**Disclaimer: I am an idiot that wants nothing more than to watch Rurouni
Kenshin, owned by Watsuki-san.
He's everything to me.
He's like a dream come true. Everytime we touch, even if it's just the slightest brush at my side, I go weak at the knees. Whenever he smiles, my heart starts pounding. But when he smiles with his eyes, all time stops. My heart skips a beat as I gaze into those beautiful violet eyes. His eyes tell so much, and yet, they hide so many secrets. You can always tell what he's thinking, but they still leave you guessing. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't see him for even one day. I wouldn't be able to bear being left alone, especially by him.
I know there are rumors about him. Sometimes when I walk down the street, I hear them talking about us. I don't care what they say. I always hear that he doesn't look good beside me. But I love those little things that set him apart from everyone else. Even the scar that mars his gentle face just adds to him. It hold so much mystery, so many painful memories. And sometimes, when I think no one knows it, I hear them talking about the one secret that he tries to escape. Based on that, I shouldn't even let him in the house, knowing that he's Hitokiri Battousai. I know, he can kill me and the whole city in one night if he wanted to. But he never will. I know, because of his vow, and because of his bloody past, he never will.
I don't know how I could ever admit it to him. I love those days when it's just the two of us, alone in the dojo. Every time we speak, I can always feel the words on the tip of my tongue. But when I call him over, and he's standing there, waiting for me to speak, all of these doubts rush into my mind. What if he doesn't feel the same way about me? He's always seen me as the girl he has to protect. I love how protective he is, but I wish, for once, he would see past the girl on the outside, and see me for who I really am.
But sometimes, on those days when we are alone, I see something different about him. He is a little more open to me, more willing to answer any question. But his eyes speak the loudest. When he has no more chores to do, we just sit together on the porch or on the roof. Then, I look into his eyes and see everything. I see his happiness. I see the fears he has, fear for me. I can see the pain he has for all of the things he's done, for all of the sins he's committed. I always try to help him ease his pain. And always, I see something more, something that he's holding back, something that I never see when the others are around. When I see that, all of my fears just disappear. I'll tell him someday, when the time is right.
Aishiteru itsumo, Kenshin.
**A/N: so how was that? Please review and give me some tips. Expect more! Arigatou to everyone who read it!
He's everything to me.
He's like a dream come true. Everytime we touch, even if it's just the slightest brush at my side, I go weak at the knees. Whenever he smiles, my heart starts pounding. But when he smiles with his eyes, all time stops. My heart skips a beat as I gaze into those beautiful violet eyes. His eyes tell so much, and yet, they hide so many secrets. You can always tell what he's thinking, but they still leave you guessing. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't see him for even one day. I wouldn't be able to bear being left alone, especially by him.
I know there are rumors about him. Sometimes when I walk down the street, I hear them talking about us. I don't care what they say. I always hear that he doesn't look good beside me. But I love those little things that set him apart from everyone else. Even the scar that mars his gentle face just adds to him. It hold so much mystery, so many painful memories. And sometimes, when I think no one knows it, I hear them talking about the one secret that he tries to escape. Based on that, I shouldn't even let him in the house, knowing that he's Hitokiri Battousai. I know, he can kill me and the whole city in one night if he wanted to. But he never will. I know, because of his vow, and because of his bloody past, he never will.
I don't know how I could ever admit it to him. I love those days when it's just the two of us, alone in the dojo. Every time we speak, I can always feel the words on the tip of my tongue. But when I call him over, and he's standing there, waiting for me to speak, all of these doubts rush into my mind. What if he doesn't feel the same way about me? He's always seen me as the girl he has to protect. I love how protective he is, but I wish, for once, he would see past the girl on the outside, and see me for who I really am.
But sometimes, on those days when we are alone, I see something different about him. He is a little more open to me, more willing to answer any question. But his eyes speak the loudest. When he has no more chores to do, we just sit together on the porch or on the roof. Then, I look into his eyes and see everything. I see his happiness. I see the fears he has, fear for me. I can see the pain he has for all of the things he's done, for all of the sins he's committed. I always try to help him ease his pain. And always, I see something more, something that he's holding back, something that I never see when the others are around. When I see that, all of my fears just disappear. I'll tell him someday, when the time is right.
Aishiteru itsumo, Kenshin.
**A/N: so how was that? Please review and give me some tips. Expect more! Arigatou to everyone who read it!