Disclaimer: First off, I DO NOT OWN INU-YASHA OR ANY OF THE OTHER
CHARACTERS, okay now that we've gotten that out of the way
Thanks for the reviews, I really did appreciate them, I will try to make my
chapters longer, but I'm just so busy that I scribble these things off in
my spare time, and is Kagome going to die, well you'll just have to read on
and find out.
*Kagome's POV* Lunch
"Oh God, Sango, it's rubber pizza for lunch today."
"I know, I wonder if it actually bounces."
"I dunno, let's find out." Kagome took a piece of the cafeteria pizza and dropped it onto her tray, and sure enough, it bounced, not high, but it bounced.
Giggling the girls finished their lunches and went outside to sit in the sun.
"Kagome, don't look now but there's Inu-yasha and Kikyo."
Naturally, Kagome looked at what Sango was talking about and decided to sit as far away from them as possible. Kikyo was all over Inu-yasha and he didn't seem to mind it one bit. "I can't believe he's already gone back to her, she's such a slut."
"Not to be insensitive or anything, but how long did you expect him to wait?"
"I dunno, but I thought it would be more than a week."
"Girl, guys like Inu-yasha don't stay single for long."
"I know, but it still hurts."
"Of course it does, it just means your human."
"Sango?"
"Mmmm?"
"If I tell you something will you promise not to tell anyone else?"
"Of course, I'd never tell something you didn't want me to tell."
"You swear?"
"I swear."
"Okay, I wasn't going to tell you this, but I think I need to. Lately I've been feeling like there is no point to my life, like I would be better off dead, and I've been seriously thinking about suicide."
"Kagome! That's awful! Is that what you were doing when I came in the other day, you know, with the knife?"
"Yeah, I just want you to know that I'm really glad you came in when you did, and I'm glad that you're my friend."
"I'm glad I walked in when I did as well. You do know I'm here for you if you ever want to talk, right?"
"Yeah, I know"
The two hugged briefly.
"If it's not too much to ask, why did you and Inu-yasha breakup?"
"I'm not ready to talk about it, it still hurts too much."
"Okay, but when you're ready you know you can tell me. I'm here for you and I will help in anyway I can."
*Flashback*
"Hey Kagome, why don't you want to go to Ayaka's party?"
"I don't want to go because there's gonna be drugs and alcohol and stuff, and I'm just not into getting wasted."
"You don't have to get wasted if you go, just show up and have some fun, you don't have to take any of the alcohol or drugs"
"That's not the point!"
"Why do you have to be such a fucking sanctimonious bitch!"
"I am not a sanctimonious bitch! If you want a girlfriend who'll go and get wasted at these parties with you then go find that slut, Kikyo! I know you like her."
"Kikyo is not a slut. You're just jealous of her."
"You are such a loser Inu-yasha."
Kagome stormed off, she was really mad, and he had hurt her. Maybe she was a little jealous of Kikyo, she had been Inu-yasha's first girlfriend, and she knew that he still cared about her, but he didn't need to throw that in her face. Moreover, what right did he have to call her a sanctimonious bitch; she just didn't want to get wasted. But whatever, she wasn't going to be the one who apologized, she had done nothing wrong.
*End Flashback*
A tear trickled down Kagome's cheek
Sango noticed this and leaned over hugging her friend and providing the comfort that she knew Kagome needed.
A/N: what she really needs is Sessho-maru, but unfortunately he doesn't figure into this story, but *sigh* I guess I'll live. Anyway, I think that the next chapter is going to be a lemon. It's the first one I've written, and so it's probably not going to be very good. But please bear with me and continue to R&R.
*Kagome's POV* Lunch
"Oh God, Sango, it's rubber pizza for lunch today."
"I know, I wonder if it actually bounces."
"I dunno, let's find out." Kagome took a piece of the cafeteria pizza and dropped it onto her tray, and sure enough, it bounced, not high, but it bounced.
Giggling the girls finished their lunches and went outside to sit in the sun.
"Kagome, don't look now but there's Inu-yasha and Kikyo."
Naturally, Kagome looked at what Sango was talking about and decided to sit as far away from them as possible. Kikyo was all over Inu-yasha and he didn't seem to mind it one bit. "I can't believe he's already gone back to her, she's such a slut."
"Not to be insensitive or anything, but how long did you expect him to wait?"
"I dunno, but I thought it would be more than a week."
"Girl, guys like Inu-yasha don't stay single for long."
"I know, but it still hurts."
"Of course it does, it just means your human."
"Sango?"
"Mmmm?"
"If I tell you something will you promise not to tell anyone else?"
"Of course, I'd never tell something you didn't want me to tell."
"You swear?"
"I swear."
"Okay, I wasn't going to tell you this, but I think I need to. Lately I've been feeling like there is no point to my life, like I would be better off dead, and I've been seriously thinking about suicide."
"Kagome! That's awful! Is that what you were doing when I came in the other day, you know, with the knife?"
"Yeah, I just want you to know that I'm really glad you came in when you did, and I'm glad that you're my friend."
"I'm glad I walked in when I did as well. You do know I'm here for you if you ever want to talk, right?"
"Yeah, I know"
The two hugged briefly.
"If it's not too much to ask, why did you and Inu-yasha breakup?"
"I'm not ready to talk about it, it still hurts too much."
"Okay, but when you're ready you know you can tell me. I'm here for you and I will help in anyway I can."
*Flashback*
"Hey Kagome, why don't you want to go to Ayaka's party?"
"I don't want to go because there's gonna be drugs and alcohol and stuff, and I'm just not into getting wasted."
"You don't have to get wasted if you go, just show up and have some fun, you don't have to take any of the alcohol or drugs"
"That's not the point!"
"Why do you have to be such a fucking sanctimonious bitch!"
"I am not a sanctimonious bitch! If you want a girlfriend who'll go and get wasted at these parties with you then go find that slut, Kikyo! I know you like her."
"Kikyo is not a slut. You're just jealous of her."
"You are such a loser Inu-yasha."
Kagome stormed off, she was really mad, and he had hurt her. Maybe she was a little jealous of Kikyo, she had been Inu-yasha's first girlfriend, and she knew that he still cared about her, but he didn't need to throw that in her face. Moreover, what right did he have to call her a sanctimonious bitch; she just didn't want to get wasted. But whatever, she wasn't going to be the one who apologized, she had done nothing wrong.
*End Flashback*
A tear trickled down Kagome's cheek
Sango noticed this and leaned over hugging her friend and providing the comfort that she knew Kagome needed.
A/N: what she really needs is Sessho-maru, but unfortunately he doesn't figure into this story, but *sigh* I guess I'll live. Anyway, I think that the next chapter is going to be a lemon. It's the first one I've written, and so it's probably not going to be very good. But please bear with me and continue to R&R.