I failed her but at least you know the truth." Lily said, and looked at the three boys. James and Sirius sat there just thinking , Remus did too, until something hit him.
" Did Bianca know she was going to die?" Remus asked, Lily looked at him, and just the way she looked at him , he knew the answer.
" She did, Kym told me that both were trained for it though Bianca not as much as Kym, but yes Bianca did know." Lily said and just looked at the boys they were quiet that wasn't usual. Then James stood up with an angry face.
" You let my sister kill herself, you knew that she was going to die but you didn't stop her, you helped her, it's like you handed her the knife, I cant believe you Lily I cant believe you would do this to me, that you would kill my sister, I thought you were her best friend, I thought you two were like sisters, but no you let her die. You did nothing about it, and I was here comforting you, when its your fault for letting her go through with it. What are you working with Voldemort make her believe she had to die for you, the baby probably isn't mine who knows if your who we thought you were what if your one of those deatheaters." James yelled
" James stop , that's not fair you don't understand. I'm not a deatheater , I had to let her go James, please understand James, please I need you." Lily cried
" Need me, well you know what I need my sister , but because of you she's not here. Thanks a lot. Lillian Evans or whoever you are I never want to see you again." James yelled and ran up the stairs.
" You guys you understand right, please, talk to James, and make him understand." Lily said turning to the boys,
" Make him understand that his fiancée is the reason that my fiancée and baby are dead, no I don't think so , really Lily who are , how could you do this? She was always there protecting you, and this is how you treat her by letting her die, what friend you are. So don't even try to get sympathy from me." Sirius said, and ran up to the boys dorm. Lily then turned to Remus.
" Remus , you understand , right, your more of the emotional thinker right, you understand why I let her do it, right?" Lily said looking at Remus. Remus looked at her and just stared, now Lily thought how Sirius, and James yelled at her made her feel like crap , but the way Remus looked at her gave her the chills, there was so much hatred in his eyes, so much pain in those deep gray eyes. He just looked at her, shook his head and walked past her and went to the boys dorms.
" I had to do it, or all of us would have been dead , then Voldemort would have won, I wish you would have seen all that I would have see then you too would have done what I did." Lily whispered
The next day the boys went on the train without Lily they went in their own compartment, and didn't even look at Lily when she passed them. Lily was depressed beyond belief, her fiancée hates her, her only two best friends left hate her, her other two best friends died , and she now has to live with Petunia because her and James aren't talking. Lily owled Petunia before she left Hogwarts and then got on the train. She passed the boys but they didn't even notice her, so she found her own compartment, and just sat there thinking. When she was looking out of the window she thought about all the problems going on , and didn't have the bit of hope until she noticed something outside, flying right by her window was a beautiful eagle. Lily looked at it , and smiled she knew everything was going to end up okay.
" Thank you Kym." She said to the eagle, and closed her eyes, and fell asleep the rest of the trip.
Lily woke up when the train came to a stop, she yawned charmed her trunk to be small, and light ,and walked to find her sister. When Lily got out there she found her sister right away she was the only one wearing muggle clothes, before she walked out the train doors she saw the boys, and she looked at them , and at that minute James turned and looked at her, and this time it wasn't the usual loving look , it was a glare ,a look of hatred. Lily shuddered, turned and left, still feeling James' eyes on her, all the way out the door.
" So I see you got yourself knocked up?" Petunia said holding and just now noticeable bundle in her hand.
" You could say that , so I see that you did too." Lily said looking at the baby which was the ugliest baby she had even seen and usually babies are cute.
" No I'm married dear sister did I forget to tell you, oops my bad, its Vernon , and were both not happy to have you with us freak, but since you are my sister I guess I have to, but not for long, we have to make a play room for Dudley before he turns one which is in 3 months." Petunia sneered and got in her ugly station wagon. Lily did the same , and they were off to Petunia's new house at Private drive.
James still loved Lily he could never stop loving her, but at the moment he just had this hatred and took it all out on her. He knew in his heart that she didn't kill his sister, but his brain wasn't listening to his heart anymore. James , Sirius, and Remus all lived together at James house, and for a few weeks they didn't talk about Lily , Kym or Bianca they had come to an understanding no one wanted to talk about it. James was in denial that he ever loved Lily , Sirius believed it was all Lily's fault along with Remus, but they didn't talk about it, because they all knew somehow it wasn't true. After a couple weeks out James, and Sirius got jobs as auroras in training , and Remus a job as a English teacher in the muggle world because it was hard to get a job as a werewolf in the wizarding world. Lily on the other hand got a job as the Charm teacher at Hogwarts but she didn't start of course until September 1st.
Everything went the same for the boys they would train then come home ,eat , then sleep, then get up early and go back. Everything went this way until one night 2 weeks after school started James and Sirius came home ate then went to bed, but when they went to sleep something happened in their dreams or in better words someone came into their dreams.
Authors note: Hey don't worry their will be lots of chapters and a lot more twists to it. So don't worry about me stopping now, and well I'll get the next chapter in asap okay thanks for the great reviews all of you , your wonderful, and I'm happy you like my story . Well hope this chapter was good. Ttyl.
" Lily something in your speech is kind of bugging me, what are you talking about 3 innocent people died, who was the third person." James asked and Lily stopped and looked at Sirius.
" Bianca, Kym ,and a baby."
Ch. 63
" Umm whose baby?" James asked not seeing Lily looking at Sirius. Lily didn't say anything she just kept looking at Sirius , and Sirius understood.
" Mine." Sirius said
" I'm sorry Sirius she told me to tell you at a good time, but me and my big mouth. Well Sirius I guess I should tell you all of it. " Lily said and the rest nodded so Lily walked to the common room, and the boys followed , and the sat on the couch. " You all deserve to know the truth so I will tell you all I know. Okay you see during this year I have been having strange dreams ,and Kym has been in them, do you remember that big fight we had?" Lily asked and the boys nodded they knew the fight , that was right before James and Kym found out their parents were dead. " Well that's what we were fighting about, Kym told me I wasn't ready that I know the truth but I wont except it, and sad to say she was right I didn't want to see what I knew she was showing. Then 2 nights ago, the night before the dance I had one last dream. Kym told me I was ready, and some how I was. She showed me the dance , the crowning , and after the crowning , she showed me what to touch to see what was happening inside. Then she showed me why she was doing it , why she was to risk her life, and then I knew I had to let her do it. I woke up , and couldn't believe it I didn't want it to happen, I ran to her, and found her downstairs signing our yearbooks. I cried telling her not to do it, and she told me that one day we all have to make a decision that she made hers though it wasn't a decision that most would make she made. She told me this poem by Robert Frost , and I found it in one of her poem books, let me get it." Lily said and ran up the stairs the boys were to speechless to talk so they just sat there and waited. A minute later Lily came bounding down the stairs " Okay got it, this is how it goes Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both and be on traveler, long I stood and looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth: Then took the other, as just as fair , and having perhaps the better claim, because it was grassy and wanted wear: though as for that the passing there had worm them really about the same, and both that morning equally lay in leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by , and that has made all the difference. Kym told me that was her , she had two roads one that was the easy way out to live ,and let Voldermort kill lots of innocent students including us, or take the road that not many have taken , and save everyone's lives. She knew that if she would take that road it would make a difference, and that's what she wanted to make a difference." Lily said
" Okay but how does this have to do with her being pregnant?" Sirius asked
" I'm getting there, after I realized I had to let Kym do this, this was her destiny as she told me, I told her that I was behind her decision, even though it killed me to see this happen. Then she told me something important, she told me she was 4 months pregnant , that she didn't tell anyone about it because of this. She didn't want you to hate her for killing your baby, but she had to put herself in risk , which put the baby. She told me that she wish she didn't have to that , she really wanted to have you baby Sirius, but she couldn't knowing that if she did , that even though a new life would be born many lives would have died because of it. Kym asked me to tell you when the time was right, and I guess I failed her but at least you know the truth." Lily said, and looked at the three boys. James and Sirius sat there just thinking , Remus did too, until something hit him.
" Did Bianca know she was going to die?" Remus asked, Lily looked at him, and just the way she looked at him , he knew the answer.
" She did, Kym told me that both were trained for it though Bianca not as much as Kym, but yes Bianca did know." Lily said and just looked at the boys they were quiet that wasn't usual. Then James stood up with an angry face.
" You let my sister kill herself, you knew that she was going to die but you didn't stop her, you helped her, it's like you handed her the knife, I cant believe you Lily I cant believe you would do this to me, that you would kill my sister, I thought you were her best friend, I thought you two were like sisters, but no you let her die. You did nothing about it, and I was here comforting you, when its your fault for letting her go through with it. What are you working with Voldemort make her believe she had to die for you, the baby probably isn't mine who knows if your who we thought you were what if your one of those deatheaters." James yelled
" James stop , that's not fair you don't understand. I'm not a deatheater , I had to let her go James, please understand James, please I need you." Lily cried
" Need me, well you know what I need my sister , but because of you she's not here. Thanks a lot. Lillian Evans or whoever you are I never want to see you again." James yelled and ran up the stairs.
" You guys you understand right, please, talk to James, and make him understand." Lily said turning to the boys,
" Make him understand that his fiancée is the reason that my fiancée and baby are dead, no I don't think so , really Lily who are , how could you do this? She was always there protecting you, and this is how you treat her by letting her die, what friend you are. So don't even try to get sympathy from me." Sirius said, and ran up to the boys dorm. Lily then turned to Remus.
" Remus , you understand , right, your more of the emotional thinker right, you understand why I let her do it, right?" Lily said looking at Remus. Remus looked at her and just stared, now Lily thought how Sirius, and James yelled at her made her feel like crap , but the way Remus looked at her gave her the chills, there was so much hatred in his eyes, so much pain in those deep gray eyes. He just looked at her, shook his head and walked past her and went to the boys dorms.
" I had to do it, or all of us would have been dead , then Voldemort would have won, I wish you would have seen all that I would have see then you too would have done what I did." Lily whispered
The next day the boys went on the train without Lily they went in their own compartment, and didn't even look at Lily when she passed them. Lily was depressed beyond belief, her fiancée hates her, her only two best friends left hate her, her other two best friends died , and she now has to live with Petunia because her and James aren't talking. Lily owled Petunia before she left Hogwarts and then got on the train. She passed the boys but they didn't even notice her, so she found her own compartment, and just sat there thinking. When she was looking out of the window she thought about all the problems going on , and didn't have the bit of hope until she noticed something outside, flying right by her window was a beautiful eagle. Lily looked at it , and smiled she knew everything was going to end up okay.
" Thank you Kym." She said to the eagle, and closed her eyes, and fell asleep the rest of the trip.
Lily woke up when the train came to a stop, she yawned charmed her trunk to be small, and light ,and walked to find her sister. When Lily got out there she found her sister right away she was the only one wearing muggle clothes, before she walked out the train doors she saw the boys, and she looked at them , and at that minute James turned and looked at her, and this time it wasn't the usual loving look , it was a glare ,a look of hatred. Lily shuddered, turned and left, still feeling James' eyes on her, all the way out the door.
" So I see you got yourself knocked up?" Petunia said holding and just now noticeable bundle in her hand.
" You could say that , so I see that you did too." Lily said looking at the baby which was the ugliest baby she had even seen and usually babies are cute.
" No I'm married dear sister did I forget to tell you, oops my bad, its Vernon , and were both not happy to have you with us freak, but since you are my sister I guess I have to, but not for long, we have to make a play room for Dudley before he turns one which is in 3 months." Petunia sneered and got in her ugly station wagon. Lily did the same , and they were off to Petunia's new house at Private drive.
James still loved Lily he could never stop loving her, but at the moment he just had this hatred and took it all out on her. He knew in his heart that she didn't kill his sister, but his brain wasn't listening to his heart anymore. James , Sirius, and Remus all lived together at James house, and for a few weeks they didn't talk about Lily , Kym or Bianca they had come to an understanding no one wanted to talk about it. James was in denial that he ever loved Lily , Sirius believed it was all Lily's fault along with Remus, but they didn't talk about it, because they all knew somehow it wasn't true. After a couple weeks out James, and Sirius got jobs as auroras in training , and Remus a job as a English teacher in the muggle world because it was hard to get a job as a werewolf in the wizarding world. Lily on the other hand got a job as the Charm teacher at Hogwarts but she didn't start of course until September 1st.
Everything went the same for the boys they would train then come home ,eat , then sleep, then get up early and go back. Everything went this way until one night 2 weeks after school started James and Sirius came home ate then went to bed, but when they went to sleep something happened in their dreams or in better words someone came into their dreams.
Authors note: Hey don't worry their will be lots of chapters and a lot more twists to it. So don't worry about me stopping now, and well I'll get the next chapter in asap okay thanks for the great reviews all of you , your wonderful, and I'm happy you like my story . Well hope this chapter was good. Ttyl.