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A/N So what do you think so far? Any suggestions? Review and tell me!
Chapter 3
Angel looked at Fred like she had just said the world was going to end soon. "Wha.what do you mean?" He stuttered.
Fred looked at him with sad eyes knowing that it would hurt him. "It says we need the son of two vampires to help. And your son is the only son of vampires."
"Why do we have to have him though? I can't just bring him back." Angel said staring at the floor.
"Angel. It says that in order for this to work Connor has to be here. We didn't find anything that said why, but it says we must have Connor or else it won't work." Fred told him.
She knew it would hurt him to have his son back then have to loose him again. She knew that he though Connor would want to stay with his new family now.
"I.I can't loose him again." Angel told him and sat down on the floor leaning against the floor.
"You might not have to Angel. He might want to stay here, with you, with us." Fred told him giving him a fake smile.
Angel shook his head. "Can't we just take him, have the spell done then return him or does he have to have his memory of us?" Angel asked.
Fred sighed. "He has to have his memory of us." She told him.
Angel looked down the hall at his room. "But what if he hates me? I don't think I could take that now." Angel said sadly. He was so weak lately it was unlike him.
"It's just a chance we're going to have to take. If you want you can stay up with Cordy or someplace where you won't have to see him right away." Fred told him.
"No I want to see him. Go ahead. Bring him here then we can give him his memory back." Angel told her getting up and walking away from her to his room.
"Ok." Fred said quietly. She walked into Cordy's room and stood beside her.
"Don't worry Cordy. You'll be back with us soon if this will work." She told her smiling.
Fred went downstairs and told Wes and Gunn it was a go and the three of them with Faith also with them left to get Connor.
Angel was lying in his bed when somebody knocked on the door. He sat up "come in." He said and the door opened and in walked Buffy.
Buffy smiled when she saw Angel. She went and sat by him on the bed. She looked at him. "Does Spike know you're up here?" Angel asked him.
Buffy shook her head. "No. He's out, him and Xander went out to find a club for us to go to later." She told him.
"Oh." Was all Angel said.
"Angel are you ok?" Buffy asked and Angel thought that was a silly question considering what was going to happen later.
"Seriously no Buffy. It hurts really badly. I lost two people I love. What if this doesn't work? What if my son hates me?" Angel spoke quietly looking at the floor. He tried to be strong.
Buffy sighed. "I know what it feels like Angel. I lost my mom, almost lost my sister. I lost you and then I lost whom I really loved. I though that I'd never see him again." She said letting a tear fall.
"I'm so sorry I didn't let you know about Spike when he first appeared." Angel told her looking at her now.
"I know Angel." Buffy told him. She really loved Spike. She never thought she would see him again and she missed him so much.
"You really, really love Cordelia don't you?" Buffy asked Angel.
"Yeah I do." Angel told her and they smiled at each other.
"Angel." Buffy sighed. "I know that you're worried that your son might hate you but he might not. He might understand what you did was for his own good." Buffy told him gently. She felt something poke her arm like something bit her and thought nothing of it.
"I know Buffy." Angel started but was hit with something to. Suddenly they were all over each other throwing clothes off in every which way.
A hour later Buffy wakes up and turns over and sees a very awake looking Angel beside her.
"No." She starts and mumbles under her breath.
"Hey you awake." Angel asked.
Buffy starts to respond but stops and thinks then realizes what happened and whom she's with.
"No." She starts jumping out of bed and putting her clothes on fast.
"What's the matter?" Angel calmly asks her.
"You. You're not Angel." Buffy said in almost a whisper.
"Ya your right and you wanna know why? Because we had sex." Angelus told her walking towards the window.
Buffy cringed at the thought. "Your not going anywhere!" She yelled at him.
Just as Angelus was about to open the window Willow came in muttering something and Angelus flew to the floor unconscious.
"Willow how did you know?" Buffy asked her somehow now fully clothed and standing beside her friend.
"I felt it. Buffy what happened?" Willow said frowning.
"Did you give him back his soul?" Buffy asked trying to avoid telling her.
"Yes. What happened Buffy?" Willow asked her again.
"We.we.we had sex. I don't remember why just that I got stung in my arm with something before we started kissing." Buffy explained then saw something on the floor and picked it up.
"Oh what's this?" Willow asked seeing her friend worry.
"I don't know." Buffy told her and they both walked out leaving Angel to be alone when he woke up.
They went into Willow's room and sat on her bed. "I'll take a look at it later, it might be what triggered the." Willow trailed off not saying the rest.
Buffy took in a deep breath. "Willow I'm worried what will happen if Spike finds out? I don't love Angel anymore and I know he loves Cordy but I'm scared Spike won't love me anymore." She told Willow trying hard not to cry.
"Don't worry. Go take a shower ok? Get Angel's smell off of you and he won't even know."
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A/N Ok so its not like how I was gonna leave it, I decided to make it longer. I was just going to leave it where Buffy knows that it was Angelus but that would be to evil wouldn't it? Review if you want more! And sorry about the wait!
A/N So what do you think so far? Any suggestions? Review and tell me!
Chapter 3
Angel looked at Fred like she had just said the world was going to end soon. "Wha.what do you mean?" He stuttered.
Fred looked at him with sad eyes knowing that it would hurt him. "It says we need the son of two vampires to help. And your son is the only son of vampires."
"Why do we have to have him though? I can't just bring him back." Angel said staring at the floor.
"Angel. It says that in order for this to work Connor has to be here. We didn't find anything that said why, but it says we must have Connor or else it won't work." Fred told him.
She knew it would hurt him to have his son back then have to loose him again. She knew that he though Connor would want to stay with his new family now.
"I.I can't loose him again." Angel told him and sat down on the floor leaning against the floor.
"You might not have to Angel. He might want to stay here, with you, with us." Fred told him giving him a fake smile.
Angel shook his head. "Can't we just take him, have the spell done then return him or does he have to have his memory of us?" Angel asked.
Fred sighed. "He has to have his memory of us." She told him.
Angel looked down the hall at his room. "But what if he hates me? I don't think I could take that now." Angel said sadly. He was so weak lately it was unlike him.
"It's just a chance we're going to have to take. If you want you can stay up with Cordy or someplace where you won't have to see him right away." Fred told him.
"No I want to see him. Go ahead. Bring him here then we can give him his memory back." Angel told her getting up and walking away from her to his room.
"Ok." Fred said quietly. She walked into Cordy's room and stood beside her.
"Don't worry Cordy. You'll be back with us soon if this will work." She told her smiling.
Fred went downstairs and told Wes and Gunn it was a go and the three of them with Faith also with them left to get Connor.
Angel was lying in his bed when somebody knocked on the door. He sat up "come in." He said and the door opened and in walked Buffy.
Buffy smiled when she saw Angel. She went and sat by him on the bed. She looked at him. "Does Spike know you're up here?" Angel asked him.
Buffy shook her head. "No. He's out, him and Xander went out to find a club for us to go to later." She told him.
"Oh." Was all Angel said.
"Angel are you ok?" Buffy asked and Angel thought that was a silly question considering what was going to happen later.
"Seriously no Buffy. It hurts really badly. I lost two people I love. What if this doesn't work? What if my son hates me?" Angel spoke quietly looking at the floor. He tried to be strong.
Buffy sighed. "I know what it feels like Angel. I lost my mom, almost lost my sister. I lost you and then I lost whom I really loved. I though that I'd never see him again." She said letting a tear fall.
"I'm so sorry I didn't let you know about Spike when he first appeared." Angel told her looking at her now.
"I know Angel." Buffy told him. She really loved Spike. She never thought she would see him again and she missed him so much.
"You really, really love Cordelia don't you?" Buffy asked Angel.
"Yeah I do." Angel told her and they smiled at each other.
"Angel." Buffy sighed. "I know that you're worried that your son might hate you but he might not. He might understand what you did was for his own good." Buffy told him gently. She felt something poke her arm like something bit her and thought nothing of it.
"I know Buffy." Angel started but was hit with something to. Suddenly they were all over each other throwing clothes off in every which way.
A hour later Buffy wakes up and turns over and sees a very awake looking Angel beside her.
"No." She starts and mumbles under her breath.
"Hey you awake." Angel asked.
Buffy starts to respond but stops and thinks then realizes what happened and whom she's with.
"No." She starts jumping out of bed and putting her clothes on fast.
"What's the matter?" Angel calmly asks her.
"You. You're not Angel." Buffy said in almost a whisper.
"Ya your right and you wanna know why? Because we had sex." Angelus told her walking towards the window.
Buffy cringed at the thought. "Your not going anywhere!" She yelled at him.
Just as Angelus was about to open the window Willow came in muttering something and Angelus flew to the floor unconscious.
"Willow how did you know?" Buffy asked her somehow now fully clothed and standing beside her friend.
"I felt it. Buffy what happened?" Willow said frowning.
"Did you give him back his soul?" Buffy asked trying to avoid telling her.
"Yes. What happened Buffy?" Willow asked her again.
"We.we.we had sex. I don't remember why just that I got stung in my arm with something before we started kissing." Buffy explained then saw something on the floor and picked it up.
"Oh what's this?" Willow asked seeing her friend worry.
"I don't know." Buffy told her and they both walked out leaving Angel to be alone when he woke up.
They went into Willow's room and sat on her bed. "I'll take a look at it later, it might be what triggered the." Willow trailed off not saying the rest.
Buffy took in a deep breath. "Willow I'm worried what will happen if Spike finds out? I don't love Angel anymore and I know he loves Cordy but I'm scared Spike won't love me anymore." She told Willow trying hard not to cry.
"Don't worry. Go take a shower ok? Get Angel's smell off of you and he won't even know."
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A/N Ok so its not like how I was gonna leave it, I decided to make it longer. I was just going to leave it where Buffy knows that it was Angelus but that would be to evil wouldn't it? Review if you want more! And sorry about the wait!